rainbowglitterandpixiedust

[rainbowglitterandpixiedust]

silence

this autumn was the 2nd worse of my life there were many nice things about it and i wish i could tell you everything

yes, i do miss you yes, i do think of reaching out to you

this time of year reminds me so much of you and how so many parts of me i am because of you

letting you go has been the hardest breakup it wrecks me saying goodbye to you, to who i used to be, and who we used to be together

i'll choose to keep and treasure what we had in some past i want to remember you for the you i got to know then and it breaks me how in a couple years, none of us will know the version each other will grow to be

what hurts the most is how did it end and this is the reason i am choosing silence do you really think of me this way? as someone who wanted to exploit you? i'm finding it hard to believe even today but your words are there for over a year now and you don't even seem to realize

you throw daggers and then act wounded where was all that coming from, and how? and how can you be so oblivious to my distance when you're the one constantly pushing me away?

all those mixed signs, yet your intentions are clear to you and were even asking from others the same how can you say you're clear, make me the villain when you seemed to barely wanna be my friend? i cannot accept this attitude is intentional, the you i used to know would not gaslight me, or pretend

your ethics and morals are not as you display them to be you judged others by your own insecurities, and did the same for me you never once asked how i am, or how were things yet complained about missing information justified yourself for reaching out-of-placed conclusions but never cared to bridge the gap, only built more walls keeping me out and calling them boundaries

if this is the story you choose to keep to tell yourself, so others can take your side there's no reason to trynna change your mind i tried, to talk, to hold onto you, and everything you meant to me what if every word would be perceived as an excuse that would unvalidate your feelings?

i no longer see a point in explaining i really shouldn't have to in the first place i know where my intentions are coming from i'm good with being the villain in a twisted story

that's why i chose silence what more is there to say?

or maybe, that last part is a lie maybe i'm not okay, deep down i think it's unfair and it's excrutiating how you portrait me as such but i'm learning to be okay with that

[rainbowglitterandpixiedust]

that's just the way life goes, i like to slam doors closed

[rainbowglitterandpixiedust]

thinking about her* again…

*Aubrey Plaza from Happiest Season

[rainbowglitterandpixiedust]

[rainbowglitterandpixiedust]

i actually hate the current system of consuming artists/media on the internet where apparently we can all only like something for about 2 weeks before everyone decides it’s actually cringe and we hate it

[rainbowglitterandpixiedust]

- He sure is ugly. - On the outside, maybe… but inside beats the heart of a prince.

BARBIE IN THE NUTCRACKER (2001) dir. Owen Hurley

[rainbowglitterandpixiedust]

I know her tumblr would be fire

[rainbowglitterandpixiedust]

[rainbowglitterandpixiedust]

three years after that, you asked me if i feel you had been a good friend to me one i could count on and trust

when i replied, it was with the greatest and deepest sincerity that you have been the best one

and i can't express how grateful i am for that, and for you

i'm praying this closing chapter is not the end and i'll always hope you stay, as long as possible, and more

I wanna thank you for being you. for being a friend from the very first day, for being there waiting nothing in return, for listening, and remembering what matters to me, for making sure to check up on me, for trusting me and opening up to me when you have everything figured out and when you don’t. you don’t know how nice that is, but I do. friendship comes easily to you, you seem to choose the right ones and I just want to say I’m honoured to be among them and maybe someday I’ll let you know how effortlessly I smile whenever it comes to you and that i hope you stay too.

[rainbowglitterandpixiedust]

"September morning" by Andreas

[rainbowglitterandpixiedust]

Dear little seven,

Don't run from your problems, but sometimes you need to get away and that's okay. Give grace.

Your "negative" emotions aren't hard for others. Share them with the people you trust.

When you feel stuck, breathe.

It's not always greener on the other side.

You don't have to do everything all the time.

Your worth isn't measured by the amount of cool things or experiences you've done.

You're going to be provided for. Don't be afraid to admit when you need to be.

Don't be guilted into thinking you're "too outgoing". Make as many friends as your heart wants.

Do not settle.

Don't hide your pain in better experiences. You need to process the pain to go on.

Your thoughts are heard. You are allowed to be genuine and to be taken seriously.

From, a seven who loves you.

source: menneagram

[rainbowglitterandpixiedust]

you manifest more by letting go than you do by holding on

[rainbowglitterandpixiedust]

friendly reminder that moments like sitting in the sun, waking up well-rested, discovering a song that makes you feel your heart and laughing with someone will find you again. clouds will dissipate and the sun will sink and rise and the moon will be full and bright outside of your window, and life will stop feeling this heavy. in the meantime, we’ll try. sometimes that’ll feel like enough and sometimes it won’t, but that’s okay. you’re here and that’s an achievement and that’s good and it matters.

[rainbowglitterandpixiedust]

Period drama + 🍂🍁

EMMA. (2020)

ANNE OF GREEN GABLES (1985)

MARIE ANTOINETTE (2006)

CRIMSON PEAK (2015)

BRIGHT STAR (2009)

MR. MALCOLM'S LIST (2022)

BECOMING JANE (2007)

THE SECRET GARDEN (1993)

[rainbowglitterandpixiedust]

yall ever miss your own energy?? like damn wtf happened to me??

[rainbowglitterandpixiedust]

“Ένα άτομο που έφυγε. Ένα άτομο που ήρθε. Ένα άτομο που γνώρισες και δεν θα ξεχάσεις ποτε. Εκείνος που ερωτεύτηκες και δεν είναι πια εδώ. Εκείνη που φαντάστηκες το μέλλον μαζί της αλλά τελικά τα πράγματα ήρθαν αλλιώς. Μια φιλία που κέρδισες. Μια φιλία που έχασες. Ένας στόχος που πέτυχες. Ή ένας στόχος που βάζεις. Κάτι που άλλαξες πάνω σου. Και κάτι που άλλαξες μέσα σου. Πράγματα που συνειδητοποίησες. Πράγματα που έμαθες. Νέα όνειρα. Περισσότερα όνειρα. Είδες τι μπορεί να γίνει σε έναν χρόνο;”

— Πολλά αλλάζουν σε έναν χρόνο…