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Why is it that loving something provides such little protection from betrayal?

Ayelet Waldman, Love and Other Impossible Pursuits (via wordsnquotes)

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But where do you go when sleep doesn’t fix you?

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We each have our triggers…things that wait for us in the dark…

Neil Gaiman, Trigger Warning: Short Fictions and Disturbances  (via wordsnquotes)

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When you’ve fought so hard for someone and that person just gives up on you, it ruins something inside of you.

And you’ll never get fixed (via written-on-polaroids)

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It started to hurt again and I’m not sure where to put my hands this time.  I wish I could explain how there’s this heaviness inside that’s trying to make a home out of my bones, but I have no idea how to stop the shaking anymore.  I know I used to be braver than this, but I haven’t been myself in months.

wtm, lost (via wordscanbeenough)

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Her entire existence is trying to figure out what her life is supposed to be while her heart breaks a little bit everyday over the tragedy of being alive.

Arlaina Tibensky, And Then Things Fall Apart  (via seelen-suche)

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I look around and everyone is living. They aren’t thinking about how to live or what they are doing, they are just doing it. How?

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I know now, finally, after so many lessons, that you can’t love someone into loving you.

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I make my friends feel inadequate. I discourage them because I fail when they try to encourage me. I know they are right, I want to believe them. I just don’t have the skills to cope.

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I don’t know what to say. The truth will bring more pain. I don’t want to lie, but if I tell you the truth you will think I am insane. 

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They told me to fight but I've been fighting my whole life and have only lost ground. They told me to fight but I don't know how.

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There should be more about about the less well-known symptoms of Obsessive-compulsive disorder, things such as

hyper-morality (extreme black and white moral reasoning)

hyper-responsibility (feeling responsible for everything to a self-destructive degree, even feeling responsible for events which have nothing to do with you)

intolerance of uncertainty, (feeling very uncomfortable if you do not know everything about a given situation). 

Excessive and persistant desire for reassurance 

Everyone who has OCD has it in a different form, so they might not show all of these symptoms but for others it can be a defining part of their illness.

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