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- But do they feel good?

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a challenge

SEVEN DAYS SELF-CONCEPT

( disclaimer : having a better self-concept isn't necessarily needed to manifest but it s very beneficial for you! )

this post is purposed to better your self-concept for manifesting skills and to help the ones who struggle to work on their self-concept, this is seven days self-concept in one whole week we're going to focus on bettering your self-concept if you want to participate continue reading <3 !

RULES / REMINDERS

just start now! start with fear, doubts, unready, unmotivated just start now! once you started there's no reset button to try again tomorrow you're just going to continue working on it with intrusive thoughts with doubts whatever thats bringing you down it cannot mess your self-concept and manifestations once you start this dont give up its just seven days! you can do this! just focus! be more positive than negative appreciate the things you have/around you to avoid spiraling and just a reminder its ok to feel and think discouraged just let that negative feelings and thoughts pass they're powerless and you are god! don't worry about doing it wrong just know it is done its finished and affirm cause you already have/it. take a break on socmeds if needed.

affirmations

im fully aware that i am a limitless god who controls this entire reality

i am an utmost omnipotent , therefore i am

i hold the utmost power of all time in the entire multiverse

my self-concept is supremely beyond

3d conforms swiftly and effortlessly

my power and mindset can never be shaken!

i always get what i want , when i want easy and effortlessly

i am the most powerful master manifester in the entire multiverse

blankets

i know for sure its mine, its done already 😌

i have everything i want! its all here🙂

i am capable of doing everything 😄

i am happy and negative free!☺

i am secured

i know i am worth it and deserving since forever 🤗

everything is perfect 😌😉

i am the most powerful master manifester in the entire multiverse

there's nothing to worry for

vaunting

because i am a limitless god, therefore i always get what i want when i want instantly and effortlessly just like how my 3d conforms instantaneously and that's because i am a powerful master manifester in the entire multiverse, i hold the utmost power thats stuck with me since like forever, and im thankful for my life including my golden mindset and my supreme self-concept that can never be shaken! grateful to have all of this!

♡ : pick an affirmation(s) no limitation it can be as much as you want

♡ : you can do vaunting or rampaging

♡ : affirm atleast once a day (anytime, anywhere)

♡ : when affirming, affirm like you're already it / you have it already

♡ : live in the end

♡ : you succeed already! you did a great job baby

ps : dont forget to send me sum success stories! love lots

- goddessktl

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“In my friend, I find a second self.”

c.s. lewis / my best friend by the coral / alivia horsley / @billypotts / hanya yanagihara / ‘after party ll’ salman toor / the kids aren’t alright by fall out boy / a summer’s tale / lorde / hanya yanagihara / abed and troy (community) with a winnie the pooh quote @weelezzer / isabel norton

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richard siken, “the language of the birds” / chris schoonover / nikki giovanni, “hands: for mother’s day” / alda merini, “antique lyric” / denis sarazhin / mary ruefle

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Dear Whoever,

1st and foremost, Happy New Year. May this year bring lots of LOVE & healing... I think we all need it. 

Moving along.

Today we will talk about FRIENDS. 🎵“Friends, how many of us have them? Friends, the ones we can depend on....”🎵 -- But seriously, what is a friend to you? Someone you can depend on, right? Someone you can call at 2am crying your heart out knowing they will listen. Someone that pours into you just as much as you pour into them. Someone that will correct you when you are wrong and love you when you feel like you can’t love yourself. Someone that understands you can’t be 100% positive all the time. Understanding there will be days where negativity consumes your being. Someone that understands space. Sometimes you don’t want to talk. Sometimes you just want to be alone to process certain things you wish to not speak about. & that’s okay. 

Friendships are relationships, they are just platonic & I think that is where a lot of people fuck up at. Just like putting in work in a romantic relationship, you also have to put in work in a platonic one. The work may look different, but it is still work. & maybe thats why half of y'all don’t have genuine friendships. Hell, it’s rare to have a solid friend these days. People are too envious, too messy, too caught up on what they can get out of a relationship than what they can give. & a lot of folks hate themselves, so they subconsciously reflect that onto others aka their “friends”.

Just like many of you reading this, I’ve had friends come and go. Friends I’ve witnessed smile in my face but the moment they were upset talk about me behind my back. I’ve had friends sit in the same room as people who “don’t like me” & entertain conversations about me. I’ve had friends hate me, because I’ve done things they wish they could do, or I live a life they wish they could. I’ve had friends that thought, dishing money out would keep me around instead of genuine love. Friends that have called me a “sensitive ass bitch, and I just need to toughen up”... thinking those words would motivate me, though all it did was bring me down. (It’s not what you say, it’s how you say it). I’ve had friends yell “you don’t need NOBODY, all you need is yourself!” & that... that is not true. That “independent (I don’t need nobody) mentality” is toxic and tbh it’s a part of unhealed trauma. Nothing is wrong with leaning into folks... that is what friends are for. & nobody should make you feel like shit for craving the presence of others while you are depressed/upset/mentally fucked up. 

If I didn’t learn anything in 2020, I defiantly learned what a REAL friendship resembles. & I’m a SOLID ass BITCH, so any issues one has with me is a reflection of how they feel about themselves, period. --- I ain’t perfect, I’m flawed like a MF, but one thing I got is loyalty & LOVE.

until next time... LOVE & LIGHT 

-Signed a strong black woman learning her worth <3 

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I'd rather have loyalty than love

'Cause love really don't mean jack

See love is just a feeling

You can love somebody and still stab them in the back

It don't take much to love

You can love somebody just by being attached

See loyalty is a action

You can love or hate me and still have my back

- 21 Savage (Ball w/o You)

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Dear Whoever,

I’ve randomly decided to start blogging my thoughts, feelings... ect. Poetry is normally my go to, but at this current time in my life, it’s not working out. Don’t get me wrong, it will always be my 1st love... I just want to say more... and not in a poetic manor. I also think there are a lot of other folks out here that can relate. Maybe. - So, why not sit still once or twice a week and just write... write whatever my heart feels. I could be talking to thousands of people or nobody at all, but who cares? 

Today, I want to talk about LOVE, and accountability. I know... I know, I let that same sigh out with a heavy ass eye-roll. I guess... I guess I just don’t understand at times. I LOVE love, but for the life of me I can’t seem to figure out why LOVE doesn’t love me. No...  don’t do that... don’t leave, please come back. This isn’t some depressing ass blog or a cry for help, I’m legit just spilling my thoughts. It might get sad, but I promise you there’s a silver lining. There’s always a silver lining. <3 

So, when I say “love doesn’t love me”, maybe I’m talking about the countless relationships (platonic & romantic) that didn’t work. But, I’ve learned something. I have learned that I, Alexandria has toxic ways. Now wait a damn minutes, you ain’t about to judge me, okay? I’m HEAR to say that everyone, including yourself has a little toxic in them. Just like that one saying “everyone can be a little crazy”. Now, you can be at a point in your life where you aren’t as toxic. & I greatly applaud you for that. I applaud you for growing, for healing & for understanding... cause well, that is the 1st step. Accountability. Not a lot of folks can admit when they are wrong, let alone admit when they are accountable. Trust me, I was one of them. It took me a good while before realizing - BITCH YOU REALLY NEED TO GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER! 

It was a little over a year ago, when I first realized how toxic I can be. I was rolling around in the front yard of my ex’s place, tussling with her. All because she hurt me, because she cheated, because she lied & continued to fucking lie. & for the longest, I used that as an excuse to go off on her. I used it as an excuse to HURT her. I said mean things to her, things I didn’t mean & I watched my life spiral out of control. & you should NEVER allow somebody to have such an impact on how you react to things. 

We have got to start worrying about ourselves, and not others. What do I mean by this? Well, what John does... shouldn’t be any of my concern. I just need to make sure I’m doing my part and being a decent human being. I can’t blame John for being as ass, that’s him. We often blame everyone else. “Well, he cheated on me so-” so nothing. LOOK... we have got to get to a place where we cry, but we walk away. We accept & we heal. --- Our own thoughts is what causes us to react the way we do. & to be honest, it’s a lot of unhealed trauma as well. “But they didn’t have to treat me like that” - STOP! Sorry, just practicing for myself... you know, trying to knock those excuses that are not justified, out of my head. 

It’s time we really fall in love with ourselves. It’s time we HEAL from our childhood trauma. -- Hell, it’s time we heal from all trauma... cause baby, love is going to come & it’s going to be so fucking beautiful. Just trust the process. 

until next time...  LOVE & LIGHT

-Signed,  a strong black woman doing the work. <3

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Need the “wet ass pisces” remix now

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Yes... yes they do.

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