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LOVE ME NOT OR LOVE ME TOO???

I made a wish for someone to stay "but boy you gotta face reality ", that's what they say and it was so lonely until you came, felt like love was a dark place

But now everytime I look at, I feel like I can feel you better, understand, hold you, treat you better and I know we haven't seen each other, but my heart loves yours and I want it to be this way forever.

Hold you for a thousand years, we could go all around the world, I promise I'll never hurt, do anything just to make it work

Well I know are future's are uncertain, but we can work it through, cause it's kinda meaningless to have a future without you

So ya!!! I love you, so would you love me not or love me too ???

LF (POETOPHOBIC)

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TRANSITION

What would I do it wasn't for you, sitting in the corner feeling all blue...... Well my hearts broken a couple of times so I never knew that love could be so amazing, something so true

So now all I wanna do is wake up next to you, just wanna grow old and spend my life with you

Nail every goal in life and complete my bucket list with you

But one night I heard my phone beep, "babe can you come over and put me to sleep? ", so I grabbed my keys and did a 90 over 50 and the next thing I know we were under the sheets

Well all good things come to an end, but i guess mine came too soon when she said "you've been the best and I really love you.... But I gotta chase my dreams so I gotta leave you". But that's life it takes back as much it gives you

And now it feels like home, this corner, feeling blue without you

LF (POETOPHOBIC)

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MOOD SWING

War!!! What is it good for??? Absolutely nothing!!!. OK that's right I get it, but what am I suppose to do when my brain and my heart's fighting for you, whether to stay or whether to go but it's true that either way I'm gonna loose but if loving you is a sin, I'd happily go through hell cause I don't need a heaven if it's gonna be without you

Lean and ecstasy, that's too much drugs together so don't worry I've probably forgotten bout yesterday.... So drunk that my past is so black and blur...without you I feel like a pirate that's lost all his treasures

Crashed my car again, broke my heart again ,someone give me pills to numb the pain.... Listening to juice wrld ,that's inspiration I loved you before but now it's different.... Wear your best cloths at my funeral but I hope you die in them, you think I'm different but I'm still the same .......

The only difference is that I've taken on drugs and I'm not taking your shit again.

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LF(poetophobic)

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HEY CRUSH

I love you a bit too much I think about you a bit too much I don't know why but I feel so good when I dream about you a bit too much From late noons till you finish school till you close your eyes looking at the moon..... It's a never ending wait, your blue ticks And everytime you're 'TYPING' makes my heart skip And hey crush, everytime you touch My heart stops beating, my body feels a rush Makes me feel like holding you and never letting go, cause you so beautiful like you make tiny little angels in the snow But my hearts too scared to confess that I promise I'd never love you less But I guess it should be this way Cause rather than losing you I'd rather never say that I wanna spend all my nights with you and with you I wanna start my day Until we're on walking sticks With all our teeth gone With our skin wrinkled and our hair grey LF(poetophobic)