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watch this. quinny baby from Michigan dayssss ahhhhh

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moving to socal before next season…. both nhl teams redid their jerseys…… neither is purple??? i feel like they’re messing with me personally

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missing preds games today </3

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when i was with him i really felt like i couldn’t participate in fandom like AT ALL because he was so controlling that basically any interaction with other people was off limits and it had me so lonely for so long :( i dove headfirst into hockey recently and the feeling of active fandom brought me to tears which sounds so corny but its so real bc like. i didn’t realize how much i missed this. hugging people just bc they like the same thing and we’re all happy together. the smiles! the love!!

feeling super grateful for my interests and hobbies tonight like after my shitass relationship that took like basically 3 YEARS of my life left me so empty and devoid of anything that was truly my own. this blog was my little island where i was allowed to explore my interest in writing and have privacy like the ONE place he didn’t know about and i could just live as myself

it did so much for me to just like. be someone! myself! i used a name that wasn’t mine on this blog bc i didn’t want to be connected to it or to be found by him but tonight in the bath i realized i am here. engaged to someone who loves me. i haven’t seen that awful man in years and i will god willing never see him again. i have so much that is mine and only mine. i have my hockey calendar and my playlists and my little setup by the bath. i dress how i want and i call cute guys cute and everyone is happy and nothing is painful anymore.

when i turned 21 i thought i was already a goner and i wouldn’t ever be happy. i had made my bed and i lived with a man who lived to watch me stuff myself into smaller and smaller boxes, having to cut off every part of myself that made me not fit. it left me absent of everything that made me truly me. it’s been so hard admitting to myself that he groomed me and destroyed my teenage years, but he didn’t get to take my 20’s from me and for that i will forever be grateful. all because i met one online friend who showed me how happy life could be.

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feeling super grateful for my interests and hobbies tonight like after my shitass relationship that took like basically 3 YEARS of my life left me so empty and devoid of anything that was truly my own. this blog was my little island where i was allowed to explore my interest in writing and have privacy like the ONE place he didn’t know about and i could just live as myself

it did so much for me to just like. be someone! myself! i used a name that wasn’t mine on this blog bc i didn’t want to be connected to it or to be found by him but tonight in the bath i realized i am here. engaged to someone who loves me. i haven’t seen that awful man in years and i will god willing never see him again. i have so much that is mine and only mine. i have my hockey calendar and my playlists and my little setup by the bath. i dress how i want and i call cute guys cute and everyone is happy and nothing is painful anymore.

when i turned 21 i thought i was already a goner and i wouldn’t ever be happy. i had made my bed and i lived with a man who lived to watch me stuff myself into smaller and smaller boxes, having to cut off every part of myself that made me not fit. it left me absent of everything that made me truly me. it’s been so hard admitting to myself that he groomed me and destroyed my teenage years, but he didn’t get to take my 20’s from me and for that i will forever be grateful. all because i met one online friend who showed me how happy life could be.

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was arguing with my bf about if julian or albert is cuter and i said “you should be happy i think albert is cuter, you look like him!” and he said “that just makes me worried you only think i’m cute bc you’re delusional” SKEIEHDHDJNDN

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cuties!!

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good morning i love him

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ALRIGHT FOUND SOME

i have no pretty photos of albert to post rn i have to go on a social media deep dive again

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i have no pretty photos of albert to post rn i have to go on a social media deep dive again

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he’s so cute

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The Strokes for FILTER magazine (2005)

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why is he like this

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