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To all compassionate hearts,

I am Heba, a mother of three children, currently living in Deir al-Balah after our home was destroyed by the occupation. Our situation is extremely difficult, as we are living in a tent and suffering from the high costs of war.

My children are suffering from some skin diseases, and I need your help to provide the necessary medical care for them, in addition to food and shelter.

Please donate and share.

https://gofund.me/3ebf0c0f

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guys I'm so behind on this account and everything and I'll continue writing soon but I wanted to post this & raise awareness !! donate if you can and reblog 🙁 help the innocents

and in case I haven't made this clear yet I stand with Palestine

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crying genuine tears when everyone of my friends hate blue lock (I keep talking about blue lock non stop)

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ㅤㅤㅤㅤrhodochrosite 🫧 shidou ryusei x gn!reader

in which shidou tries his best to comfort you from your toxic ex rin + asshole rin is very real in this au so beware

sfw work + 400++ wc

"it's me or them"

You couldn’t even look at Rin, trying to hold your tears. You could feel his gaze upon you, as you waited for an answer.

Rin sighs, “don’t make this difficult for me”

“I just want to know”, in your heart you already knew a definitive answer, you just wanted to hear him say it, say it so you can know he doesn’t love you, so you can move on

“I’d choose them”

And that’s all you needed to hear to never look back at him ever again.

You know that feeling when something heavy falls onto your stomach and you start crying uncontrollably? Yeah something like that

During the first day, you lay in bed all day with no appetite for any food and especially the pastries from the coffee shop just down the street (he always bought you the egg tarts). You kept checking for your messages, never blocking Rin just to see what he had to say, staring at the chat histories.

During the second day, everything sinks down to you and you realize you have lost the only person that cared about you. Were you really not enough? You tried to find fault in everything, everyone, but at the end there was still no one by your side.

During the third day, you felt rage inside you. You wanted to ruin his football career, you wanted to ruin his new partner, you almost could feel the motivation to get out of bed and properly confront him, to get the closure you deserved.

because rin isn’t the type of person to just cheat out of nowhere. because rin isn’t the type of person to be able to fake his love for someone for 5 years because you can’t accept the fact that he doesn't want you anymore

shidou knocks on your door. he knows your home, he knows you broke up with rin, he knows your sad.

despite his external layer of brassiness he knows well that its time to invade your personal space and rescue you from the pits of your bed before you suffocate of emotional damage.

shidou has to juggle between beating rin up or giving you a hug, beating rin up can satisfy his personal needs but might intensify your sadness so the latter seems more promising.

you slowly opened the door after knowing it was him after seeing the cameras and he nervously holds out his hands to embrace you, unsure if you would accept his hug.

surprisingly you didn't push him away. his hug felt warm, warmer and more sincere than any hug rin itoshi could ever give you. shidou slowly closed the door and coo's at your crying.

"everything's gonna be fine from now on."

a/n: there's gonna be a part2, i think.. this has been sitting in my drafts for a considerable time so i hope this was fine to read

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♡ 　 　 + 　　　sae + you 　💖 ⟡　dating 　 ˚

fluffy things i thought of because school is wack nd we all need love or smth

sfw work + headcanon style, not proof read

super protective over you when he finally dates you and makes it clear to everyone else in the world that he's yours

will berate his manager if the poor dude tells him to not make the relationship public, he may have tried private before but can’t stand having others think he’s single or others trying to hit on you

flies you to all his games and will give you his old shirts, it's a given but he likes it when you wear them 

thinks he can hide his jealousy well but when you show the slightest interest to any other player he’s sulking 

buys you everything, anything - things he considers necessities

i’m being so serious when i say this but he will never want you to lift a finger - cooking and cleaning will never be a problem for you, just smile for him

if you give him those boyfriend tests he'd pass with flying colors just because he studies them

doesn't hesitate to bring you over to his home to meet his parents to prove how serious he is

he'd be very straightforward about how he's feeling because he doesn't want you to get the wrong idea or get insecure

first to apologise in a fight because he can't stand being without you and doesn't want you mad at him

10/10 god send me this guy irl soon

a/n - sitting in the drafts (1) + i hope you had a fun time reading this

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massive revamp pt2

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Heyyy uh can I request anything? I have like 2 ideas for requests in mind but one of them is pretty angsty (Like the 'misunderstandings between me and you' one shot with Shidou)

you sure can :3 it's just that my posting times are pretty inconsistent and I might alter some details

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just finished reading rins part of the light novel.. think I'll be able to deliver something soon

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Hi, I just wanted to say that I really like your stories, your writing is very good (⁠^⁠^⁠)

thank you 🫶🏼🫶🏼 i really appreciate this

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rises up from the dead and drops an angst fic

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Misunderstandings between me & you. – shidou ryusei x gn!sibling reader  

Angst + reader death

a/n : the parents aren't mentioned, i like to think they're dead but ur free to imagine anything else to fill in the holes

At 6:33pm, the message wasn't sent which made Ryusei groan in frustration, he could only hope you were safe while he was stuck in blue lock facilities. He wished – that you would’ve at least subscribed to the channel to tune in all his winnings from PXG and cheered for him but lately you haven’t been responding to his texts at all.

Shrugging away the weird feeling in his guts, he goes back to sleep with a silent prayer you would reply tomorrow. 

Except, you never did reply. Days fly by and he only gets more worried, telling you to stop this stupid prank at once and write back to him. 

And when he was finally able to reach home just to see what on earth you were doing, it was a shitshow because you weren’t home either. Contrary to the bright lights he last saw he was faced with dusty furniture with rooms that seemed abandoned. 

Ryusei filed a police report on impulse – hundreds of possibilities running into his head, confused and dazed he sat back, texting you again asking you where you were. No reply.

The conclusions were drawn, you were in a hospital. He rushed to see you immediately, not caring about the looks on the faces of reporters and fans he knelt beside the bed crying his eyes out. Subconsciously, you also wished to have bidded your brother a proper and final goodbye.

A year ago, you were obviously concerned when ryusei received the notice to join blue lock. He would be gone for months or even years and if he was eliminated he could never ever play for japan. This seemed like a risky bet in your eyes but he was determined to be a better player. 

Maybe that’s when the biggest misunderstanding between you and him formed. 

He wanted to be a better player, for you. So you can enjoy the luxuries and never need to lift a finger. 

You thought he wanted to be a better player so he could enjoy the luxuries for himself. 

You thought he was being greedy. 

Staying at the hospital made you paranoid, as ryusei started to text you less, you started to overthink more. 

Was he finally abandoning you for his football dreams? 

And during your final moments you wished your brother had never joined blue lock and stayed by your side – but that wasn’t happening. 

You missed him. As the world started to give up on you, the television played the bittersweet episodes of blue lock, showing you the wonderful smile of shidou ryusei posing after he scored a goal. 

Ryusei started to read back every text you sent him. You never told him about your sickness, which left him even more confused about the situation. 

Did you perhaps not care about ryusei anymore? 

Unknowingly, his eyes started to wet and he couldn’t control it. 

a/n : ok another note this has to be wprst thing ive written in awhile but i needed to write smth ab shidou. so i guess this is the official end of my hiatus :3

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ok nvm im gonna edit my masterlist tmrw :yippie:

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Is this itoshi-archive???? If it is welcome back😭💀 if it isn’t then this is just embarrassing

yes it is... so dont be embarassed LMAOO

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masterlist is temporarily down & i will be writing something soon

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to that person that sent me a req for idk how long ago i am sorry but i unfortunately cannot write that 🥹

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I hate applying for jobs. “desired salary for this role” one billion dollars next question

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the level of thinking my teacher wants me to achieve in opinion questions...

U guys think that itoshi sae listens to boygenius bc he got called boy genius a few times and looked it up just to find the band

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Mass revamp day 2 :'(