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I just want to finally feel emotions again. I want to cry so much. I want to laugh so much. I want to be able to empathize so much. But all that is there is emptiness. No pleasant emptiness. It's an emptiness that breaks me more every day. I would do anything for it. I want to enjoy things, feel and give love, scream when I'm angry. I want to feel. I want to live, not survive. Please tell me I'm not alone in this.
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i only feel violence in my mind,
but i only want silence in my mind
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