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what is lineage, if not a gold thread of pride and guilt ?

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Daisy Edgar Jones at the 2023 Met Gala

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Love is beautiful. Love is destruction  book, song, poetry starter list, feel free to change pronouns or anything else to make it fit your character better! Trigger warnings for blood, violence, etc.

❝ Sacrifice. That’s what we do for the people we love. ❞

❝ I don’t want soft and subtle. I want rough, wild heartache. I want sin. I want you. ❞

❝ I’m carving a space inside you — can you feel it? ❞

❝ Does it hurt to know that I enjoy seeing you like this? ❞

❝ The blood on my teeth begins to taste like religion, like the way you look at me. ❞

❝ I say I want you inside me and you split me open with a knife. ❞

❝ Love is a scar. ❞

❝ I confuse instinct for desire — isn’t bite also touch? ❞

❝ Because you want to die for love, you always have. ❞

❝ If you are intolerable, then let me be the one to tolerate you. ❞

❝ Nothing ever ends poetically. It ends and we turn it into poetry. ❞

❝ All that blood was never once beautiful, it was just red. ❞

❝ Give me poison apples so you never leave my tongue. ❞

❝ Give me shards of glass, sharper than any thorn, so you’ll always be in my grasp. ❞

❝ I threw a punch just to touch his face. ❞

❝ The enormity of my desire disgusts me. ❞

❝ I want to take you home and rough you up and get my hands inside you, drive my body into yours like a crash test car. ❞

❝ The blood is rare and as sweet as cherry wine. ❞

❝ I have never known closeness like this. ❞

❝ Whatever I’ve done, I’ve done it for love. ❞

❝ I love you so much I’m going to let you kill me. ❞

❝ You cut me apart and I said it was creation. I can still feel the knife. ❞

❝ I kissed your scars even after you hurt me. ❞

❝ The way she shows me I’m hers and she is mine — open hand or closed fist, oh, would be fine ❞

❝ Bite me: sign my death with your teeth. ❞

❝ Desire is a promise. ❞ / ❝ Desire is a knife. ❞

❝ Sorry about the blood in your mouth. I wish it was mine. ❞

❝ It is a monstrous love and it makes monsters of us all. ❞

❝ I never understood desire until I felt your hands around my throat. ❞

❝ Whether you come as a lover or an executioner, I am ready to receive you. ❞

❝ Show me your thorns and I’ll show you hands ready to bleed. ❞

❝ I would love to be ruined if it means I am sacred enough to be kept close. ❞

❝ I don’t know how to love someone without swallowing them. ❞

❝ If you are a knife, give me the blade. Some things are worth spilling blood for. ❞

❝ The same sin binds us. ❞

❝ To be loved is to be consumed. ❞

❝ I need your teeth in me, slow and vicious. Tell me my armor is just skin and bones. Only bones. ❞

❝ Want me down to the marrow. ❞

❝ In loving me you hold a knife to my throat. In loving you, I tell you where to cut. ❞

❝ Stay away from the ones you love too much. These are the ones who will kill you. ❞

❝ All that matters is that you want to hurt me. All that matters is you want me. ❞

❝ I had a dream last night that you and I were painfully connected. ❞

❝ I’d probably still adore you with your hands around my neck. ❞

❝ We’re what we swore we’d not become. ❞

❝ Some things you do for money, some you only do for love. ❞

❝ You are the knife I turn inside myself. ❞

❝ This is what love is for — wanting to give your blood when everything is over. ❞

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Just thinking about how depending on when in her life you met Savannah she could be a completely different person around you then someone else she met at a different time. Her college friends knew her as just a weird dude but passionate and caring, and anyone who met her after her deal and her rise to fame would always have known her as cold and untouchable, always a million miles away.

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But I like the old themes, temptation, vengeance, hate.

Alice Notley, from Certain Magical Acts

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𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐝 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐢𝐟 𝐢𝐭'𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈'𝐦 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞, "𝐨𝒉, 𝒈𝒐𝒅𝒅𝒂𝒎𝒏, 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒓𝒐𝒄𝒌𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓"

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“I’ve been accused of having a death wish but I think it’s life that I wish for, terribly, shamelessly, on any terms whatsoever.”

— Tennessee Williams, from “Sweet Bird of Youth”, A Streetcar Named Desire and Other Plays (via lilys)

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Daisy Edgar-Jones for Marie Claire

ph. Darren Mcdonald

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I wake in the night, I pace like a ghost / the room is on fire, invisible smoke / and all of my heroes die all alone / help me hold onto you [ @hauntrcss ]

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𝑰’𝒎 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑺𝑷𝑶𝑰𝑳𝑬𝑹 - 𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒎𝒚 𝒐𝒇 𝒄𝒓𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒑𝒆𝒐𝒑𝒍𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒅𝒐𝒏’𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒑𝒖𝒓𝒑𝒍𝒆 !

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" i'm glad someone thought so , because i was 5 seconds away from going to jail tonight . you think i could pull off an orange jumpsuit ? because people are really getting on my nerves lately - "

" you handle it beautifully. " / @bitesurvive

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" i dont know why you feel the need to tell me that , this is your place i'm just crashing here . . . unless you're asking for company then i accept and where are we going ? "

" by the way, i’m going out tonight. " / @mortuam

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" history is a strong word , don't you think ? " the sound of the metal of her lighter flicking open is almost a statement itself , " besides , i know you like to dwell on the past , but it's really not my thing - i'm more of a future girl myself. "

" you and i have history ,  or don’t you remember ? " / @knivd

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" i don't know - is are they in right now ? i feel like you would know better than i would . besides , its not really something i pay attention to , also this is always how i wear my hair . . . are you just now noticing that ? "

⟨ @punkphantasma ! ⟩

❝    are    𝙵𝚁𝙸𝙽𝙶𝙴𝚂    ,    like    ,    ᵗᵒᵗᵃˡˡʸ    ⁱⁿ    right    now    ?    i    MUST    HAVE    missed    the    𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘.    ❜❜

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" stairway to heaven is a good one , not super easy to learn either - the finger chords can be a pain in the ass . " its always easy to remember the first few songs you learn to play , like the muscle memory gets seared into your brain to recall as a neat party trick . " it's also a long ass song , " she laughed " first song I learned was Barracuda by Heart , it was my mom's favorite . "

❛❛      ⁱ    ᶜᵃⁿ     ᵖˡᵃʸ     ᵘʰ           ….       a     𝒇𝒆𝒘      notes    from    [       STAIRWAY    TO HEAVEN   ]         𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚔𝚜    to       my     grandpa.       ❜❜

[          punkphantasma        ,        lⁱᵏᵉᵈ.           ]  

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" i'm just saying , you should really introduce yourself with a waiver if only for the fact that the look on other peoples faces would probably be really funny . like imagine someone introduced themselves to you and then handed you a bunch of warning paperwork to sign - "

💀      ╰    @punkphantasma​   :    ❝ being your friend should come with a warning label. ❞

❛❛        ⅋.          you    say    that    like   if   it   was     the    most    T E R R I B L E     thing.     ❜❜

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one hand comes up to rest above her heart , the other wiping away an imaginary tear " You don't know how much that means to me . " turning her attention back to what could only technically be called a house - she's passed by it for years but only recently learned about what lie beneath it - literally beneath it , that was . " me and a couple friends would come to this neighbor hood to skate empty swimming pools when people started abandoning the houses . never even bothered imagining living in something this big back then . " leading through the side gate towards a seemingly abandoned wine cellar " could be a fight club - could be a night club . there's never really a set schedule . " it was only half a joke , she's learned never to expect anything specific unless someone else had been in earlier in the night the spill the set up . three knocks , a pause then a fourth and fifth , waiting to hear the locks release " C'mon , when have i ever brought you anywhere that wasn't fun ? "

" you're the scariest of all." a jest beneath her steady guise. helena's said too much & she won't allow herself to continue. not about her past. it was that for a reason, after all. no matter how often it haunted her. why she's agreed to this venture within the tomb of this former home is unknown, only that savannah had made it sound like a good time. she does that, helena's learned, & she sees no end in sight; no desire to stop the other woman from getting her into situations like this, even without the cover of her huntress identity. no, here she is helena bertinelli: bold & true, unlike anyone in gotham would consider her. they'd laugh if they could see her now. " you know, when I came back to the city, this was a lot like how my old house looked like. there's a reason I had it razed to the ground. " house, as if it hadn't been a literal mansion for a mafioso & his family. " what fun do you have planned, exactly?"