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“bella will be one of us. i’ve seen it. i’ll change her myself.”

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can you please stop imagining me in the ken tassel outfit? it's not a prediction, it's just wishful thinking, and it's NOT happening.

how do you know it's not a prediction. i saw it. i see truth. i prophesy. i am a prophet. i am the modern cassandra. i see with my wide magic eyes the many emerging pathways of the future, strings to each outcome inevitable and preventable, i see the death of the universe and its rebirth, i see time folding in on itself and i see myself split by my very atoms into several iterations at once. ed if you don't wear this i'm going to go to volterra myself

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for requests maybe more everyday scenes of Alice and Jasper like braiding his hair, something just nice and warm (i love your tomboy bella and the color palettes you use in general btw ^.^) thank you !

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⤳   @benefici​​​,    𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘭𝘦 𝘤𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘯,   asked:     ‹ we don’t need any more holes in the wall. ›

“ sure, though the notion of a little repainting does sound rather enticing. ” modern minimalism offered so drab an outlook, though alice was well aware it made for the safest amalgamation of the family's tastes; regardless, she ached for some lush reds, greens and perhaps even a yellow to litter a few of their common areas. something to break up the monotone it sports now. a roughhousing brawl too eagerly undertaken by her brothers would mean a necessary remodeling ––  so, who was she to dissuade a little fun here and there? [ mostly, here! ] she grins, hands folded innocently behind her back as she lifts herself to her tiptoes, darling display of absolute angelic posture. guilt-free, might she add, which is perhaps a laughable idea for someone who can see into the future and, naturally, put a stop to any house-altering altercations well before they perform any lasting damage.

“ i'll play big sister if you need me to. strike a little fear of god into ed, maybe? you know, it's mostly his fault. ” she speaks with a knowing gaze, certain that were edward to be unable to hear her words, he'd most assuredly hear her thoughts echoing them. “ he's frightfully goading when he wants to be. a complete menace. ”

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CASSANDRA'S BURDEN LAY IN STAYING BEHIND, of knowing the danger and accepting it anyway: alice carries it with her now in a literal sense, having shuffled out the entirety of her family from their silly, temporary home in the middle of nowhere after having foreseen the arrival of someone, something, with a serpent's cunning, quick-footed on their path. this was the disadvantage of small towns; this and the lackluster shopping spots ... people talk. some of them don't shut up. talk and talk and talk about the oddities of the newcomers in town, how that doctor fellow has an unearthly quality about him, how the bookish, lanky brother & his odd, dancerly pixie of a sister seem almost like witches. how they're not sure exactly why, but something about that family just seems ... off.

the snake, however fleeting her presence in the small town, had seemed adept at the collection of these very stories, and more than this, was clever enough to piece it all together and find her way to their doorstep. of course, no match for the pixie's witchery & fast-acting schemes. without hesitation, and with edward astutely aware of the situation, she sent off jasper and the cullens to find another home, and stayed behind to ensure there would be no loose ends.

as she opens the door preemptively, right as the snake's arrived, she sports a dazzling grin, cocking her head to the side. “ isn't it a little late for visitors? ”

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she's been going for hours; long open road behind her, dimly lit by street lamps spread out at least a mile apart from one another. there was no one around this part of the country –– the ground was clean of footsteps, no muddied prints along the pavement. just long stretches of asphalt in the middle of a vast sprawling green. it reminded her a little bit of hawkins, or rather the space surrounding it. the drive between there and the next city over, whenever her and mike and her mom would make it, was reminiscent of these empty acres. the in-between, nancy had called it in her head, eyes glued to passing green blurs outside her window, shutting out the sound of her brother's whining and mother's humming. now, as rain thundered down and the dark of night overcame her, she found herself stopped and stationary in the midst of this in-between, breaking the unspoken rules she'd believed were law as a child: the in-between doesn't exist, and so you can't stop here. a lot of the rules she'd set up for herself as a child had, of course, become obsolete by now.

in the trunk of her car is a black duffel bag which makes a clattering of noises as she lifts it and slings it over her shoulder. she grabs a gun from beneath the bag, already placed in its holster, and draws it, holding it close to her hip as she turns, now, towards the only structure visible in the expanse of this emptiness. as she steps up to the farm house door, she's met by an eager answer, as the door opens, and a woman appears.

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⤳   @reumbra​​​,    𝘯𝘰𝘹,   asked:     ‹ i’m placing my trust in you. ›

“ now, now .... ” her steps are so delicate, leading her towards the living room window, that she nearly appears to float –– an apparition who lifts her gentle fingers to draw the curtains, actions supernaturally precise, dreamily graceful, frightfully fast. with a smile she turns to her guest, clearing the bulk of the room to return by their side in the blink of an eye. “ flattery's fickle! and still overwhelmingly successful, on me. i'll be certain to make your funeral procession dazzling if i'm wrong. ” she offers a widespread grin, an optimist's shine glinting off the whites of her teeth in preemptively triumphant display.

she typically dissuades confidence in her schemes, if only to make the point that even apollonian foresight is still reliant on the fates and their whims. however many strings she can see stretched thin between destinies and outcomes, there is always a chance she finds herself blind. for nox's sake, however, she finds herself overcompensating ––  to let down so darling a freckle-faced creature? absolute blasphemy; she'd play the part of infallible to offer them at least some sense of ease. “ smooth sailing, i assure you. quiet night, easy daybreak, everything you could want in a temporary hideout. i told you i have remarkable contacts everywhere, i'm always well-equipped to find a spot to lay low. ”

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↪    𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑺𝑷𝑰𝑫𝑬𝑹𝑾𝑰𝑪𝑲 𝑪𝑯𝑹𝑶𝑵𝑰𝑪𝑳𝑬𝑺  .    (  a  series  of  sentence  starters  from  the  2008  film  “ spiderwick ” .  adjust  phrasing  as  necessary .  )

there it is  …  pretty much how i remember it .

just an observation ,  not a judgement .

what are you expecting your silent protest will get you ?

at least acknowledge this isn’t the way to deal with your anger .

i’m not gonna let you keep acting like a jerk .

you think you know everything .

you’re such a liar !

you’re still coming tomorrow ,  right ?

we don’t need any more holes in the wall .

i don’t know how you did it ,   i just know you did it .  ‘cause you ALWAYS do it .

[ name ] ,  don’t you wanna know where this thing goes ?

wow ,  that’s really  …  impossible .

it’s late ,  just go to sleep .

wait ,  what did i say ?

i did my best ,  but YOU .  you kept looking and looking .

are you with them ,  or with me ?  whose side are you on ?

[ name ] ?   oh my god ,   oh my god -

i beg your forgiveness .

what do you want with me ?

it’s not what i want with you ,  it’s what i want from you .

i’m placing my trust in you .

if you fail ,  i’m afraid i’ll have to find someone else .

get inside the protective circle !

for the last time ,  there’s no such thing as  [ xyz ] .

now do you believe me ?!

how many of those things are out there ?!

sit tight ,  i’ll be right back .

i’ll be right back ,  keep pressure on that .

what do they want from us ?

oh god .  they’re coming from everywhere .

you don’t think ,  you just DO .

you do stuff ,  and we pay for it .

you ruin everything !

there is so much about this that’s not okay ,  i don’t even know where to start .

you die ,  i die ,  we all die .

they’re not leaving .  they’re never leaving !

we stay here long enough ,  we’re gonna end up like  [ name ] .

if you’re so smart ,  what do you suggest we do with it ?

we’re safe as long as we stay in the house .

okay ,  i think i have this figured out .

you have to get out of there .

it isn’t safe ,  you don’t understand .

one night ,  i dreamt that i saw him in the woods .

that’s what this is all about ?

i told you you wouldn’t believe me .

do you really think i am SO stupid that i don’t see what this is about ?

that isn’t gonna happen .

don’t you think you should just tell him ?

there’s your ride ,  off you go !

destroy it ?  are you mad ?

they won’t let you leave .

not until you tell me what you need to tell me .

you said you had something you needed to say to me .  so ,  what is it ?

look me in the eyes .  and tell me .

i  …  i just wanted to tell you that i love you .

wrong answer .

[ name ] ,  it’s not your fault .  it’s mine .

i was trying to protect you ,  but i guess i should’ve just told you the truth .

is it okay if i stay here ?  with you ?

who else is gonna protect us ?

i see now .  &  i may never be able to forgive myself .

you came back as you promised .  so i forgive you .

this time ,  take me with you .

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do you wear wigs? have you worn wigs? will you wear wigs?

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life is literally kicking me in every which way so i have been naturally very much absent here, my muse is slightly more aimed towards @medusacomplex at the moment but i'm also regaining some alice inspiration; don't have the energy to write or post on either at the moment but hoping the hiatus will last only a week or two more before i find the bug to write again!

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–––––––––  @obsessing : this horrific existence.

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hopefully this means my brain can stop acting like nothing else matters but i've finally finished the (canon) bios for @obsessing which means it's pretty much ready to go :)

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🐝  *  ―  𝑮𝑹𝑼𝑴𝑷𝒀 𝑿 𝑺𝑼𝑵𝑺𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑬 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

from the grump ❛  how can you be this cheery already? we haven't even had breakfast.  ❜ ❛  just don't make a big deal out of this.  ❜ ❛  you know i love you, right?  ❜ ❛  i know, alright, i know i'm an asshole. but i'm trying here.  ❜ ❛  i'm sorry. i didn't mean what i said earlier.  ❜ ❛  do you always have to be so damn optimistic?  ❜ ❛  nobody has ever made me feel the way you do.  ❜ ❛  there's no way in hell i'm doing that.  ❜ ❛  i'm not good with this whole stupid feelings thing.  ❜ ❛  you make me want to be better. you make me want to be good.  ❜ ❛  can't you just move on and forget about it already?  ❜ ❛  i'm only doing this because you asked me to.  ❜ ❛  you're the only one who has ever believed in me.  ❜ ❛  you won't stop this until i say 'yes', will you?  ❜ ❛  how are you so happy all the time?  ❜ ❛  until i met you, i never thought i would've been capable of that.  ❜ ❛  you're the polar opposite of me.  ❜ ❛  whatever. i didn't think you'd care anyway.  ❜ ❛  your optimism might be starting to rub off on me.  ❜ ❛  why don't you give up on me like everyone else?  ❜

from the sunshine ❛  come on, it's gonna be fun!  ❜ ❛  see? i told you there's some good in you.  ❜ ❛  you should smile more. you have such a beautiful smile.  ❜ ❛  i'm so excited! there's so much i have planned for us.  ❜ ❛  i was just trying to do something nice for you.  ❜ ❛  do you always have to be so pessimistic?  ❜ ❛  stop being so stubborn. i'm trying to help you.  ❜ ❛  i knew there was a big softie under all that tough exterior.   ❜ ❛  i always feel better with you by my side.  ❜ ❛  sometimes you should let others in.  ❜ ❛  light up, [name]. we're gonna be here for a while.  ❜ ❛  why is it so difficult for you to accept a compliment?  ❜ ❛  stay? i just ... don't want to be alone right now.  ❜ ❛  just because i'm generally a happy person doesn't mean i can't have an off day.  ❜ ❛  i'm not some helpless little girl/boy!  ❜ ❛  you're not gonna get rid of me that easily.   ❜ ❛  stop that. i don't want you to talk about yourself like this.  ❜ ❛  of course, i remember! i remember everything you told me.  ❜ ❛  let's go outside and dance in the rain.  ❜ ❛  you don't mean that, do you?  ❜

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if theres one thing róisín's gonna do it's take a character she loves and make her a lesbian

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You’re all FAKE. you’re all LOSERS

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⤳   @wormregards​​​​,    𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘵,   asked:     ‹ oh, now there’s three of us. ›

in an awkward line, the three now stand. the tilt of her head insinuates she sees no apparent issue ––  the combined presence of herself and jasper counted, after all, as one in her humble opinion. with a roll of her eyes she brings her full attention to lestat. “ i didn't think you'd mind. i'd gotten the impression you found me a lackluster conversationalist whenever we have our little one on ones. but if you like my company so much ...? ”

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MRS WHITLOCK ... HIIIIIII