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im the fattest person alive

that means to restrict to almost 100 cals everyday!

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sorry guys I can’t do my daily weigh ins this week I’m on vacation (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)

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ed diary

cw: 100.2lbs

about yesterday and the day before I’ve binged eat and gained three pounds- I was freaking out so badly. I woke up and weighed myself and went back to 100lbs??? idk how but I’m not complaining lol.

anyways woke up at 11 am 🎀 which means I skipped breakfast yay, I then fast until 3. 🎀 only had a chicken caesar salad today but didn’t know the exact cals (￣^￣) 🎀 now fasting again, i need to start working out but im extremely lazyyyy so im motivating myself by looking at thinspo lmao 🎀

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being aromantic and having an ed at the same time is so funny. cus like damn who are you trying to look good for

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Meeee when I eat 200 less

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I’d binged today … I’ve hanged out with friends and ate so much. I couldn’t even count how many cals I’ve consumed. I hate the feeling of being overwhelming stuffed

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rant

🎀 during the school year it was so simply easy to under-eat all the time without suspicion 🎀 now during smmr it is extremely difficult to do so, for an example; my friends want to hang out quite a lot which I adore- however when we hangout it contains fast junk food 🎀 earlier in June I was “recovered” and didn’t matter how many calories I’ve consumed, but now I went back and restricted it’s extremely hard w/o gaining suspicion 🎀 if anybody has tips PLEASE LMK!!! 🙏

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my body goals:

-get rid of lower stomach fat

-have a thigh gap

-have skinny arms

-collarbones that pop out

-visible cheekbones

-lose face fat

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🦴ED DIARY🦴

🎀 woke up so earlyyyy like around eight, which I hate so much because now I’m stuck awake being hungry 🎀 either way I managed bypassing the starvation and went swimming and walking 🎀 today I only had triple zero yogurt (140 cals) and seven strawberries (27 cals) around 1pm! 🎀 working out again later today 🎀 cw: 45kg -101.6lbs