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𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝐵𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝑀𝑒𝓉𝒽𝑜𝒹 🪷

𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒎𝒚 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒍 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒇𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒖𝒑 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉. 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒕 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑩𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒎 𝑴𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒅 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒊𝒕’𝒔 𝒃𝒂𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒊𝒎𝒂𝒈𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒂 𝒇𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒍𝒚 𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈. 𝑰𝒕 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒑𝒔 𝒎𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒄𝒕/𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒌 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒖𝒃𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒄𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒏-𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒉𝒚𝒑𝒏𝒂𝒈𝒐𝒈𝒊𝒄 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒇𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒓 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒖𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒔 𝒂 𝒃𝒊𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒂 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒔.

‿̩͙⊱༒︎༻♱༺༒︎⊰‿̩͙𖥸‿̩͙⊱༒︎༻♱༺༒︎⊰‿̩͙

𝐻𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑠 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝐼 𝑑𝑜 𝑖𝑡, 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑓𝑟𝑒𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒 𝑖𝑡 ℎ𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑢𝑖𝑡𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡 :)

1. 𝑮𝒆𝒕 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆

𝐼 𝑙𝑖𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑓𝑦, 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝐼'𝑚 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑛𝑎𝑝. 𝑆𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑖'𝑙𝑙 𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑢𝑏𝑠, 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑎𝑣𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑠. 𝐼'𝑚 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑡𝑟𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑎𝑠𝑙𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑛𝑒𝑐𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑙𝑦- 𝐼 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑐𝑢𝑠 𝑜𝑛 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑥𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑦 𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑦 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛.

2. 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈

𝑢𝑠𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝐼 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑓𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 5 𝑛𝑢𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑙 𝐼 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝑖𝑐𝑒 ℎ𝑦𝑝𝑛𝑎𝑔𝑜𝑔𝑖𝑐 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑠 𝑜𝑟 𝐼 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑜𝑓 𝑛𝑢𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑠.

3. 𝑷𝒊𝒄𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒂 𝒇𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓

𝐼 𝑝𝑖𝑐𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑎 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟. 𝐼 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑠. 𝐼 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑖𝑚𝑎𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑏𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑝𝑒𝑡𝑎𝑙 𝑏𝑦 𝑝𝑒𝑡𝑎𝑙, 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑙𝑦, 𝑜𝑟 𝑎𝑠 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑠 𝑖𝑡 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑠 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦, 𝑑𝑒𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑎𝑦. 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟 𝑟𝑒𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑢𝑏𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑐𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠. 𝑊𝑎𝑡𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑡 𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑛 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝𝑠 𝑚𝑒 𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑒𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑦 𝑓𝑜𝑐𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑑.

3. 𝑻𝒂𝒍𝒌 𝒅𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒍𝒚 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒚 𝒔𝒖𝒃𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒄𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔

𝐴𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟 𝑖𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑢𝑏𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑐𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠, 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑐ℎ 𝐼 𝑝𝑖𝑐𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑠 𝑎 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑛𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑑 𝑃𝑖𝑝𝑒𝑟. 𝐼 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤ℎ𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡'𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑛𝑎𝑚𝑒, 𝑖𝑡 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑙𝑜𝑙. 𝐴𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟 𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑠, 𝐼 𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑘 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑒𝑟. 𝑆𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑒'𝑠 𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑛, 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑒'𝑠 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑔𝑢𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑒𝑑. 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑙𝑙 ℎ𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑦.. 𝑠ℎ𝑒'𝑠 𝑔𝑜𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛 𝑎 𝑙𝑜𝑡 𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑖𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑘 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑒𝑝𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑖'𝑣𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑑𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠.

4. 𝑳𝒆𝒕 𝒎𝒚𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 𝒅𝒓𝒊𝒇𝒕

𝑊ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝐼'𝑚 𝑓𝑜𝑐𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑃𝑖𝑝𝑒𝑟, 𝐼 𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑟𝑖𝑓𝑡 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑠𝑝𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑠𝑙𝑒𝑒𝑝. 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡'𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝐼 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑓𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑟 𝐼 𝑔𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑝𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑟 "𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑣𝑜𝑖𝑑". 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡'𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑙'𝑣𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑚𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 '𝑃𝑖𝑝𝑒𝑟' 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑒 𝑐𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑠𝑖𝑔𝑛𝑠, 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑒, "𝐼'𝑚 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑦 𝑛𝑜𝑤" 𝑜𝑟 𝑜𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 "𝐼'𝑚 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑓𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑤"

5. 5 𝑺𝒆𝒏𝒔𝒆𝒔

𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑝𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑡 𝑖𝑓 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑛'𝑡 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑛 𝑎𝑠𝑙𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝐼 𝑔𝑜 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 5 𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑠𝑒𝑠- 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑖𝑒𝑟 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑒 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦.

𝟔. 𝐄𝐱𝐭𝐫𝐚 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

𝐼𝑓 𝐼 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑢𝑛𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑦, 𝐼 𝑖𝑚𝑎𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝐼 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑚𝑦 𝑑𝑟 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑔𝑢𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑝𝑎𝑐𝑒. 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝𝑠 𝑚𝑒 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑠𝑎𝑓𝑒 𝑠𝑜 𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑔𝑜 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑓𝑜𝑐𝑢𝑠 𝑜𝑛 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑓𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔.

𝑊ℎ𝑦 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑒:

𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑚 𝑡𝑜 𝑓𝑜𝑐𝑢𝑠 𝑜𝑛, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑃𝑖𝑝𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝𝑠 𝑚𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑛𝑒𝑐𝑡 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑢𝑏𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑐𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠. 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝𝑠 𝑚𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑦 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑥𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑛 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝐼'𝑚 𝑡𝑟𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑓𝑡. 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑓 𝐼 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑓𝑢𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑓𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑢𝑠𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑢𝑙𝑡𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑡𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑡 𝑎 𝑙𝑢𝑐𝑖𝑑 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚.

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⏝︶⏝︶ ୨୧ ︶ ⏝ ︶ ⏝ ︶ ୨ 🧩 ୧ ︶ ⏝ ︶ ⏝ ︶ ୨୧ ︶⏝︶⏝

⋆ ｡ ˚ 𖦹 ׂ 𓈒 : ๋࣭ ⭑ ／ ༘ ⋆ ₊ ⊹ ° ‧ 🧠 ⋆ .ೃ ࿔ * ･ . • *

☆⌒(ゝ。∂) “ what did you do all day ? ” ੭ : ̊ ̟ ꒷ ꒦ ─💗̟ “ dream . ” ꒱ ˚₊ ␥ !

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TAKE A BITE OF THE BIG APPLE. HOGWARTS INTRO!

SO I CRY, ONLY IN THE RAIN!

I. BEFORE THE GIRL!

once upon a time, in the aristocratic house of black, cygnus and druella black brought a set of twins into the world; narcissa and cassian black. taught the philosophy of blood purity from a young age, cassian grew up empathetic of those who weren't pure bloods. so, when his favourite sister, andromeda, married a muggle-born, cassian, alongside his two other sisters, were forced into disowning her. however, he secretly made efforts to stay in brief contact with her.

unlike the rest of his family, who had all been sorted into slytherin, cassian was sorted into gryffindor during the sorting ceremony of '66. this came as a shock to his family, who were angered greatly as it showed his true nature; that his views had already diverged from the rest of his family.

cassian was the first of the black family to not be sorted into slytherin.

during his first year at hogwarts, cassian met liliane monet. born to muggle-parents, michel and colette monet, in bordeaux, france, they relocated to wales when liliane was six. at hogwarts, she was sorted into gryffindor and quickly distinguished herself as a talented potioneer. her skill caught the eye of professor horace slughorn, who invited her to join the exclusive slug club.

due to liliane being a muggle-born, and after witnessing the disownment of his elder sister, they married in secret and began their new life together in hiding. they settled in a small town on the outskirts of devon named ebonmere, where cassian stayed in limited contact with his relatives.

II. MEET THE GIRL!

dear diary,

is that how i'm supposed to start this thing off? meh. it's now september 1st, 1993, and i start my first day of fifth year today. i guess i should give a little introduction on myself... just so you're aware for future reference.

okay, so, i, sorana lenore black, was born on february 14th, 1978. my mum, liliane monet-turned-black, was in labour for 12 hours!!! i know. insane. she said i was adorable as a baby and that she couldn't bring herself to care about the nine months of absolute torture i put her through, that's pretty privilege for you.

so basically... my family have a lot of errr history. specifically my dad's family. the black family aka a large group of stuck up pure blood cunts oops it'd be best if i scribbled that out. anyways. they hate muggle-borns, half-bloods.. ... anything that they're not; pure-blooded and rich. and well, my mother is a muggle-born witch.

i know, my dad is suchhh a rebel for going against his family!!!

anywho. my life has been pretty average if you block out the part where my dad's elder sister, bellatrix, found out about me and my brother and my mother and my dad's secret life and well.. came to kill us. she didn't succeed, clearly. the duel ended with no fatal casualties thankfully, but my dad was formally and officially disowned.

which is what he was avoiding because helloooo generational money!!!

but of course, they found out about us.

sooo we're not rich or anything. which sucks. but i guess we're kind of lucky because my dad has a decent job at the ministry and my mum is a potion archivist and magical flora specialist (pretty cool if you ask me!) so we're not poor to the point of struggling. my mum calls us "middle-class" whatever that means.

a few cool facts about me, now that we've discussed the elephant in the room...

1 . i'm president of the fashion club at hogwarts.

2 . i’ve memorised half the castle’s secret passages.

3 . i have a ferret named button.

andddd

4 . i'm a gryffindor like my parents.

anyway. gotta go now. mum's shouting at silas and i to get in the car.

don't worry. i'll pack you, keep your bloody knickers on.

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1. 2. 3.

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you can still manifest with doubt ♡

‪ ⠀ ⠀‬ ‪ ⠀‪ ⠀ ⠀‬ ‪ ⠀‪― ౨ৎ ―

yes, you read that right.

doubt doesn’t cancel a manifestation. doubt doesn’t make you “less powerful.” doubt doesn’t mean you’re doing it wrong.

manifestation isn’t about being perfect or emotionless or robotic. it’s about what you return to again and again.

you’ve probably manifested so many things while doubting because at some level, you still accepted it was possible. or you just assumed it was already happening.

you might doubt you’re pretty, but deep down you know people are attracted to you; and they are.

you might feel nervous before a test, but you still expect to pass; and you do.

you might worry your crush doesn’t like you back, but you keep imagining what it would be like; and something unfolds.

your dominant assumption is what creates, not the occasional fear, not the random thought, not the passing emotion.

so if you ever think: “what if it doesn’t work?” “what if it’s not mine?” “what if i can’t have it?”

it’s okay. those don’t have to be your truths unless you accept them.

you can still say: “yeah, those thoughts showed up… but i know it’s mine anyway.” “i felt unsure… but i always get what i want.” “it’s already done for me.”

the decision to return to your truth is what matters.

you don’t need to fight your doubt. just notice it and shift back.

you’re allowed to be human and still be the operant power.

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SUMMER THINGS TO SCRIPT !

SEA EDITION

𓅰 𓅬 𓅭 𓅮 𓅯

sand can't get in your hair, tools , food or devices.

if its windy,sand doesn't come up and bother you.

it doesn't stick to feet/hands when coming out of water.

when you make sand castles they always come out perfect and don't dry out with time

sand doesn't become too hot to walk on it

its always clean and there isn't trash in it.

⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖

Sea water is always clean and clear.

(if you are in a place with dangerous animals) animals never come near the coast and they aren't aggressive.

when you get in the water is always at the perfect temperature.

there aren't days when the water becomes too dangerous to get in.

There aren't algaes/kelp on the shores or inside the water.(if they bother you.)

The sea is clean and there isn't no trash or plastic in it.

𓆉 ⋆｡˚𓇼 ⋆｡˚𓆟

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୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡

— WHATS IN MY BAG?! SBG DR EDITION~

୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡

୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡

— my messenger bag accessories !!

— i physically cant leave the house without this bag.

— i usually bring it to regular outings, school

୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡

୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡

— now this is whats in it !!!!

— we got my computer, ( for anime ) my note pads for drawing or writing down secrets i get about people, my candy bar because i function only on chocolate, a mini first aid kit for bandaging @bluenerdd34 when she gets mauled by phantoms, and yeah everything else is self explanatory 😈

୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡

୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡

— OKAY NOW THIS IS MY PHANTOM DIMENSION BAG

— theres alot of stuff but its all very necessary trust.

— im kinda the one everyone goes to when they need stuff😭😭

— oh and the walkie talkies are specifically for me and @bluenerdd34 bc we wanna trash talk 😈😈

୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡ ୨୧ ♡

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https://www.tumblr.com/problucid/785206112491339777?source=share

^ omg those are so cute??! how do u make them if u dont mind me asking <3

sorry for the late reply!! i make my outfits on pinterest using the collage feature!! just make sure your clothing or other items are fully visual visible in the original pin and then you add them to your collage !! that’s pretty much it!! hope this helps 🖤

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･ ⋆ ･ ⠄⠂⋆ ･ ⠄⠂⋆ ･ ⠄⠂⋆ ･ ⠄⠂⋆ ･ ⠄⠂⋆ ･ ⋆ ･ ⠄⠂⋆ ･･ ⋆ ･ ⠄⠂⋆ ･

shifting propaganda i am definitely falling for

subliminals

nonchalant shifting

shifting in every moment

asleep shifting

having a ton of drs

everything being subjective

･ ⋆ ･ ⠄⠂⋆ ･ ⠄⠂⋆ ･ ⠄⠂⋆ ･ ⠄⠂⋆ ･ ⠄⠂⋆ ･ ⋆ ･ ⠄⠂⋆ ･･ ⋆ ･ ⠄⠂⋆ ･

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the veil is a thought you keep rehearsing

non-dualism teaches that separation is an illusion. no “you” over here, no “world” over there — just one flowing consciousness, dreaming itself awake. inner and outer, self and other, they’re all folds in the same fabric.

reality shifting and the law of assumption work because they tap into that. when you assume a reality, you’re not forcing the world to change — you’re shifting your belief in the “separation” between you and what you want. you’re waking up to the fact that your inner world is the outer world.

it’s like waking up from a dream inside a dream. your thoughts and beliefs shape the dreamscape, but the dreamer never really left the bed.

so when you practice shifting or manifesting through assumption, you’re not creating something new — you’re remembering that you and your reality are one, that the line between “me” and “everything else” is just a story we tell ourselves.

this is why it can feel so mysterious, even mystical. it’s not magic out there, it’s magic inside. we live deeply knowing that there’s no real division, just an endless unfolding of the same living presence.

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REALITY GLITCH

Reality glitches aren’t just eerie, unexplained moments, they can also be clear signs of instant manifestation at work. When you successfully shift your state of being or inner decision, reality may seem to “glitch” as it updates itself to reflect your new certainty. These glitches can take many forms, from objects appearing or disappearing to people acting completely different overnight, proving that reality is far more flexible than we assume.

What Are Reality Glitches in Manifestation?

In the context of instant manifestation, reality glitches happen when something in your external world changes unexpectedly as a result of your thoughts, focus, or dominant state. Instead of gradually shifting over time, reality jumps or corrects itself instantly as if it’s catching up to your new assumption.

Some common types of manifestation-related reality glitches include:

• Objects appearing or disappearing – Something you lost suddenly reappears in an impossible place, or an item you intended to have seemingly manifests out of nowhere.

• People acting differently – Someone who was once cold or distant suddenly treats you as if they’ve always loved you, with no explanation.

• Physical appearance changes – You affirm for clear skin, weight loss, or a new facial feature, and the change appears much faster than seems “normal.”

• Instant external shifts – A job offer, money, or an outcome shows up almost immediately after setting the intention, as if reality rearranged itself to bring it to you.

• Time distortions – You check the time, look away for a moment, and suddenly hours have passed (or vice versa).

Why Do These Glitches Happen?

From a manifestation perspective, reality is not fixed, it is shaped by your assumptions or focus. When you successfully shift into a new state of certainty, your external world must conform to match it. However, because reality is usually perceived as continuous, sudden changes can feel like “glitches” when they happen too quickly or in unexpected ways.

Think of it like a video game rendering a new scene, if your character moves too fast, sometimes the graphics haven’t fully caught up yet, causing visual glitches. Similarly, when your subconscious fully accepts a new assumption or decision, reality may update itself instantly, and if you’re aware enough, you may notice the shift as an odd or “glitchy” experience.

How to Use Reality Glitches for Faster Manifestation

Instead of questioning reality glitches or brushing them off as coincidences, you can use them to your advantage by recognizing them as proof that your assumptions are taking effect. Here’s how:

1. Accept that reality is fluid – The more you know reality can shift instantly, the more effortless your manifestations will be. Instead of thinking changes need to happen slowly, embrace the idea that they can occur in a single moment.

2. Stay focus and locked in – If you notice a glitch related to your manifestation, take it as a sign that your reality is shifting. Keep holding your inner decision rather than analyzing or doubting the glitch.

3. Ignore the old story – Sometimes, reality glitches occur because you’re jumping timelines or shifting your dominant state. Don’t get caught up in questioning why things changed just assume they changed in your favor.

4. Stay in the knowing – The most powerful way to manifest instantly is to assume your desire is already done. If you experience a reality glitch, take it as confirmation that you are the operant power and reality is simply adjusting to match your inner world.

Examples of Reality Glitches in Instant Manifestation

• Example 1: The Vanishing and Reappearing Object You misplaced your phone and couldn’t find it anywhere. Frustrated, you affirm, “My phone is right where I left it.” A few minutes later, you turn around, and there it is, sitting in the very spot you had already checked multiple times. Reality just updated itself based on your assumption.

• Example 2: Instant Physical Change You affirm for clear, glowing skin before bed. The next morning, you wake up to find that your acne, which was visible the previous night, is completely gone as if it never existed. This is a classic sign of a reality glitch, your body instantly conformed to your new assumption.

• Example 3: The Personality Shift You’ve been affirming that a specific person loves and adores you, but they’ve been distant. Suddenly, out of nowhere, they start treating you completely differently as if they’ve always been affectionate and close. When you bring up their past behavior, they seem confused, as if it never happened. This could be a timeline shift where reality adjusted itself to match your dominant stance.

Final Thoughts

Reality glitches are not just random, bizarre occurrences, they are proof that reality is shifting in response to your assumptions. Instead of seeing them as oddities, embrace them as signs that you are successfully manifesting. The faster you accept that reality is flexible, the easier instant manifestation becomes. Reality doesn’t take time, it takes inner confirmation. Once you fully lock into your new reality, it will show up for you, sometimes in the most unexpected ways.

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LET YOURSELF REST...heal!

No one can take anything from you

No I don't mean stop trying. I meant.

Do it for her.

That little version of you — the one who used to cry in her room, hoping someone would finally understand.

The one who daydreamed about running away to a world where she was safe, seen, and so, so loved.

She /he deserved better.

You deserve better.

So go to the Void.

Not because you’re broken — but because you’re finally ready to break the cycle.

💭 Go for the girl who felt like an afterthought.

💭 Go for the child who never felt at home in her own house.

💭 Go for the version of you who smiled through the pain and stayed strong even when it hurt.

You’re not crazy.

You’re not asking for too much.

Breathe.

You’re just asking for the love, peace, and freedom you were always meant to have.

The Void is yours.

It’s safe.

It’s instant.

It’s home.

Slip into stillness.

Breathe

Let the silence wrap around you like the hug you always needed.

Let yourself disappear from this version of life — and wake up where you belong.

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shifting is so powerful… we are literally in control of the universe omg

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𓂃⋆𓄯ྀི ̼̫ ˖ ✶ magical things to script ! ꕀ 🎹⋆࿐༄

𓉳⫰ ⨳ ⧼i am very good at crafting potions, spells aswell as alchemy and chemistry

𓉳⫰ ⨳ ⧼ “supernatural search and rescue” basically when someone gos missing hiking or in a specifically supernatural area, they send these people in to investigate and solve cases better than regular people can 

𓉳⫰ ⨳ ⧼ there are many hidden supernatural communities of extreme variety almost everywhere

𓉳⫰ ⨳ ⧼ haunted hotels where kids get lost in portals to other worlds

𓉳⫰ ⨳ ⧼ national forests made to let beings keep their land

𓉳⫰ ⨳ ⧼ i can infuse belongs with my magic to track them or sense their presence in past events

𓉳⫰ ⨳ ⧼ different neighborhoods for different beings and their needs

𓉳⫰ ⨳ ⧼ magical schools hidden in between reality fabric for all kinds of students to learn and master their craft

𓉳⫰ ⨳ ⧼ farmer communities full of secret earth benders

𓉳⫰ ⨳ ⧼ my dreams can be used to tell me useful information and travel to different places / realms

𓉳⫰ ⨳ ⧼ governments “oblivious” to the activities at night

𓉳⫰ ⨳ ⧼ simple silly “folklore” classes in schools unknowingly just teaching history

𓉳⫰ ⨳ ⧼ rules on the craft to avoid exploitation

𓉳⫰ ⨳ ⧼ most people growing old with a magical companion

𓉳⫰ ⨳ ⧼ i can feel, read and even see peoples auras / “soul” and even get visions of most important events of their lives

𓉳⫰ ⨳ ⧼ arguments over magic techniques and their origins

𓉳⫰ ⨳ ⧼ seasons where magical activities are heightened and celebrated

𓉳⫰ ⨳ ⧼ supernatural black markets ???

𓉳⫰ ⨳ ⧼ library realms with endless amounts of knowledge

𓉳⫰ ⨳ ⧼ i can sense most types of magic forms and energy

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🦭|~ ~|🐌

two more outfit claims ! 𓋫

planning on posting these and another fit to my main tiktok tomorrow!! anyway vote for your fav outfit and happy shifting !

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mha drself blog @cosmic-raygun

mha dr masterlist

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More coming soon

UA

☑ UA INFO

☑ uniforms

☑ computers / laptops

☑ dorm layouts

☑ dorm [physical layout]

☑ rooming chart

☑ individual dorms

☑ dorm dimensions

+ ☑ dorm passes

⍰ campus map

☑ campus details

⍰ meals [breakfast / lunch / dinner]

☑ schedule

⍰ schedule [in depth]

PEOPLE

☑ fashion *

☑ facts

ME!!!

⍰ drself intro

⍰ my dorm

⍰ my bag[s]

ASSIGNMENTS

☑ Scandal assignment

OTHER

☑ fleshing out your quirk more

⍰ other places

⍰ restaurants / food places

⍰ the mall / clothing stores

⍰ hizashi and aizawa's house

⍰ the sports festival

⍰ interviews

MOODBOARDS

☑ 2A after hours

MY RELATIONSHIPS

☑ how Katsuki Bakugo is in my dr