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Mommy is in the picture again

Back to side chick status

LMMFAO

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Used to. Not so much anymore

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Ah Covid. We spent a year avoiding you and yet somehow you still caught us. May you die in the lava lake of Kilauea.

Unable to enjoy the taste of coffee on my tongue, or taste the cannabis on my tongue. Unable to smell green cannabis, or taste my favorite cookies.

The constant headache, the cough and the fatigue. I only wish this on one person, who shall remain nameless.

Fuck Cancer! Fuck Covid!!

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There is a reason I keep you on silent, do nothing follow you and treat you the way I’m treated.

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💜💜💜

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The more I read these, the more I find myself able to release you. A little here and there. Seeing the lack of caring you have, even after I’ve checked on you, helped you and done everything in my power to be there for you, emotionally, mentally and physically, tells me exactly the type of person you are.

So what if you are the only one that can send me to subspace, I’d give that up to find someone who is willing to care about me as much as I do them. My head space means nothing to you anymore, even after I help you with your, I’ve yet to receive the same. The babygirl, the little, both retreating so that I can handle the feelings.

You say you are a Daddy, a Dom, but you have no clue what any of that means. You want to learn, yet you don’t listen. So how do you expect me to heard?

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Powerful words

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And soon, I will forget you

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It’s me. I’m that person

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