radicalkins

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thanks bro 

i really appreciate it

love the aesthetic, its amazing as always

A moodboard for a Dave Strider who lost his thoughts to Time and had to isolate himself from everyone else once the game was done because he was dangerous.

Mod Bro

[radicalkins]

if it isn't to much trouble, could I get a moodboard and/or positivity for a dave strider who lost his thoughts to Time and had to isolate himself from everyone else once the game was done because he was dangerous. thank you in advance

Hey Dave,

You had to put yourself through some real tough shit. You have an awful lot to be proud of. That must’ve taken an awful lot of integrity and compassion to go through with. You may have lost your thoughts, but you were still able to identify the problem and react accordingly to protect your friends. That’s a sign of a true Knight.

Luckily enough, you don’t have to be alone now. Look for the supports around you and accept them into your life. You especially deserve a fresh start; one filled with kind and interesting people who build you up. You don’t need to isolate yourself anymore, Dave. We’re all here for you.

Don’t forget to practice self-care. Grounding can be useful when dealing with such troubled memories. Remember that that is in the past now, and that you have a life full of opportunities in front of you. Don’t let them get away.

Put yourself out there, your past self deserves it.

Mod Bro

P.S. I’m working on your aesthetic next.

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Bro I fucked up. I'm Dave kin and in one of my timelines, I fucked everything up. I did so many things to my friends and family and I know I didn't get a chance to fix it. I want to find my canon mates, tell them how sorry I am but I'm terrified to talk to them again. I want to talk to my Dirk and Rosie again... hell I would even talk to my Bro again, even if he wasn't there for the shit I did... I'm just so tired. I'm sorry for this, I just head to get it out. Later, Bro

Hey

I’m like the poster child for fucking everything up. For more reasons than you know, trust me. I know how bad that regret feels, but you gotta forgive yourself. It’s good that you want to apologize, it’s good that you want to try and make up for the things you did. But you also gotta forgive yourself, otherwise it’ll just eat you up on the inside and nothing will ever feel okay. And you deserve to feel okay.

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An open letter to my James

James, I know you had said you would save me. I know I had asked you to save me, but if I’m being truthful, I never expected you to. When we had that talk, I was already hanging off the edge you were trying so hard to pull me up from, there was honestly nothing you could have done to keep me from falling. The last couple of years we had together before I broke things off, were the best years of my life. You gave me a reason to fight for as long as I did, a reason to look for a way out long after you had disappeared from my life.

I don’t know if you knew, but you were the reason I lived so long. Without you, I would have never spoken to Sirius again, I would have never made my way back to you after I was able to leave the Death Eaters. You did so much for me, I can’t even put it into words. 

When I did see you again, years after school and after you finally got with Lily, I know things were hard for you. The last thing you ever expected was to see me again and then I just show up at your doorstep in the middle of the night with no explanation. God things had never been so awkward between us than those few months I spent staying with you. But surprisingly, I felt at home for a good part of the time I spent there. I actually talked to Lily, something that was surely a bit nerve-wracking for you. But she was amazingly sweet and understanding, I can see why you had loved her so much. And Harry. He was so little when I met him but god I knew the second I saw him I would give anything for him to stay safe. 

I remember years ago, when we were still in school together, I had promised you that as long as I lived nothing would hurt you. And I know I promised Harry the same thing. I hate myself for leaving, because maybe, just fucking maybe if I hadn’t, nothing would have happened to you. I left, thinking I was doing something right for once in my life, and I die, then you and Lily die. I couldn’t even bring myself to tell you goodbye to your face, I had to write you a stupid letter before leaving. And I never got to see you again. I’m sorry James.

Regulus

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so i just kinfirmed another dave kin in a really fucked up tl. i did some fucked up shit and i dont really want to talk about it. just... i need to apologize. 

to anyone who is kin with the following:

rose, dirk, karkat, gamzee, and aradia. im really fucking sorrry

honestly, i should probably be apologizing to more people, like jake and nepeta is sticking out to me as well, but im not all to sure what the fuck i did and how many people i fucked up.

just know that i am sorry

and, i think my john was just as fucked up as i was, but that doesnt make feel any better. 

[radicalkins]

Peter Pan is a little shit and i love him for it.

[radicalkins]

Boring old werewolf instincts:

Sexual jealousy

Constant aggression

Rigid hierarchy

Must win sports

Homophobia And Sexism Is Normal™

Eat people

Cool new werewolf instincts:

There is no five second rule

Corvids are friends

Hang out as a pack

Karaoke

Gotta pee

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I normally dont do this kind of thing but after watching Prisoner of Azkaban and getting a wave of pain, I thought it needed to be done.

I'll make a post about my tls at a later date, right now I just need this.

If anyone is kin with James, Sirius, Peter, Lily, Harry, Draco, or Teddy and its looking to talk to Remus, message me. I'm not dead set on looking for canonmates at the moment, I would just really like someone to talk to.

Secondly, if anyone is kin with Sirius or James looking to talk to Regulus, I beg you please message me.

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Hi my name is Regulus Black and my brother is a shithead. I love him.

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Fuck i really miss my boys.

James, Sirius, Harry, even Peter.

[radicalkins]

oh fuck i think im kin with remus lupin

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Stimboard for Velvet - mod post

x/x/x - x/x/x - x/x/x

Icon: @nliast​

[radicalkins]

Could I request a Dave English? with jakes glasses and jacket, tan with freckles. I still wore Dave's record shirt and had his red eyes.

here! if you want me to change anything just let me know

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May I request a DaveHalSprite^2 drawing? I had Hal's hair style but it was fluffier and wore his shades. I had metal arms and legs, and fluffy wings. I main colors was orange and red. THANK YOU SO MUCH!

> Anon I want you to know that in my six or so years of drawing professionally, this is easily the most valid thing I’ve ever drawn. I’ve been blessed by its existence.

Bonus inverted colours + full size of the shirt icon.

> Let me know if you’d like anything changed!

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'He tried not to laugh, but he wasn't good at controlling all the laughter that lived inside of him.' -Aristotle to Dante, Aritotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe

[radicalkins]

its nice when youre finally able to kinfirm a kin youve been wondering about for a while but it sucks when your first memory is of your abuser and your first kin shift is so bad you start looking for you old scars

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Who says showers dont help with panic attacks and stress