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Celebrating the new releases from Ghost and Sleep Token with this piece.

Consider me very satisfied, Take me back to Eden got me all sad and emotional and then Phantomime comes in with the upbeat and cheerful, both really good albums thanks to their respective geniuses of makers.

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Bonus doodle of Robo Papa

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Dripping from the open mouth, I’ll show you

What you look like, from the inside

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Vent art

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Consume

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Ballpoint sketch

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the blog killing axolotl is one of my favorite things that has ever happened on this website because talking about it afterwards sounds like an inside joke or perhaps a prank. like always be on the lookout for the blog killing axolotl. he can kill your blog. it happened to me once trust me.

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It’s sad John Seed headcanon/theory time! Sad because it’s about his traumatic childhood and his scars, both physical and mental…

So, according to The Book of Joseph, the Seed brothers were regularly beaten by their father, who generally used his belt to do it, so their backs were (and most likely still are) badly scarred. In fact, it’s precisely because John’s teachers saw the marks on his skin that they called child protective services and that the boys were removed from their parents. Unfortunately, as we know, their suffering didn’t stop there… For John in particular, “the worst was yet to come”, as Joseph wrote, since his adoptive parents tortured and deeply traumatized him.

Because of everything he experienced as a child, I personally believe that, aside from being emotionally immature, John struggles with intimacy and has trust issues. I imagine he doesn’t like physical contact unless he initiated it, knows he’s in control of the situation, or really trusts the person touching him. And for the reasons previously mentioned, I also think he’s particularly uncomfortable with the idea of people touching his back.

There are scars he doesn’t hide, some he even seems to wear proudly (like the one on his chest, even though it was never clearly explained), but I think there are others he hates. The belt marks, especially, must only bring back painful memories... So what if at least some of John’s tattoos were designed to cover up those scars he doesn’t want the world to see? What if they’re not just an esthetic choice and also a way for him to reclaim ownership of his body, to mark it how he pleases so he can be in full control of it again?

I like to imagine he has a large tattoo on his back and that it’s the first one he got. I picture an angel because I think it’s thematically consistent… and also because you can easily hide scars in the feathers.

It’s his guardian angel, in a way; no other demon can brand him now.

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sorry i'm so shy, i got into fc5 recently so i'm a bit of a baby fan, and even more of a baby-very-deeply-and-madly-in-love-with-John fan, but after seeing your analysis on his death scene, I looked a bit closer and I'm inclined to agree that John pulls the key off of himself, for two reasons:

first, it's so slight, but dep adjusts their grip on the key immediately after he cough wheezes, they're still holding onto it, but they attempt to slack the cord by untwisting it slightly, John grips their wrist tighter in response (sound cue),

second/third, dep's hand moves towards John and you don't see dep's grip on the key change, but you do see dep's fist move out rather than in, and I imagine that natural movement would cause most people to pull something away at something by curling their wrist in a little + you hear the grip sound cue again and dep's hand goes towards him and his body doesn't follow it before the key is ripped off. John is also the one who pushes off of dep's wrist as he releases them, and dep automatically rebounds their arm back to its held position instead of pulling back if they were exerting any more strength against him rather than just holding him up to the position that he had propped himself in.

These realizations have been devastating the me community

I agree! It’s because of some of the details you pointed out that I started questioning who ripped the key off John’s neck after years of believing it was the Deputy.

But thanks to @vvvyzt, who posted this GIF, I think we can now say that it was in fact John who did it!

It’s been two weeks and I’m still thinking about this a lot...

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Favourite Designs: Linda Friesen 'Raven in the Mist' Haute Couture Gown [x]

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beauregard & essek at the end of a long day doing cobalt soul work, stuck in the middle of nowhere for the night getting piss drunk and commiserating about how much they miss their partners.

beauregard: i miss my wife... essek: i miss my husband... beauregard: .... i miss my wife MORE.

essek trying to get away for five minutes to send caleb a "good night love you" message but beau keeps knocking on the door like "tell caleb he's a nerd. ask caleb if he knows anything. tell him he better be doing his morning runs or i'll kick his ass."

beau: if you Send to Yasha and I talk into your ear will she be able to hear me? essek, putting in earplugs: no beau: ... okay but what if i yell REALLY loud.

essek: i investigated the weird magical device and i can't figure out how it works so there's no point in you— beau's +16 to arcana: cool i figured it out 10 minutes ago. essek: i am going to cast Dark Star, Target: Self and kill us both.

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when people are like “he’s not even attractive you could find a guy that looks like him at any gas station” i’m like….. well you see there’s beauty everywhere actually

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Beauregard & Caleb working together: totally in sync, they can have an entire conversation without saying a word, they will lie, cheat, & steal their way to victory without breaking a sweat, peak sibling behavior

Beauregard & Essek working together: mlm wlw hostility, absolute nightmare for anyone unfortunate enough to get dragged along, unstoppable force meets immovable object, half their projects end with Essek nuking the place with a black hole. when they're not bickering with each other neither of them will shut the fuck up about their partners, but if you get on either of their bad sides the other one WILL fuck you up

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what if Benezia got the Reaper makeover: goth milf edition

I wanna do a more mechanized creepy-scary edition too but for now I'm okay with this

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A hummingbird getting a bird bath

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Love how in every CR campaign it is established early and reaffirmed frequently who has the best tits in each party. For Bell's Hells it's Fearne. For Vox Machina it's Vex. For Mighty Nein... it's Fjord. And I think that's beautiful