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keep thinking about how posts are seen as directed at people so when you say something on your blog untagged even people will still go "youre centering yourself" "nobody asked" "youre forcing me/others to do the labor of..."

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i just block assholes but it's not enough they need to die

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i want to be a transfeminist without experiencing the paternalism that people exhibit towards trans men for potentially having bad takes. like how cis women talk about being worried about their little brother potentially being radicalized. i think i am a transfeminist. i dont know. ive tried to block tumblr from my internet network but like that substack article i shared i keep finding reasons to come back. i need to log off. ive only read 5 books since starting this account and except 1 they werent even transfeminist literature. i should read marx. okay but i wont im just a dumb powster its on

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i want to skip forward 10 years for wider understanding of the trans male / masculine nonbinary person experience. this will resolve itself in ten years. the transmisogyny will be addressed. the surface level others are exposed to will deepen. words will make it out of other people's mouths before others defend their position. my blocklist will be everyone's blocklist. my enemies will fall. new friends will have risen. i will fall behind and the brainworms will become bodypests. the repulsiveness of my body and self will bring world peace

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dichotomy of the boygirl versus girlboy

self described tme transmasc, quick, do transmasc girls experience male privilege

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self described tme transmasc, quick, do transmasc girls experience male privilege

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i think calling a trans man a bitch is equivalent to calling trans women incels in the subtle-misgendering-insults way.

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the idea that oppression is an action someone does to you kinda irks me and i could see this being maybe an internal insecurity or something but i dont know how to articulate it. it could be me attempting to dodge responsibility or absolve others of it individually. i acknowledge there are people who do things that enforce the oppression of a person but is that the action of oppression? actually maybe this is exactly as needlessly convoluted and my uncomfortable feelings are just that.

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was thinking about trans men in prison article and about how some portion of trans men did actually think that separate transgender facilities was the way to go, but also some said that theyd rather stay in the women's facility just with gender affirming resources (i.e. no rules about hair being longer than an inch, boxers).

thinking about that article that said a cis woman was being put into a mens prison and it turned out to be a trans man. thinking about the uproar and quiet retraction and fizzling out of the story. because it's more complicated than "trans people should be in the prison that corresponds to their gender" because the safety of trans men is more complicated. think the story came out of Sweden.

thinking about a reddit AMA from a trans man who did stealth in a (reportedly Eastern European) men's prison, and was raped.

i dont have a solution. just thinking.

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i will never say trans femme when i dont mean specifically trans feminine nonbinary people again because what is this

Now what I know what I'm looking for, why do people hesitate to say trans man so much? Like obviously be inclusive but i keep seeing "tboy" "transmasc" "tme trans" and "trans woman" (as opposed to "tgirl" "transfemme" "tma") in the same sentences recently

(exceptions being when it's time to assert that Trans Men are Men and so have Male Privilege)

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no actually it is embarrassing for trans men to ask halimede about trans men stop it

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"gender dysphoria gets so bad you walk around with a seething hatred for everybody?" gender dysphoria gets so bad, people kill themselves

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actually want to stick everyone who insists that "common" experiences you have growing up as a girl are ones that trans people amab never have or understand (untrue you get it) and everyone who claims that forcemasc is appropriating the experiences of tma people (or in some cases all people amab) into one room until everyone reaches a common argument and i get to stay up in my observing box watching everybody and it's awesome we can make a day of it

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been thinking about a video by a tiktoker who said the intersection between a marginalization and a privilege is usually an entitlement

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actually irks the fuck out of me when you say "oppression olympics" like that's not been a dog whistle since at least 2016

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saw post saying trans women and nonbinary people are ousted for not being feminine enough as opposed to trans masculine people

curious

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am i supposed to be able to see blocked people's replies on my own posts? hm