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You’re like a dream.

I see you whenever I close my eyes.

You’re blissful and sweet...

And short lived.

Like a dream,

You go just as unexpectedly as you came.

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I have to open my eyes eventually.

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you’re across the room

i stare at you

staring at her

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do you miss me?

you probably don’t.

you have her.

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Numbers and Flowers (jikook) pt. 1

“I was once in love with someone who thought and relied too much on facts and probability.” I said

“What happened?” he asked

“I pushed him away,” I said “so he went away.”

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//jungkook pov//

“Jimin!” I yelled out as I saw him swinging in the playground “Jimin!”

He didn’t seem to hear me.

I ran as fast as I could to get to him but, for some reason, I wasn’t moving any closer to him.

“Jimin!” I yelled out again “Please don’t leave me!”

Tears were now coming out of my eyes.

“Jimin!” I yelled

He still didn’t seem to notice me. He just kept on swinging. 

Suddenly, he got up and as he was walking towards the slide, he finally noticed me.

“Jimin!” I yelled “Don’t go! Don’t leave! I miss you!”

Jimin’s eyes grew with fear and he ran away.

He was running away from me...

“NO!” I screamed “DON’T RUN AWAY! PLEASE! DON’T RUN AWAY FROM ME!”

I tripped and fell. I was crying so much by that time.

Jimin ran into the arms of somebody else but before I could see the face, I woke up.

I quickly sat up and I was sweating and my face was wet with tears.

I laid back down on my bed. 

I kept having that dream and I could never see the face of the person Jimin ran to.

It’s been 1 year, 6 months and 4 days since Jimin ran away from me.

I’ve been counting.

I sighed and tried to get some sleep.

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“Good morning Jungkook!” Taehyung greeted as I entered the classroom

I didn’t say anything as a response and instead laid my head down on my table.

“Why are you so grumpy?” Taehyung asked “Couldn’t sleep?”

I hummed in response.

“Had the dream again?” Taehyung asked

I hummed in response again.

“You wanna tell me what it’s about this time?” Taehyung asked

“Maybe next time.” I replied “I’m not ready yet.”

“Okay.” Taehyung said while ruffling my hair

“Hey guys!” Jin said as he joined us “Have you heard the news?”

“What news?” Taehyung asked

“There’s a new student coming from Seoul.” Jin said

“What? Really?” Taehyung asked “Why would he move here from Seoul?”

“I dunno.” Jin said

I was uninterested in the topic but I had nothing better to do.

“What’s his name?” I asked

“I dunno.” Jin said “There were just rumors that a transfer student is coming today.”

“So you’re not even sure if there’s a transfer student coming today?” I asked “It’s just a rumor?”

Jin gave him a sheepish smile when the teacher called everyone’s attention.

“Everyone!” she yelled out “Settle down!”

Everyone quickly rushed to their seats and stayed quiet. 

“I would like to introduce the new student to everyone.” she said “Come in.”

“I told you so!” Jin whisper screamed from his seat.

“Hello everyone!” I heard a high pitched voice say “I’m Jimin, Park Jimin!” 

He gave everyone a smile.

It took me a moment to register that the person right in front of me was the guy I’m in love with.

“JIMIN?!” I screamed out when I finally realized 

Everyone turned to look at me.

“Sorry,” I said “just surprised to see a familiar face.”

Jimin turned to look at me.

“Nice to see you too, Jungkook.” Jimin said

“What happened to calling me ‘Kookie’ huh?” I asked jokingly with a smile

“We aren’t that close anymore.” Jimin replied not returning my smile

“Well,” the professor said “you can sit there in the seat beside the window.”

Dang it! I was hoping he would sit next to me.

“How do you know this guy?” Taehyung asked

“He’s an old friend.” I replied

All I could do for the rest of the class and other classes and during breaks was stare at him.

THREE DAYS LATER 

“Jungkook,” Jin said as we were all sitting around a table, eating our lunch “who’s Jimin?”

“He’s the new student.” I replied

“You know what I mean.” Jin replied “Who was he to you?”

“He was an old friend.” I replied “I already told you guys that.”

“We don’t believe that.” Taehyung replied “You stare at him waay too often, you follow him around waay too often, you try waay to hard to get his attention and  you are waaaay to shy around him for him to have been just a ‘friend’.”

“H-he,” I said trying to think of an excuse “he was a close friend.”

“Jungkook.” Taehyung said

“Okay okay,” I said “you caught me.”

I hesitated before explaining.

“I was once in love with someone who thought and relied too much on facts and probability.” I said

They looked at me with a confused look.

“He was my angel, the apple of my eye, the one for me.” I said with a sad look

We were silent for a while until Taehyung spoke.

“What happened?” he asked

“I pushed him away,” I said “so he went away.”

The bell rang signaling the end of lunch.

I stood up and walked back to class alone.

When I opened the door, I saw Yoongi kissing Jimin...

And I just lost it.

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DISCLAIMER:

I don’t own the characters since they are real people (unless stated that they are original characters) this is all fiction. this story came from my imagination. 

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the guy down by the beach (yoonmin)

//Yoongi POV//

He had lush blonde hair. He had plush, soft cheeks. He was a bit shorter than me. He had a mysterious aura about him.

He was the guy down by the beach.

Part one - seeing him for the first time

I had just moved to my grandparents for the summer. This was the first of many summers that I would spend there. I was ten.

“Why don’t you go down by the beach and see if you can find any shells or something?” my grandmother said

“Or see if you can make any new friends.” my grandfather said

I did as they told me to because I knew they wanted to rest.

I walked down to the beach. It was a short walk away from my grandparent’s house. I already knew where it was because I saw it on the way to the house. 

When I got there, there was this boy sitting on the sand, alone. He was staring at the ocean. I wanted to come up to him and say hi, but he seemed so concentrated that I didn’t want to break it. I decided that I would just say hi to him tomorrow if he was here again at the beach.

Tomorrow came and here he was, once again. He was staring at the ocean again. He seemed just as concentrated as yesterday. I didn’t want to break it so I decided to just say hi tomorrow. 

Tomorrow came and the same thing happened again. He was alone, concentrating on the ocean. I was too shy to greet him so I didn’t. Since I was too shy to talk to him, I just decided to observe him. I’ve just been leaving the beach immediately after I decided not to talk to him during the last few days, but today was different.

Today, I was literally bored out of my mind.

I decided to stay and observe him since that was better than doing nothing and going back to being bored. 

I’ve been watching him for quite a while by that time, maybe a few hours. I’ve begun to notice some strange but endearing things about him. The way that he smiles a really wide smile out of the blue, like he’s remembering a good memory. The way he absentmindedly runs his fingers through the sand. The way that he would just sometimes just suddenly lay down on the sand and close his eyes, as if he were asleep.

I’ll admit, those actions aren’t that strange, but they sure as hell are endearing.

Part two - talking to him for the first time

One day, I was just doing my usual thing, going down to the beach to observe the boy. I sat down at my usual spot, which is behind a large rock and under a tree, so he can’t see me. Then suddenly, he gets up and heads in my direction. I am so shocked that I don’t stand up immediately. By the time I get up, it’s too late. He’s already seen me.

“If you wanna talk to me, just talk to me.” he says “But please don’t watch me like a stalker. It’s creepy.”

I looked up at him strangely, a million questions in my head but the only thing that comes out is “okay.”

Part three - hurting him for the first time

We grew close over the years. Every summer, I would come over there and visit. We became best friends. I will admit, I grew to have a crush on him, and I still do have a crush on him. I didn’t know it back then tho. I didn’t even know I was gay back then. 

I was fifteen when this all happened.

We were hanging out in our usual spot. It was 10 pm. We were sitting down in the entrance of the cave we found by the beach. I don’t know what happened or what led up to it. Maybe it was the atmosphere, maybe it was a ‘in the moment’ kind of thing, but we kissed. It was a sweet, pure first kiss. So, I don’t understand why I did what I did next.

I pushed him away from me. I could see the hurt in his eyes. 

“Go away from me!” I told him

I don’t know why I told him that. Maybe because that was my first kiss. Maybe because I was scared. Maybe because I was nervous. Maybe because this was all so new to me

But all I know is that I hurt him.

Finale - the first time he hurt me

Now, here we are. The last time I saw Jimin was in the cave, when we had our first kiss. After that first kiss, I never saw him again. Never talked to him again. Never had the chance to apologize. The cave was two years ago. I refused to go back to my grandparents’ place after that incident but my parents are forcing me to go back there. 

I just arrived at my grandparents’ place. I left my suitcases in my room and headed for the beach. I was looking for him but he wasn’t at the beach. I walked around a bit until I saw the cave. The same cave where I had my first kiss. The cave wasn’t empty though. There was a couple inside. 

I walked closer to the cave then I stopped walking towards it. I stopped just for a second to get a closer look at the face of one of them. He looked familiar. Then, our eyes met and I ran. I ran faster than I ever had before.

Jimin was under it kissing someone else.

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DISCLAIMER:

this is all fiction. this all came from my imagination. i don’t own the characters since they are real people. 

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Running Away (yoonmin & jikook) pt.1

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“Why do I keep coming back even tho I know you’ve already gone away.”

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jimin pov

Oct. 23 2016

I still return to that park.

I still sit on that bench.

Part of me, the foolish part of me, wishes he would come back to that bench, that he would come back to me.

The other part of me, the more rational part of me, wishes he would stay away.

The sun is starting to set and he still doesn’t arrive.

Part of me is disappointed and the other part is relieved.

I don’t know why I still keep coming back here, month after month, year after year, even if I know he will never come.

I stand up and walk away.

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Nov. 23 2016

They keep asking me why I keep going back to that spot, even though he hurt me.

My answer: I don’t know why.

They keep asking me why I haven’t moved on.

My answer: I’m not ready to, yet.

They keep asking me what’s so important about that spot. ‘After all, it’s just a park bench.’

My answer: Yoongi hyung had to move away one day. He moved to Seoul to pursue his dream to become a successful rapper. He told me that every 23rd of every month, he would come back to Busan and visit me. We would meet up at that bench in the park. He kept this promise up until he started getting successful. He started texting me that he couldn’t come because he was too busy. Eventually, his visits became less and less, until he stopped visiting. He stopped texting me too. Sometimes, I would see him here in Busan visiting his parents, but he would just ignore me. 

I understand that he’s busy, but I just wish he would text or call or at least acknowledge me when he’s here in Busan to visit his parents. 

I sigh and watch as the sun sets to end the day.

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Dec. 22, 2016

“Just forget about him.” Jungkook says

“It’s not that easy.” I say

“But after tomorrow, we both are moving to Seoul.” Jungkook says

“I know,” I reply “so tomorrow will be the last time. If he doesn’t come, I’ll get over him.”

“Promise?” Jungkook asks

“Promise.” I say

“I still don’t get what’s so great about this guy,” says Jungkook “he doesn’t sound so…great.”

“He’s nice,” I reply “you would agree if you actually met him.”

“I don’t think so.” he says

“Anyways,” I say “aren’t you excited? Tomorrow, you become an idol and I start to finish my studies in medicine at a prestigious university!”

“Yeah, I am.” Jungkook replies with a smile

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Dec 23, 2016

He came.

But, he came with someone else.

They kissed and I ran away.

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I will actually continue this…hopefully

disclaimer: I do not own the characters in this story because they are real people. this is all fiction, just a story from my head.

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Running Away (yoonmin & jikook) pt. 2

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“I feel like my heart is being pierced by a spear, over and over again.”

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yoongi pov

We head over to the hospital. Our newest member, Jungkook, accidentally fell down the stairs at the dorm and probably fractured his arm. We’re having it checked up.

“You seem excited to go to the hospital.” Jin hyung said to Jungkook as we were getting inside the car

“Yeah,” Jungkook says “I am.”

“Why?” Hobi asks

“I’ve got a friend who’s a doctor who works there.” Jungkook says

“Are you guys close?” Taehyung asks

“Yeah,” Jungkook said “we’re childhood friends. He’s two years older than me.”

“Wait,” Namjoon said “how is that possible that he’s already a doctor?”

“He graduated REALLY early.” Jungkook replies

“Then he must be really smart then.” Namjoon replies

“What’s his name?” I ask out of curiosity 

“Jiminnie!” he replies happily “He’s so cute!! He’s like a mochi! He’s also really short!”

Why does that name sound so familiar?

“His name is Jiminnie?” Taehyung asks

“No, that’s just my nickname for him.” he says “His name is-”

I couldn’t hear what he said because Jin suddenly yelled out “We’re here.”

Taehyung seemed to have heard what his name is though.

We walk towards the hospital and, as if on cue, Jungkook screams out “JIMINNIE~!”

He runs towards someone and engulfs them in a hug.

They guy is significantly shorter than Jungkook and he has light pink hair. I can’t see his face because Jungkook is blocking him.

“Why did you come here?” he asks

“I fell and uhm,” Jungkook says

“We just want to check if he broke his arm since he says it really hurts.” Jin said

“Eh?” he says “He doesn't look like he’s in pain.”

His voice is high and familiar.

“It’s because he’s excited to see you.” I reply and he turns to look at me

N-no...

It can’t be...

It’s Park Jimin...

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“You’re so clumsy!” Jimin says fondly to Jungkook “Where did you even fall?”

“Uhm,” Jungkook says “I fell down the stairs.”

“Did your arm land in an unusual position?” Jimin asks as he finishes up putting Jungkook’s arm in a sling

“Yes...” Jungkook says sheepishly 

“Aish,” Jimin says “you’re always checking up on me everyday to see if I’m okay, but it should be the other way around! I should be checking on you more often.”

They both seem oblivious to everyone else in the room.

Jimin seems oblivious to my presence in the room.

Oblivious to my staring...

He doesn’t care about you anymore...

Jimin checks on Jungkook’s face and arms with a worried look.

“What’s wrong Chim?” he asks

“Just double checking if you’re ACTUALLY alright.” he replies

“Jiminnie,” Jungkook says as he cups Jimin’s face in his hands “I’m fine.”

I need to restrain myself from slapping Jungkook’s hands away.

“You’re lucky that you just sprained your elbow!” Jimin says “Actually, you’re VERY lucky that it’s just a mild sprain!”

“Aww,” Jungkook says “I’ve missed you so much Jiminnie, even your nagging.”

Suddenly, Jungkook gets up and embraces Jimin with his good arm.

“Excuse me for asking,” Jin hyung says “but are you guys dating?”

“No!” Jimin screams out, blushing “I-I mean no, we’re j-just close friends.”

Jungkook is also saying nothing and he’s blushing.

I was apparently holding my breath because I started breathing normally again when I heard they weren’t dating.

“A-anyways,” Jimin says breaking the awkward silence “Jungkook’s done. I wrote down what he needs to do for his elbow. He needs to let it rest for about 4 weeks.”

“W-what?” Jungkook asks, bewildered “That’s too long!” 

“And whose fault is that you got injured?” Jimin asks giving him a pointed look “Listen, it you’re REALLY lucky, it can heal in 2 weeks at least.”

“B-but,” Jungkook tries to protest

“I’ll check up on you everyday, okay?” Jimin says “You have my phone number so tell me how it is everyday.”

“Don’t we already talk everyday?” Jungkook asks

“Yeah, but you need to tell me how your elbow is doing, okay?” Jimin asks

“Okay.” Jungkook says

“And it’s hyung to you!” Jimin says lightly hitting him on his good arm

“Don’t injure me more that I already am!” he whines 

“That didn't do anything!” Jimin says 

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Everyone was heading to the car, but I stayed behind and dragged Jimin into a corner.

“W-what are you doing?” Jimin asks

I embrace Jimin.

“I miss you.” I say

“No you don’t.” he replies

I stay silent, but I don’t let him go.

“W-why’d you do it?” he asks

“W-what?” I ask, pretending to be clueless 

“You know what.” Jimin says “Who was that person?”

“W-what person?” I ask actually confused 

“You know, still went to that bench even tho I knew you wouldn’t be coming,” He replies making me feel bad “and during one of those times, you actually came, with another person.”

Oh, he’s talking about her.

“A-and,” Jimin stutters “you k-kissed.”

“She’s gone, I swear.” I say “I left her because I still love you.”

“I-is she why you stopped visiting me?” he asks “I-is she why you left me?”

I hesitated and ended up not saying anything.

“Let go of me.” he says 

“No!” I say “Not again.”

“Let go of me!” he says but he doesn't do anything to make me let go of him “Please, I can’t bring myself to make you let go of me.”

Jimin starts to cry.

“Tell me why I should.” I say 

“B-because you hurt me.” he replies

It stung when he said that, but I still didn't let go.

“Then let me fix it.” I say

“What if I don’t want it to be you to fix it?” he asks

That stings even more.

“But I want to be the one to fix and love you.” I reply holding on to him tighter, crying even harder

“But what if I want it to be someone else?” he asks

“W-who?” I ask even tho I know the answer will hurt me

“Jungkook.” 

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should I make this the last part or no?

I plan to make a prologue 

:DD

disclaimer: I do not own the characters in this story because they are real people. this is all fiction, just a story from my head.

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Running Away (yoonmin & jikook) pt.1

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“Why do I keep coming back even tho I know you’ve already gone away.”

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jimin pov

Oct. 23 2016

I still return to that park.

I still sit on that bench.

Part of me, the foolish part of me, wishes he would come back to that bench, that he would come back to me.

The other part of me, the more rational part of me, wishes he would stay away.

The sun is starting to set and he still doesn’t arrive.

Part of me is disappointed and the other part is relieved.

I don’t know why I still keep coming back here, month after month, year after year, even if I know he will never come.

I stand up and walk away.

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Nov. 23 2016

They keep asking me why I keep going back to that spot, even though he hurt me.

My answer: I don’t know why.

They keep asking me why I haven’t moved on.

My answer: I’m not ready to, yet.

They keep asking me what’s so important about that spot. ‘After all, it’s just a park bench.’

My answer: Yoongi hyung had to move away one day. He moved to Seoul to pursue his dream to become a successful rapper. He told me that every 23rd of every month, he would come back to Busan and visit me. We would meet up at that bench in the park. He kept this promise up until he started getting successful. He started texting me that he couldn’t come because he was too busy. Eventually, his visits became less and less, until he stopped visiting. He stopped texting me too. Sometimes, I would see him here in Busan visiting his parents, but he would just ignore me. 

I understand that he’s busy, but I just wish he would text or call or at least acknowledge me when he's here in Busan to visit his parents. 

I sigh and watch as the sun sets to end the day.

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Dec. 22, 2016

“Just forget about him.” Jungkook says

“It’s not that easy.” I say

“But after tomorrow, we both are moving to Seoul.” Jungkook says

“I know,” I reply “so tomorrow will be the last time. If he doesn’t come, I’ll get over him.”

“Promise?” Jungkook asks

“Promise.” I say

“I still don’t get what’s so great about this guy,” says Jungkook “he doesn’t sound so...great.”

“He’s nice,” I reply “you would agree if you actually met him.”

“I don’t think so.” he says

“Anyways,” I say “aren’t you excited? Tomorrow, you become an idol and I start to finish my studies in medicine at a prestigious university!”

“Yeah, I am.” Jungkook replies with a smile

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Dec 23, 2016

He came.

But, he came with someone else.

They kissed and I ran away.

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I will actually continue this...hopefully

disclaimer: I do not own the characters in this story because they are real people. this is all fiction, just a story from my head.

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AO3 FF

“t is where yoongi is Jimins boss and lover, then Jimin meets jungkook and has to work with him. Jungkook hits on him all the time and Jimin gets the hits for him. Yoongi gives jungkook permission to sleep with Jimin, and Jimin ends up falling in love with Jungkook too. This is on a3o but I can’t seem to find it.” yea I think that person meant ao3 but yeah anyone know it??

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Unrequited Love (Jikook & yoonmin & Yoonseok) pt. 1

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“Look at me like you look at him.”

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jimin pov

Ring

rING

RING

“Ugh,” I groan 

My alarm was waking me up to another day. 

I turn it off and go back to sleep.

“Jimin,” I hear someone say “JIMIN!”

“YAH!” I say as I jump up from bed

“Get up.” Jungkook said “Jin prepared breakfast and the others are coming to visit.”

“Why?” I whined “It’s a Saturday and I want to sleep!”

“Just hurry up.” he said as he walked out of our shared room

I got up and put on some fresh clothes.

“Jimin hurry up they’re already downst-” Jungkook was cut off

He entered our room without a warning and I was still changing.

“W-why are you still changing?” he asked “Y-you take so l-long!” I put on my shirt and walked towards the door.

“I’m still sleepy,” I said while rubbing my eyes “that’s why.”

I walked out of the room and grabbed Jungkook by the arm and dragged him downstairs.

“What are you doing?” Jungkook asks

“Dragging you downstairs.” I say as we go down the stairs

“Why?” he asks

“Why not?” I reply 

“I asked first!” he whined

“Just shush,” I say “I’m still sleepy.”

We take a seat on the table and I rest my head on Jungkook’s shoulder.

“What are you doing?” he asks

“Sleeping.” I say

“Why on my shoulder?” he asks

“Stop asking questions and let me sleep.” I reply

“I-” he says but I cut him off

“No,” I say “shush.”

“But-” I cut him off again

“Shush, Jungkook” I say 

“Hmp,” he says “fine.”

I sleep peacefully for a bit.

jungkook pov

‘This adorable hyung is sleeping on my shoulder’ I think ‘Why is he playing with my feelings?’

Namjoon hyung comes out of the bathroom at that time.

“Yoongi hyung is coming in a bi-” he gets cut off when he sees us

“Ooooo,” he teases “Jikook is happening right now~!”

“Hyungggg!” I whine

As if on cue, Yoongi hyung enters our condo with Hobie hyung.

“Is the food ready?” Yoongi hyung asks

“I can smell it.” Hobie hyung says

Hobie and Yoongi hyung take their seats in front of me, next to each other.

“Why is Namjoon looking so smug?” Yoongi hyung asks

Namjoon hyung bursts out laughing and Hobie and Yoongi hyung look at us obviously confused.

“What?” Hobie hyung asks

“N-nothing!” I say quickly 

“Nothing aside from Jikook.” Namjoon hyung says with a smirk

“Yah!” I say then Jimin moves a bit

“Jungkook-ah,” he says “stay still and quiet.”

Jimin wraps his arms around my arm.

“Yah,” I whisper “what are you doing?”

“Sleeping.” he replies

“But why are you wrapping your arms around my arm?” I ask

“Because why not.” he replies

“But-” I say but he cuts me off

“Stop asking questions and shush and stop moving. I’m sleeping.” he says

“Oooo,” Namjoon hyung says “What are you talking about~?” “N-nothing.” I say

Jin hyung comes in to the room with food.

“Where’s Taehyung?” he asks

“He hasn’t arrived yet.” Yoongi hyung says

“Aish,” Jin hyung says “he’s late again.”

He puts down the food and sits down with us.

“Yah Jungkook,” he says

“Yes?” I ask

“I thought I told you to wake Jimin up!” he says

“I did but he fell asleep again!” I whine

“Just wake him up so he can eat.” he says

“Jimin,” I whisper “Jiminnie~”

I slowly shake him.

He groans and wraps his arms around me.

“Shushh.” he says sleepily 

Namjoon hyung bursts out laughing and I look up to look at them.

Namjoon hyung is laughing, Yoongi and Hobie hyung look at us, surprised and Jin hyung is looking at us like a proud mother.

“I didn’t know you two were ACTUALLY a thing.” Hobie hyung says

“Same.” Yoongi hyung says

“They are growing up so fast!” Jin hyung says “They look so cute together.”

“Why didn’t you tell us you two got together?” Yoongi hyung asks

Namjoon just suddenly explodes with laughter and I start blushing.

“W-we’re not together.” I say

“Really?” Yoongi hyung asks “You two look like a couple.”

“Exactly my point.” Hobie hyung says

I blush and turn to look at Jimin.

He looks like an angel fast asleep.

“You should wake him up now instead of just staring at him.” Jin hyung says

I blush and begin to shake him again.

“Jiminnie~” I coo “Wake up, the others are here now and we need to eat.”

“Nooo~,” he says cutely “I want to sleep more.”

I pull Jimin up to a sleeping position and he starts whining.

“Jimin,” Yoongi hyung says “wake up.”

Jimin rubs his hands then suddenly stops and stares at Namjoon, Yoongi and Hobie hyung.

“When did you guys get here?” he asks

“You were too busy cuddling Jungkook to notice our presence.” Namjoon hyung said trying to to laugh

Jimin blushes.

“I was just trying to sleep more,” he says “let’s just eat.”

We start to eat and I don’t miss the way Jimin stares and steals glances at Yoongi hyung.

I sigh.

Why can’t he just like me.

yoongi pov

I’m sitting next to Hobie and we’re eating.

My heart beats so fast whenever I’m near him that I think they can all hear it.

I’m so whipped.

~~~~~~~~~

Yep 

Guess who’s back

Me :P

disclaimer: I do not own the characters in this story because they are real people. this is all fiction, just a story from my head.

V will be in the next chapter

[raining-softlyy]

Why’d You Leave Me? (Yoonmin)

//Jimin POV//

Do you remember me, hyung?

Our love wasn’t like those cliché love stories.

It wasn’t anything big or obvious.

In fact, we didn’t even know that we were in love.

By the time we realized we were in love, you had to leave.

Why did you leave me?

You had a choice, yet you still chose to leave me.

I wasn’t thinking of anything in particular that night, while I was walking back to my house.

It’s been 4 years since I’ve seen him.

I was in 1st year of high school when he left me.

He left me to follow his dream.

I don't blame him for that, but, sometimes, I wish he stayed.

We lost connection a long time ago.

He was a trainee, so he wasn’t allowed to communicate with me,

What I don't get is why he hasn’t tried to contact me recently.

My number hasn’t changed since we last saw each other.

His group debuted and they’re a success.

He’s allowed to contact me again, but I don’t know why he doesn’t.

I tried to text him again, but I was left on seen.

Sigh.

I’m going to move to the US tomorrow anyways and I’m going to become a med student there.

My flight is tonight.

Yoongi,

Why’d you leave me?

//Yoongi POV//

I got out of the train.

I just arrived back in Busan from Seoul.

I got a free day and I wanted to visit my family again and possibly Jimin.

I got a cab and I was off to my house.

While in the cab, I checked my phone.

Specifically, back to my messages with Jimin.

He texted me recently, but I haven’t replied.

I was too scared to.

But, tonight, I didn’t feel scared anymore.

I texted him back.

‘Chim, I’m home. Please, come back to me.’

‘I’ll visit Chim tomorrow,’ I thought ‘hope his address hasn’t changed.’

~Timeskip to Morning~

My mom told me Jimin’s address hasn’t changed.

I just got out of the house and I’m headed for his house right now.

‘Okay Yoongi,’ I thought ‘this is what you’re gonna say to Jimin. You are going to tell him you’re sorry for not replying, that you were scared, that you still love him, and that you hope he still loves you. You are going to tell him you miss him and that you want him to be yours and you his. You are going to tell him the truth.’

Jimin’s house is getting closer.

I’m getting even more nervous.

I’m at his front door.

I’m knocking.

Knock

Knock

Knock

The door opens and I see his mom.

“Ah, Yoongi!” she says “How are you? Long time no see! You’re an idol now, right?”

“Ah, I'm fine,” I say “it really has been a long time and yeah I’m an idol now.”

“What brings you here?” she asks

“I got a break and decided to visit Busan.” I say “Where’s Jimin?”

Her face drops.

“Oh,” she says “you just missed him.”

“Huh?” I say “What?”

“Jimin,” she says “moved to the US.”

“Huh?!” I say surprised

My mind just went blank.

My Jiminnie left...

Left without telling me.

“Wait,” I say “why did Jimin move to the US?”

“He’s a med student there.” she says proudly

“Oh,” I say “okay. Thank you Mrs. Park.”

“It’s good to see you again, Yoongi.” she says before closing the door

I start to walk back to my house.

A lot of things are racing in my mind.

‘Jimin’s a med student,’ I thought ‘he's actually pursuing his dream of becoming a doctor. Why didn’t he tell me? He has my number...’

I quickly get my phone and check our messages.

Seen

I was the one left on seen this time...

Jiminnie,

Why’d you leave me?

~~~

yep.

I'm back.

a song inspired this

song that inspired this: Open Sky by Ken Gao ft. Elise Hsiung (also known as Sliv3rt3ar)

Link: https://soundcloud.com/kengaomusic/sets/open-sky-ep

: D

**disclaimer**

the characters here are real people. I do not own them. this is all fiction. this all came from my imagination

[raining-softlyy]

30 Followers

OML!!! I GOT 30 FOLLOWERS!! OMG THANK YOU~! I didn't expect to get any followers tbh...

Sorry for being inactive. Just got writer’s block and a, tbh, I got lazy... 

well I'm backk

[raining-softlyy]

Hearts Flying (Yoonmin)

//Yoongi POV//

It’s Valentine’s day again.

Ugh.

It’s only fun if you have someone to spend it with.

I walk to the nearest cafe to grab a coffee.

To me, Valentine’s day is nothing special, just another normal day.

I was peacefully drinking my coffee, when my friend, Jin called me.

I picked up the phone.

“Hey Jin,” I said

“Yoongi!” Jin screamed through the phone “Come over! My place! NOW!”

“Sheesh,” I said “isn’t it a little too early in the morning for this?”

“Come over now!!!” Jin screamed through the phone

“Okay, okay!” I said as a tried to finish up my coffee

I don’t know what Jin’s up to this time, but I don’t like it.

I arrived at his apartment 20 minutes later.

I knocked on his door and it swung open.

“Yoongi!” Jin screamed “You’re late!”

“You didn't exactly give me a specific time to get here.” I said back

“Touché,” Jin said

I walked in and asked him “What’s the rush, tho?”

“I want you to meet someone!” Jin said

I groaned

Oh, God,

Jin’s playing matchmaker again.

All the other people I have met didn’t really suit me.

I didn't expect this one to be different.

“Jin,” I said “we talked about this. I’m not looking for someone right now.”

“Meet him first, okay?” Jin said as he did his puppy eyes

“Ugh,” I said “fine.”

“He’s in the other room!” Jin said as he was pushing my to the living room

The first thing that I saw when I walked into that room was pink.

I saw pink fluffy hair.

Then I saw a guy, who seems to be even more fluffy than his hair.

Jin walked in the middle of us.

He faced me.

“Yoongi, Jimin.” He said pointing to Jimin

Then, he turned to the guy.

“Jimin, Yoongi.” He said while pointing at me.

“Uh,” I heard him say “hi!”

“I’ll leave you two to chat while I get snacks.” Jin said as he made me sit next to the guy then left the room.

“Uh,” I said “hi?”

“This is so weird!” Jimin said while giggling

“I agree.” I said “Jin’s playing matchmaker again.”

“I know right!” Jimin said “He told me to come as soon as possible. I was sleeping.”

Jimin then pouted.

He looks so cuteee.

“You look so cute.” I muttered while looking down

I didn't mean for him to hear it but he did.

“Huh?” Jimin said as he looked up at me “M-m-e-e? C-cute?”

“I-I didn’t mean for you to h-hear t-that!” I stuttered 

I blushed so hard and that made Jimin laugh even tho he himself was blushing as well.

“So,” I heard Jin say as he walked back into the living room “I see the lovebirds are getting along.”

“L-loveb-birds?!” Jimin stuttered

“Aish!” I said “Jin, it’s too early in the morning for this~!” 

Without thinking, I buried my head on Jimin’s neck.

I could hear Jin laughing as I quickly moved away from Jimin.

“Ah!” I said “I’m sor-”

Before I could even complete the sentence, he pulled me back.

“It’s okay,” he said “I understand. Jin JUST HAD TO PICK a really early time for us to meet.”

Believe it or not, the coffee wasn’t working, as I could feel myself dose off.

I cuddled up next to Jimin and wrapped my arms around him as I tried to sleep.

**TIMESKIP**

I woke up on Jin’s couch.

I tried to move but then I could feel something tug me down.

“Huh?” I said

I looked down.

It was Jimin.

I played back down and then felt Jimin cuddle closer to me.

It made my heart flutter.

“I see your awake, Yoongi.” Jin says when he walks in the room

I could tell he was trying not to laugh.

“Shh!” I said “Don’t wake up Jimin!”

“Only if you admit I’m a great matchmaker!” Jin said

“Shh!” I said

I didn’t want Jimin to stop cuddling next to me.

“Fine, you’re a great matchmaker!” I said

I think I said it a bit too loud because Jimin woke up.

I didn’t want him to stop cuddling me so I immediately wrapped my arms around him.

“Uhm,” he said “Yoongi?”

“Don’t move.” I said sternly “I like it like this.”

I cuddled next to him.

“You guys are so sweet it makes me want to puke.”Jin said

“Feel what I feel when I third wheel you and Namjoon.” I said

After that, Jimin and I exchanged numbers then, after we got to know each other a bit more, we started dating.

Our hearts are flying.

~~~

yep.

im back

sorry that I was gone for so long

but I'm back

: D

**disclaimer**

the characters here are real people. I do not own them. this is all fiction. this all came from my imagination