quicksilver87

[quicksilver87]

All world spirals around you like limitless sound,

trying to reach you at the infinitys bound,

how to impress you, how to amaze you,

show work of my art to maybe just phaze you

but nothing comes close to it, nothing compares,

to your sweet loving soul, one who really cares,

this voice i hear, this beauty i see, how can this be,

your music awakes me, your cries just break me,

a beautiful melody opens my eyes to the light,

but you are who shows it what should be bright,

it all just explodes with rays of sunshine,

when your existence stays close to mine,

to extasy brings me just your mere presence ,

scent flows through my body shows me your essence.

smell touches my fingers, calls back to our night,

where our unending dance shows us what's right.

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You make me crazy, your scent makes me hazy,

just want to embrace, touch, kiss and be lazy,

i know i can be strong, i know this isn't wrong,

we can move up together, we can sing our song,

just push the right way, keep all fears at bay,

motivation is the key from path not to stray,

cause love can be mad but shouldn't be sad,

can help us achieve all dreams we want bad,

we need some control of feelings that roll,

our minds on the lane like a bowling ball,

don't want to waves break, just life in hand take,

calm down disturbance on this beautiful lake,

make our nerves into steel with love that we feel,

swim against currents to turn our future real.

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This rash decisions, one day changes all,

building new visions, with haste make a call,

three times came back, three times just left,

again sicknesses smack, again of love theft,

still thinking of you, you thinking of me,

our boat lost the crew in the middle of sea,

our hearts rocky cliffs broken by waves,

all of these ifs, hidden doubts in the caves,

time won't heal love, will just push us apart,

our stars shine above, now we have to chart,

who tells us to run, who tells us to fear,

why are we so stun, when near our dear,

just take my hand while i run after the bus,

join the stand in my band, let's play song of us.

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Last day was too crazy, last time was too fun,

some hours were lazy under the hot shiny sun,

the pull makes us hazy, no way we can run,

am i really alone thinking together we're one,

these days have shown we aren't done,

the love has grown, something new has begun,

we are in new zone, new book we can write,

we layed the first stone on new building site,

the seeds are sown to reach the new height,

silence was so short, too easily broken,

your lone hidden port from slumber awoken,

from walls of your fort your heart has spoken,

i know your mind is still thinking of two,

you are too kind to make one of us blue,

what will you find, heart gave you a clue,

your eyes are for me but brain gives you pause,

your choice i can see but can't give a clause,

i will let you be to search for your "us" cause.

[quicksilver87]

Can anyone tell me, can anyone see,

if you are my future, if we're meant to be,

it really is stupid, this question to ask,

not even Cupid could help me unmask,

i wish to be yours for this next week,

with friends doing tours, with you away sneak,

some deep loving talks, hugging you tight,

some long night walks next to your light,

hanging together with friends and new tribe,

heart light as a feather enjoying the vibe,

i don't want to take you all for myself,

i love the whole crew with fairy and elf,

red kitty, blue fawn take some alone time,

in the new dawn to new heights they'll climb.

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I can't stop to admire your beauty and fire,

my unending desire burning like pyre,

fanning my flames with those two black gems,

in such stunning shape i just can't escape,

when your twin on the skies shines on your eyes

into amber they turn, make my heart yearn,

soft are your lips, one touch and mind flips,

little crooked but fine like perfect aged wine,

my hand on cheek slips, those little smile dips,

embraces your lovely chin, it seems like a sin,

gently would brush, your curls while you blush,

when you break the bun, i am just stun,

hair like watefall flows and time around slows,

framing your face in autumn embrace,

your nose lays between, worthy of a queen,

soothingly petting, with finger resetting,

mind starts to calm in my comforting palm,

that elegant neck with my lips i would peck,

smelling your scent, to the heavens ascent,

your shoulders wide, nothing to hide,

fit on your frame like "if" light was your name,

figure of a sweet dame that noone can tame,

sexy, wild and amazing gets my blood blazing,

curves call for ad-lib, they're like dunes in Namib,

silk of Mullberry is crummy next to your skin,

breasts, legs, back or tummy, where do i begin,

grab firm fiery thighs to bring out the cries,

from massaging feet to entangling your fingers,

for whole "happy" street my body's wish lingers,

such passion is rare, it's mixed with much care,

your features so smooth, your grace is the truth,

i can't get a hold of this painting of gold,

i don't want to blink and don't want to think,

just fall into dream where my mind don't scream,

where me is all yours and opened are doors,

where i paid the toll to your mind and soul.

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Causing you pain makes me insane,

making you sad makes me so mad,

my actions i hate but set is my fate,

the future is blank, i'm walking the plank,

thoughs are a jumble, stomach full of rumble,

all hunger is gone, my dream is done,

wasted the chance of lifetime romance,

heart lays in pieces, beating just ceases,

i thought i saw a spark of hope in the dark,

just wishfull thinking, just deeper i'm sinking,

no growth is enough, this truth is rough,

she flew away, whole world turned grey,

will she move on, will i be left alone,

calling her name won't feel the same,

no answer will come and i will feel numb,

in my empty dome in vain i will roam,

searching for her voice that i am her choice,

mind fantasies plays how she still stays,

close to my heart with brand new restart,

forgiving my wrongs, for me she longs,

but this are just flashes, our past love ashes,

she won't change her mind, i am just blind,

refusing to see that she's meant to be,

with someone that gives, someone that lives,

i woke up too late to break out of a crate,

to show her i can change, my mind is so strange,

broke at the worst time when reaching the prime,

when i was so close it just in fear froze,

am i still in her thought or does my name rot,

forgotten our bond that was reaching beyond,

beyond life and love, to the true self above.

[quicksilver87]

Breakdown

Mind keeps on breaking,

heart is just shattered,

body keeps quaking,

emotions are scattered,

pleas in my head shouting and screaming,

"Don't leave me, my love." they keep on begging,

why can't i stop about you always dreaming,

you must be so sick of my constant nagging,

i try to be calm, i try to be fair,

to leave you alone, to let you be happy,

but some days just come, full of despair,

i try to hold back but my mind feels snappy,

accusing, concluding things on it's own,

thinking of sadness, thinking of heartbreak,

thinking i don't want to stay all alone,

making me realise what here is at stake,

it's you my amazing Sunrise of change,

it's love that i dreamed of since i know of love,

it's you, my dear partner i'd never exchange,

it's Luxy of fire, my beautiful dove,

can you feel in your soul how bonded we are,

can you feel in your core this pleasant burning,

our thoughts stay connected even when far,

our beings for us always are yearning,

what future still holds to us is unknown,

are we meant to be or is it just my vision,

can i change our fate, is it forever sown,

i'm patiently waiting for your life decision.

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I am not sure how to hold back,

how not to kiss your elegant neck,

i can just hear your beautiful cries,

when i am touching your sexy thighs,

am i alone in this thoughts of desire,

do you also feel this burning fire,

it's not that i hate being just friends,

i just miss our long evening's ends,

feeling so close with my body and heart,

feeling that we won't fall apart,

whispering secrets in eachothers ears,

sharing our darkest and deepest fears,

what if we go for md fueled night,

connect like we used to, show our light.

[quicksilver87]

So happy and sad,

so lonely but glad,

i miss her all of the days,

even when with me she stays,

i miss our late nights,

i miss our little fights,

the hugs and caresses,

when lip on skin presses,

her soul's warmest fire,

ignites my life desire,

it can't be extinguished,

this love is distinguished,

once she entered my heart,

i just can't be apart,

from her calming presence,

from her beautiful essence.

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Dancing in rain

How many times a heart can be broken,

how many pieces can i lose to this fears,

no word about us can again be spoken,

when do i empty the well of the tears,

the feeling of sadness numbness replaces,

the feeling of love fueling the pain,

empty black void my soul now faces,

missing you, darling, us dancing in rain,

why am i still such a loser in life,

why do i fall in love so damn hard,

i want you someday, i want you as wife,

i don't want to stay shattered and scarred,

i don't want to let go of our connection,

i want the future, not what it has been,

you always come back for my affection,

i have to be ready, for life to be keen,

you keep on saying the future's unknown,

but i promise that soon you will again know,

i'll show you our life that i have blown,

charm you again and melt all this snow.

[quicksilver87]

Morning Dew

Is it just me or do you feel this too,

pure and fresh love like first morning dew,

am i really so wrong to think it is fate,

we can't stay away, we can't just wait,

the presence of bond too strong to break,

you are the nymph to my deep blue lake,

we just can't resist, we just can't let go,

forever entwined in our life changing flow.

[quicksilver87]

Garden

Why could't you tend to my garden?,

the words hit so deep,

all day the echo in my head,

just one promise to keep,

why am i so messy,

why i stayed asleep,

i broke both our lives,

our path now seems steep,

the mind deeper dives,

no end to our weep,

words being sowed,

but nothing to reap,

keep asking for chance,

to take the risk and leap,

but i just get a glance,

of our future a peep,

what's this crazy romance,

is it just a really bad trip,

this yes, no, maybe dance,

this love, sex, friends heap,

can we make a stance,

not to both feel so cheap,

try once for real, no doubt and no fear,

we know what future holds if we have a deal,

happiness, travel, lots of great sex,

learning, living and family, just don't stay my ex.

[quicksilver87]

Gone

Colder than ever, all love feels lost,

it felt like forever, now covered with frost,

losing her breaks me, kills mind and heart,

hellfire takes me when we have to part,

why am i so crazy, why can't i show more,

life living so lazy like i'm missing a core,

don't know what to say, don't know what to feel,

in one fucking day all went quiet and still,

all plans for a future, all goals and dreams,

no way to suture, gone all hope seems,

i don't want to die, i don't want to give up,

i still want to fly, show her half full cup,

but now she will go, leave me and our love,

i wish it wasn't so, dark clouds are above,

its out of my hands what happens to Us,

she will find new lands and i'll stay a wuss.

[quicksilver87]

Why am i so dumb, why i ruin our fun,

keep asking for us and making you run,

i fear losing you again to someone,

i love you so much but keep pointing a gun,

it shows in our time how i push you away,

i just keep complaining and stupid things say,

no hugs, no cuddles, cardates or sex,

no play in our words or massaging our backs,

i want our old times, our playful hangouts,

when we forgot troubles and nobody pouts,

why do i bring up relationship stuff,

if i keep seeing how for you its rough,

just please don't hate me, my crazy mind,

don't escape our love and leave me behind.

[quicksilver87]

No kiss, no hugs, not even a touch,

am i really asking too much,

keep waiting and longing for you,

to show me your words are true,

maybe tomorrow, maybe at right time,

but so many things have to fall in line,

car, rain, energy, work and just us two,

all of it clicking before it will do,

why, why, why, what did i do,

that life is just saying "Screw you!"

[quicksilver87]

Same story again,

waiting out in rain,

waiting for your call,

making me feel small,

i just can't catch a break,

promises forgot and fake,

wishes lost and broken,

all that you have spoken.