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Elon Must is the smartest man (that I know of whose entire position in his life is based on an emerald mine and was basically handed to him on a silver platter) to ever live.

Being transphobic is a major part of his personality as well. He had one child transition, and his ex-wife left him for a transwoman. Rather than considering that he might be the reason neither will talk to him he instead blames it on Twitter (I'll dead name that website as long as he dead names his daughter) so he bought it and attempted to get rid of the influences that "caused" her to transition. Then, when his wife left him and blocked him, he blamed it on the woke mob and removed the ability to block people. He has the power he does because he's rich but he does what he does because he's very insecure and lacks any emotional intelligence.

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Oh shittttt I forgot this was my one wild and precious life

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A friend who I've been showing the 2001 series to had some very good ideas for Cyborg Beach Episode

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Hylics themed collages I made on Pinterest!! (Forgot to post these to tumblr)

Possibly gonna make more

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i hope that in 2025 u get to take more walks, read more books, connect with more people whom u love and who love u, achieve ur goals (even if ur goals are having no goals and just living in the moment), exercise fun hobbies, move from a place of self-direction, and weave together a beguiling assortment of beautiful little moments. remember that no feeling lasts forever. love u

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i think a big part of expanding your intellectual curiosity and trying to learn new things about the world is to abandon the shame of not knowing things. don't blame "the US school system" (which US school system????), don't blame your teachers, don't blame society, but embrace the fact that you are going to be learning new things constantly, throughout your life. practice saying "i really need to read about that" or "does anyone know of any good sources to learn about xyz?" or "hold on i gotta go check wikipedia/a world map/the dictionary/the news." every single day, there will be something you don't know already. that something doesn't have to be embarrassing. instead it can be an opportunity to learn something new

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his whoreish tendencies and huge nose have captivated me

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Hi Tumblr. Sorry for being MIA more often recently.

TW: Talking about unhygienic and gross shit

So you've seen me talk about the state of my room before. With your guys's help when I opened commissions a few months ago I was able to replace some of the nasty furniture last time, but I couldn't fix the actual room. It's still a state.

It's gotten entirely out of my control. There's trash bags everywhere, mold, some of the bags that have used cat litter in it have ripped and spilled everywhere, mold mites, fruit flies, moldy food everywhere, the carpet is stained with all sorts, etc

I just want a complete fresh start for 2025. It's clear I cannot clean this by myself. I've had a new bed sitting downstairs for a year now that I can't set up cause my room is so bad.

It's clear I'm gonna Have to hire a professional to do it, but it's gonna cost so much money. I'm disabled - I get paid 1k a month in disability benefits, most of which goes to rent, groceries and cat supplies, so I legit just can't afford to pay a professional.

It's gotten this bad because I am practically bedridden - I have no energy to do anything ever and spend 24 hours a day in bed. Even my bed is full of garbage and moldly food, and even my mattress topper is moldy. I haven't showered in forever cause I don't see a point.

My hair is matted, I need a haircut. I need new clothes cause they're all either dirty or lost.

I've tried over and over again for a year now to get my room under control, but I NEED professional help. My brother / carer has tried helping me but he also struggled, cause he has similar energy issues as well as a weak stomach.

I've contacted multiple deep cleaners, and I haven't been given an estimate yet, so I can't quite say how much it'll be but it'll definitely be in the hundreds.

I genuinely don't think I can do commissions again. I'm sorry. I already have burnout from the comic. I don’t know what to do. (Don't worry, I'll finish the commissions I do have soon, but I think I'm closing them for a good while after.)

I have my Patreon, where I'm sketching as much of the story as possible (I'm 106 pages ahead) + the discord where I post script snippets and concept art and talk about future plans.

I also have a PayPal, if you wish to help - but don't feel obligated.

Sorry for this. I'm struggling recently. It was my birthday at the start of this month, and I told myself I'd get my room sorted for my birthday. I tried to do it myself, but after a couple hours I realized it was fruitless. I lost the energy entirely and just got back in bed. I'm so tired of living like this.

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2001 Jet sketches to fill space on a page lol

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Sorry I just remembered I screenshotted this. Love it when you have shower thoughts about your weird rival

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Who's your favorite 009 Cyborg?

Very basic opinion, but I really like 002 :>

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The Great Lakes and Saint Lawrence River superimposed on a map of Europe

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@dweamofsweep

Had the strongest idea for "Not on the lips" - can't let that real estate go to waste, after all~

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spoilers he never figures it out

from this post

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first ever cyborg 009 art

without the why yo nose