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Don’t Go
I don't want you to leave
I don't want you to go
Now I question myself,
"Where did I went wrong?’
I want you to stay,
Even for just a day
And so we can question ourselves,
“Where did we went wrong?”
I want you to stay, right beside me
But now that you're gone, I am nothing
I got nothing left to lose
Because all I had left was you
I don’t want you to leave
I want to know
Why do you have to go?
(5/30/16)
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P S Y C H O ( I )
I can still smell the fresh blood scattered on the floor I tried to follow the blood trails, but I found no body at all
I searched all over this place and failed Until my body froze and I felt so weak
I checked every corner, every room in this run-down dungeon The iron smell lingered in my nose In a dark plain room
I thought I saw a man lying on the bed Or could it just be my vision going blurred?
I entered the room and illuminated the darkness; The darkness that covered this room with sadness
I was right when I thought I saw a man lying on the bed And there I found a knife still stuck in his head
I was surprised to see that I felt nothing at all I tried to pull the knife out of his head Until I suddenly felt weak and fell onto the floor
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WARNING: EXTREME FANGIRLING AND EXCESSIVE SWEARING (HLDVD MALL TOUR - SM MEGACENTER, CAB. CITY)
I don’t know but I feel like posting everything that happened last February 3. And I know that this is almost a week late but, BETTER LATE THAN NEVER LMAO. And also, to actually make use of this account because I don’t really use Tumblr.
LQ PHOTOS BECAUSE THESE PHOTOS AND VIDS ARE TAKEN USING AN IPAD AND A CELLPHONE. WALA RIN ITONG PROOF READ KAYA SORRY SA MGA GRAMMAR AND SPELLING MISTAKES
DADALDAL MUNA AKECH HAHAHAHA
To start it all, I arrived at SM Megacenter around 1 PM because I was sooooo excited (I think it’s very obvious, 3 PM pa tapos nandu’n na ko ng 1 BAHAHAHA) and then after a few minutes, my friend Dannah finally came. The first thing I did was of course, buy the DVD and for 2 FREAKING HOURS, WE WERE JUST WALKING AROUND THE MALL UNTIL 2:30 PM.
At 2:30 PM, we went back to The Event Center and we just stood there and took some pictures. At first, we thought that the event was getting cancelled because no one was actually buying and walang pumupunta doon kahit icheck lang kung ano meron. TAPOS MAY MGA EMPLOYEES NA NAGLILIGPIT NG CHAIRS AND I TOLD DANNAH THAT THAT CAN’T BE HAPPENING. PUCHA TAGAL KONG HININTAY YUN. ILANG BESES KAYA AKO UMIYAK DAHIL TEAM BAHAY LAST DEC. 18 AND 20. Buti na lang, there was a staff who told us that we can now go inside and take a sit. So ABA SIYEMPRE, UNAHAN KAMI AND KAMI PA LANG NI DANNAH ANG UNA DOON. And because kami lang ni Dannah ang nandoon, nagpage yung staff ng SM na there is an event nga so ayun, medyo may mga pumupunta na but they only get to stand at the back because only those people who bought the DVD are allowed to have a sit.
At around 2:50 PM. PUCHA, 15 LANG YATA ANG NAGPURCHASE NG DVD TAPOS dumadami na yung mga tao na nasa likod ng barrier. That time, we met a girl, si Ate Dyei and we instantly became friends and nagfangirl na kami kaagad. OKAY FAST FORWARD NA.
SORRY SA KADALDALAN, ITO NA TALAGA!!!!
SHEEEET MAGSSTART NA YUNG EVENT. So ayun nagintro muna yung emcee tapos pag nababanggit na sila SUMISIGAW KAMING TATLO (DANNAH, ATE DYEI AND I) TAPOS AYUN!!! ISA-ISA SILANG TINATAWAG ONSTAGE. The first one was ALVIN ANSON. SO SIGAW NANAMAN KAMING TATLO AND PARANG KAMI LANG TALAGA YUNG SUMISIGAW. PERO SA SOBRANG LAKAS NG SIGAW NAMING TATLO, PARANG KAMI NA YUNG SUMIGAW PARA SA IBANG TAO SA SOBRANG LAKAS NG SIGAW NAMIN WITH KASAMANG FANGIRLING GESTURES.
Pag dating niya sa stage, intro muna siya and stuff. SA SOBRANG TAGAL NA NITO, NAKALIMUTAN KO NA KUNG ANO YUNG SUMUNOD NA NANGYARI. BASTA MAY SINABI SIYA TAPOS KAMI LANG TALAGA YUNG SIGAW NG SIGAW AT NAGWAWALA SO SABI NIYA WHILE LOOKING AT US THREE, “TATLO LANG BA ANG TAO DITO?“ SO MEDYO LUMAKAS YUNG SIGAWAN. After that, he asked us to salute and he then said, “ANG HINDI SUMALUDO AY BABASAHAN KO NG ARTIKULO UNO“. While he was walking around the stage and looking at the crowd, may tinuro siya and then he said, “IKAW, MALI ANG SALUDO MO, BAT MAY HAWAK KANG CELLPHONE?“ So after that, he introduced the next character. JOEM BASCON HART HART LESS THAN THREE
SO AGAIN, SIGAW KAMI ULIT AND MEDYO LUMAKAS NA YUNG SIGAWAN. AND AMONG THE THREE OF US, AKO YUNG PINAKAMALAKAS SUMIGAW AND KULANG NA LANG, PUMUNTA AKO SA STAGE AND GRAB JOEM THEN PUT HIM INSIDE MY BAG AND RUN AWAY BECAUSE *COUGHS* FAVE *COUGHS*. So once onstage, he shook hands with lolo Alvin (there is a reason why we call him lolo hahaha;) ) and then kaunting intro. He didn’t say anything much so they then introduced ARCHIE ALEMANIA. THE CROWD WENT CRAZY.
WALA SI ARRON BUT HE WAS THERE DURING THE PARADE :((
SO COMPLETE NA SILA. AND NABROUGHT UP TULOY YUNG CABANATUAN PART SA MOVIE. ALVIN TOLD THE TWO NA HINDI PA DAW BA SILA NADALA HAHAHA.
ANG PAGBABALIK SA CABANATUAN.
http://psychxbxtch.tumblr.com/post/138922089824/ang-pagbabalik-sa-cabanatuan >>> VIDEO
ACT THE SCENE GAME
The 3 of them went to the crowd to pick a partner. SABI NI ARCHIE “LALAYO PA BA KO, DITO NA KO SA MALAPIT“ SO HE WENT TOWARDS US, PUTA NAKATAYO SIYA SA HARAP NAMIN AND WAS SMILING AT US TAPOS TINURO KO KAAGAD SI DANNAH KASI HE WAS FACING ME AND I DON’T LIKE TO BE ONSTAGE KASI PABEBE AKO TANGINA JOKE LANG (SORRY PO, ANG ATENG NIYO KASI AY NAPAKA AWKWARD AND DI SANAY HUMARAP SA CROWD KAHIT NASA HARAP KO NA AY ISANG ANGHEL NA IBINABA SA LUPA PARA ISAMA AKO HAHAHA) PERO TANGINA GUYS, I ALMOST CRIED KASI NASA HARAP NAMIN SIYA.
SO AFTER PICKING DANNAH, NANDUN SILA SA GILID, MALAPIT PA RIN SAMIN TAPOS DANNAH WAS TAKING A SELFIE WITH HIM. NAIINGGIT AKO SO SABI KO, “UY DANNAH HUH, ANO YAN?“ AFTER A FEW SECONDS, HELL TO THE FUCKING WHAT?! ARCHIE FRIKKIN’ ALEMANIA WAS WALKING TOWARDS ME FOR PICTURES. TANGINA. NAHIYA TULOY AKO SA SARILI KO KASI SIYA PA LUMAPIT SAKIN SO I CAN TAKE A PICTURE WITH HIM. PUCHA, PAKIBARIL NA AKO NGAYON NA PLEASE!!!
*EXHALES* BALIK NA TAYO SA GAME KASI NAKAKUHA NA SILA NG PARTNERS. ISA-ISA SILANG NAGPAKILALA TAPOS NAPAKASUPPORTIVE NAMIN NI ATE DYEI KAY DANNAH SO WE’RE SCREAMING, “GO DANNAH!!!“ AND ONE BY ONE NA SILANG NAGGAME.
So the first one to do the game is lolo Alvin with his partner. While cheering for Dannah, nakita namin ni Ate Dyei na nagbubulungan yung dalawa so we were both like, “Uy ano yan, ano yan? Dumadamoves na si Dannah oh!“ Back to the game na nga. Yung partner ni lolo Alvin ay kinakabahan yata kasi naka 3 ulit sila kasi di makuha yung line so sinabayan namin ni Ate Dyei yung line, “PARA KAYONG MGA BIRHEN NA NANINIWALA SA PAG-IBIG NG ISANG PUTA“ natingin sila saming dalawa HAHAHAHA ((SOZ, SADYANG MGA LUNATIKO LANG KAMING DALAWA.)) natahimik sila kasi BAWAL MAGSABI NG BAD WORD EH ANG LAKAS NG BOSES NAMIN NI ATE DYEI. FAST FORWARD NA SA NEXT PAIR. SI GINOONG ARCHIE ALEMANIA AT ANG AKING MAHIWAGANG KAIBIGAN, GIVE IT UP FOR DANNAH BONIFACIO NA APO NI ANDRES BONIFACIO *sabog confetti*. SO MAY MGA KAUNTING VIDEOS AKO YAAAAAY!!!
http://psychxbxtch.tumblr.com/post/138923014324 >>> VIDEO 1
http://psychxbxtch.tumblr.com/post/138923650879 >>> VIDEO 2
NAKAKATAWA YUNG PART NA SINABIHAN NI ARCHIE SI ALVIN NA, DI PA DAW NAPAPANOOD NI ALVIN YUNG MOVIE SO BAWAL SIYA DUN, BUMILI DAW MUNA NG DVD SI LOLO ALVIN HAHAHAHA
NEXT NAMAN, SI PACO AND HIS PARTNER. NAKATAPOS NA YUNG DALAWA, WALA PA RIN SILANG SCENE HAHAHA TAPOS DI NAGSASALITA YUNG GIRL, SI KUYA JOEM AND NAGSASALITA IN HER BEHALF, SIYA DAW ANG SPOKESPERSON HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. DITO PO YUNG PART NA SASABUNUTAN NUNG GIRL SI ALVIN TAPOS YUNG NATUMBA SIYA SA STAGE. NOT SURE KUNG SINADYA NIYA PERO NAMUMULA SIYA NOONG PAGTAYO HAHAHAHA. NEXT GAME
PINOOOOOOOOOOOOY HENYO FEAT. MOI
HANAPAN ULIT NG PARTNERS. SO ALVIN ASKED KUNG SINO MAY ALAM NG PINOY HENYO AND DAHIL MASAKIT PALA MAGING PABEBE, I RAISED MY HAND WITHOUT ANY HESITATION. TINURO AKO NI DANNAH SO TINURO AKO NI HEN. ALEJANDRINO AT DAHIL DI AKO SURE KUNG AKO TALAGA, I POINTED MYSELF THEN ASKED, “AKO PO?“ SO HE NODDED AND THEN TINULAK AKO NI DANNAH TO GO TO THE STAGE. AKO YUNG PINAKAHULING PUMANIK SA STAGE. AND ANG LAKING GULAT KO, HINDI PALA SI HENERAL ALEJANDRINO ANG AKING KAPARTNER. SI KORONEL PACO ROMAN PALA.
~TO-TALKSHOW LANG AKO HAHAHA~ DAHIL LAGING HULI SA KABIHASNAN ANG CABANATUAN, HINDI KAAGAD SHOWING DITO YUNG HENERAL LUNA. SO SEPTEMBER 22 NAMIN NI DANNAH NAPANOOD ANG HL AND DI PA KAMI PUMASOK PARA LANG DITO KASI IPUPULL OUT NA DAW. AND NOONG FIRST TIME NAMIN PANOORIN, MEDYO READY NA KAMI SA MOVIE DAHIL AS A CABANATUENO, KILALANG-KILALA NA NAMIN SI HENERAL LUNA (EWAN LANG NAMIN SA IBA *blows nails*) PERO ANAK NG NANAY AT TATAY KO! I WASN’T EXPECTING NA NAKAKAWASAK NG PUSO YUNG MOVIE (2 WEEKS PO AKONG EMOTIONAL) AND ITO NA TALAGA YUNG GUSTO KONG IPARATING, SI KORONEL PACO TALAGA ANG NAKABIHAG NG PUSO KO EH HEHEHEH BYE. NAGFAFANGIRL PA NGA AKO PAGPUMAPASOK AKO SA UNI TAPOS NADADAANAN KO YUNG PACO ROMAN ST. HUHUHU.
OK BACK TO MAY KWENTO, SI JOEM BASCON PO TALAGA ANG AKING KRAS SINCE DAY ONE KAYA NOONG NAKITA KONG SIYA PALA MAGIGING KAPARTNER KO, BIGLANG NAGSTOP ANG LAHAT AT DI AKO MAPROCESS. PUCHA. TANGINA NAGFAFANGIRL NA AKO WHILE TYPING THIS RIGHT NOW, HEEEEELP!!! HABANG PAAKYAT AKO SA STAGE, FEELING KO PAPUNTA NA KONG HEAVEN AS IN DI KO ALAM EYES ON KUYA JOEM LANG AKO AND NARINIG KO LANG SI ALVIN SAYING, “GANDA NAMAN NG BUHOK MO, DAPAT PALA IKAW NALANG YUNG NASABUNUTAN“ HAHAHAHAHA NANGITI NA LANG AKO PERO MAS NANGITI AKO NOONG NASA TABI NA KO NI KUYA JOEM AND THEN HE REST HIS ARMS ON MY SHOULDER TANGINA NAGWAWALA YUNG MGA KAIBIGAN KO KASI THEY KNOW THAT I HAVE A HUGE CRUSH ON KUYA JOEM. ISA-ISA NA KAMING TINANONG NG NAMES THEN IT WAS MY TURN. SA SOBRANG INGAY NG CROWD AT NANDUN PALA YUNG MGA SUPPORTERS, ERR, TROPA KO, DI MAINTINDIHAN YUNG NAME KO (DAHIL YUNG DALAWANG GUYS AY NAGSABI NG FULL NAME, FULL NAME RIN ANG SINABI KO HAHAHA). SO INULIT KO NG 3 TIMES AND THEN KUYA JOEM TOLD ME, “MONICA NA LANG, ANG HIRAP BANGGITIN NG SURNAME MO“ SABAY TAWA. SO HABANG NAGLALARO NA YNG FIRST PAIR, NANANAHIMIK LANG AKO SA GILID BECAUSE I AM SO AWKWARD AND NAKATINGIN LANG AKO SA FRIENDS KO AT TAWA NG TAWA. ANG TAGAL KONG NAKATAYO DUN SA GILID TAPOS INAKAY NIYA KO NA GUMITNA NG KAUNTI AND THEN TOLD ME NA BAKA DAW MAHULOG AKO AND THEN...
PAKSHET ANG PANGET KO, AYAN MAGSAWA KAYO SA POTATO FACE KO. HAHAHA SA SOBRANG TAHIMIK KO AND NAKATINGIN LANG AKO SA MGA FRIENDS KO AT NAGWAVE SA KANILA. UMAKBAY SIYA SAKIN THEN NAGWAVE SA FRIENDS KO, IM READY TO DIE YOU GUYS. TAPOS MAY DUMATING NA MGA CHAIRS AND HE TOLD ME TO SIT TAPOS SABI KO, “KUYA, TATAYO MUNA AKO. NAKAKAPAGOD DIN PALA UMUPO, KANINA PA KAYA KAMI DITO AT NAKAUPO LANG” THEN HE JUST LAUGHED AT ME. AT DAHIL NGA ISA TALAGA AKONG DAKILANG PABEBE, UMUPO RIN AKO PAMAYA-MAYA TAPOS UMUPO RIN SIYA AND DAHIL PINIPICTURAN AKO NG MGA DAKILANG KAIBIGAN KO, DUMIKIT SIYA SAKIN AT NAGPOST THEN NAGWAVE SA KANILA ULIT. ((NAGFAFANGIRL NA YUNG ISA KONG FRIEND, MAGPASALAMAT KA SAKIN NERI!!! HAHAHA)) HABANG NAKAUPO AKO SA CHAIR, KATABI KO SI KUYA JOEM SA LEFT THEN SA RIGHT SI KUYA ARCHIE, ANG TANONG KAY LOLO ALVIN AY CRUZ ROJA TAPOS NAG-USAP YUNG DALAWA, PINAGKWENTUHAN NILA SI ALEX, YUNG HINDI NIYA ALAM YUNG CRUZ ROJA BAHAHAHA TAPOS AYUN, IT’S OUR TURN. PAGKAUPO KO SA CHAIR, MAY SINABI SI LOLO ALVIN TAPOS NAKALIMUTAN KO TAPOS MAY NAGSABI NA WAG NIYONG IDISTRAT (AKO) TAPOS SABI NIYA ULIT, “JOKE LANG, KINAKABAHAN KASI“ [EXCUSE ME PO, DI AKO KINAKABAHAN, SADYANG NAHIHIYA LANG TALAGA AKO AT NASA LANGIT NOONG MGA PANAHON NA IYON HAHAHA].
Ang tanong samin ay Kawait, Cavite. So syempre nagbigay ako ng categories tapos ayun, lugar then tinanong ko kung NCR. TAPOS INISA-ISA KO YUNG MGA REGIONS, THEN TAWA THEN DI NIYA DAW ALAM YUNG MGA REGIONS HAHAHA. THEN NARIRINIG KO YUNG MGA FRIENDS KO NA SUMISIGAW NG, “DEITHER!!! DEITHER!!!“ DAHIL TAGA CAVITE YUNG FRIEND KO NA SI DEITHER, SO ALAM KO NA CAVITE KAYA LANG AYOKO MAGPAHALATA BAKA SABIHIN, NA NAGCOCOACH SILA HAHAHA SO SABI KO REGION 1 THEN KUYA JOEM LAUGHED AND HE THEN SAID, “PINAGPAPAWISAN NA KO“ THEN SABI KO NA, CALABARZON! TAPOS CAVITE THEN NAHYPED NA YUNG CROWD TAPOS SABI KO, “SO NASA CAVITE?“ AND NAG ISA-ISA NA KO NG LUGAR TAPOS BIGLANG TIME IS UP. NAGHIGH FIVE SIYA SA AKIN WOOOO. PUCHA DAHIL SA TIME PRESSURE DI KO NAIHABOL YUNG CAVITE PAKSHET ((IZ OKAY THO, KAMI LANG YUNG MUNTIK NANG MAKASAGOT HAHAHA)) HERE’S A VERY LQ VID AND A LOUD ONE HAHAHAHAHAHA
http://psychxbxtch.tumblr.com/post/138923737396/medyo-na-cut-yung-vid-punyeta-kinakabahan-ako-na >>> VIDEO
ROUND 2, SILANG TATLO NAMAN YUNG MANGHUHULA. YUND DALAWA PINAGKAKAISAHAN NILA SI LOLO ALVIN. ITO NA, ABA KAMI NA YUNG LAST TAPOS WALA PA TALAGANG NAKAKASAGOT. JUST BEFORE THE GAME START, MAY BINULONG SI ARCHIE KAY ATE NA NAGHAHAWAK NG PHONE KUNG SAAN NAKASULAT YUNG WORD. FEELING KO SIYA NAGSABI NA ENSAYMADA YUNG IPAHULA SA AMIN HAHAHA. AT THE END, NASAGOT NI KUYA JOEM YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. AFTER NU’N NAGHIGH FIVE SIYA ULIT SAKIN AND THEN FAST FORWARD, HABANG PABABA. BESO AND HUG WITH THEM AND I GOT THIS.
SIGNING
KAILANGAN PA BA IKWENTO ITO? BASTA NAGPASIGN LANG AKO NG POSTER AND DVD. TAPOS BEFORE I WENT OFFSTAGE, NAGSMILE SAKIN SI KUYA ARCHIE THEN NAGTHANK YOU SIYA SAKIN AND I WAS LIKE, NOOOOOOO THANK YOU AND EVERYONE.
AFTER NOONG SIGNING, WE ASKED LOLO ALVIN FOR A PICTURE.
AFTER NU’N NAGTA-TAKE SIYA NG PICTURE DUN SA TARP. SA TAPAT NG PORTRAIT NIYA HAHAHAHA.
THE END. BOW.
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MEDYO NA CUT YUNG VID. PUNYETA KINAKABAHAN AKO NA HINDI BASTA EWAN, NABOBO AKO HAHAHA
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Numb
Closed eyes, I saw your face in such blur but I know it's you "Take some more," you whispered "take this pleasure, forget the pain." Bids of sweat all over my face, as your eyes widen with delight Amusement in your grey eyes Enjoying this scenery out of me I can feel it, the penetration Between my misery and your heating love This is it, I am numb I screamed with pleasure Voice trembling by the pressure I'm going numb, I'm losing it all I'm going weak, I am unable I bathed from my own sweat as crimson liquid spills out of my body I am numb but I can feel your warmth inside my body, trying to revive me The sensation from your touch is making me feel alive I am drunk in your love I am addicted to your touch
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i cri i cri i cri
naive
you were perfect, life just hurt you too much to admit it.
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dead
Hello? Can somebody hear me? Can somebody see me? I am bleeding. I fell. Help me? No? Okay. I see. I can never be, I can never exist. I'm just a girl, the damned one and the dead.
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I NEVER CRIED SO HARD AT 2 AM. AND I AM SO PROUD OF NATHAN HOLY SHIT TISSUE PLEASE
PUNYETA WALANG FOREVER SA MV NA TO ODK
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NOBODY CARES BUT...
I made this account 4 (not sure if 3 or 4 lol) years ago and never used it but I just feel like reviving this account.
So yeah.
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