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DOLONIA ༄ [raph x reader]

[011]: mousers attack!

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training had become more easier every day, not too much, but you could feel yourself improve every time a little bit more.

and you were quite happy about that.

extra lesson with leo were fun (more for him as he could annoy you more) and you had to admit that it felt good to finally feel a little more comfortable.

the strange vision stil hadn’t left your mind and it had earned you some strange looks here and there from the boys.

you succedded on calming them quickly justifying yourself with lame excuses but for some reason they had believe it.

you have had some calm days but the peace had to stop eventually or it wouldn’t be entertaining, right?

your face was serious as you concentrated on your movement in the dojo, you tried to have a good form but still keeping up with the others as yoursensei observed all of you.

you had noticed his eyes following you a little more but you tried to pay no mind to it convincing yourself that it was all in your head.

“what? are you fighting a guy in slow motion?” raphael’s voice ringed in your hear bringing you back to reality and for a second you thought he was talking to you before you realised he was looking at leonardo.

in reality raph had been looking at you the whole time but when he noticed that his brother in blue looked at him for a second he felt the need to create an excuse for his distracted mind.

“i suppose i could do it faster if i ignored my form to look at [name], like you.” replied leonardo with a little smirk and raph was thankful that you could see only his back as he felt his face heat up.

“ignore this form!” talked back raphael before jumping at his brother.

the fight lasted only some seconds and after you rolled your eyes at their antics, your sensei decided to stop them and he walked between them hitting the same spot under their chins.

“competition is an excellent motivator, but not when it turns you against each other. so now, you will spar in pairs.” decided master splinter looking at all of you.

“okay, i'll take [name]-“ started leo and you felt a smile appear in your face as he said your name without thinking twice.

“you will take raphael. you two must focus on working together, not competing with each other.” you could see that your sensei was desirous about this and you moved yourself on the side towards donatello and michelangelo.

“okay, so me and raph against mikey, [name] and donnie?” leo waited for a nod from his father before continuing “uh, isn't that a little unfair?”

the smile that you had for leo quickly vanished and a scowl became evident as you looked at him angrily.

“wait, what are you trying to say?” asked donatello, his anger coming out too.

“how can i put this gently? we're way better than you guys.” replied raphael leaving you speech less.

“oh really?” you asked wishing for this traing to start just to kick their butt.

“at fighting, maybe.” you ignored michelangelo’s comment keeping your eyes on the brothers in front of you.

“that's what i meant.” smirked raph as he responded to his little brother.

michelangelo made a sound of complain before his father told you to go in line, you walked towards your spot hitting your should with raphael’s and giving him a dirty look.

master splinter gave you the start and you jumped at each other, donnie and mickey were quickly on the ground and you tried to resist as long as you could against the two.

but without the fear of dying in your veins you didn’t want to tire yourself out just to prove a point, opting for getting put down by the leader.

raphael towered over you and he took out an hand to help you up, you slapped it away before getting up without his help.

raph looked at you for a little bit too long and you looked at him angrily making him chuckle “you were right, sensei. working together is fun.”

master splinter looked at all of you shutout saying anything before making all of you start training again.

god you hated feeling weak.

-☆彡

your face held a scowl for the rest of the day towards leo and raph, only smiling when looking at donnie and mickey.

they all noticed but none of them gave it too much importance, well no one except for raph who pretended to not care when you were around only to asks his brothers for a way to make you talk to him again as soon as you left the room.

later you found yourself sitting on the sofa, your arms crossed as you looked infront of you.

raphael was sitting right near you reading your favourite comic as he tried to make you break, he did think that he could beat you in a fight but it wasn’t something bad, right?

michelangelo was laying upside down and near him was donnie, leo walked in the room with a plate in his hands and he noticed all of your annoyed expression.

“look, guys. raph and i may be better fighters, but you're still an important part of this team.” he said as he took his usual spot infront of the screen.

“oh, and here i thought you were finaly getting rid of us” you replied faking sadness

leo was about to reply to your comment before doonie interrupted him asking him the question.

“are we as important as you two?”

“uh, very important. we shouldn't compare ourselves. It- it's like apples and oranges.” leonardo stuttered a little as he tried to come up with something nice and you rolled your eyes.

“yeah, if apples were way better, which they are.” raph murmured fro near you making everyone hear.

you turned yourselves towards him looking at him with a death stare.

“wanna see witch are better up your ass?” you questioned between gretted teeth.

he threw his comic on the side and growled back at you making you look ateachother.

“so the truth comes out.” commented donatello bringing the focus back on the most important topic

“you guys think of us as some kind of b-team.” added mickey making raph break the stare contest that you two where having.

“good one, dr. name-enstein. we'll call you the b-team.” smirked raph making you get even angrier, you took a deep breath before turning around going back on ignoring him.

“thanks. i mean, hey!”

“there's no shame in it. look, they've got a b-team too.” leonardo pointed to the tv and you all moved your focus on the episode playing.

“we'll need backup. you two in the shirts you're coming with us.”

“rodriguez and that other guy - they're gone!”

“well, that's why we bring them along.”

“thanks a lot.” responded donatello.

you were about to add something of your own before a girl with purple skin appeared on the screen.

she was tied up and she started to scream, begging the hero as she tried to free herself.

“please save me shawn, i need you, please don’t leave me here” you cringed at her high pitched voice and the way her suit didn’t covered anything.

you looked at leo with a blank stare before sighing “i’m not even gonna say anything”

he nodded in agreement, before talking.

“i get it but the point is, they had an important function.”

“important function my ass” you growled under your breath, you heard raph chuckle but before you could’ve say anything a figure walked in the lair.

april had her head down as she hugged herself, she looked sad and for a second worry over took you.

you all alked infront of her stopping her from going anywhere, you frowned as donnie asked her if she was okay, her voice breaking as she explained.

"i just got mugged by some purple dragons. they stole my phone.”

your voice returned blank as she looked at you not wanting her to think that she was starting to grow on you.

“don't worry. we'll kick their butts for you.” told her leo.

“yeah, we'll teach those punks to mess with april o'neil.”

“woah,woah,woah” you moved near the redhead as you talked, bringing your hands up in front of you to stop them from saying anything furter “we’re not starting a fight over a phone”

“guys, as much as i hate it she’s right, it's just a phone, i'll get another one.” added april, agreeing with you.

“come on. what's the point of being a ninja if you can't help your friends when they get robbed?” questioned donnie sounding almost desperate.

“they’re right.” suddenly splinter came into the room, his voice being heard before you could see him “it is best to let this go.“

“what do you mean? why shouldn't we get her phone back?” you looked at leo as he talked, did he really want to go up and fight just for a stupid phone?

“one cannot predict the consequences of battle. every fight has the potential to stir a hornet's nest. a simple cell phone does not justify this risk.”

he tried to make them reason like always, but he failed as raph talked back, sure of his idea.

“what risk? it's the purple dragons. even mikey and donnie could beat 'em.”

they made a sound of protest at their brothers insult before getting dragged towards the stairs by leaonardo.

“don't worry, sensei. we'll be careful” they all stopped in front of the exit as they looked at your figure.

“ya coming?” asked raphael sounding slightly annoyed, you rolled your eyes before turning your back to them ti walk back towards the couch.

raph rolled his eyes back, the others watched the interaction worried before focusing on their mission and going out.

-☆彡

“what is wrong with you?” angrily asked leo as they jumped from a roof to another, he sounded sincere and it made raph worry.

“don’t know what ya’re talking about” he grunted back not even looking into his brother eyes.

donnie rolled his eyes at his brother temper before adding himself to the conversation.

“maybe about the way you’re treating [name]?”

raph’s anger started to rise, why where they always putting themselves between you and him?

“i’m treating her right, like every day.” he replied while keeping on running.

“are you sure you didn’t hit your head raph, you’re seeing some pretty stupid things”

mickey’s voice was happy and honest, he didn’t felt like he was making fun of him but more like he was sincerely asking.

raph suddenly stopped, being done with his brothers attitude.

he turned around waiting some seconds for all of them to be in front of him.

“if she can’t handle some jokes it’s not my fault ‘lright?” he greeted his teeth sucking in hair as he held eye contact.

“no, it’s not alright because she didn’t do anything to deserve it” replied leo dining a step towards the hothead.

“whatever, we’re not gonna do this.” raph rolled his eyes turning around.

“not now for sure” replied donatello before running away, they needed to end this mission and put some sense back in their brother’s head.

meanwhile you were training in the dojo, fighting against april.

it wasn’t the first time but you had to admit that it felt strange fight against her, her way of moving and her mind were completely different from the turtles and it felt strange.

still you won, obviously.

she was lot less trained and you were used to fight bad guys on a daily basis, still that didn’t stopped you from teasing her a little.

especially since she was si he a fast learner, you were kinda jealous of how fast she was becoming better and better.

you kicked her on the stomach and she doubled over, she tried to make you fall by hitting your feet but you jumped before hurting her side.

she made a grunt of pain before giving you a punch on the face.

you made the same noise as her before rolling on the side as she tried to punch you in the same place.

you arrived behind her succeeding on getting her in a chokehold, you let her breath as you dragged her to the ground where she gave you three paths to sign she was done.

you let her go and you dusted yourself off before giving her an hand, she looked at it for a second before taking it.

“you pack a good punch, i have to give you that” you smirked as you touched your face.

“[name]’s right april, and you’re also learning very fast” your sensei walked in front of you before simili softly at the both of you.

he gave you some last pride and advice before letting you go, finishing the training of the day.

“do you want to eat up?” you mentioned with your finger up towards the roof as you walked towards the kitchen to find something to drink.

with one hand you held the bottle of water while the other you took two glass putting them on the table; you poured both of you the drink, filling the glass.

she set in front of you on the other side of the table as she thought about your request.

she had opted for a sarcastic remark, but she couldn’t find any as you both knew you were the one good at that.

“sure, you want me to text murakami?” was with what she decided to respond.

you gunned in agreement, nodding with your head as you took out your t-phone to see if the boys had tried to contact you.

you were worried about them because were telling you to, you hated those things.

april gave you a look that you missed before getting up to inform your friend of your need of one his magic recipe.

-☆彡

eating at his restaurant was always amazing, murakamk welcomed you with al the kindness in the world, asking about the boys and their well being.

“they’re good mr. murakami, just going against their father’s wishes like always” you had replied with a small smile, hoping that your words held e light softness for him to notice.

he made you sit at one table on the left side of the room, letting the both of you still have some kind of privacy.

he took your orders before moving to next steps, prepare the dishes.

you and april remained silent, not comfortable enough for the both of you to feel okay but not as much as uncomfortable as you had thought.

“thank you” you heard her murmur suddenly, you had been looking slightly in the side but your head turned fast.

“uh?” you asked her as if it was a complete sentence.

“for asking me to eat dinner with you” she responded picking at her hands on the table.

“if you’re gonna stick around we have to stand eachother” you told her, and for the first time she felt like you were being sincere; not throwing any sarcastic comments inside.

she smiled to herself and the plates arrived, silence filled the place again and you eat your food with peace.

you both knew that you still held grudges against one another but it was nice to now that you were both good people, and the most important thing that you had in common was that you cared about the turtles.

so even if you still didn’t completely liked eachother you were gonna stick together to protect the boys, it didn’t sound too bad to neither of you.

you were half way through your dishes when you heard your t-phone ring.

you stopped your fork midway before putting it down as a confused expression took over your face.

you took the phone from your pocket seeing the name “deedee” on your screen, a picture of him asleep on his lab’s table with drool falling of his mouth.

you moved the little object to your ear “dee?” you asked, only to get silence as an answer “donnie?” you tried again sound a little more desperate.

“uh- ehm-“ he coughed a couple of times “wha-“

“donatello.” you sternly repeated stopping him from his insane ramble.

“[name]” you heard mickey happily said forma. little far away.

“you okay guys? did you find april’s phone?” a nervous laugh was donnie only answer and you sighed closing your eyes.

“they’re gonna be the death of me” you murmured loud enough only for you to ear.

“send me your location, right. now.” you ordered him sounding almost angry.

you heard him approve before the line went out.

you started to gather your things trowing a little glance at april as she remained still, watching you move.

“they need an hand, want me to call your dad?” you worry for the others took you over as you thought about her walking alone late at night without a phone.

“no need too, murakami will drop me home” she waved you of as she saw your urge of going to help your friends.

“good,good…” you didn’t thought about what to say only running out the door with one last scream “see ya!”

you ran from one roof to another, looking on your phone for the right directions to arrive as fast as possibile.

when you arrived you were hoping to find donnie and mickey bored out of their mind, but you were suprised when you realised you couldn’t find them anywhere.

you noticed the roof was made of glass and, using the shadows to not make yourself seen, you looked down inside.

you gasped when you saw your friends tied up, the enemies talking to them.

“stockman,dogpound and the purple foot, amazing” you groaned while thinking about what to do.

you send leo and raph a quick text just in case things went wrong, there was no way you could win against dogpound but you could try and by yourself some time.

at least enough for making mickey and donnie escape.

you took out one of your knifes, dragging it against the glass and succeding on cutting it in silence.

you kept hiding in the shadows before jumping in front of the two turtles, ready to help them out.

mickey called you a little to loud and you shushed him quickly, before giving them a little glare.

“i don’t even want to know” you murmured as donnie was about to explain something to you.

you switched your knife with your sword cutting one of the chains that were keeping mickey still; just as you were about to move to the other dog pound came behind you, his shadow covering you.

“shit” was the only thing you said before turning around to look him in the eyes.

“look at what we have here” he smirked as you grown anxious, you didn’t remember him that tall and your motivation was already running away.

“uh- what do you say about pretending i was never here?”

he grolwed in response, his fist going up ready to strike against you.

you rolled to the side just in time, his fist connectin with the ground a making it break; you mentally thanked your fast reflex before getting back in fight positions.

he striked again, you put your sword up and you blocked him, using your whole force just to not let him crush you.

he growled at you, trying to use his other hand.

you were to cought up on the fight to realised that donatello and michelangelo were calling your name, trying to worn you of his attack.

you walked backwards your head up to look at him right in the eyes.

before he could do anything else you heard the glass shatter above you and two turtles falling inside.

“the turtles!” called them dogpund, ignoring you in a second.

before you could say something sarcastic leo stopped you, talking over you.

“not so fast, dogpound. and dexter spackman?”

“baxter stockman!” he corrected.

“yeah, i was surprised too” you told him shrugging at your words.

before anything else could be said dog pound tried to jump at you again, you and raph started to take care of him as leo ran towards stockman.

leo blocked him from putting his hands on april’s phone, and he looked angrily at the man.

“how did you escape my m.o.u.s.e.r.s.?” replied angry stockman, making you look at raph and leo confused.

“we didn't.” responded leo.

you grunted as you tried to miss another of dog puns punches, you and raph fighting together with ease.

raph looked at you for more the necessary as you jumped near him with your sword up in front of you.

“what is he talking about?” you asked looking at raph, but before he could even think of an answer another hand tried to hit you.

you and raph succeded on losing dogpund for some moments and you ran towards mickey and donnie as leo freed them.

you looked at them asking a question with your eyes ‘are you okay?’ they both nodded and you sighed in relief, smiling at them.

“we're here to save the day, as usual.” commented raphael not noticing your quick exchange wiith his brothers.

“yeah, best heroes in the world” you replied sarcastically looking at him in the eyes.

“looks like you guys were doing great.” added donnie from next to you.

“you try fighting off 2,000 robots!” he growled doing one step towards the both of you.

“i would do better for sure” you talked back with the same tone, you copied his movement doing a step towards him.

your head was up, no reason to be afraid of him as you knew him better then himself.

“i wouldn’t lie if i were you sweetheart” his gaze hardened and yours did too, both too stubborn to backdown and realize where you were.

you licked your teeth sucking in some air, you snickered at his comment tilting your body more towards him.

“copying my nicknames?-” you were about to say something else but the foot ran away and the rbots started to attack.

you held your ground pretty easily, the robots caring more about leo and raph.

the leader noticed that as dogpound started to ran towards him, wanting to make him his next pray.

“mikey! keep away!” he scremead throwing the phone towards his brother “donnie, cover me! [name],you’re with raph!”

in a second, or at least it was a second to your mind in ‘fighter mode’, you and raph were back to back, the robots coming right at you.

you usually loved to fight alongside raph but in that moment you felt kinda angry at theway he had been acting, and he noticed as you were more silent the ever, not saying any comment.

he started to feel bad but then another robot came at his face and he was distracted again, he was too late to react and e fell on his shell.

before the little monster could bit him it was cut in half, raph looked up and you were there, standing, trying to look unbothered.

you gave him an hand and he took it with a small smile that you almost missed.

you went back into the fight and after some seconds you herd donnie screaming instruction.

“a gamma camera. it detects radioisotopes. that must be what he's tagged you with.” only then you noticed the same camera on the half head of the robot you had cut moments prior.

“how do we get it off?” asked raphael as he kicked away another ball of metal.

“you can't.” replied donatello.

“obviously” you murmured.

“it wears off gradually. but if someone else got sprayed, they'd give off a stronger signal.” added donatello, then you all heard a scream and mickey fell down on the floor, dogpound right behind him.

dogpoud moved his fist up towards the air,mickey still unmoving on the ground.

you acted quickly, throwing yourself against the turtle,you took his shell on both sides and you made both of your bodies roll away, donnie hitting the mutant on the head.

you mickey and donnie were facing dogpound, while he was ready to strike.

“we gotta get stockman's spray. it controls the m.o.u.s.e.r.s.” explained donnie as the little man walked near his big ‘friend’.

“you mean that thing?” pointed michelangelo.

stockman was holding the spray in his hand and he looked at you angrily. “'ll handle this, dog man. one spritz and they're mouser chow.” he told the dog while not moving his focus from you.

you noticed raph on the corner of your eyes, he jumped up before calling your name, as he distracted them you took out one of yours knife throwing it against the spray can.

it exploded and dogpound and stockman were sprayed, the robot stopping on their tracks to concentrate on their new prays.

the two started to run away, followed by the little robots; they stopped on their tracks, dogpound looking down as april ringtone echoed in the place.

he took the phone in his hands but before he could do anything with it a kinfe hit it, slamming it (and breaking it) against the wall.

“hang it up, dogpound. your call just got dropped.” told him donnie.

more robots came in the way and dog pound and stockman had to escape, fast.

dogpound slammed against the wall, breaking it.

raph and leo came near the three of you and leo smiled at you as he put his katans away.

“nice job, guys.” he praised you.

you felt two hand on you shoulder, you turned your head to look behind you and you found raph’s face inches from yours.

“yeah, from here on out, you're the ‘a minus’ team.” he told you trying to not loose himself in your eyes, maybe that position wasn’t as good as he had thought.

“that's probably the best we're gonna get out of him.” explained donnie making you chuckle.

you moved your focus on him as raph letted you go to play fight with michelangelo, who started to make sound of complains.

they started to walk away and mickey grabbed you by your wrist to make you go with him.

he called your name a couple of times ”help me!” he laughed.

raph looked at you with a fake angry expression and you tried to remian serious.

“yeah, i don’t think i’m gonna do that” you snikered as you tried to escape michelangelo hard hold on your wrist.

-☆彡

your head was on raph’s leg, he played with spike as you were reading a spider-man’s comic.

mickey putted on some music and he danced to it while donnie and leo played on of the games.

your sensei arrived in the living room breaking the comfortable silence.

“i hope you all see that by choosing your own battles poorly, you created your own crisis.”

“yeah, there's definitely some irony there.“ responded donnie, you all listened to the conversation stopping what you were doing to be focused.

“okay, it got a little out of control, but we learned our lesson. and at least we got april's phone back.” while leo talked the redhead came in, looking like she had happeared out of nowhere.

understanding that the newest conversation would’ve been boring you put your arms up again, reassuming your reading.

“i heard ya went out with april” murmured a voice.

“just eat dinner together.” you replayed not even boring to move your eyes from the page.

he acted fast, taking the book from your hand making you groan annoyed.

he looked at you prompting you to talk, you remained down looking up at him.

“you guys like her, i don’t; she’s gonna spend a lot of time here in the lair and i have to stand her at least a little bit” you explained, trying to sound bored.

“so it had nothing to do with trying to distract her from all the chaos in her life?” he asked smugly.

a dry ‘no’ was your only reply and he smiled at your reaction, you tried to get up but before you could he pushed you back down.

you looked to eachother for a second, daring the other to break.

“sorry.” you both said nervously, you looked at one another with a blank expression before a little smile grew on your face.

“we have to stop doing that” you chuckled at him, your voice low, almost a whisper.

“definitely” he replied with the same tone and expression on his face

“but, uh- it’s true” he admitted after a second as he tried to not lock eyes with you.

he was really trying uh? you thought to yourself as you tempered all of his struggle to admit his feelings.

with you it was different, you both knew it, but it still felt nice to see him try just for you.

“it’s okay, i’m sorry too” you confessed “said some mean things and i didn’t meant it” you picked at your nails, it looked like his anxiousness passed on you.

“don’t blame ya, i would’ve done the same” he chuckled.

you smiled at each other a little more, you had forget about the others and you were thankful that you had kept your voice low enough to let only the two of you hear.

“can i have my comic back now?” you teased making him roll his eyes , he out the book back in your hands and you sighed happily before you both went back to your activities.

maybe you did deserved this life.

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a/n:

4978 words

only two weeks distance from the prior chapter!!!

why does it look like your flirting with april, i’m about to cry.

hope u like it like alwaysss

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- sa:)

[plzcallmesa]

DOLONIA ༄ [raph x reader]

[010]: panic in the sewers

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[09/10/11]

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someone out there must have hated you real bad.

that was the only thing in your mind as you tossed around again, trying to sleep.

since that fight with the shredder it looked like your racing thoughts had gotten thousands times worse; you couldn’t sleep more then four hours at night and you were pretty sure you were starting to go crazy.

it all started when one morning you had got up from your bed earlier then usual, you had used your feet to drag you towards the bathroom and you had stopped yourself in front of the sink, still looking down.

you opened the water cupping your hands under it before splashing your face with the cold liquid like every day.

it was your way of ‘really’ waking you up.

you had put your arms in both sides of the sink before tilting your head up to look at yourself in the mirror.

your breath had got caught in your throat as you looked at your reflection.

your pupils weren’t round anymore, they were splitted.

your skin had started to take a greenish color and your face had slowly deformed.

your heart was beating like it had never done before, you almost screamed at the sight of your new face quickly scraping it with your hands.

but after some seconds you slowly put them back down just to realise that everything was normal.

you were still, you.

you had moved your face near the mirror to look at everything, trying to see any difference but nothing.

you had sighed before letting out a little laugh, that sounded more hysterical then happy.

you had took a deep breath before slowly walking out of the little room ready to pretend like nothing had happened.

since that moment you started to have those vision even more, everywhere you went.

some times you looked down at your hands only to see them transforms, you had to move your eyes elsewhere and distract yourself to make it stop.

it kept on happening and you didn’t know what to do to make it stop, it was tiring.

still there were some positive things about those days, for example your leg was completely healed.

the boys had gave you a really bad lecture as soon as you had woken up, telling you all about how you should’ve told them about it and how worried they all were for you.

it was a pain in the arse, but you knew they were right.

after some hugs here and there to make all of them realise that you were all safe donnie had took another look at all of your injuries.

he told you that your leg would’ve healed a lot faster if you didn’t kept on reopening the cut everyday by fighting.

he followed his sentence with an hard glare in your direction that had made you nervously chuckle while looking down ashamed.

the rest was almost all good and now, after all those days, you could say that you were good, except for some livid here and there.

you spent that times taking good care of the turtles, looking at their plastron and their shells everyday to make sure that they were all healing too.

they appreciated it, you had always been the more stressed about the others well being and they were more than happy to help you calm those nerves by making you looking after them.

still it wasn’t enough and that’s way that night you found yourself looking up at the ceiling, again.

you had had some sort of deja vu as your mind took you back to months prior when you were thinking about how different your life could’ve been.

in this period of time your mind changed and you found yourself thinking everyday a little more about how easier it would’ve been if master splinter hadn’t found you.

if he had left you to some one else, to someone human.

and you felt bad asking that to yourself.

so you pretended like everything was fine, until you closed the doors of your room and it was just you and yourself, no one else.

until your mind had nothing that stopped it from breaking you.

-☆彡

you didn’t know that, on that day, someone else was having trouble sleeping.

splinter had just woke up, his erratic breathing echoing in his room, he could feel his deep breaths like they were in his brain.

he looked in front of him not daring to move as he tried to calm himself.

‘it was just a dream’ he repeated again and again in his head.

but to him he looked real, too real.

the way all his sons had fight till the end, protecting one another.

he had watched as they died one after an other, and he couldn’t do anything about it.

but the worst part was when he saw who was killing his children, the shredder.

even in his sleep his enemy found ways to torment him, and this time he had gone deep, too far.

he had took you.

in his dream when splinter had turned around, facing the shredder a shadow could be seen behind him, and you had come out.

you had been covered in blood but he had knew it hadn’t been yours; and when he had watched the shredder put and hand on your shoulder and murmuring something in your ears he had knew that it had been you.

you had killed his sons.

he looked at you slowly walking towards him, your eyes dark and angry.

your warm energy had left completely leaving only darkness and the shredder had took advantage of it,making you take his side.

splinter knew that it was just a dream.

but he felt like there was something telling him that it had some truth behind it, that it wasn’t something made only from his conscious but it was a true possibility.

so he had to prevent it.

that was his exact thought when he decided to stop all of you from going up to the surface.

“where are you going?”

“heading out for our evening patrol.” answered leo.

“there will be no patrol.” responded your sensei really serious.

you and leo looke at him not understanding what was happening.

“last time you fought the shredder, you barely escaped with your lives.” he responded making you cringe at the thought.

“but, sensei, next time, we'll be ready.” said raphael.

your sensei took his sons in his arms, not in the kind way that a father should, but in a way that he couldn’t escape and his wrist was bend to hurt.

raphael’s name came out of your mouth before you could think and you watched in horror as splinter ignored you talking over you.

“yes because you will stay down here until you are ready. no patrol, no games, no rest. there is only training! starting now!“

he let go of your friend pushing him towards you and his brothers, he fall in your arms and you tried your best to hold him up.

he turned around and you all looked at the sensei scared.

“to the dojo!” he screamed making you run to the room in question.

he proceed to make you all train as hard as he could, all night, without stopping.

you felt like if you blinked you would’ve fall asleep and you were sure the only think keeping you up was the stressed face of the other brothers.

they all stand still around you, they looked almost afraid maybe because it was the first time you were training like that.

them against you.

“sensei are you sure this is a good idea-“ the little look you gave in donnie direction as soon as he said those words was full of love and you tried to tell him that it was okay, that there probably was a reason behind all of it.

he grunted moving his head from left to right in a hard but little motion before hearing his sensei talking back with a ‘yes’.

you took a deep breath before they all jumped at you.

you were too tired to fully understand and the only thing that you could remember vividly from the fight was that you lost it.

you were about to leave the dojo, done with all of that.

“where are you going?” he angrily questioned.

“to get some water” you responded unsure.

“no water, you need more training, you all do” he shouted.

“more, sensei?” tried to say mikey from his place down on the ground, you melted at the tiredness in his voice.

“yes, more! there is no intention in your strikes. do it again! we will practice all night if we have to.”

you groaned under your breath, tilting your head down.

“we have been practicing all night.” made him notice donatello.

“pizza” you heard mikey murmur.

you turned around just to see him asleep, he was snoring and everything and it made you smile a little.

the way he could fall asleep everywhere at anytime was almost fascinating.

“wake him up!”

“gladly” said raphael before doing just what his sensei said.

he took mikey by his upper half and with a movement he throw him on the other side, efficiently waking him up.

“the shredder” you heard him scream scared and you crouched near him taking his head in your hand.

you made him look at you in the eyes before kindly smiling hoping to give him comfort.

“it’s okay mikey you were just having a nightmare”

at your voice mikey’s eyes grow big, you were making him feel something that he thought he could never experience.

a type of love different from the kind he was sure could be seen in raphael’s eyes right now.

he was feeling comforted and it made him feel a lot better.

was that what a mother’s love feels like? or was it just your big sister’s instinct acting up?

he didn’t know but it was sure that he loved the way you were holding him, like he would break if you held a little to strong.

you let go of his head just to let him take leo’s hand to get up.

“aren't we all?” asked leo.

right, while for mikey it felt like hours it had been a seconds and you all were still in the dojo begging for a break.

you heard a pained sound from behind you and you turned around just to see raph holding his side and donnie painting slightly.

“sensei, can we rest for a sec?” asked donnie who had just woke his brother from the heart eyes that he was sending in your direction.

“rest?“ questioned master splinter pretending to think about it before angrily raising his voice “the shredder will not rest until you are all dead!”

you felt something click inside you and you were sure if death stare could kill he would have been dead long before.

“sensei, we've been training nonstop for weeks with hardly any sleep. they need a break.” talked leo doing a step to get in front of you, blocking yours sensei from seeing your expression.

“oh, like you don't?” snarky remarked raphael making you connect back with reality.

“that's right, raph. i don't.”

“oh please leo, if i wasn’t half as tired as i am right now i would’ve kicked your ass, something i’ve never done more then twice a month.” you said from between the two brothers.

leo shrugged in response dismissing you with an hand.

“you’re wrong, i don’t need. a break.” he marked the last words looking at raph to make his point.

“ah, well, then, i'll give you one.” replied the red masked turtle.

“oh yeah right, because you definitely aren’t about to fall asleep like mickey did five seconds ago” you talked not moving from your spot while blocking them from one another.

“enough!” shouted your sensei again making you all flinch “if I were the shredder, none of you would be breathing right now. understand?”

then he took in your appearance and the way you were all breathing heavily.

“perhaps a brief rest is in order. we will resume later.” he said and you took both raph and leo by their shell to drag them out of here.

“let’s go boys” you sing-songed with a smirk making donnie and mickey follow right behind you.

you pushed them in the living room before taking the remote from the ground.

you turned on space heroes and you threw the object in your hand against leo almost hitting him in the face.

no, definitely hitting him in the face.

“ouch, [name]! what was that for?” he asked holding his head while looking at the screen.

“to prove my point, you need rest.” you remarked making raph chuckle from his place on the sofa.

he was with one of his arms on the back of the couch, the other down on his stomach, his legs slightly opened as he fully relaxed.

“and don’t think i’m not talking about you too, you hothead” you pointed a finger in his direction and he smirked.

“shut up and come here, you need rest too”

“oh yeah?” you asked slowly walking towards him.

“yeah, we definitely kicked your butt.” he said before opening his arms to make you sit right near him.

“if you say so” you chanted while ignoring his silent request walking right behind the sofa.

“oh i know so-“ he tried to say before you took his head and put a finger under his chin just like splinter had teached you.

he started to make exaggerated pained sound and leo tried to shush him while mikey laughed on the floor and donnie snickered looking at the both of you.

“say it!” you screamed between your laughs.

“al right, all right, we all need rest”

you continued, letting him know you wanted to hear more.

“you were amazing and i was stupid because i sucked” he said starting to laugh himself.

“and….” you teased.

“you are thousand times better than all of us and we should all kneel for you cause you deserve it” he said all in one breath and you finally let him go.

“there you go” you said snickering after kissing his cheek.

you didn’t know why you did that but it came natural, and with time you had learned to trust your instincts.

you jumped over the sofa before sitting right next to him like he had asked you to do before, missing the blush that appeared on his face.

after some times the laughter died down and you looked at donnie as he got up.

you made eye contact and he groaned as he noticed the begging look you were sending him.

“what?” he asked pretending to be mad.

“water please” you begged with puppy eyes.

“alright” he replied before walking in the kitchen.

your request was followed by three ‘me too’ screamed from around you and you chuckled as donnie growled back at them.

“it’s all right dee, no need to get your pants in a twist” teased raphael making you jokingly hit him behind his head.

“shush guys, this episode is epic!” said leo still not moving his eyes from the tv.

“oh really? here i thought you were watching it for the twelfth time just because it sucked ” you said as mickey continued to laugh, the sound filling the room.

a smile was evident in all your faces even on donnie’s while he walked back in, as he had herd everything from the other room.

he gave you the glass keeping the other for himself making all the brothers mad as he had thought only about you and him.

he didn’t sit down, instead going into his lab.

“try to get some rest” you screamed making him fake nod, he didn’t even tourn around, just looking in front of him as he walked towards the door of his lab.

“if you don’t i’ll make the boys point all their hits at you for the rest of the month.”

“yes ma’am” he said nervously stopping himself from doing another step.

you nodded proudly to yourself making him walk faster to his place.

raph gave you a little push on the side and you moved your focus on him, he pointed the item on your side and you took the comic to put it in his hands.

you got up from your place and he looked at you confused as he watched you walk away.

leo finally moved his eyes from the screen only to share one of his famous knowing glance with mikey.

nothing was said as leo continued to look interested at the screen while practicing some moves with his katanas.

you walked back in moment after and you tried your best to keep everything in your hands balanced.

you gave the boys their glass of water, the first was mikey as he was the one sitting more near the kitchen.

the second was leo who didn’t even looked at you, muttering a thanks.

and the last one was raph, after you gave him his glass you put your hand in your shirt.

he looked at you really lost, not knowing what was going on.

seconds after you gave him the answer as you took out spike from under it letting him stay on raphael’s laps.

the noise from the tv was a nice background sound and neither you or raph noticed that mikey had left the three of you alone.

raphael looked at you, you were still up on your feet in front of him and the darkness of your home made the light of the screen even more coloured.

and he swore that you looked beautiful with those coloured light hitting you from the back, you looked almost magical with all those flash.

you smiled softly at him tilting your head questioningly.

he realised he had been staring and he gently moved his head from left to right ‘nothing’ was what he wanted to say, but that movement was enough.

your expression didn’t change as you opened your mouth, your voice low to not disturb the leader in blue that was still in the room.

“i’m gonna check on dee, alright?”

he hummed dismissing you and you walked out leaving him and his brother alone, only one thing on his mind.

was it normal to think your were really, really pretty?

-☆彡

spending time with donnie was refreshing.

he liked to talk a lot about his inventions and you loved hear i’m ramble about whatever was in his genius mind.

even if sometimes could be some really stupid idea.

another thing that you liked about staying alone with him was that he also liked silence, you both did.

you could go from talking for an hour straight to blank silence and you were both comfortable like that, no need to do small talks to keep the awkward silence away, cause it wasn’t awkward it was normal.

that was exactly what had happened that morning, you had went there in his lab and he had started to talk about the last adjustment that he wanted to add to his go-kart.

you set on the chair near his desk, listening to every world he said adding your own thoughts and idea.

but after some time the whole night of training came crushing down on you and when donnie asked for you to pass him some weird scientist thing he found you asleep.

he smiled, he knew that you had fall asleep just for all the tiredness and he took a blanket before walking to put in on you.

he turned around resuming his work humming to himself one of those songs that you had made him obsess over.

you woke up not even an hour after and when you realised what had happened you tried to say your sorry to him, worrying that he had thought that you were too bored to listen to him.

he chuckled at your nervous self calmly explaining how he understood and you remained on the chair keeping the blanket as near as you could.

“did you get some rest?” you asked, sleepiness still evident in your voice.

he nervously chuckled.

“i- i drank some water?” he replied

you replied with a little laugh, finally getting up from his chair.

you put the blanket on the desk before stretching to make sure every part of your body was awake.

you walked towards him, he was laying on the ground down on his shell and his head was all under the go-kart that he was still working on.

you crouched near him just about to ask him something about his project before you heard commotions from the other room.

“‘does mikey bend that way?come here, you!“ you heard a voice shout, followed by some screams that you knew came from michelangelo.

donnie pushed himself out sitting up to look at you with the same confusion.

moments after the three brothers walked in, and none of you dared to ask what happened.

“you're still working on that go-kart?“ questioned raph as he noticed you and his brother near the little car in question.

“it's not a go-kart. it's an all-terrain patrol buggy with detachable sidecars.” explained donnie taking the blueprint from the floor to show it to his brother.

mikey looked at what was happening in front of him.

“dude, hasn't splinter been riding us hard enough? you gotta find a way to relax.” he asked confused.

“we all deal with stress in different ways, mikey.” replied leonardo and you nodded in agreements.

“yeah, and this is how i deal.” said donnie.

“and this is how I deal.” added mikey before throwing a water balloon towards leo only for him to duck down and hit donnie in the face.

some droplets fell on you and for a second you thought you saw them change to a color a little to similar to mutagen.

you shook your head pretending like nothing happened as you continued listening to the conversation.

donnie was currently trying to catch mickey around the lab and as mikey escaped your heard him scream a warning.

“[name], leo, you're next! doctor prank-enstein makes house calls!”

“just try it mickey and you’ll see” you screamed back, following your statements with a laugh as leo rolled his eyes.

-☆彡

“raph, hoko no kamae!” scolded him leo as he tried to made you all train.

you had copied leo’s move with his brothers bringing your hands up in the air but raph didn’t, being already to tired.

“hoko no way.” he replied crossing his arms “it's bad enough splinter's driving us into the ground. now you too?”

“oh my god” you murmured bringing an hand to cover your face as they got in each other faces ready for the talk.

“we have to keep training, because, right now, we don't stand a chance against shredder. “

“yeah, and he's up there somewhere waiting for us! i just freaked myself out!” talked mickey before side hugging you as he became scared.

you patted his head keeping him close.

“i hate to say it, but the fact that we've been laying low might be the only reason we're still alive.” added his point donnie making you nod in agreement.

you remembered too well how it ended the last time and the scar on your tight helped you with that.

the boys all gave you a side glance still worried about your well being.

“exactly, so until we're ready, we stay down here.”

“unfortunately, that's not an option.” suddenly april’s voice could be heard in the room and you turned in her direction.

she had a worried look on your face and you understood the seriousness of the situation.

“i’ll go get splinter.” was the only thing you said before you all found yourself in the living room.

you could hear the voices of the foot clan through april’s phone and you all quietly listened to it.

“we're meeting shredder tonight. he's got a plan to destroy the turtles.”

“how? he doesn't even know where they are.”

“he says they're in the sewers somewhere, and that's all he needs to know to wipe them out.”

if mickey was scared before you could only imagine how scared he was now and you took his head in your hand making him lay it on your shoulder as your heart beated faster and faster.

“our home is no longer safe. the shredder must be stopped.” suddenly said master splinter.

mikey went out of your grasp and you ignored it looking at the others.

“how can we stop a plan we don't even know?” asked leo before making esplode the water balloon in mickey’s hand.

“we have to go topside, and find out what they're planning.” said raphael and you could see the determination in his eyes making your fast heart beat relax a bit, if anything happened you knew you had your family to protect you.

and maybe a kunoichi.

“raph's right. there's no other way.”

“then what are we waiting for?“ you smirked looking at leo and they all nodded, ready for the fight.

-☆彡

going to shredder’s hide out was easy, so hiding in the corner was a full yes from the turtles even if your gut was telling you no for the thousandth time.

‘why couldn’t they shut up?’ you thought as you pushed mickey in front of you to let him walk.

“donnie, you're crowding me.“ said raphael and only then you realised how close you were.

you heard donnie mutter a ‘sorry’ and without looking behind you to see them you tried to do a step forward afraid of annoying raphael too.

you felt two hand on your sides that made you jump a little, they were up your waist to not gave you any sense of discomfort.

you gave a look to raphael from up your shoulder and he looked right into your eyes.

“you can” he murmured before you both looked at the little distance between you two.

raphael’s cheeck took a red tint but you missed it as you let out a nervous laugh moving your focus on the front.

you watched mickey jump to the side at a little sound and you put an hand on his shoulder as everyone looked at him.

“sorry, all that splinter talk about how we're not ready has me thinking maybe we're in over our heads.” he talked while fully turning towards you.

“you're always in over your head.” replied raph trying to calm down his brothers nerves as best as he could.

“i’m saying now we all are! and that scares me.” replied michelangelo.

“it's okay to be scared, mikey. raph is scared, too.” leo’s voice was soothing and lovely and you admired him as he took care of his brother’s fear.

“i am not scared.” replied raph after giving you a side glance, he walked on the front near leonardo and you watched as a smirk became more evident on the leader’s face.

he touched raph behind his head and you chuckled as he let out a high pitched scream.

what none of you thought about was that a ninja needs to be sneaky, your chaos had caught the attenion of the new mutant and he walked around the corner with an intimidating walk.

“you should be.” he said making you all jump scared. “look what i found. four soon-to-be-ex-turtles.” he laughed menacingly.

“they always forget about me” you murmured still petrified.

“i would be happy if i were you, cause now i'm sure glad it's okay to be scared.“ added mickey.

“you and me both.” replied donnie.

“this is no time to panic. okay, maybe a little.” you heard leo say as you kept your eyes on the dog-like silhouette in front of you.

“he keeps getting taller!” added mickey.

“then we'll cut him down to size.” said leo before jumping trying to fight against the dog, you followed after him with the sword in your hand.

but after some seconds you both had to go back near the turtles, bradford still up in his feet.

“uh, let's stick together on this one.” talked leonardo.

“definitely” you agreed.

you couldn’t tell if you had fought for seconds or hours but sooner or later you were all on the ground again bradford still without a scratch.

”this is hopeless.” donnie’s voice was desperated and your heart broke a little at the sound of that.

“keep your head in the game.” replied leo, you could tell he was scared to but he had to be strong for you and his brothers.

you quickly went out of the way with a yelp when you saw bradford’s fist in the corner of your eyes.

“i just want to keep my head on my body.” said sarcastically donatello.

“come on, what are we retreating for?” asked raphael before launching himself towards the ‘dog’, seconds after he was in the dumpster “that's a good reason”.

“mikey, smoke!” talked leo asking his brother for a quick escape.

you kept your eyes in front of you focusing on the fight and that was enough to keep you safe.

until an hand caught your wrist and the purple fog appeared from the egg just in time to save you all.

-☆彡

it felt pointless to say that you were all ashamed, you had sucked.

you could tell leo was in the worst shape as he felt like a failure to the whole team, a lot of bad thoughts in his mind as he looked around at everyone’s sad face.

you walked towards them and they all looked at you from their place on the couch.

“it’s okay” you gently murmured, your voice felt like honey to raph hears as he kept an hand on leo’s shoulder.

“no it’s not” angrily replied leo.

splinter and april followed your path at the sound of that and everyone was looking at him as he continued

“we couldn't take him.”

“dogpound was just too powerful.” mickey’s expression hold sadness something you had hoped you would’ve never saw again.

“dogpound?” you and leo asked together, a little smirk on your face as you had hoped that this would’ve helped change michelangelo’s mind.

“what? 'cause he's a dog, and he pounded us into the-“ you smile faded as you looked at his still sad face.

“we get it.” sternly replied leo before you shoved him on the side, his focus moved from his brother to you and he looked at you with confusion for only a second before realising and replying with a little nod.

“i don't see how we're gonna get close to that meeting now.”

at leo’s words his three brothers looked down to their feet, shame feeling them.

april didn’t understand, you had always been there ready to fight.

you and the turtles had always made it clear that you would‘ve all followed each other everywhere and now you were gonna gave up like that?

why? just because a dog kicked your shell? no, she couldn’t let you be like this

she looked right into your eyes and for a second she had doubts about her actions, you looked so…tired.

she looked around, looking again at the brothers and she noticed that they where all like this.

when was the last time you all got a good night of sleep?

a look of determination came to her face, a look that you noticed in a second.

looking at each other thousands of words were said and you nodded back to one another both ready as donnie finished saying his little comment.

“-this time of the year.”

“we’re not letting you guys give up.” she said.

mickey looked at her with confusion “we?” he asked, not sure about the redhead’s phrase.

“we” you repeated doing a step near her, head up trying to convince yourself that you could do this.

raph thought that he should’ve been confused about this duo that you created but if there was something he learned about you in all those years was that the safety of everyone was more important than anything to you.

and he knew that deep down you cared about april, even if you had a lot of hatred towards each other.

“we’ll spy on the meeting.” you added.

raph’s head shot up at that, what did you just said?

“no way!“ he said with a tone that made it sound a little too much like an order.

“nuh-uh.” said mickey

“you can't.” leo.

“forget it.” donnie.

“absolutely not!” splinter voice was the only one you didn’t expect, he had been silent the whole time but the thought of putting both of you in danger was to much.

and maybe it was also because in his mind the dream was still vivid and the shredder having you as his sidekick wasn’t something he wanted to be real.

“i can do this. you've been training me to be a kunoichi, like [name]” april’s tone was defensive but some times she knew how to use her voice, you had to give her that.

“for a few weeks.”

“what choice do we have? shredder's gonna attack your home, and we need to find out how, and me and [name] are the only one who can do it.”

she looked right into your sensei eyes and you copied her slightly angry expression from behind her shoulder.

you needed to save you home, at every cost.

-☆彡

“so you already did this?” you asked to the girl on your right turning your head slightly in her direction.

it was dark outside and it looked like one of those short days in winter were in the late afternoon is already to dark for it to be called a ‘day’, not that you had ever really experienced that.

you had tried to cover yourself as much as possible and you had almost chuckled at the redhead’s expression when she realised that you were dressed almost the same.

the walk to the enemies’ lair was silent and slow as the turtles had to make sure that your path was clear.

you liked the silence, you really did.

but sometimes you felt like it was crushing you down and you actually didn’t care if april wanted it or not.

so you asked that question to make it look like you were trying to break the ice, when in reality you just wanted to leave the thoughts in your mind behind.

“yes, it was pretty easy actually” she replied smugly, after all this time if she hadn’t been putting all herself into making donnie go crazy you would’ve actually liked her.

you liked how she tried to keep her head up against you, but you liked more that you always won those arguments.

“obviously, if it was hard you wouldn’t have succeeded.” you teased with a smirk.

she sent a glare your way but you knew that she didn’t meant it, she was starting to warm up to you.

“did you asked me that just to insult me?” her tone was accusatory and she looked towards you as you both continued to walk, a little slowly but never stopping.

“maybe yes, maybe no” you sing songed, eyes in front you only moving them to look at her with the corner of your eyes.

silence came over again and you wanted to ask other questions to keep your mind at bait, but she was faster.

“so what’s the deal between you and raph?”

you weren’t expecting that, not in even in the slightest.

for a second you felt your body stop, but you realised quickly that it was only in your mind.

“god, why everyone’s asking me that” you murmured under your breath looking down at your feet.

she made a confused sound asking you to repeat yourself.

you moved your head from left to right.

“what do you mean?” your eyes looked back at her and she noticed how the light of the street made the bags under your eyes even more evident.

“i mean, why aren’t you two together?”

alright, what the fuck?

“‘cause we’re just friends?” you responded as it was obvious, trying to make the girl see the truth.

“uh, or maybe you’re just stupid?” teasing was evident in her voice but it felt more like she was telling you scientific proof than a stupid comment.

“careful carrot, you were talking to me not yourself.” you replied sternly making her shut up, was she scared of you?

you hoped not, you didn’t want her to fear you.

“we’re here” she said, and you mentally thanked the universe for putting a stop to that conversation.

she took the pizza box out of her backpack leaving you a little confused before putting a smile on her face and knocking on the door.

as soon as the door opened your face held a smile too.

“hey, did somebody here order a totally delicious pizza?” asked the girl before she found herself talking to the wood.

“looks like the foot clan are smarter than the purple dragons.”

“did you got this thanks to the door that they closed on your face?” your smirk hirritated her and you watched as she grunted before she ran in the alley behind waiting for you to took out your t-phone.

‘leo-der’ could be read on the screen and you smiled as you remembered him scolding you for giving him a ‘shitty nickname’.

he answered immediately and a picture of him looking at the camera could be seen, your middle finger between the phone and his face that held a blank expression.

“thanks, you did your best” was the only thing he said after you had explained the situation.

“at least we've still got the pizza.” you heard mickey’s voice in the distance making you smile.

“oh, we’re not done yet.” you said making her nod back.

“that’s right” she added before you turned off the call.

april went to throw the pizza in a dumpster but before she could’ve do anything you stopped her in her tracks taking it and putting it in your backpack.

you turned around giving a thumbs up towards the roof you knew the turtles were hiding, hoping that mickey had seen you.

you and april walked in front of a door and she knocked again.

you pretended to be bored, picking at your nails as the red head talked.

“sir, we’re with the firefighters association, local 94. we've received reports of some faulty wiring in this building, so mind if I have a look. see?”

you rolled your eyes walking near the girl as you knew her long speech wasn’t gonna get you inside.

“well, i don't think-“ started to say the man.

only for it to be stopped by a “thanks” coming from you, a innocent smile on your face as you ran inside.

meanwhile on the roof donnie fantasised about his friend “she’s so cool” he said.

raph knew he was talking about april but he couldn’t help but agree, the only difference was that he had you in his mind.

“yeah, don’t you think so raph?” teased michelangelo reading right trough his brother’s mind.

“shut it” was his only grunted response.

meanwhile you and april got to the roof thanks to the fire escape, you were right near the shredder’s lair but you had to jump.

you jumped easily without thinking twice (all those night of patrol had really helped you with that), and you turned around waiting for the girl.

you watched as she looked down and fear became clear in her eyes.

“come on, you never look down it’s the first rule” you commented trying to make her mind distract from the height.

she took a deep breath before jumping right near you, she put her hands up to try and balance herself but before you could do anything she fell.

your eyes widened and you throw yourself to the side of the roof, your hands finding april’s wrists.

she looked down again, a cat meowing towards her.

“first. rule.” you repeated between grunt as you helped her up.

when you finally got her up to her feet you made sure she felt safe before starting to walk, looking in front of you to make sure you didn’t copied her action.

you didn’t go inside opting to keep watch out to protect her and the turtles.

she came out later exxplaining to you how shredder wanted to put a powerfull acid to destroy everything and you could just hope that the brothers had heard more then you.

running down the fire escape was easier then you thought and you waited for april before looking around.

you hided yourself and her behind the corner when you saw bradford walking by and she dialled the number on her phone, talking with leo as the foot clan prepared to ran away.

“we’re gonna hitch a ride, see where they go.” she started to say only to be interrupted by leo.

“no, you've done enough. now get out of there!“ he responded looking at the both of you from his spot, he noticed how bradford stopped in his track and he turned around ready to attack.

“bradford heard you! [name]! april! run!” screamed leonardo, you took out your sword getting in front of the girl.

“uh- good boy?” you tried nervously before bradford moved one hand up ready to strike.

you put your sword up in the air, successfully blocking his hand from hurting either of you.

he growled before moving his hand away.

at that, a smart person would’ve thought about how they couldn’t have stopped him hours before, when they were all together.

and so now that they were alone against him, attacks would’ve never been a good tactic; defend would’ve been the best option, at least for buying some times for the others to come and help them.

but maybe because everything was happening so fast, or maybe because you were a little afraid, you jumped right at him.

not thinking twice, not thinking at all.

maybe you did last some hits, but after some moments you were blocked in his hand, struggling.

you tried to bite him, but it didn’t do much as her teeth weren’t enough to do anything on his skin.

he took april too and before you knew it you were throw in the car.

you were both tied up to stop you from moving, a cloth was placed on your mouths to assure that you wouldn’t say or scream anything.

april was on the front, near the purple dragons’s leader.

and you were on the back, with two ninjas of the foot clan.

when you were throw there you heard bradford comment something like ‘she fights hard, best to keep her supervised’ and you had to admit that your pride was happy.

the trip wasn’t a comfortable one, not even in the slightest.

your hands were working hard behind your back, you tried to take one of your knifes from the side before realising they had took them.

you rubbed your head on your shoulder to move the cloth on your mouth out of the way.

“you know guys, black and red is basic you should change” you commented sarcastically catching the attention of the two ninjas.

they looked at each other confused before looking back at you not really doing anything.

“also you kinda suck-“ you started before stopping yourself “no, you definitely suck, like a lot”

they didn’t say anything to you but you could feel the tensione increase and you smirked as your plan was put to life.

“i mean, not only you dress like a basic ass ninjas from a kid’s drawing, but you also can’t fight against four turtles and a girl” you laughed, really really laughed.

“how stupid can you be to be like that, you seriously need to work on your whole self because everything about you is shit-“ you almost didn’t have time to finish your sentence as one of the ninjas took you from the end of your shirt, bringing you up in your feet, face to face with him.

your smirk was evident now but they kept on not saying anything, not that it actually mattered.

you tilted your head to the side and he copied your movements, you chuckled before gaston bringing your head against his and knocking him out.

you took the knife from his side as you kept his body against yours, your legs slightly opened to keep you balanced.

you saw his ‘friend’ ready to strike and with your upper half you throw his body against him, you turned the knife in your hand cutting the ropes while he pushed the body away.

you rubbed one hand under your nose as you felt the blood start to drop down.

you rolled the knife in your hand one more time ad he jumped at you, you moved out of the way cutting his side.

he didn’t made a sound but you didn’t really had time to thought about it as he rejumped at you.

he blocked some of your hits, but yo

suddenly the van stopped and you found yourself almost losing your balance, he took this opportunity to hit you on your stomach and you doubled over.

you got up again as he was about to it you and you kicked him right back, your feet connecting with his stomach as you throw him against the back doors.

making his body open it.

“basic ass ninjas” you chuckled as you jumped out, smiling happy for your victory.

you heard someone scream your name and you looked up to see donnie and raph run towards you.

you smiled as donnie hugged you, you looked at raphael from up his shoulder and you looked at each other with happiness in your eyes.

“april” you murmured, donnie turned around running towards the front doors before one of those was opened knocking the purple dragon down.

april jumped out and you heard her talk to donnie as he freed her wrists.

you and raphael remained behind, you hugged each other and he put his head against your neck.

“i hate ya” he murmured against your skin and you chuckled as your eyes began to watered.

another day to add to your list of near death experiences.

“missed you too” you replayed before he moved his whole body away from you.

“did ya kicked those foot?” he said tilting his head towards the two bodies.

“those basic kid’s ninjas’ drawing” you grounded under your breath making raph laugh.

“what?” he asked getting only a ‘nothing’ in replay.

“wait, where are leo and mickey?”

-☆彡

you ran between the building, raph and donnie on both your sides.

you followed the smell of burn and you finaly met the others two.

mickey throw himself at you and you opened your arms to welcome him; you heard him mutter some thanks.

he had been really afraid.

“why are you always in danger?” he asked making you let out a sad chuckle.

he and leo changed positions as mickey letted you go to hug his brothers.

leo looked into your eyes and he took a little breath before opening his mouth to say something, you talked over him stopping him.

“you were great”

“i was late and you weren’t even there” he talked back.

“if you were really late i wouldn’t be here” you replayed before crushing him wuth your arms.

you looked uo behind his shoulder only to see michelangelo looking at you, you oushedleo a little beore grabbing mickey’s wrist to block him in the hug.

he did the same to his brothers and in a second you were all in a big hug.

and in that moment you felt like you were all together, like you really were a big family.

and when you finally returned home to tell splinter everything you started to feel some piece finally connect.

your sensei apologised to you for tiring you out and making everything worse; you smiled at himwhile mickey divoured pizza and donnie worked on rebuilding his gokart.

raphael feeling like he couldn’t keep his eyes away from you.

but even in that happy moment only a question was in your mind.

‘how long is this peace gonna last?’

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[09/10/11]

a/n:

words 8100!!!!

okay this is definitely too much.

after a whole month i’m back so i feel like it’s okay that is this long??

anyway i should probably start to contain myself, but don’t think i can.

i love writing little episodes between one or more turtles and the reader, they’re so cute.

this time donnie had my heart and i don’t know why.

hope this it’s good.

thank you for your time <33

- sa :)

[plzcallmesa]

DOLONIA ༄ [raph x reader]

[009]: the gauntlet

masterlist

[08/09/10]

tw: swearing? blood??

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the cut in your leg had started to heal but it was deeper than you thought; after some days you still had a slightly open injury.

that’s why during training you tried to do less attacks and more defensive trick.

you still hadn’t told anything to the others, not wanting to make them put you in the sidelines with everything that was happening up in the surface.

god why where you always so useless? always the one that ends up hurt. always the one that’s a burden.

you shook your head to not get lost in your thoughts.

you were watching raph and leo do some more training, they had asked you if you wanted to fight with them but you had declined getting some confused glance thrown in your way.

still you set down near the wall, your pen and notebook in your hands as you hoped to get out of your art block.

you didn’t.

you were getting really mad over this, ever since you had gone out to the surface you hadn’t done a single drawing and it was making you crazy.

not for the drawing alone but for the fact that your millions of thoughts were blocking you even in something as simple as this.

luckily donnie came into the room stopping the brothers’ training and your millions of questions.

he found you set in a corner and he gave his brothers a look that you didn’t quite catch, they did a conversation with their eyes something along the lines of

‘why isn’t she training with you?’

‘she didn’t want to’

‘why?’

‘we don’t know but she’s acting real strange’

‘so i’m not the only one that think so, interesti-‘

“alright guys will you stop this ‘brothers telepathy’ thank you?” your voice interrupted their conversation.

leo and raph turned around to find you up in your feet with crossed arms.

you tilted your head as nobody dared to say anything and you rolled your eyes before opening your mouth.

“dee, did you needed something? what are you doing here?”

the realisation hit him and a smile came to his face at the idea of showing you his new creation.

“oh yeah, right! check it out, we are about to take our ninjutsu to a whole new level.”

“cool.” commented leo.

“last night, i figured out how to make ninja smoke bombs!” he screamed before showing you, he threw an egg to the floor and a purple smoke appeared before the same cloud appeared behind you with him in it.

“that’s so crazy” you murmured speechless.

leo nodded with you while saying a ‘wow’ to compliment his brother.

“-now, to make 'em, i carefully drill two holes in an eggshell without cracking it, slowly blow out the contents, wait for the inside to dry, then pour in flash powder and seal both holes with wax.” explained donatello only to be interrupted by you and raphael.

“blah, blah, science, blah.”

“we don’t care”

“do it again!” you both said together excitement filling you over.

“what I'm trying to tell you guys is, they take a long time to make, so use them sparingly.” he responded.

“i'm making breakfast! who wants omelets?” asked mickey as he walked into the room.

“omelets? mikey, don't!”tried to warn him donnie only for the explosion to stop him.

“uh, I think that was a rotten egg.” said michelangelo not understanding, leo laughed side hugging you and raphael’s necks you smiled at his show of love hugging him back.

“those aren't eggs, mikey. they're ninja smoke bombs.”

realisation hit mickey like a train and if you thought that you were excited mickey was getting crazy.

“shut up!” he said before starting to use the bombs to move around the dojo.

“this” an explosion and he appeared under the three.

“is the best day” another.

“of my life!”

“mikey, stop!” screamed donatello trying to stop his brothers from refining his hard work.

he used a last one making donnie face palm before appearing behind him to hug him and thank him.

“i love you, man. seriously.”

you smiled at them and michelangelo made eye contact with you only to get excited again.

“[name] did you see that? now ours dream can come true” he used another smoke bomb to appear near you and squishing you in a hug.

you suffocated for a second before squishing him back to reciprocate the love and excitement.

“anybody knows what they’re talking about?” asked donatello watching you hug each other with big smiles.

“nop”

“uh hu”

said the two brothers together.

a scream caught your attention making you and mickey break from the hug, and ran out of the room.

you found yourself look at a scared april, she set on the sofa after alarming all of you.

“you'll never believe what happened to me.”

“all right, april, calm down.are you okay?” questioned donnie as he saw in what condition she was.

she didn’t answer to his question, to focused on the thoughts in her mind.

“i am being hunted by a giant pigeon!” she said grabbing hold of donnie’s arm

yours and raph’s laughs could be heard echoing in the lair, that’s what she was so scared about?

a pigeon.

you slapped an hand in raph’s shoulder as he tilted his upper body before you both noticed the other’s faces.

you quickly put yourselves back in your position, you pretended to pick your nails like nothing had happened.

“we can't be the only one who finds that funny.”

“it's not funny, guys. there's a creature out there trying to hurt my april.”

the red head sent donatello a glare that made him realised and he quickly tried to cover his mistake.

“our april. april.”

“this is serious. i'd better get splinter.”said michelangelo only wanting an excuse to use the new gadget.

“we don't really need-“ tried to stop him leo while you chuckled only for the explosion to happen in the middle of the living room.

he apperead seconds later with his dad near him.

“michelangelo said you wanted to see me” he said making it sound more like a question.

“april is getting hunted” you explained before making your body fall on the sofa, partly because you wanted to end this conversation and partly because your leg was killing you.

everyone followed you making april sit at the center to gave her a sense of comfort.

raph took a comic from the floor before sitting right next to you, shoulder touching.

“do you maybe- i don’t know, want to talk about it?” asked donatello slightly embarrassed.

she nodded and you put your focus on her as she explained everything in details.

“his talons were razor sharp. he would have torn me to pieces if he hadn't slammed into the glass.”

you and raph started to laugh but as soon as everyone turned around with scowls in your direction you both shut up.

“really? just us?” he questioned while you pretended to be too into the comic to care.

“raphael! [name]! clearly april is upset.” scolded you master splinter.

“yeah, guys, that's so insensitive. do you need a tissue?” mickey talked and you knew he only wanted to use donnie’s new creation.

you hided your hand behind april’s head as you asked him for an high three.

“i think i'm okay.” she responded while michelangelo made your hands collide.

“i'll get you a tissue.” he said before throwing an egg to the floor, after a second he appeared again, in different place.

raph watched everything while focusing on donnie knowing that he would’ve stopped in soon; and , too be more comfortable, he moved his arm behind your neck.

“we don't have any tissues. can I make you some soup?” mickey said before getting his hand up ready to strike again.

“stop it!” screamed dontello as he took the smoke bomb from mickey’s hand.

“don't worry, april, we won't let anything happen to you.” he continued.

you tilted your head in doubt as too say that you weren’t so sure of that, making raph quite chuckle near you.

“donnie's right.” greeted leo after watching your expression “we're gonna set a trap for this pigeon-man and make sure he never bothers you again.”

“well, i know what we can use as bait.” donnie immediately made eye contact with you and you smirked as you had a little ‘mind talk’.

“oh yeah” you murmured.

“bread crumbs! pigeons eat bread crumbs.” michelangelo didn’t get your hint proposing his own idea and you looked back at donnie to prompt him to say it.

“i meant april.”

“you're gonna let him eat april? what the hell? i thought you liked her!” dramatically replied mickey putting himself in front of the girl to ‘protect’ her.

“yeah!” was the only thing she said.

“don't sweat it. we've got your back.” tried to reassure her donatello while you walked near her.

“yeah sweetheart, we’ve got you” you patted her shoulder after fake pouting in her direction.

“all right, mighty mutants, let's do this.” suddenly talked leonardo trying to use a catchphrase.

“my god leo you’re desperate” you commented with a smirk.

“[name]’s right ‘mighty mutants’? what, ‘dancing dorks’ was already taken?” sassed raphael crossing his arms stopping on your right while leonardo rolled his eyes at both of yours comments.

still you all followed leo towards the stars and where about to go out until your sensei words stopped you.

“wait! we do not yet know what you are facing. perhaps you should study your enemy before confronting him.”

and you almost had to stop your jaw from falling cause what was he even saying, you had fought everything there was no way a bird would stop you, mostly not now.

“with all due respect, sensei, it's a pigeon.” talked leo making you nod with him.

“i have to agree, sorry sensei.”

“what you know is dangerous to your enemy. what you think you know is dangerous to you. i fear you are all becoming overconfident.” he replied after nodding in understanding in your direction.

“sensei, in the past few months, we've taken down giant spiders, plant creatures, alien robots, and an army of ninjas. maybe we're not overconfident. maybe we're just that good.” he replied speaking your thoughts again.

“that’s why he’s the leader” you murmured in mickey’s hear still looking in front of you like nothing was going on.

he nodded agreeing with you as he kept his focus on the front before you both ran out as you realised that the others had left you behind.

-☆彡

april wasn’t a good bait.

that was the only thing in your mind as you heard her try to act like one while you were squished against raph’s chest.

the boys had insisted on putting you guys in the same hideout for some reason that they didn’t want to explain, but it wasn’t that the reason for your sighing in exasperation, it was quite the opposite.

was it possible that this girl was good only at getting on your nerves? probably.

“ya know if ya didn’t want to be here with me ya could’ve just say so” chuckled raphael as he took in your stressed expression.

even if there was almost no light in the dumpster he knew all your habit a bit too well and he knew how your body worked.

he only had to observe your shoulder get stiff, and he already knew.

but he had to admit that your clenched jaw and your eyes rolling every time the redhead would said a word was a pretty good clue too.

you moved your eyes from the little opening to him and you breath out a little air realising you were exaggerating quite a bit.

“it’s not you raphie, it’s just” you looked around not wanting to admit it, you didn’t want to let the brothers knew you and the girl had still something going on.

while all of this was happening in your mind raphael’s heart had started to beat a little more fast at the use of the ‘secret’ nickname, it was one of those things that you reserved only for him that for some weird reason made him feel all tingly on the inside.

he looked at you with big eyes prompting you to finish the sentence while you continued to avoid blocking your eyes on his.

but after you accidentally made eye contact it was over, you felt the word try to push itself out of your mouth and you couldn’t contain it.

“her?” you continued making it sound a lot like a question.

he hummed in understanding before using one hand to play with the end of your shirt.

“got it” was the only thing he said and it was enough to left you speechless.

he knew that it wasn’t over between you and her, of course he had always knew, he was you best friend how could you have been so stupid?

he smirked to you as he realised everything that was going on in your mind and you playfully shoved him away making the both of you chuckle.

“you know if we weren’t in a dumpster this would’ve been quite nice” you confessed looking at him right in the eyes.

“yeah, but we are in a dumpster” he replied bringing your focus on the ‘are’.

“yeah” you replied before your smile grew even more “but it’s still kinda nice”

the dark blocked partially both of your views and you both missed the embarrassed expression on each other faces.

but you both felt your own body get a little more hot and before one of you could even think to add something more you heard leo scream.

“now!”

you jumped on the pigeon pushing him down on the road with all your force.

“okay, okay, uncle! jeez louise.” he said as he made you all get up, only raph being the one holding him down.

“and you said I wasn't good bait.” smirked april to donnie trying to sound smooth.

“cause you weren’t?” you replied smirking not looking up to her.

you knew she was about to say something but leo was always there, ready to have your back and stop the situation before you would’ve want to break the girl like a stick.

“okay, start talking, pigeon-man.” he said.

“i have a name.” he talked back making you put an hand to push his head down on the road again.

“yeah, we just don't care what it is.” talked raphael distracting you for a second, as you took in his figure.

“exactly, or we would’ve asked, don’t you think?” you fake pouted using a tone like you were talking to a child.

“it's pete.” said the pigeon irritated.

“why were you trying to hurt april, pete?” asked leonardo and you had to fight the urge to say something along the lines of ‘who wouldn’t?”

“i didn't wanna hurt her. i was just bringing her a message. from her father.” he replied making you chuckle as you already knew what april would’ve said next.

“ding-ding-ding we’ve got ourself a winner” you said sarcastically.

“let him up.” said the girl, shocked. not even caring about your little comment.

“we were both guests of the kraang. they poured some ooze on me and turned me into this.” explained the pigeon making you grimace at the thought.

“oh, that must have been horrible. being turned into a pigeon.”

“actually, I started out as a pigeon.” he talked back making you smirk.

“told you the bread crumbs would have worked.” said mickey as you put your arm around his neck before bringing his head towards you.

“oh yeah, you did!”

“you've got bread crumbs?” interrupted you the pigeon grabbing mickey from your arms.

“um, my father?”

“oh, right.”

after he let the turtle fall on the ground pete the pigeon took a phone in his hand to give it to april, not adding anything else.

from your spot you walked near the girl to look at the screen and for a second you stopped as you saw the imagine of her father.

“something terrible is about to happen. and I don't know what, but it's extremely important that you get out of this city as soon as you can. save yourself. remember, i love you.” said kirby from the other said of the phone, you were almost totally sure that it was recorded but the girl didn’t seem to care as she replied anyway, blinded by the news.

“i love you too, daddy.” she said while she hugged the mobile to her chest.

“do you have any idea what he's talking about?” asked leo to pete.

“i'm just the messenger.” he replied.

“we have got to get you out of the city.” suddenly donnie was ready to got april out of the city, no question asked.

“i'm not going anywhere without my dad.” she replied and you had to agree with her, if splinter was at kirby’s place you would’ve do the same: try and do everything to save him.

“but you heard him, something terrible is gonna happen.” responded donnie still wanting to take the girl to safety.

“then we'd better hurry.” you didn’t know why but in that moment, you had a feeling of saying just that.

you tilted your head looking at april as she sent you a confused look before smiling as a thanks, and in your mind you could’ve imagine a little blue butterfly up in the air telling you that the redhead will remember this.

“can you tell us where the kraang are holding him?” asked leo.

“i can, but it's gonna cost you a lot of bread.” replied pete.

“we're talking about actual bread, right?” responded leonardo a little confused making you chuckle.

“yeah. sourdough.”

“done.”

suddenly mickey you ran past you grabbing your arm before throwing a smoke bomb down on the street making you all disappear in the dark of the night.

“let's roll!”

you made april stop at the market down the street to buy a lot of breed before getting pete to take you to the place.

when you arrived he quickly said his goodbye before flying off leaving you alone.

donnie started to work on looking at the inside and while they were all concentrated on that you hided behind an aerial to take a look at your leg.

you put your knife under the bandage pushing up to see the inside; for the first time it didn’t make your gag reflex go crazy and you smiled at that.

it still wasn’t fully regenerate but it was healing pretty fast.

you put everything back in pieces before walking back to the others pretending like nothing was happening.

you missed the look raphael gave you as he noticed you came in from that corner, he could’ve swear that you were right near him before.

“let's do this.” you heard the girl call only to be stopped by leonardo’s arm.

“we need you to wait here, april.”

“are you crazy?” she replied going against his want “my dad's in there.”

“along with who knows how many kraang. this requires stealth and mobility. leave it to the pros.”

if it was a normal day you would’ve throw some nasty comment here and there but it was her dad that you were talking about; it was serious, really serious; so you bit your tongue to stop yourself from saying anything.

“i can't just do nothing.” continued the girl still talking back.

“you won't be doing nothing. we need you to lower this rope when we give you the signal.” he said taking the rope from his brother’s hands.

only then you realised that raph had been holding that object the whole time, too busy with the thoughts in your mind to fully realise whatever was happening around you.

you were not fully focused, and if you were not focused how could you escape a place full of kraang, saving a person too?

“ehy [name] wanna do a superhero landing?” michelangelo’s voice brought your mind back on the roof and you smiled after realising his question.

“sure mickey” you responded before jumping down the tube.

you touched the ground in the classic superhero landing , as you and mickey liked to call it, you took a quick look around you before rolling near donatello.

“are you okay?” questioned donnie.

“yeah, just a lot in my mind right now” you breathed out , a noise made you stick your head out of the hide out and you find a kraang about to jump at mickey.

you quickly took your knife ready to throw it before ralph’s body fall on it bringing it down.

you all got up and went out of the room trying to look as less suspicious as you could leo was on the front and you were right behind him following his every order.

you succeeded on arriving at the ‘control board’ or at least what you thought it was since everything looked really alien-ish.

“donnie, hack into the system and see if you can find out about the kraangs' plot. [name], raph, you're with me. mikey, stay with donnie.” leo called order here and there not stopping once and you admired him as you realised how well he was starting to fit into his role.

“why do I always get stuck with mikey?” started donatello.

you heard mickey made a sound of prores from near you and you huffed at all of them before talking.

“do we have to do this right now?”

“i don't want him. and i'm in charge.”leader or not his attitude never changed.

you smacked him behind his head after his comment and after hearing mickey’s complain once again.

“well, then make raph take mikey.” responded donatello.

“over my dead body.” said raphael making you drag the line.

“i suggest you both shut up before i make you” you talked back dragging your hand over your face while you took count of the time passing.

“you know, i'm starting to think nobody wants to be with me. fine, I'll just go off on my own.” michelangelo took a smoke bomb out before throwing it on the floor trying to do an escape only to make a sound behind you “that's a closet.” he finished after getting out of the door.

raph took your hand dragging you out while you waved at mickey and donnie from behind his back.

“have fun, you two.” and that was the last thing raphael said before the door closed.

you tiptoed around the kraangs’ lair looking for april’s dad and after some dead ends and some kraang that you had to put k.o. you finally found him.

leo started to find some ways to open the door while you and raph looked out for any kraang.

kirby asked some information about his daughter from inside his cell and you tried to sound as neutral as possible for the turtle’s sakes.

kirby got on a little chat with leo and you and raph listened from your place near the door sometimes even adding your answers.

“so you’re the turtles that saved my daughter?” he asked.

“thank you for noticing me” you sassed making him chuckle.

“i’m sorry it’s just-“ he started trying to justify himself but you moved an hand in the air as to move him away.

“it’s okay a lots of..” you stopped, not really knowing how ti addressing it “people” you added making it sound like a question “do that.”

“so are you like their mother or…?” he asked starting ti sound more fascinated and you quickly took a mental note of how fast his scientist side could took over.

“what? no!” you all hushed together.

“oh sorry it’s just that seeing you as his girlfriend was a little strange ti imagine” he said moving his eyes from you to the turtle near you, raphael.

“wha-oh no no, i’m their best friend i live with them” you explained with a smile not understanding why your heart started to beat a little faster while your body hotted.

you were looking directly in the scientist’s eyes missing the eye roll from leo and the shade of red on raph’s skin; in his mind the same questions that were in yours.

“she’s family” addressed lei sticking his tongue out ti concentrate a little more making you smile.

after that except for some little question comfortable silence took over making you slide down the wall and wait pretending ti be bored and hiding the pain that you were starting to feel in your leg.

sadly leo was taking ages to open the door and raph was starting to sound and look impatient as more time passed.

“since it's taking leo forever to pick that lock-“

“he’s working on it”

“i’m working on it”

you and leo said together making you breath out a little laugh at the stressed turtle, kirby was looking at the three of you and easily noticed raphael get lost looking at you for a second.

“maybe you can tell us what the heck's the deal with the kraang.” he said towards april’s dad after shaking his head a little to come back to reality.

“they're aliens from another dimension. when they came here they brought the mutagen with them.” replied the scientist.

“why? what's the point of turning people into monsters?” questioned leo not moving his eyes from the lock.

“leo, focus!” you smirked making him huff.

“the mutagen doesn't work the way they thought it would. apparently the physical laws of their universe are different from ours.” explained kirby looking at the way you all interacted, this was who her lovely girl had been with all this times?

he had to admit that at the start he had some doubts about those turtles and this weird girl that was always with them, mostly because they took his april without assuring any of them that she would’ve been safe; but now, looking at the three of you interacting, he felt like the universe gave the both of them a chance, a good one even.

and he was so happy that you had helped her escape, even if you had separated them from one another.

“so what do they want the ooze to do?” asked leonardo waking up the scientist from his mind.

“i wish i knew.”

suddenly donnie came running from behind you starting you, you let out a pinched sound mickey mickey laugh before you hit him behind his head.

“leo, raph, [name], they've planted a mutagen bomb downtown. they're gonna use it to disperse ooze over half the city!” said donatello before realising that the father of his crush was there , behind the glass “oh, hi, mr. o'neil. your daughter's really nice.” he added bringing his hand behind him.

you and raphael rolled your eyes but you could clearly feel the smile creeping up in your face.

“okay, we have to disarm that bomb. if i could just get this stupid door open.”

“have you tried this?” suddenly mickey pushed the bottom on the wall making you all scream at him.

“no!”

the alarm started to echo in the whole place marking you grimace at the power of its sound.

“and that's why no one wants to be with you!“ scolded him raphael while leonardo finally opened the door.

that was the last thing you heard as kraangs started to shows up from every side almost blocking you.

you felt an hand on your wrist and you looked in front of you to see donnie dragging you away from the chaos.

you took some turns before you all hided behind some boxes,you and mickey were the last one and when you arrived at the ‘hideout’ he fall making you fall with him down on the floor.

before you could even think of some sarcastic comment to say raph was pushing the both of you out of the way, making you fall on his plastron.

he slapped mickey before leo did a strange sound trying to told april of your need.

“LEO!” you screamed as you heard the shot coming closer.

“what are you doing?” asked raphael to his brother before talking to the girl through the hole in the ceiling “april, throw the rope!”

the girl put her head out, looking inside the hole; she saw her father standing there under her and her hearth stopped.

they called each other names, with happiness in their voices mixed with the fear in their eyes.

you kept on trying to not get shoot, you felt a bullet pass right against your arm and you looked down to see it scraped, you watched as one was about to hit mr. kirby and you throw yourself at him to make him move.

you both survived the impact without injury and you took him by the shoulder as for a second he went numb.

he was looking down behind you but you weren’t really thinking about it until he looked right back into your eyes before pushing you away.

you watched as he got a pistol in his hands, he looked to see if it had any bullet left, it did.

“mr. o'neil, what are you doing?” asked leonardo from near you.

you kept fighting and dodging trying to protect the man not wanting this to be the only option.

“save my daughter. save the city.” he said to all of you looking right into your eyes.

you heard april scream something from above you but everything was blacked out as the sound of the fight echoed in your head.

you heard donnie and leo argue about leaving her dad hear but in a flash you were out, april crying against donnie as he comforted her after you had let her dad got taken, again.

you felt an hand on you shoulder and you looked to your right to see mickey’s in front of you, his other brothers behind him.

donnie continued his comforting but for a second he looked at you tilting his head to the side in a questing way.

‘are you okay?’ was what he was saying and even if the others weren’t looking at him your nod in his direction was enough to let them relax their shoulder a little bit.

“we gotta go.” was what leo said after making sure that everyone was safe.

-☆彡

you all decided that april needed to go back home, she had lost her dad again and you had to defuse a mutagen bomb so not having her around sounded like a good idea.

raph gave you one of the bandaid around his wrist to cover the injury on your arm before you ran to the bomb ready to put an end to this.

you all used some arrows with fireworks on it to take down all the kraangs guarding the bomb, it went easy maybe even too easy if you had to say the truth.

after you arrived to the control panel you let some space for donnie to watch inside while you set down against the wall.

you let out a little breath of relief as you finally took the weight out off your leg, you looked down towards it missing the confused glance the others shared before leo focused back on the mission.

“okay, donnie, it's up to you.”

“uh-oh.” was the only thing donnie replied making your heart skip a bit.

“‘uh-oh’? donnie, you said you knew how to do this.” talked leonardo scolding him.

“i didn't count on a design this complex, leo.”

“they're aliens from another dimension. what did you expect? a big round ball with a lit fuse that said bomb?”

“no, but this-“

“boy, i sure hope this argument goes on for another four minutes and fifteen seconds.” suddenly interrupted them raphael making you chuckle.

donnie got to work taking a look at everything and you watched as his eyes screamed fear and anxiety.

“it’s okay deedee” you said using his nickname from when you were littler, and smiling at him “don’t sweat it, alright?”

he nodded determinate before his brothers looked at everything from behind his shoulder.

“careful.” said leo just as he was about to touch a wire.

“leo shut up.” you replied from behind greeted teeth.

“watch out for those wires.” added raphael.

“you too, red.” you growled in their direction.

“you guys are not helping.” commented donnie before mickey put his hand out ready to push something.

“what if we just push this button?” he questioned before raph stopped his finger.

“don't you thing you've pushed enough buttons tonight?”

after that donnie continued to watch the wires probably trying to figure out the best way and you smiled proudly at him, he was so smart.

you loved when he had to use his brain cause he could prove himself, he never failed and even if he did you were always there to make him remember that it was okay to take a break sometimes.

clearly his brothers were just as anxious as him as leo talked once again.

“donnie, you're gonna have to speed this up.”

“i cannot work with all this pressure!” responded donnie before you heard a noise, you turned your head in its direction only to find xever and bradford in front of you.

“that might be a problem.”

you got up from your place on the ground taking out your sword and getting ready to fight.

you couldn’t believe this guy, they had the whole day to show up and they had choose now.

your leg hurt like no other but the adrenaline was starting to rise up again making the pain go in the back of your mind.

they jumped at you the fight started.

you all tried to keep them away from donnie while also trying to kick them down, they were strong and you hoped that you could keep them away for enough time.

not caring if you actually kicked their butt or if you were the one ending up kicked.

“you guys picked a really bad time for this.” you heard leo say from behind you.

you jumped away just before someone could slice your stomach and you let raph and mickey fight as you ran to help leo.

“oh, sorry for the inconvenience. when would you prefer to breathe your last breath?” sarcasm was evident on xever voice but if he really thought that it was enough to shut you up he was more stupid then you thought.

“actually we’re free this sunday at eight pm, obviously if you still can fight after we‘ll have kicked your butt”

leo chuckled at your comment making you smirk back in his direction before you were both reminded of the situation.

“if that thing goes off, it'll wipe us all out.”

“i'd rather perish with honor than live in shame.” replied bradford.

raph succeeded on kicking him in the faces and he took a second to talk to donnie.

“will you hurry up and defuse the bomb? we're dealing with a couple of nutjobs here.”

“be quiet!” responded infuriated donatello.

you all got kicked down as they both got more aggressive, you continued to try and hold your ground failing as xever gave you a kick on the stomach.

you looked down, tooking a deep breath holding your side, while tuning everything out before you tilted your head back up looking at the others.

“go for the green!” you heard mickey scream before bradford kicked him away.

you ran back into the fight kicking everything that was in your vision, you tried to not get more hurt then you already were almost failing some times.

“guys, guys, mikey was right about something!” donnie screamed before starting to help you.

you don’t now for how much more it went on, the adrenaline made you hear your heart bump inside you and your body moved almost without thinking.

your breath finally relaxed only when bradford and fever’s backs collided in front of the tank.

they had no where to go.

“you are worthy adversaries, but the fight is ours. - lay down your weapons.” talked leo with a smirk.

“never!” replied xever.

“you don't have a choice. you've lost.”

“if I'm going down i'm taking you with me.” was the last thing bradford said before stabbing the mutagen tank making it break.

the glass shattered man’s the lights started to fell off taking the two men with it.

for a second you stopped to look at it as the color of the mutagen looked beautiful to your eyes, for a second you remembered the first time you came in contact with it months before.

remembering the way it reflected on raphael skin.

it felt almost like he was calling you, you took a step to took a better look before the scream of the enemies made you turn your head.

you followed them down but you quickly realised that the city was safe and you weren’t in the right shape to follow those two and fight, again.

“so to sum up, we kicked the butts of the kraang and shredder's top henchmen while defusing a bomb and saving the city.” talked leonardo after you all stopped.

“yeah, we're not overconfident.” replied raph before moving an arm behind your shoulders.

“we’re just that good” added leo winking in your direction.

you smirked before you shoved raphael away to go high three the boys.

you started to celebrate jumping around making you forget of your injuries and the full day that you had witnessed.

you felt like before you went out, when you mickey and donnie would won to a game against leo and raph and you screamed it into their faces to brag.

it felt beautiful, before a voice interrupted you from going home.

“your skills are impressive.”

“uh thank you?” you awkwardly asked before the figure jumped down confronting you revealing his identity.

“but they will not save you.”

your breath was caught in your throat and for the first times in months your head was completely blank.

the five of you were looking at him wide eyed with nothing on your mind as you knew fighting him and winning would’ve been impossible.

“oh, man. do you think that's the shredder?” murmured donnie.

“well, it's definitely a shredder.” responded raphael.

“there is undoubtedly a fascinating story in how my old nemesis came to teach ninjutsu to four mutant turtles, and a normal girl. perhaps i will let her live long enough to tell it.”

“you're gonna have to catch us first. mikey.” a smirk was about to appear on leo’s face before mickey threw the egg on the ground just to realise that it was just, an egg.

“oops. all right, that one's on me.”

you remained still, not fully understanding how this was really happening.

the shredder, the man splinter had been telling you about , was here in front of you.

ready to hurt you really, really bad.

in a second trash jumped in front of all of you fighting the shredder alone to try and distract him as much as he could.

he didn’t last long as he was thrown against the hotel sign.

the air was blocked in your lungs coming in and out with difficulties as everything started to blur.

the adrenalin had been the only thing keeping you up but now it felt as it was leaving you.

you tried to scream when raph’s back hit the metal but you didn’t know if something really came out of your mouth.

you watched all the brothers fight every single one of them getting kicked as you tried your best to hold the sword in your hand.

your weapon trembled as everything was starting to be too much.

in a moment you started to feel every single scratch.

the bandage on your arm felt like it was stopping any blood from going to you fingers as you tried to move them on the end of your sword.

the pain in your leg started to increase more every second making you grunt.

and your eyes lost their focus.

your breath became more erratic and your brain couldn’t really comprende anything that was happening.

you took a deep breath trying to launch yourself at the man, but before you know it you were far away from him on the floor, holding your side.

you looked around seeing your sword on the other side of the roof before noticing the red masked turtle more near you.

again your mind couldn’t kept track of everything and it started to chop some moments as you were near the terracing holding his head on your thighs.

mickey was near the both of you, smiling at his brother’s open eyes.

another cut thanks to your dizziness and you were jumping on the shredder’s back kicking him.

you fall down and after you was raphael than mickey.

all of you tried your best to protect one another but it was useless to say that you were all badly injured.

you took a moment to look into the shredder’s eyes as the brothers helped michelangelo escape from under other metal bars.

they all got up behind you before you all jumped at him but even all together you couldn’t win.

he was too powerful and you were just kids.

mutated, trained, kids.

you got throw again, you looked down as you tried to get up holding your weight on your elbow.

your other hand was holding your stomach as you spitted on the ground.

a bitter taste made it’s way on your tongue but only when you looked you realised that it was blood.

you looked up seeing leo get hold against the wall and you put all your force on trying to get up.

you grunted in pain as everything became a mix and you stopped hearing.

the beating off your heart was the only thing you could concentrate as you moved your legs trying to do something.

to not just be a useless body.

you rolled your body looking up making both your elbow touch the floor, you took a deep breath trying to reconnect with reality but before tou knew it something moved in your line of vision.

you looked your feet and you saw something purple and brown covered in mutagen.

they screamed in pain and in your body everything recharged.

you scattered away from them not noticing the turtles behind you until two hand took you from under your arms getting you up.

nobody had noticed the drops of mutagen that had fallen against you, not even yourself.

you just looked at the shredder too se him distracted and you all took it as your clew.

so you started to run.

and you ran and ran and ran, like you had never did before.

you didn’t stop for anything.

not when your leg started to scream at you to do it.

not when you had to hold your side as the pain became more evident.

not even when you coughed and blood made it’s way out of your mouth.

not even if you should have.

because seconds after you started to blink more rapidly, and black spots started to obscure your whole vision.

as your body fell down.

-☆彡

the turtles were back to the lair.

they didn’t know how they survived it, how they survived the whole day and mostly how they survived the scene of your body covered in injury.

they were you family, they were supposed to keep you safe.

that’s what repeated again and again in all of their minds.

donnie patted your head gently looking at your sleeping form on his legs.

raph kicked the arcade game in anger and frustration grunting to keep his scream at bai.

he just wanted to let it all out.

you had made them thought that everything was okay not saying anything about your legs.

they knew only thanks to donnie that was the one to patch you up.

you were the only one with bandage

and painkillers, they knew that if you had been awake you would’ve told them that they need it too; ending up being the one to patch them up.

but you couldn’t.

because right now you were still sleeping as your body tried to retake all the energy that it had used.

you had murmured some words here and there letting the boys take some breaths of relieves but nothing more.

leonardo walked in looking at all his family and the shape everyone was in and his heart shattered.

he watched raphael sit down while his green eyes started to water.

splinter entered the room putting an hand on leonardo’a shoulder and raph couldn’t help but watch the interaction think of how your hand would feel against his skin in that moment.

he was starting to miss every single thing.

“you were all very lucky.”

“well, i think we define that word differently, sensei.” raphael tone was bitter and he looked angrily at his master whitout shame.

“few have ever faced the shredder and survived.” replied sensei.

“he was just so fast.” commented mickey after he took a look of your body.

“it was like he was everywhere at once.” added donnie.

april put her head between her hands holding her red hairs in her wrists.

she could feel her eyes become glossy and she took a deep breath to calm herself.

“you were right about us being overconfident, sensei.” confessed leo.

“there are some things we're just not ready for. perhaps. but that no longer matters. it is clear now that the shredder is a problem that will not go away. so prepare yourselves, my sons. because as of this moment we are at war.”

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[08/09/10]

a/n:

7660 wordss!

i know i made you wait guys and i’m so sorry.

i always say that the next chapter is coming sooner but then it takes me more then a week to post.

anyways:

you don’t understand how much i love writing some silly little interactions between the reader and the boys, they’re so cute i love them.

also, mutagen contact???? no. (yes!!)

from this chapter on a lot is gonna change.

hope you like it.

thanks for your time like always <33

-sa :)

[plzcallmesa]

DOLONIA ༄ [raph x reader]

[008]: never say xever

masterlist

[07/08/09]

tw: swearing, blood?

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even if months before you have had a moment where you looked at april with a different light, things between the two of you didn't change.

a lot of time had passed from the day you rescued her and you had probably started to stop doubting about her innocence.

but with the comments, hard glares and other little things she had started to do to set you off you couldn't help but still found her quite annoying.

you both tried to hide it the most when you were with the boys, but the moment you found yourself alone with one another it was over.

still when she suggested to take your friends out for something more than just patrolling you had to agree.

those guys deserved a break and to see the city with a  different light.

that's why you ended up walking near the girl with four mutant turtles, they needed to hide in the shadow but it was taking you at least double the time to arrive to the place.

"you guys want to speed it up a little?" she asked as she thought all of the reptilians where behind her.

"are you saying turtles are slow?" asked donnie from a corner in front of you.

"that's a hurtful stereotype." said mickey with a sad tone.

"yeah, kinda racist." you fake pouted.

she rolled her eyes at you before leo explained the reason behind their behaviour.

"trust us, april. we are better off keeping a low profile. we find people treat us better when they don't know we exist." your expression fell as you were reminded of the way people would act about them, not understanding why human had this fear for the unknown.

"sorry, i'm just so excited to get you out of the sewer for a change." she responded not addressing the whole meaning of leo's phrase.

"what are you talking about? we go out all the time." answered raph really confused.

"yeah, but tonight you're going to do something besides hitting people." you nodded in agreement, before looking in his direction.

he made a face of disappointed as he probably wanted to blow off some steam.

"don't worry. you're going to love this noodle place i found."

"and you're sure we'll be welcome?" questioned donnie.

"oh, yeah. mr. murakami doesn't care what you look like. in fact, he won't even know what you look like-" you watched as she continued to talk not getting to the point.

"he's blind" you interrupted and you watched as the boys expressions changed from confused to understanding.

"awesome!"

mickey made a pained sound as he was hit behind his head by raphael making him correct his mistake.

"i mean, for us obviously."

nobody said anything else as april turned around walking away, you all started to followed her staying a little behind.

"so, [name], you saw this place?" asked leo still doubting a little.

"yeah" you responded simply still looking in front of you, your hands were in your pocket and you walked slowly to not leave the boys behind.

"is he really blind?"

"yes mickey" you chuckled turning your head in his direction, you put your right arms around his neck bringing him near you.

"and ya're sure we are not gonna get any problems?" ralph cocked an eyebrow at you.

"yep" you replayed dragging the last letter, you repeated the movement on him, putting your left arm around him a bringing him close crushing the both of them against you.

after that nothing more was said as you continued your walk.

you arrived in front of the resteràunt but you stopped in your tracks as you watched the silhouette of some men fighting.

you heard april make a worried sound as donnie asked for some information about those people.

"the purple dragons. they think they own the streets around here." responded the redhead.

you looked at the boys before voicing your thoughts "want to show them the truth?"

leo looked around for a second before making you hide behind a corner ready to go inside,he had jestured to april to wait outside and that was what she was doing, or at least for now.

"so much for not hitting people tonight." groaned leo.

you shrugged moving your eyes on raph noticing how he looked really happy.

leo made a sign with his hand that probably meant 'let's go' and you all ran inside ready to kick their butt.

"booyakasha!" screamed mickey before you all fall in position taking a look at your surrandings.

there were three man with body full of tatoos, they all looked kinda alike.

"all right, let him go. you don't want any trouble." started leo with his leader's voice.

"we, on the other hand, do." continued raph, excitements filling his body at the thought of beating those people.

"whoa, those guys were serious. they really are giant turtles."

"i'm sorry, why everybody always forget about me?" you asked exasperated.

"i don't know but, you've heard of us? dudes, we're famous." happily said mickey turning in your direction.

"that's bad." reminded him donnie while you rolled your eyes.

"oh. right."

"whatever you are, this neighborhood is ours. so why don't you slither back to the ocean you came from?" one of the men replied wanting nothing to do with all of you.

"actually, we're freshwater turtles-" started donatello.

"yeah man, do your research!" you interrupted with a little smirk.

"-i suspect that we're derived from the diamondback terrapin but it's possible we're a common box-"  you all looked at him with confusion as you thought he would've stopped after your interruption.

"get 'em!"  screamed the one on top of the table and the others obligated running in your direction.

the fight was real easy and as the man you were fighting was kicked by donnie and mickey you let yourself look to raph.

you didn't know way but the way he kicked those criminals with nonchalant was really satisfying for your eyes making you follow his every move.

the only thing dragging you back to reality was seeing april getting almost hurt, you quickly took a knife throwing it against the plate making it shatter before coming near her.

she gave you a thanking glance before resuming her rescue.

you watched all the boys fight and you noticed how they were a lot more skilled than the other three.

you watched as leo let the leader go, a glimpse of doubt crossed his face and you smiled at him to let him know that it was okey, that he had did the right thing.

"come on. let's go." said the 'boos' getting the other two out "this ain't over, greeny."

"'greeny'? really? i wonder how many brain cells he put to work on that."

"i don't donnie, guess all" you smirked making  mickey give you an high three.

"you just let him go? what the heck was that?" screamed raphael.

you put your hand to your face pinching your nose as you could only imagine how all this thing could escalate.

"they weren't exactly a threat. they'd had enough." replied leonardo already done with ralph.

"dude! they were beating up a blind guy. there's no 'enough'. now they'll think we're wimps and we don't have the guts to finish the job." continued raph.

you had to admit it was a good point, you knew leo had a lot on his shoulder and letting those guys go had probably been a thought choice for him but it was true that what they were doing was really bad.

"wow that was great, you guys." complimented april as she came back in.

"thanks, april. did you see when I caught the one guy and flipped him onto the counter? did it look cool? i bet it looked cool." started to rumble donatello as he tried to sound smooth.

"the coolest." replied april trying to sound convincing.

"you didn't see it, did you?"

"no, I did not."

"don't worry donnie, it was indeed really cool" you talked from behind her giving him a

wink.

"my friends, i'm indebted to you. please, allow me to make you a meal. free of charge."  said the chef and you could heard the sincerity in his voice.

you smiled as you put your elbows on raph shoulder tilting your body in his direction, using him to help you stand.

"i think we can allow that." he replied.

"what is your favorite dish?" asked murakami.

"oh that's an easy one" you chuckled.

"pizza!" the boys all screamed together bringing a smile to your face, you didn't notice raph's eyes linger on you for a little, but his brothers did.

you move to sit down and you waited for murakami to cook you a meal, you watched as he did crazy tricks with the food leaving you speachless.

"oh, murakami-san, that was awesome!" complimented donatello.

"you're like a ninja but for food, like the game!" screamed mickey before turning towards you and putting his hands on your shoulder to shake you "[name], [name], what's the game called?"

"uh, fruit ninja?" you asked not really sure of why he was getting so worked up.

"yeah! he's like food ninja"

as you finished your little chat with mickey the chef put a plate down on the table in front each one of you and you took a good look at it noticing the perfection of every piece.

"pizza gyoza." called it murakami.

"pizza gyoza?" asked april a little confused.

you rolled your eyes at her judging, she didn't even taste it and was already thinking that it was bad.

you all took a bite and you fall in love, it felt amazing, it was like when you tasted pizza for the first time but ten times better.

you all complimented the chef thanking him for his kind gesture before you were interrupted by the red head.

"this is really good too, you know."

"did we ask?" you murmured looking down pretending to play with your food.

"uh, murakami-san, do the purple dragons come around a lot?" suddenly asked leo stopping april before she could say some comments towards you.

he sighed before responding "yes. they demand protection money but i refuse to pay. they will surely return." he admitted and you turned your head to your left to look at leo's face.

"well, they wouldn't if somebody hadn't wimped out." commented raphael, you tilted your body to look behind leo's head and you gave him a hard glare to make him shut up.

raphael pretended like he didn't notice but you knew he did, as you put your body back in the right position you watched as mickey's hand came into view only to steal the last piece of foods from leo's plate.

mickey eat it making you roll your eyes as leo looked at him angry, you took your sticks and moved the last pieces of pizza gyoza on the leader's plate making him eat in silence.

-☆彡

to say the tension in the lair was thick was an understatement, raph couldn't help but remind leo of his act of weakness anytime he could making the leader doubt of his choices.

one time leonardo was kicking the punch bag, you set with your back against donnie's legs watching the tv, and mickey was on the sofa in front of you.

it had been some hours of just these, no thoughts in your head as you concentrated on the screen in front of you, the only other sounds being leo's fist connecting with the bag.

it had felt nice, having these little moments of comfort always brought you some stability and happiness.

while you were so focused you didn't heard raph's coming into the room, you realised only when he opened his mouth to tease his brother, again.

"whoa, whoa, leo. i think he's had enough. you better let him go."

you sighed tilting your head behind looking up towards donatello, he looked right back at you with the same exhausted expression not wanting to hear all of that for the tenth time.

"i get it. you're making fun of me for not mercilessly pummeling a helpless man."

"yes, i am. you showed weakness. those guys only understand one language."

"chinese?" asked mickey bringing a smile to your face, in the corner of your eyes you saw raph go in front of him and you tried to not put yourself into the conversation.

"no. fists." he responded.

"what about feet?" sincerely questioned michelangelo.

"they understand feet." you coughed trying to hide a laugh at raph's defeated expression.

"that would make them bilingual." added donnie making you point him with a finger to agree with him while still keeping your eyes on the show.

"the point is we can't go soft on them!" tried to explain raphael as his brother pushed his button.

"to show mercy is not soft. it is a sign of true strength." interrupted master splinter.

"but, sensei, they're criminals. this is war." raphael said, trying to make him see his point.

"a daimyo of the sixteen century once said 'in times of peace, never forget the possibility of war. in times of war, never forget compassion.'"

"i'm guessing that guy lost a lot of wars." talked back raph.

your sensei brought his stick near his face making the terrapin gasps at the sudden movement.

"you see? mercy." he replied and you could swear that you had heard a smirk before he did the same movement this time hitting the green skin.

"okay, look. compassion is great. but the purple dragons are not going to leave murakami alone." replied raphael holding his shoulder, you started to sit up brushing yourself of any dirt before you walked in front of master splinter.

"so we'll track down the dragons and make sure they got the message. and if they didn't, we'll send them one. special delivery." replied leonardo making you smile at his leadership.

"was that meant to sound tough or stupid?-" as always your hand made contact with the back of his head making him do an exaggerated pained sound.

"how are we gonna track someone down when we can't talk to anybody?" asked donatello from him sitting spot.

you looked to the leader and as you made eye contact an idea came to your mind, you knew he had gotten the same thoughts when he smirked at you making you frown back.

"don't worry, [name] has it covered." replied leo while you rolled your eyes.

a text was enough and moments after you were walking down the street, wearing a cap and sunglasses to hide your face.

and as you walked near april you couldn't help but re-think all the times you had judged the avengers' for dressing the same way as you when running away from the police.

you had always thought that they looked stupid and that two items were 't gonna make them hide that much, but now as you wearing them you realised that you felt a lot more safe than you thought.

you were lost in your thoughts, the red head not saying a word , until she put an arm in front of you to stop you from going any further.

"we're here." she said pointing towards a man cleaning the street.

as you approached him you took out your glasses hanging them to the collar of your hoodie.

april did the first move tapping the man on the shoulder to make him turn around and focus on the both of you.

"we're looking for the purple dragons." she said trying to looking smooth as she frenetically looked around.

"i don't know what you're talking about." he responded looking scared, you could both look through his lie and you looked at him with blank  look.

"don't worry, we can protect you. we're undercovers cops." continued april as you kept your mouth shut.

"you look like you're sixteen" he murumured back making you roll your eyes.

"we know." you talked back as it was obvious.

"we're really good at this." chuckled the other girl, sending you an hard glance.

"let me see a badge." he said still doubting of your true identity.

you watched as april started to look a little anxious and you quickly talked for her trying to save both your covers.

"are you crazy? we can't carry a badge. that would blow our cover." you said always with the same nonchalant tone.

"i suppose that makes sense." he replied scratching his head, you both realised that he had fallen for it and you looked at each other with a smirk.

"so?" asked april prompting him to say something.

you listened to all he had to say after he begged you to protect him from the group, you felt bad for the man but you made a mental note to ask for the boys to keep an eye on him.

after the chat you hided in a dark alley and you took out your t-phone to text the others, you told them the address before calling april's name and going back home.

-☆彡

you were listening to donatello as he explained to you their little encounter with the purple dragons and mickey's 'ex best friend' bradford.

"-at the end leo made us run back home since we preferred to stay alive and, here we are."

you set on the couch with mickey's head on your legs as you looked at him trowing his head behind in exhaustion.

"man, could that fight have been any more embarrassing?" rhetorically asked raphael as he punched the poor punching bag.

"sure. we could have been hit in the face with pies."

ralph growled at him and you rolled your eyes, the terrapin was to busy punching the bag to realise the way you were petting his brother's head.

but now that he was looking at the both of you, growling at his brother's bad joke, a part of his mind noticed how he felt a weird, bad feeling in his stomach, did he wanted to be at his brother's place?

thankfully leo talked back making raph mentally thank him for his leader's side and their need to stand up for their self.

"it's called fighting smart, raph. the purple dragons have bradford and xever on their side now. last time, we barely beat those guys."

"yeah, because they're willing to fight to the finish. the only way to beat them is to be just as ruthless as they are." raphael said back, walking in his brother's face.

"raphael, this xever can cross lines that you won't. this may make him dangerous, but it does not make him strong." added his opinion mister splinter making the room fell quiet.

"but xever wins fights. isn't that what matters? and he never shows anyone 'mercy'." he responded looking away from leo.

lately that day you found yourself exchanging some words with your leader, you had see his face as he made the choice to let the man go and you could only imagine how much he was rethinking that moment in his mind.

you arrived in front of his room, and you quietly knocked on the door, loud enough for only the two of you to hear.

you heard him say that the door was open , a thing that you already knew, and you walked inside finding him set down on the floor cleaning his katana.

you closed the door behind you without turning around before slowly walking near him.

"can i?" you asked still not sure if he really wanted you there right now.

he nodded, giving you only a glance, you sent him a smile before getting your spot near him.

"how's my leader doing?" you questioned trying to not make it sound too deep.

"could do better" he quickly responded, this time keeping his eyes on the weapon in his hands.

"i'm pretty sure that he's doing his best"  you said back still with a small smile slightly tilting your head.

he sighed closing his eyes before throwing his head behind (a thing that you noticed all the brothers , and you, did a lot).

"what are you doing here?" he murmured opening his eyes to tilt his head towards you.

"checking up on my big brother." you talked, your smiled fading away as you noticed the seriousness of the conversation.

"that's the big brother's job, to check on the others and-" started to explain leonardo still not understanding why you were there with him and not playing with michelangelo in the other room.

"-bottle up his thoughts and feelings untill he feels like trowing up?" you sassed looking at him right in the eyes.

he didn't responded looking right back at you whitout saying anything, you knew him like you knew all of his brothers and you understood him like them, sometimes even more.

"look leo, i don't know what's going on in that leader's brain of yours but i can tell it's not good" you watched as he opened his mouth to say something before you stopped him continuing your talk "i know that you have a lot of pressure on you and that you are a crazy over thinker but i also know that you have a family that loves you so, so much; even if sometimes it doesn't seems like it."

he smiled at you, you watched him back and in his mind everything became right, you had always been there for them ever since he could remember.

when you were five and mickey scraped his knee for the first time falling of his skate, and you took care of him for the whole day; at six when you took the blame for the broken sai when everyone knew it had been raph's in a moment of anger, at eight when donnie made you stay awake the whole night just because of one of mickey's silly little question.

you were there even when donnie asked to use you as a tester for his new experiment which caused you to burn some ends of your hairs (nobody ever knew how it happened and you both refused to tell them); you were the first to listen to leo's rambling about space heroes; and the first to (fake) try mickey's way of cooking.

you were the one to found spike and give it to raphael as you thought that he would need someone else to be there to listen to him; when mickey wanted to learn how to braid hairs and you stayed stiff for hours trying to explain it to him ,and failing; when donnie's tooth fall, leaving the gap that was now still visible; and even when leo broke his first katana and felt like a failure and needed someone to reassure him.

you had always helped the guys stop every argument and you had always been ready to listen to all of their crap about every single little thing.

he hugged you with all his force making you fall a bit for the impact, you hugged him back his head down on your shoulder.

you heard him take a little breath to regain a feeling of reality before he murmured a little 'thank you' on your shoulder, you smiled at his softness reminding yourself that you were all still teenagers and not some crazy superheroes.

"you know i'll always be there for all of you." you replayed before he broke the embrace to look you right in the eyes.

"not just about this, about everything" and your eyes started to water, you didn't thought anyone had noticed your little things but in reality everyone did, and hearing him say those words to you made you feel a lot more understood.

you hugged him again and you both closed your eyes finding some peace in that moment.

sadly everything was stopped by the sound of the t-pod, making you both take them out.

it was two simple texts from april.

'sos'

and an address who you knew belonged to mr. murakamis' restaurant.

-☆彡

you arrived at the place as soon as you could the boys right behind you. using the roof you couldn't help but send some glances to the stars always finding beauty in them.

"april, what's wrong?" asked leo, and only in that moment you noticed you had arrived.

you jumped down from the roof sending a nod towards the red head.

"it's murakami." she said before making you all enter the restaurant. "someone took him and left this."

she pointed a note on the wall, a knife holding it still.

"sweet! free knife." happily chanted mickey not realising the truth.

"the note, dummy." scolded him donnie as you tried to hide a chuckle, from behind him you put your head on mickey's shoulder watching donnie read the misterious note. "'no more running. if you want the old man, meet us on the roof of the fortune cookie factory.'"

"well, what are we waiting for? let's bust in there and save murakami." you had always admired raphael want to save everyone but you noticed how sometimes it blinded his judgment.

"not so fast. think, raphael." tried to warn him leonardo.

"there's two words that don't usually go together." commented donnie making you hit his head from behind, he turned around putting a hand on it before murmuring an exaggerated 'aw' in your direction.

you brought your focus an leo after you sticked out your tongue to donatello, listening to his words.

"this is obviously a trap."

you nodded at his words walking near him.

"well, what choice do we have?" angrily asked raphael not understanding what his brother wanted to do.

"maybe we do need to think more like xever." leonardo commented making you look at him confused, leo couldn't be really suggesting what you were thinking? it wasn't in his character to do something like these.

you and donnie talked at the same time.

"wait,what are you saying-"

"but, master splinter said-"

"i know. but xever crossed the line dragging murakami into this. he's got to learn that we can cross the line too. no more 'mr. nice turtle.'" leonardo interrupted the both of you and even if in that moment, he was holding on a hard exterior you knew that inside it was the opposite.

"yes! i never liked mr. nice turtle." said ralph making you sending an other glare in his direction to which he replied with a sincerely confused one.

"let's do this i guess" you talked, hoping to do it as fast as possible to have some time to bring back some sense into those turtles' brains.

that's why moments after you found yourself sitting on top of a roof, feet hanging on the side, waiting for bradford's arrival; you were counting the stars to help you distract yourself from everything that was gonna happen.

the feeling in your guts was telling you that this plan wouldn't go exactly as leo planned and you were just hoping for a positive ending.

you hadn't say a words since the restaurant only giving some smiles to donnie and mickey to let them know it wasn't them that you were mad at.

you kept your gaze up not addressing the terrapins behind you even in the slightest, they were being so, dumb.

why couldn't they listen to your sensi you didn't know but you knew that you needed to make them think about all of this as soon as you could.

as soon as you thought that you found a presence sit right near you in the same position, you knew who it was whiteout even tilting your head.

"come on, say it." the voice said, you kept your mouth shut moving your eyes from one star to another.

"[name] i know ya want to say it so just do it." he hunted just wanting you to address his presence, he hated this feeling; you were making him feel like a ghost, and he just wanted you to turn around and look him right in the eyes.

"oh my god will ya stop with the silent treatment? just fucking talk to me!" he said from your side, and that outburst was the trigger.

"no raph, i won't! you're a fucking baby, you know what i'm going to say, but you still want to hear it coming from me. but you know what?" you talked right back before getting up not feeling comfortable anymore on the cold surface.

"i'm going to make you happy" you sassed as he got up too just to get in each others faces, he towered over you but it wasn't something that you were afraid of and you ignored it as you continued your talk..

"i don't know what the fuck is going on with you but i don't need you to rub all of this shit on leo, he was doing a good fucking job as leader but you're making him do a bad. choice."

you stopped, bringing a finger on his plastron before getting even more near his face.

"and you. fucking. know it."

your finger hit him at every word and he felt like it was a knife hitting his heart; you were right, on everything.

he knew leo shouldn't do all of these and he knew that he also didn't want to really do it.

he also knew what you were gonna say to him so why did he pressured you so much on saying it? and why was it hurting that much to hear the truth come from you?

he knew you had read him in a second, thanks to his eyes but he couldn't let the facade fall so he grunted in your face, angrily moving your hand away form near him before  glaring at you and turning around.

but just before doing the last movement he did a step back looking at you right in the eyes.

"you never take sides with us, uh?" he said , making you remember the conversation of months prior.

your eyes hardened and you pretended that that phrase didn't do nothing to you, but you both know it did.

he walked away leaving you alone under the stars, you moved your eyes up but this time it wasn't comfort that you found,  only nothing.

because for the first time the stars didn't felt like an amazing thing that you wanted to know everything about, but just some stupid lights that didn't affect anything that was happening to you.

-☆彡

the brothers hadn't hear the conversation between you and the hothead, but they could feel the tension between you two.

and it wasn't a good one, as mickey said.

leo knew your talk was supposed to bring some sense into his brain and not do this but how could they win if their opponent was ten steps ahead?

he brought all of your focus on him bringing you at the end of the roof to talk to you about what was about to happen.

"okay, he's strong, so speed and stealth are essential. okay, everybody know the plan? mikey?"

"yes"

"are you sure?"

"yes."

"tell me what it is."

"um maybe we should go over it one more time?"

you smiled before walking towards him to explain the plan to him, again.

moments after bradford was making his way out of the door, raph distracted him as you all jumped down and after some fights he was thrown and captured in a bin.

"gentlemen, welcome to the other side of the line." he said smirking, you rolled your eyes just wanting to punch the grin of his face.

"now i'm definitely going to need a tat." commented mickey only to be hit by raphael, you hit him back making him turn towards you with confusion but you didn't address him.

he turned towards mickey again only to found him sticking out his tongue.

raphael and mickey took the bin on their shoulder only to make it fall.

"sorry." excused himself michelangelo not realising who he was apologising too.

"don't apologize to him." talked raph.

"i mean, sorry i didn't drop you harder!" sassed mickey making his brother smirk proudly at him.

and even if you were mad at him with all your guts you couldn't help but smile a little at the two brothers, and the way raph loved all of them so much.

"there you go!" said raph bringing his eyes on you and he could swear that he had seen a small smirk on your face.

you brought brad off with you at the meeting point with xever.

as you arrived you hides behind a corner donnie pointing up towards one of the roofs.

"you guys. look."

you found yourself watch mr. murakamison hang with a cord, a single cut and he would fall.

your brain began to put together thousand of different outcomes and you breathed in and out to calm yourself before following the terrapins up.

"we're here, xever. now let the noodle man go." warned them leo.

"sorry, there's been a change of plans." said xever not wanting to loose a single battle against all of you.

"actually, there's been another change of plans." sassed leonardo making you open the bin to let xever see his friend.

"i love it when a change of plans comes together." commented donatello thinking they had won.

"you let our friend go and we'll let your friend go." added leonardo.

in donnie's mind everything was done and now they could go easily back home and relax, while he daydreamed about a certain redhea-

xever's laugh interrupted his thoughts and you felt the feeling in you stomach stop knowing that this was the point we're leo's plan would fail.

"he's not my friend."

"we're not kidding. okay, s-stop or we'll toss him." he tried to sound convincing but it didn't work, everyone knew they would had never do anything like that.

"go ahead. it'll save me the trouble." but sever would, that's why he started to cut murakamison's cord making your stomach drop.

"uh, raph?" asked leo, and only then you realised that it was your raphael that was holding bradford up the roof on the street.

"aw, shit" he murmured as he made eye contact with you, you already knew he would've never do something like this but he still made you get mad.

he brought the man back up not wanting to risk others lifes.

"tat's what i thought. attack!"ordered xever making the ninjas run towards you.

the fight started pretty well and it was enough to distract raphael from everything else but when he looked around him after kicking one of theirs butt he found himself petrified.

there was you, at the center of the roof angrily kicking everyone.

he had to admit you were looking really good not letting anyone come too near you without being throw away.

he knew that he was probably the cause for all that angers but he couldn't stop himself from admiring you- uh your fighting skills.

still nonjas kept coming from every angle and soon you found yourself get cornered near the brothers.

"all right. let's settle the score, pond scum." said bradford.

"we're the ones who didn't want to throw you off the roof." tried to remember him donnie hoping that it would've been enough to end this.

you fought and fought but they were a lot more then you and as you were distracted by donnie and mickey getting hit a kick in your stomach made you lend near them.

you watched as raph was kicked down and you and leo both screamed his name at the same time.

sadly littler later leonardo was kicked down too, you watched him try to get up but he was too tired.

you felt a hand on yours and you looked at raphael's one touching your skin.

you felt him squeeze your hand and you squeezed it back, you were blocking out the voices of bradford and sever and you tried to concentrate on what was happening, you were disarmed and badly hit but you had to get up.

leo's katana fell in front of you and you gave it a glance only to found yourself reflected on it.

your face made an angry expression and you started to get up, you took your knife looking around only to find your sword on the other side of the roof.

"now, if you'll excuse me, it's time to cut these turtles into little pieces." commented clever only to turn around and find all of your up ready to fight.

"i don't think so." commented leo , you all hit the ninjas more near you kicking them away.

leo made water fall from the cisterne making everyone get dragged away by it, you quickly jumped catching your sword before it could get lost forever.

you turn around only to find mickey copy your movements to save the chef.

"i got him!" you heard him say and you breath a sigh of relief as you looked at him crushed between his other three brothers.

you helped them up using all your force and only then you brought your eyes down feeling your legs hurt even more.

you caught a glimpse of red and you quickly looked back up trying to not alarm anyone.

you don't know how you walked to the restaurant whiteout giving away that you were feeling a lot of pain but you were grateful for it.

murakami gave the plate to you but you almost threw it on raph as you were afraid that a little more weight on you would've made you fall.

"accept this token of my gratitude. pizza gyoza."he said.

"awesome. thanks, murakami-san."  thanked him donatello eyeing the plate with heart eyes.

"you're welcome, turtle-san." he replied making you all tilt your upper body down only to realise his words.

the turtle's body stiffened and they stopped in their tracks to look at him.

"wait, how did you-" started to talk donatello only to be interrupted by him.

"i do have other senses. touch, smell." he answered making you all turn to mickey, you had to admit that they all smelled a lot ( especially after a fight) but now you were so used to it that you almost didn't felt it anymore.

"you don't think we're weird and scary?" questioned leo making you put an hand on his shoulder.

find people that wouldn't hate them was hard those days and you were feeling so happy that they finally found some other human that accepted them.

"you saved my life. who am i to complain?"

mickey hugged him and you felt your heart in your throat as you looked at the scene, you loved those boys so much and they had always deserved the world.

you didn't realise but you put your head down on raph's shoulder making his body tense at the sudden contact.

this quick movement made you stiff up again not daring to look at him.

he still owned you some apologies.

-☆彡

when you arrived back you had little time for yourself, you ran to the shower ready to scrap all the dirt away.

you let your head rest against the wall as you let the water fall down on your body.

the blood on your legs coloured the floor of the shower, you watched as the injury became more evident.

washing yourself would've been easy if it wasn't for the pain of cleaning the cut to prevent it from getting infected.

you knew you would've to ask donnie for bandage after but you didn't want to alarm them after finally getting some time to relax.

that's why you put your music high enough to cover your groan of pain, you used the last bandage on your little aid kit under your bed to stop the blood.

you rolled it around your legs doing the knot over your cut just as donatello told all of you other times.

you dressed with comfy and baggy clothes to stay comfortable and hide the injured leg.

just as you were using a towel to finish drying your hair you heard a knock on your door.

"it's open" you screamed over the music before quickly walking towards it to lower the volume.

you turned around before stopping in your tracks.

rapheal coughed trying to fill the awkward silence and for a second you look at each other without saying anything.

you didn't know what to think, a part of you wanted him here so he could apologise to you  but the other part was afraid that you needed some more time alone.

still he was here now, and you couldn't do a lot about it.

in the meanwhile raph was petrified, even if he repeated the words in his head he was afraid of saying something wrong.

he had made you quite angry but he just hoped that you would forgive him, even if not now.

he took a deep breath, before oping his mouth to start say something.

"i'm sorry for-"

"i'm sorry that-"

you talked at the same times, you stopped to look at each other; while you fidget with the end of your shirt he did the same with his finger.

"uh- you go first?" he asked with a nervous chuckle not sure of what to say.

you nodded.

"i'm sorry that i screamed at you, i was angry but that didn't give me the right to talk to you like that" as you talked you knew he wanted to say something but the waited for you to finish before giving you his side of the talk.

"you don't have to be sorry, i quite literally asked for it" he replied, his hand on his back in an awkward gesture "i'm the one that should be- no, is sorry, i don't know what came over me but i didn't want to do anything bad i swear."

"i know raphie, i know" you responded, the use of the 'secret' nickname brought a smirk to his face.

"so you forgive me?" he asked still not sure of what was happening.

"only if you forgive me too" you responded making a step near him.

he did the same, bringing you in the same position of the fight, only this time both your voice was just above a whisper.

"i do" he said.

"good, cause i do too." you smiled.

you hugged each other, that had been your first big fight in years; and you didn't know what you would've done if it caused to make things wrong between you two.

as you hugged you remembered other events of the day and, not moving your face from his neck, you talked.

"you and blue?"

"all good, he just finished chasing me around the lair" he laughed, his breath on your neck making your skin freeze.

you hummed in appreciation, knowing that you had to talk again with the leader too.

but for now you were good like that, hugging your best friend, both not realising that you were swinging with the music.

but maybe that was the point, being so in sync that you weren't realising it.

or maybe you were just two obvious soul that had meet each other, again.

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[07/08/09]

a/n:

7239 words!!

what’s with me and thinking the most long chapters are the shortest.

still i finally updated, i know, shocking.

the next chapter is coming sooner don’t worry.

next chapter is gonna be the first step for a big change eheheheh.

also i did a tiktok account were i post some edits about this story, if you want to check it out it’s ‘.callmesa_’

thanks for your time like always <33

-sa :)

[plzcallmesa]

“Ao3 needs an algorithm” no it doesn’t, part of the ao3 experience is scrolling through pages of cursed content looking for the one fic you want to read until you get distracted by a summary so cursed that it completely derails your entire search

[plzcallmesa]

DOLONIA ༄ [raph x reader]

[007]: monkey brains

masterlist

[06/07/08]

tw:swearing?

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weeks continued to pass and with them april needs to find her dad grew , she kept on coming with you on some easy patrol nights or she would came running in the lair with news she would find stalking kraangs.

you (the boys) would try and tell her to be more cautious, but for obvious reason she wouldn’t listen, sometimes even getting herself on bad situations.

leo ordered you to follow her every time and she knew that, making reckless decisions to make you work harder.

every time you came back from the stalking of the girl you were in horrible conditions and with a bad attitude, so none of the boys ever tried to talk to you before you showered.

you understood why leo gave you the job, being the only one who could go out in the day, but still you couldn’t help but think it wasn’t fair.

you and her hated each other guts more everyday and the fact that she kept making you came back to the lair in that state made you hate her even more.

the boys obviously didn’t know that it was her fault and you didn’t even try to explain it to them since you saw the way they cared about the redhead.

she was a human, a real human that haden’t lived like a rat (sorry splinter) her whole life; and you had started to think that she cared about them too, even if you still had some doubts about it.

you didn’t want to ruin everything just cause of some childish manners and you kept going with your life pretending to not care about it.

but when your first day of calm arrived, knowing that the girl wouldn’t drag you anywhere, you relaxed on the sofa as long as you could only getting up to do your daily training.

you didn’t even listened to donnie explaining his plan to hangout with april, as you had already saw it at least twenty times.

but raphael did, his brother explained how everything had to be perfect and he had to admit it felt kinda romantic, if you didn’t thought about the ‘looking like a creep’ part.

“try this ‘april, do you want to go out with me?’” leo tried to gave him an advice but it was pointless, as donnie was firm to believe his idea.

“yeah, raph does it all the time with [name]!” commented mickey with a goofy grin.

raph stopped everything for a second before regaining his control over his body to gave his brother a slap behind his head.

“keep your voice down, she’s right there; and i ask her ‘as a friend’” tried to explain raph.

“well for donnie ‘as a friend’ is enough, right?” talked leo with a grin of his own.

“yeah but you see, it’s not that simple-“ and as donatello continued to explain raphael moved his eyes on you finding you peacefully laying in the sofa looking at the ceiling.

why had he been so worried that you had heard? thousand different answers made their way to his mind making a chaos, but he put them away trying to concentrate on his brothers.

while for you everything was finally peaceful, until that famous bunch of carrot hairs arrived, running in the lair with her laptop under her arms.

you groaned before getting up walking near the boys, behind april, to take a good look at the screen.

you gave mickey a little slap on the head as he took his time cleaning his ear with his finger before listening to the interview that was showed by the girl.

“renowned neurochemist doctor tyler rockwell has been reported missing; i spoke with rockwell's colleague, doctor victor falco.” said the interviewer holding his microphone before the camera moved over who you thought was doctor falco.

“i hadn't heard from him in days, so i stopped by his lab. the place was a mess and he was gone, i fear the worst.” explained the man sounding desperate.

the interviewer was about to continue with his question but april made him stop by closing her computer as leo and you looked at each other confused.

“so?” he asked for the both of you.

“so the kraang have been kidnapping scientists from all over the city, including my dad! maybe that's what happened to this rockwell guy.” she said trying to convince all of you.

“or they may not be connected at all.” replied the leader making you tilt your head in approval.

“there's only one way to find out. we should go to that lab and look around.” you groaned as she finished her phrase believing she wanted to drag you in some pointless mission again.

“april's right. we should go check it out. what’s that? you guys are busy? guess it's just the two of us, april.” donatello didn’t gave you any time to thank him as he was already dragging april out making you relax down on her seat.

you put your legs on the table in front of you and your arms behind your head as leo talked.

“i bet that wasn't on his flowchart.” he started only to be contradicted by you.

“there is” you replayed with a smirk.

he didn’t believe you moving to the board to take a good look at it, what he didn’t know was that donnie had already showed it to you a lot of times spending his time explaining every single on of his plan and making your head explode.

“it is! that is spooky.”

“just a little bit” you responded with a smile.

“so what’s up with the smile?“ asked raphael from his place on your right.

“my smile?” you repeated confused.

“yeah, i tell you that donnie acts like a stolker and you smile?” continued leo walking near the desk.

“well donnie might act like a stocker but that stalker took me out from another pointless mission.“ you explained still with the same expression not moving from your place.

the guys hummed in agreement before they all got around the desk looking at you.

“what?“ you groaned putting your feet and arms down.

“what’s your deal with her?“ asked mickey like he was doing an interview.

“i don’t have a ‘deal’ with her; she can’t stand me and i can’t stand her, simple.” you replayed rolling your eyes.

“alright, but why?” kept going leo.

“you don’t wanna know” you murmured loud enough only for you to hear.

“what was that?“ mickey voice made you think about you reasons before you replayed with an higher tone.

“i don’t trust her and her mind, she acts strange with donnie, and she looks at me like she wants me to disappear” you responded before getting up and walking away.

“wait [name], we didn’t meant to-“ started to say leonardo only to be stopped by raphael��s hand on his shoulder.

he hadn’t talked the whole time just looking at the way you moved and acted at the different question, trying to read your body language.

he knew those where some of the reason but it felt weird to him that after all this time you still couldn’t trust the girl.

some hours passed and you found yourself forgetting about the awkward situation.

you watched some episodes of space heroes with leo, played some games with mickey and raph asked you to play video games with him.

you knew it was cause you were easy to beat but lately it felt nice to spend more times with him alone, even if you didn’t know why.

your personal time with the boys was stopped when you heard april and donnie come back.

you heart stopped as you saw the way donatello’s body was full of bruise and cuts and you scurried near him with leo to help him walk.

“whoa, what happened?” questioned leo as he saw the worry on your face.

“donnie got beat up by a lab monkey.” responded april.

and you had to admit that, that bring you back to reality really fast.

“april, can you get an ice pack?” asked leo.

you and leo set donnie down on the couch as she went to the kitchen to do what he said.

“donnie, are you gonna be okay?” you asked him.

“yeah, yeah, I'll be fine.” he responded still feeling the pain.

“in that case...” started leo before you all laughed at him and at the craziness of the situation.

“you got beaten up by a monkey? in front of your girlfriend?” joked raphael.

“she's not my girlfriend! and that monkey was a vicious mutant!” justified himself donnie.

“yeah, i’m sure he went bananas!” joked leo making you chuckle again.

“no, no, no, no, no. he went ape!”

“monkey!” screamed mickey as he couldn’t contain his laughter.

you saw april coming in back in the corner of your eyes and raph made a movement with his hand to stop all of you from saying anything further.

“no more monkey puns.” he murmured before you all changed your expression to blanks one.

april walked in front of you taking a good look to all of your faces to see if any of you would crack before moving to sit on the sofa.

donnie laughed at all of yours change of personality as april moved his head on her lap.

“are you laughing at him because he's hurt?” she asked trying to scold you.

you sent her an hard glare as she tried to be the good guy before mickey talked.

“no, we were laughing at him because he was hurt by a monkey!” he replied making all of you laugh again.

you spent your time sitting near them laughing at the brothers’ puns and joking around.

you thought donnie didn’t care that much, seeing as how he laughed with all of you; but as you watched him sit near the water, complaining about the events of some hours before, you started to thought the opposite.

the redhead stil hadn’t left, but she had took her laptop out keeping her eyes locked on the screen.

you gave donatello a wet towel to clean up before deciding to open the pizza brought by the girl.

you moved to the kitchen trying to went unnoticed but you knew you had caught a pair of emerald eyes.

you were waiting in front of the microoven (you and mickey had found it during your skate time and asked donnie to adjust it), right arm holding you on the kitchen’s forniture, while your left one was on your hip.

“what’ya doing?” he asked from behind you.

“the usual, pepperoni pizza” you replayed not moving your eyes from the object in front of you.

he hummed back ,something that you noticed he did a lot, but he didn’t leave watching you from behind.

he thought you looked beautiful in that position, with the light pointing the muscle of your arms and your hips slightly moved to the side; it wasn’t something weird, it was something that he had always thought, something normal.

“you think he cares?” your voice made him snap his eyes.

“who-what?” he asked ashamed, ashamed of what? that you caught him staring? he wasn’t staring, was he? he was just focusing on your beauty, right? he just-

“D, do you think he cares about what we said? about the monkey?”

obviously, you were talking about his brother well being; how could he had thought of something else,you had always been so sweet, always caring about everyone, every time.

“nha, he’s good” he responded nonchalantly.

you hummed trying to sound agreeing but he saw the way your body straightened and he walked towards you before putting his hand on your shoulder to make you turn around.

“ehy” your eyes shoot up to look at his “it’s donnie, even if he did cares he knew we were just joking”

you didn’t say anything as you both stopped to look at each other eyes and you both realised how close you were, you couldn’t help but start to feel the temperature change, why was it suddenly so hot??

the same was happening thought raph’s mind as he kept looking over at you, he felt the way his body started to boil in the inside and he felt his eyes move to your lips before dragging them back up.

why did he looked at your lips? even he couldn’t answer that question.

and in the same way it started it ended as the sound of the microwave made you both take a step back, you quickly took the pizza before giving him an awkward smile and walk out of the room with the food in your hands.

the terrapin remained still watching your form walk to his brothers, they smiled at you not noticing , or not addressing, the blush on your face.

you put the pizza down not daring to turn around, he took a deep breath before arriving near you and there were seconds of awkward between the two of you.

until mickey said one of his famous jokes and everything was forgotten as you put pizza in his mouth to block him from embarrassing you with one of his story.

time passed and you had almost forgot about donnie’s encounter with the mutant until april brought it back up.

“guys, i think i've found something. these notes are hard to follow, but it looks like rockwell was able to modify the mutagen.”

you all went near her to take a look at the screen and you put your hands on raph shoulder to stabilise yourself, he stiffened for a moment before relaxing under your touch.

“why would he do that?” asked leo for all of you.

“he thought he could use it to create a neurochemical that would temporarily give someone psychic abilities.” explained the girl.

“you mean that monkey was psychic?” questioned raph from under you.

“it's more like he was reading our emotions. after all, he was only hostile when donnie was hostile.” said april.

“yeah, well next time i’ll be sure to think friendly thoughts while i’m beating a little sunshine into him.” talked donatello trying to sound intimidating and you chuckled at his comment.

“well we’re gonna need to track him down before he attacks someone else.” you warned sharing looks with the others

“[name]’s right; let’s go up to the surface, spread out, and search.” said leo making you nod in his direction.

“how are we gonna stay in contact?” asked raph.

“i have a little something that might help.” talked donnie as he got up in front of all of you “gentlemen and ladies i give you the t-phone!”

he took out a little turtle’s shell and you saw that the front was a phone, and you had to admit it was kinda cute.

“dude, i’m in charge of naming stuff. i would've called it the t-phone.” complained michelangelo as you all got up.

you put an arm around his shoulder nodding pretending to agree with him.

“i did call it the t-phone.” replayed donatello exasperated.

“yeah, but i would've called it the t-phone.” murmured mickey loud enough to hear and you pretend to look angry at donatello as you exaggeratedly pat his ‘little’ brother.

raph moved his head from one sides to another as he looked at mickey condition but before he could do anything donnie interrupted.

“and april, if you give me your cell number, i can patch you into our network.” he asked turning towards the redhead.

“sweet!” she replayed making you and raph both roll your eyes.

“see that? i got her number.” tried to brag donatello to you and his hothead brother.

you face palmed as raphael talked for the both of you.

“her number's on the fridge, you dork.”

“you‘re really screwed donnie” you added sliding your hand down your face after realising the seriousness of the situation.

-☆彡

you kept still, looking down on the street as you waited for a signal, leo had decided to make april follow the monkey for first, making each one of you cover different point to have a complete protection over the area.

you moved your eyes up in the sky finding some sort of comfort in the stars, you had read all about it all of your life but seeing it in real life had always felt different.

unconsciously you started too look around for any constellation or planet you might recognise; after you found a lot, feeling a little proud of yourself, you set down with your legs hanging off the roof waiting for something to happen as you kept your eyes up.

“guys, someone just spotted the monkey on bleecker.” april’s voice interrupted after some moments of silence.

“i think i'm on his trail.” you heard raphael reply.

“mikey, the monkey is headed your way.”

“i've got eyes on him. he’s headed south on delancey!”

“i'm on houston! i'll cut him off! where'd he go?” asked donatello continuing the hunt.

“he changed direction. mikey, [name], the monkey is headed in one of yours way!”

“i'm on it!“ screamed mickey.

finally you saw the monkey run on the street under you and you jumped down to follow him.

after some turns raph jumped near you and he used the wall to try and keep up with the mutant while you turned to a corner.

you kept running not looking back until leo took a place near his brother keeping their eyes on the street.

you jumped above mickey to not hurt him as you kept following the monkey.

“watch it” told you the terrapin as you realised you had left the other brothers behind.

you kept running and running until you arrived in an alley and you pushed him on a dumpster to keep him contained.

“here’s your monkey!” you told the others stopping them from arguing any further while you brushed your hand one against the other.

april walked to it and you watched as she made him come out whit ease, before you could say anything mickey caught it.

“gotcha that time!” he said really proud of himself.

“great, [name] got the monkey; but we're not any closer to finding dr. rockwell.” complained raphael.

you had kept your eyes on the monkey the whole time and after raph’s phrase, as you did eye contact with it, you came to a realisation.

“actually, we're a lot closer than you think.” said april having the same thoughts as you.

“what? how?”

“donnie,this is dr. rockwell” you replayed sure of your brain.

“we need to take him to falco” leo ordered, and that was all you needed as you all do your best to stay calm and spread happy thoughts to took it to the doctor.

“there, that should calm him down a little. poor rockwell.” said falco as he injected something in the monkey’s wrist.

“is there any way to get him back to normal?” asked april worried for the man.

“i wouldn't even know where to begin. but i'll see if there's a way to give him some semblance of a normal life.” replied the doctor.

they all looked to each other smiling as you kept your eyes on the mutated man, feeling something off about him and this situation.

you didn’t realise that they decided to went back until a hand was on your shoulder, you watched leo look at you with worry and confusion but you comforted him with a smile as you walked away towards your home.

-☆彡

“man, this asteroid field is tough. i just can't beat it.” talked mickey as he played one of his games.

“for the fifth times mickey, you need to jump over the purple rock and roll under the red one, not the opposite” you tried to explain to him again.

you were all around the table, you sat with your legs laying on it and your arms behind your head, leo on your left, and mickey on your right while you thought about everything that happened during the day.

april looked in front of her and you caught her giving you hard glances every now and then for no reason at all.

donatello kept typing on his laptop and he momentarily looked around thinking about something giving you a smile as you looked at each other.

you moved your eyes on michelangelo as he screamed again for loosing his game again before you glanced at leo who turned his head towards you.

he gave you comfort by just looking at him, his whole ‘big brother’ attitude made you feel safe and you couldn’t have been more happy about it.

you were about to say something to broke the awkward silence but before you could do anything you heard steps behind you.

“pizza's here!” told you raphael as he dropped it near you.

you put your feet down sitting right before taking a slice, you closed your eyes as you felt the taste that never failed to impress you.

the others moved around to took each a slice too before sitting down at the table to be more comfortable.

you watched as mickey didn’t move making you look at him confused, you moved another slice under his nose to make him feel the taste and you watched as his nose captured it immediately.

“must eat pizza. but can't stop playing. but must eat pizza. but can't stop playing! but must eat pizza!” screamed mickey as he went crazy over his multiple choice.

before he could do anything stupid you smacked the slice that was in your hand into his mouth and he gave you a thanking glance before continuing with his game.

“sorry we didn't get any closer to finding your dad, april.” said leo from his new spot in front of you.

“it's okay. everything we learn about the kraang is another piece of the puzzle.” she responded trying to reassure him.

“yeah, but psychic research? this is one weird puzzle.” thought leonardo as master splinter walked near him with a plate and a slice of his own.

“i am curious, april. how did you know the monkey was really a human?” questioned splinter looking at the girl.

“i don't know. sometimes I just get a feeling about things.” she replayed.

this caught your attention, you got a lot of feelings too. you thought it was only your sixth sense but, maybe it was something more?.

“a feeling? hm, interesting.” he replied moving his eyes on you before leaving.

“hey, donnie; how come you're not eating?” talked leo towards his brother, and only then you realised he hadn’t touched any food.

“what? i'm not hungry.” you rolled your eyes as he quickly dismissed his brother with an hand not moving his focus from the screen.

“something's been bothering me.” he continued not noticing you getting up and walking near him.

“yeah, maybe your stomach.” you responded before shoving a slice of pizza in his mouth.

he eat it in second and you chuckled at his ‘non hungry-ness’.

he finished eating before exposing to all of you his problem. “falco said that rockwell was experimenting on a monkey.”

“and?” leo questioned.

“well according to these notes, he never had a monkey in his lab. he was just using sample of monkey dna.” continued donatello.

“we're still not following you.” commented leo watching all of yours confused expression.

“if he never had a monkey, what broke out of that cage?” asked rhetorically the genius brother.

“it must've been rockwell!” you and raph both responded together.

“flick” you screamed pointing with your finger in his direction.

he looked at you unbothered before rolling his eyes pronting his brother to continue with his talk.

“which means falco put him there and he's been lying this whole time!” finished donnie making you all glare at each other with determination.

you all went to get ready, you observed the guys getting their weapons before turning around, but as you put your suit on you found a terrapin near you.

“need a hand with those?” he asked looking at your weapons still in your hands.

“i can handle myself big boy” you replied without hesitation before looking at his own suit.

“need a hand with those” you mocked looking at his belt slightly loose.

“actually, yes” he responded looking at you with a smirk.

you rolled your eyes before walking near him taking his sai from their place, before tightening the belt; you put his weapons back in place before giving a pat on his plastron.

“all done lil baby” you told him smirking.

“five seconds ago i was ‘big boy’ and now inn ‘lil baby’, what happened?” he asked copying your expression as you looked at one another.

“you made me change my mind” you responded before walking away.

you both didn’t noticed the others looking at you with their mouths agape, they couldn’t believe how obvious you both were. you still didn’t know about your feelings for each other and you were already acting like a married couple.

“so you’re telling me they aren’t a couple?” talked april still not believing it.

“not yet!” responded mickey with a goofy smile.

-☆彡

you arrived in falco’s lab running, all your senses were on high alert as you had finally found out the truth.

“all right, falco! we've had enough of your-“ started leo.

“do not say ‘monkeying around.’” interrupted him raphael.

“i wasn't going to.” tried to complain the leader.

“yes, you were.” you and falco both said together.

“flick, i guess” you shrugged tilting your head.

“it's over, falco! we know it was you who mutated rockwell!” accused him donatello.

“i used him as a guinea pig.”he responded.

“well, it didn't work. you turned him into a monkey.” commented michelangelo making you chuckle while his brothers rolled their eyes.

“the psychic neurochemical i extracted from his mutant brain is changing me. your minds are opening up to me.” he confessed making you understand more and more.

“so this was your plan all along.” talked donatello.

“of course. no man can defeat you when you know his every thought.”

“how about a turtle?” you murmured looking him right in the eyes, and you knew the doctor had heard you.

“oh, really? then you must know I'm gonna smack-“ started to say raph only to be stopped by the enemy.

“smack the white off my lab coat? how humorous!” mocked him falco.

“lucky guess! yaah!“ screamed raph before running towards him.

raphael fought and you watched as the doctor dodged every single one of his moves. he kicked him hard against donatello and michelangelo as you and leo started to attack him.

you knew you had to not think to win this battle (you had watched a lot of movies with this trope so you had thought of yourself as a possible winner), but usually to not think you used music and it wasn’t a option this time.

he pushed you away before kicking leo down and you continued to fight against him as you heard mickey and donnie try to find a solution.

he kicked you away again making you hit your head, why they all heated your head so much you didn’t understand.

you blacked out for some moment and when you started to woke up you found donnie get pushed against a wall.

you heard the doctor try and push the bottoms of donatello but it didn’t do a lot to him.

“by the way, do you really think you have a chance with april?”

and hard glare made its way on your face before you screamed to donnie to just-

“fight without thinking, goddamit!”

you watched as he mumbled something under his breath before he started to attacking and you finally got up.

you were about to help donatello but you watched as he held himself good enough and you looked at him with proud in your eyes.

“whoa, donnie, nice work!” complimented him raphael after the doctor was k.o.

“i guess my words worked just fine!” you said before you side hugged donatello putting your head on his shoulder.

“what'd i tell you about those back flips, huh? pretty cool!” bragged michelangelo while giving you an high three, making you smile and donnie rolls his eyes.

you moved your focus on the container in mickey’s hand, happy to put an hand to this mission.

“now that we have the ooze, let's see what falco knows about the Kraang.” started donnie as you all turned towards the man in question.

you all gasped as you found the spot clean, not a trace of the man there.

“falco's gone!”

“again, we’ve eyes donnie” you responded pushing his head jokingly away from you.

you heard movement behind you and only then you looked at the monkey still blocked on the chair.

“what do we do about him?” questioned michelangelo.

you looked at donatello as he walked near him to free him, the monkey got up and ran towards the window stopping right in the edge to look at all of you.

“i'm no psychic, but I think he's trying to thank us.” explained donnie before the monkey ran away.

“if he reacts to angry thoughts, is new york city really the best place for him?” asked raphael and you realised your mistake.

you heard chaos on the street and you grimaced at the thought of what was gonna happen, before talking.

“looks like the little brain cell moved to another brain.” you commented.

raph and donnie both sent you an hard glare before leo talked.

“i'm sure he'll be okay.” he reassured you and you nodded in agreement.

you ran back to the lair and you quickly took all your things off as the boys set on the sofa, they turned the tv on to relax a little.

while you wanted to talk to splinter about your day you ran to the dojo only to find your master splinter talking with april.

you moved behind the wall to hide and hear at the same time.

“april, it seems you have a rare gift, a sensitivity i have trained my entire life to develop.” started your sensei.

“don't worry. you'll get it.” responded the girl.

“i did! it just took me a long time.” continued master splinter.

“that's nothing to be ashamed of.” she responded and you couldn’t believe your hears.

why couldn’t she just give some respect to him, it was thanks to him that you all had been good enough to help her escape.

“what I am trying to say is that i would like to train you to be a kunoichi a female ninja, just like [name].” explained better splinter.

your eyes almost got out of your skull at this.

“wow! that's quite an honor. if I do this, does that mean I can kick everybody's but?”

you mentally face palmed at her comment before continuing to listen to the conversation.

“we don't believe in using our abilities that way.” tried to stop her the mutated rat.

“oh, yeah! me neither. but I could, right?”

“yes. but I warn you. it will be the hardest thing you've ever done. it will drain you mentally, physically, and spiritually.” he warned her and you know who he was talking about; you knew he got flashback and you knew he had to take a deep breath.

but still she didn’t get the memo as she kept her attitude of ‘know-it-all’.

“well, can't be worse than high school.” she told him before getting up and going towards the living room to welcome the boys.

“you can come in now” said his deep voice just as you turned around to try and go away.

you sighed before going inside towards the voice, and you kneeled in front of him in silence as you waited for him to talk.

“so, how did it went?” he said to your surprise.

“good, well not ‘under percent’ good since falco escapade, but still good since we found the other doctor.” you explained looking down.

he hummed letting you know he was listening before taking a small breath.

“you know, you’re gonna have to accept april one day”

you remained still for a second before gathering your thoughts.

“when she’ll show me i can accept her, i will” you responded straightening your back.

“your a both fighting fire with fire and if don’t use water soon, it’s gonna cause a blaze”

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[06/07/08]

a/n:

5432 words

wanted to try and show raphael’s view of the reader.

also i literally love those terrapins i want to cry, i’m getting so many ideas you, can’t even imagine.

thanks for your time <33

-sa :)

[plzcallmesa]

DOLONIA ༄ [raph x reader]

[006]: metalhead

masterlist

[05/06/07]

tw: swearing?

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you re-starting the training with the guys didn’t sound like a good idea for them; they were worried about your mental health but they knew that they had to gave you another chance.

and against all these knew aliens and mutant you had to be the best of yourself or you could get seriously hurt; so, even if with some doubt, they didn’t protest against it, welcoming you back with them.

so after some days of laughing and fighting with you they couldn’t help but think that it had been an amazing idea.

they saw the way you put all of yourself on learning but they saw the difference with the old way you used to train too, and that made them all relax a lot.

leo started helping you with your stance even after splinter’s lesson, you had told him you could do it alone but he wanted to keep an eye on you.

raph gave you some work out’s tips to make sure you kept your form (and to spend some more time alone with you, cause ‘why not?’).

mickey loved joking with you during the fights trying to come up with new things to make you crack; at the end he always was the one too loose, since everything could make him laugh.

donnie tried to explain to you how math could be useful in a fight, but after the first example you told him that he could keep talking but you wouldn’t understand anyways, so you opted to use him to try new weapons.

splinter watched every interaction with heart full of love, for you, and for his children. and he knew that he had kept your father’s promise, you were safe with him and with his boys.

and as he watched troughs the news all the chaos happening up in the city he started to have some ideas of who could have been behind your father worries.

-☆彡

you kept patrolling every night occasionally fighting kraangs or looking for other clues on april’s father.

one day you found yourself following one of the aliens in a abandoned building, leo signalled for all of you to be quiet as you entered.

the fight started and you all did your best to put them down, you saw donnie start looking around him with anxiety as he tried to found the perfect way to kick them.

“keep moving, don’t let them surround you, failure is not an option” said leo as you all ran in different direction.

donnie came near him to respond “technically failure is always an option”

“you know what else is an option? slapping you” talked back raph already done with his brother negative.

as donnie tried to use mickey to help him fight you screamed to raphael.

“behind”

as soon as those words left your mouth he ducked down and you jumped on his shell, he tilted himself up again giving you more help as you used him as a trampoline.

(you made raph watch all the avengers movies and try some of their attack moves, especially the steve and natasha’s ones. and you took some of those as personal moves cause you could.)

you fell on one of the kraang’s shoulder blocking his view as you used your weight to make him shoot his ‘colleague’.

as all of the turtles kicked down some of the aliens the other kraangs realised they were about to loose opting to try for the first time one of their newest weapon, an energy cannon.

“everyone stand your ground” ordered leo as you all jumped one near the other.

you watched as the cannon was charged ready to shoot and you started to have a realisation.

“uh- leo” you tried to warn.

“yeah, on second thought RUN!” he answered back.

the shot missed you for a second but they kept charging it back a lot of times pointing it to all of you.

donnie was the one with more damage as his weapon broke. you heard him complain looking at his staff before your turned your head to take a look for yourself.

“dude your weapon just explode” commented mickey.

you continued fighting until they surrounded you, and they were about to pull the trigger before leo threw one of his ninja’s star making it do the perfect path to hit the button.

they were dragged away with their energy cannon before you ran back to the lair.

you all commented the fight as you walked back home before donnie excused himself cause he ‘had to do a thing’, he told you to keep going as he went the other way and you share a look with the others before shrugging.

you heard raph comment about leo’s trick with his star and you chimed in giving them your own thoughts.

you arrived at the end of the vent and you all

jumped down as you continued chatting.

“dumb luck” said raphael towards his brother.

“wasn’t luck my friend, and dumb had nothing to do with it” replied back leo.

“he’s literally your brother” you commented referring to the way he addressed the other terrapin.

a metal sound made you turn your head and you found donnie trying to get out of the vent.

“finally” you muttered.

“give me a hand with this” talked donnie.

“a hand with what?” asked leo genuinely confused.

donnie didn’t reply only looking around him, you tried to found the answer in your brain and after recalling the adventure of the night you found it.

“donnie, please tell me it isn’t a kraang body?” you begged.

he didn’t reply making you all groan before walking towards him to help him bring it down.

you walked on the street, the robot being to difficult to carry while jumping from roof to roof.

you took turn to carry it and after some time it was yours and raph turn.

“why are we even carrying this thing?” he asked not moving his eyes from the street.

“i think the genius wants to see how they works?” you responded with a tone that made it sound more like a question.

“i know how they work. ya hit them till the brain toy surprise pops out.” he talked back not wanting to drag that thing for too much.

“well you and your brothers see things kinda differently; and let’s say he’s the only brain cell of these team.”

he hummed in response not giving you his full attention as he moved his hands from the robot’s writs to his shoulder.

you were about to say something to keep going with the small talk but leo called the both of you to make you notice the manhole.

donnie came near you taking the robot from your hands and trowing it in the hole, it stopped, not going down and you and raph both looked at him exasperated.

“was that supposed to fit?“ asked raphael.

donnie proceeded to kick it trying to push it inside as you face palmed. the sound of metal could be heard and you grow more impatient every second.

you growled at donnie to stop but he didn’t listen to you until you shoved him away to jump on the alien.

as soon as your feet touched the metal it fall down and you with it, you feel on your feet on both side of its stomach as you tried to not broke it more than how it already was.

“i’m not dragging it anymore” you crossed you arms as you talked donnie looking at him from the other said of the manhole.

he rolled his eyes before they all jumped down following you back home.

as donnie dragged the body behind him he told all of you about his latest text.

“april is coming, she’s bringing pizza” he said between grunts.

“amazing” you responded under your breath.

you had a difficult day, almost getting hurt by a stupid cannon, and even if now you craved pizza more than anything, the idea of getting to spend the time with the redhead giving false hope to your best friend, didn’t sound like a good plan for you.

you heard all the boys cheer behind you and you had to admit something switched for a second, why were they always so happy to see her? didn’t they realise that they knew nothing about her? who whose she? she could be anyone from what they knew.

you didn’t have the time or the force to explain to the guys your concern about the girl and you arrived at the lair being greeted by master splinter and her.

she said hi to everyone with happiness in her voice before changing her attitude by giving you only a glance and you rolled your eyes, again.

“hi to you too” you muttered.

you arrived near the table and you saw the little turtle on it, you took some lettuce from the fridge before taking the little pet in your arms.

you went to the living room to sit next to raph and you gave him spike before breaking a piece of the vegetable and feeding him.

you watched everyone eat pizza and you took some for yourself as you looked towards donnie direction seeing him work on the kraang.

after some time april walked in with her laptop, she gave you a glance before going near donatello giving him a big smile.

you heard him asking her different question to try and bring her focus on him and you continued to pet spike as he set on raph’s lap.

your sensei walked in with a new staff for donnie and you heard raph talk to the small terrapin in his hands.

“look spike donnie got another stick to break.”

you smiled at his comments before giving one more lettuce’s leaf to spike.

“with all due respect sensei, i can’t keep fighting alien’s technology with a six foot staff” complained donatello as master splinter arrived in front of him “i was hoping to update my weapon.”

“mhm, a seven foot staff interesting” replied his father.

you chuckled and raph looked at you with a smile before bringing his focus back on the conversation.

“no i meant using modern technology”

“ah a solar powered staff”

“i’m serious sensei!”

“i know, and yes you might upgrade your weapon.”

donnie didn’t register his father response starting to complain before stopping in his tracks, he stopped to look at him before asking if he had heard right.

“ninjas have improved their arsenal for centuries. we are masters of adaptation.” replied the oldest.

“that is great, cause with this technology i will be invincible! what should I make?” you didn’t really tried to uderstand donnie rant about all the things that he wanted to do, you didn’t even listen; you just watched his excitement took over him and “i just gave myself goosebumps. you wanna feel?”

april didn’t even moved her eyes from the screen as she replayed to donnie’s answer with a ‘pass’.

“but remember, technology is a means, not an end. it is you who must prevail in battle, not your weapon. combat is not a video game.” tried to warn him your sensei.

“that's it! i’ll turn combat into a video game! thanks, sensei.” replied donnie as he dragged the body to his lab to examine it.

donnie remained in that room for hours while you and the others spent the time playing around (well the others except for april, who kept her eyes locked on the screen)

you and mickey finished the pizza and you all took turn to play video games. you ended up waiting for raph and leo to finish their game your hands on the back of raph’s chair and your eyes following every moves as you waited for a winner.

suddenly april voice broke the silence but you didn’t even turn around as she addressed all of you.

“hey guys! check out this post i got.”

“hang on april i just have to destroy lame-onardo” replied raphael.

he pushed some buttons and you watched his hands as he moved his finger fast, really fast. he did some moves before he won and leo shoot him an hard glare.

you walked near leo giving him a pat on his shoulder as raph did a little win-dance, he walked near the leader putting his arm on his shoulder before pushing him to the side and you moved just in time to not let it push you too.

you didn’t thought about the fact that leo didn’t had anything to fall against so he fall on the floor and you gave him an hand to help him up as raph walked towards the girl.

“so what's up?” he asked from behind her left.

leo gave him a slap as a payback before sitting down and he used his force to move his brother away from the redhead a little bit more then necessary.

you put yourself behind april watching the screen from above her head.

“i set up a message board to collect unusual sightings around new york. people send in pics, videos” she stopped to look on her left meeting raphael’s eyes and only then you noticed how near they were.

you felt something switch again inside you but you didn’t thought too much about it as she started talking again.

“also get some stuff that may help us track the kraang and find my dad. like this video of a gas explosion.”

she put play and a video started, she zoomed in and you saw the silhouette of a kraang walk towards the camera

“ a kraang droid” said leo a little too high making mickey hear.

the other turtle woke up from his place above the water but as confusion and fear took over he fall into the water making you chuckle.

leo moved his eyes from one brother to another and he talked to you and raph.

“we’ll check it out tonight” he said determinate.

you and the hothead nodded together in response.

“ why not now?” questioned the girl.

“because it's daytime, we can't let anyone see us. well, them.” you said using a tone to mark the fact that it was obvious.

“well, I can.” she replied angry.

“well, i didn’t ask” you responded back with a fake smile.

she didn’t responded to you as she started to got up and walk away making you roll your eyes; again.

“april, think about this. it could be dangerous.” tried to reason with her leo as he stopped in front of her.

“you know what else could be dangerous? standing between me and my father.” she tried to sound badass as she talked but you could see right trough her facade.

“wow i’m trembling” you sassed.

leo glanced behind her looking at you before moving his eyes back on the girl seeing her still angry expression, he gave her his okay moving to the side to let her walk.

after she turned the corner leo gave you a look and he tilted his head in her direction. you widened your eyes at his request begging with a ‘no’ under your breath. he gave you a hard nod without backing down and you sighed before following her outside.

you followed her without being noticed, until she arrived in front of a building. you watched her every move from above kneeling on top of a roof.

you watched as a kraang opened the door and got inside and you heard her mutter something under her breath, you looked at her as she followed the robot before you threw your knife under the door to keep it open.

you jumped down the roof and you ran towards the door before sliding on your side to go under it, ‘thomas’s style’ you thought.

as you swished under the metal you put up your hand taking the knife and letting the door close.

you tried to found an hiding spot and april. and just as you spotted her from the other side of the room you heard two kraangs talks.

“is that which is the unstable mutagen ready for using in the experiment that kraang is being ready to begin?” asked krang 1.

“the unstable mutagen will be tomorrow unleashing in the water supply.” replied kraang 2.

“shit, if they succeed it’s gonna be madness” you talked to yourself listening to their conversation.

“many infected humans will mutation. This is being a good way to perfect the mutagen to the point of perfection.” continued their conversation kraang 2, he talked like they were talking about the weather and not mutating a whole city.

kraang 2 left leaving you kraang 1 and april in the room.

you were about to go near her but as she moved from behind a box to another she made a metal thing fall.

you caught it between your arms before it could touch the ground but all that movement attracted the robot anyway.

he started to walk in your and april direction and only in that moment you came out of the shadow making yourself seen from the other said of the robot’s path.

april gave you a confused glance and she was about to open her mouth and talk before you shushed her putting a finger to your mouth.

you pointed to a metal bar in front of the both of you and she nodded in your direction.

you and april went away from your personal spot just in time, the alien looked around confused before he was distracted by the moving of a paper that covered a secret exit.

you had went there to move it and use it as a distraction as april ran and took the metal bar from the ground hitting the kraang behind his head.

it didn’t do anything to it and he turned around looking at the both of you confused you sighed annoyed before taking the bar from april’s hand using a lot of your force to throw him away.

she looked around scared before she stopped to look at you, you tilted your head in the direction of the exit before you both ran away from that place.

you hided behind a corner and you watched as april set down leaning her back against the wall.

“what were you doing there?” she asked tilting her head to look directly at your face.

“saving your ass” you replayed almost immediately.

“first of all i could’ve totally do it alone” she started to say before stopping to mutter a little ‘i think’ “second i meant why were you following me”

“no you couldn’t, and leo asked me too” you responded again using the same annoyed tone as before.

“of course he did” she said more to herself before looking down at her feet.

for some reason you felt kinda sad for the girl, she was just trying to find her dad and she had found herself fighting against strange alien robots.

“look in those situation adrenalin is what keeps me going so yeah, maybe you could’ve done it alone. but having someone covering your back is nice and, i’m really good at it” you replayed with a smirk, she smirked back but she rolled her eyes trying to hide it.

“come on let’s talk with the boys” you told her to break the silence.

“yeah let’s just-“ she stood up to take her phone from her pocket but after touching everywhere she quickly found she didnt have it.

she was about to panic before she found your hand in front of her eyes holding it.

“oh is this yours?” you asked with fake innocence.

she growled at you before she angrily took it from your hands writing to her page on the laptop hoping someone of the turtles would read it.

and you found yourself sitting down near her waiting for your boys.

-☆彡

after some time your heard some voice from

above you on the roof and you listened to it before glancing to april.

“hello?” she tried made you mentally face palm.

you were sure she would’ve been one of those character that asks if ‘someone’s there’ when they hear a growling sound in their cantine.

“hey, guys, quiet. somebody’s coming.” you heard leo’s voice say.

“guys it’s us” she said looking up towards them.

“[name]” called raphael before they all jumped down.

“guys we were just looking for you.” she started.

“did you saw our message?” you asked before getting a negative answer from raph.

only in that moment you realised the absences of their fourth brother, you were about to ask where he was before a whistling sound could be heard.

something fell on the dumpster near april making her jump as you looked at it already a starting to have a little idea of what was happening.

leo facepalmed and you put an arm against broth the brothers cutting out the sound from the dumpster as you talked to them.

“god i missed you” you said to the both of them.

“it isn’t been even a whole day” replied leo dragging the hand down his face as raph was to concentrated on the feeling he got by you saying those words.

the sound finished making raph came back to reality as he said a sarcastic comment to connect back with what was happening around him.

“still, it's stealthier than the real donatello” he said making you finally connect the dots.

“what the heck is that?” asked april looking at the mini robot.

you moved near mickey ti side hug him as leo explained how it was donnie’ latest creation.

“i missed you too” you said in his ear making him giggle as the air hit his neck.

“the name’s metalhead” finished donnie for his brother.

“catchy name, huh? my idea.” commented mickey as he tried to get away from you trying to annoy him with your breath.

“oh, sorry, april. I'm still getting used to the controls.” donnie’s voiced echoed through the dark and you let go of mickey to hold your ears.

“whoops, megaphone button got stuck.” tried to excuse himself donnie and you were about to go and beat that thing to death before april talked.

“guys, we gotta do something, the kraang are gonna poison the city's water supply with mutagen!” she said worried

“the whole city will become a disaster area!” started leo understanding the danger of the situation.

“there'll be mutants everywhere!” added donnie.

“it’s gonna be a freaking mess!” you said.

“wow, think of all the friends we can make.” talked mickey side-hugging metal head and you only to be stoped by all of yours hard glares. “excuse me for being a ‘glass-half-full’ kinda guy.”

there was some seconds of awkward silence before leo gave you the next order.

“let’s go.”

“yeah, the kraang don't stand a chance! what?” donnie tried to come with you but you all stopped him as you noticed all the chaos he could made.

“donnie, i need you to hang back; metalhead is just too clumsy, it'll get in our way.” tried to explain leo to him.

“clumsy?” said donnie opening his arms, as he did that he pushed down a lot of metal things making a clattering sound. “i did that on purpose to emphasize my point”

“you're not coming, donnie.” repeated leo and even from behind him you know the guilty feeling he had inside.

even if it was for the best you knew he loved his brothers and he wanted to fight all of this ugly ‘ultron’s wanna-be’ together not putting anyone on the side.

but a lot of time he had to choose the safety city over fighting near his brothers and watch them realise made him fell guilt, even if that time he was talking to a turtle can.

finally donnie agreed to stay back with april and you and the others jumped down towards the building.

you and the boys succeeded on getting in without being noticed and you all followed leo up on a metal bar.

from that place you could watch everything that was happening with the kraang and you tried to found the best point where to attack.

“looks like a kraang picnic down there.” commented leo.

“ready to bash some bots?” asked raph getting ready to fight.

“destroy some droids?” added leo.

“kick some kraang?” you tried.

“clean some closets?” you all looked blankly at mickey “uh- i meant to say crush some aliens?”

leo jumped down and you and raph followed behind him, you cut one of the krang in half and you heard something metal move behind you.

just as you turned around you heard mickey scream and his silhouette falling on the kraang that you were about to face.

mickey continued to kick the body not stop and you thought you had heard him mutter something along the lines of ‘nobody try to hurt my big sis’ but you couldn’t be sure.

raph came behind him dragging him away from his shell and you hided behind some box .

you and mickey hided on one side as leo and raph hides on the other to looked at a bunch of kraangs getting ready for something big.

suddenly a robotic sound made you turn your head and you saw one of the kraang still in control of his body alarming his colleagues of you.

the kraangs started shooting at you and scream of fear came out from all of you as you hides behind some metal container.

you tried to not get circled by them but everywhere you went you would find on e of them in front of you.

you started to ran away from them and you noticed they were making you all go towards one direction, but there was nothing you could do except for fighting so you took out your sword and start to slash everything that went in your way.

you got out of your trance only when raph took you with him as he ran behind the boxes.

“we're trapped!” said leo.

“really? i didn’t my notice!” you replayed sarcastically as you tried to regain your breath.

“or maybe, they're the ones who are trapped! “ started mickey putting his head up only to be yanked back down by you as a bullet almost got his head. “hm hm? no, it's us.”

you removed your eyes down taking a look at your figure in the reflection of your sword.

you noticed the black splatter of oil on your face and you made a mental note to scrape real hard that point.

suddenly the sound of glass shuttering echoed and you looked up to see metalhead falling down.

he got in an awkward position with his arm up.

“what are you doing? what is wrong with your arms?” questioned leo looking at his brother invention.

“my hands aren't on my hips?” asked donnie sincerely confused.

“not really” you replayed blankly as raphael face palmed.

“sorry, forgot to press b.” his arm suddenly took the place he desired on his hips.

the kraangs started to shoot at metalhead without mercy and with the shooting sound echoing in your ears you were about to forget there wasn’t donnie there.

“now it's my turn! eat hot laser!” donatello started to laugh as he put down every robot with ease.

“you want some of this? whooo!”

“yeah, baby!”

“hey, raph, how does it feel to be shown up by a toaster?” started to brag donatello.

mickey growled before trying to warn his brother “burn!”

“yeah, i thought that was a good one.” resolved donnie clearly not understanding.

you face palmed before screaming “no, burn!”

“oh,right.”

donnie lost a little his control over mattel head almost shooting at you and you had to keep down the urge to go there and cut the little turtle can in half.

“donnie, watch the friendly fire.” said leo noticing your angry expression.

you hided as donnie continued his fight with kraang until you heard him scream something trough the radio.

“guys, if you can hear me, you might wanna run.”

“the ones that which are called turtles will now be called turtles that are destroyed!” said the brain from the top of metalhead.

“whew! i was really afraid at the beginning of the sentence, but then i sort of just lost interest towards-“ he was interrupted by a laser being pointed at him “ ok, i'm afraid again.” he said before you all screamed running away.

you tried to ran at it not quite sure of yourself as donnie already showed you how it was invincible.

“give him everything you've got.” said leo but as you all tried to kick him you noticed how it did nothing.

“he’s gotta have a weak spot.”

“well it clearly doesn’t” you replayed almost getting cut in half by a blue laser.

“this always works!” said mickey before giving him a kick on his more ‘private part’.it didn’t do anything and mickey groaned in pain. “well, usually.”

the kraang gave mickey a punch pushing him away. before doing the same to all of you.

“now kraang will destroy you. which one wants to be first to be destroyed by kraang?”

“me!” screamed donnie from above, he fall down in front of his creation as you and mickey commented.

“such a show off!”

“donnie don’t listen to her, bangin' entrance, dude!”

“you guys deal with the droids. i’ll handle metalhead.” he replayed.

“whatever you say” you shrugged before running with the boys towards the fight.

you and the boys got the upper hand with ease and you got lost in the fight, you all helped each other giving signal only with your eyes.

as the fight became more and more intense nobody noticed the red and green veins on your sword, not even you.

and as you kicked away the last one you heard donatello scream from near you.

“booyakasha!”

“sounds weird when he says it.”commented mickey.

“sounds weird when you say it.” talk ed back raphael.

“sounds weird when everyone say it?” you tried.

you watched the brain thing fall on donatello and you punched it away from his face before it could attack him.

“nice job, bro!” complimented mickey.

“way to go, donnie!” added leo.

“yeah, not bad. except for that part where you built the thing in the first place. and the part where it broke. and the part where it tried to kill us. and the part-“ started to say raphael only to be hit behind his head by you.

“ok i get it”

raphael made a pained sound and you tried to gave him an hard glare but a smile broke on your face before you tried your best to hug all of them, they smiled as they hugged you back closing their eyes in the comfort of your arms.

“guys, you’re alive right?” you heard a voice scream in the distance, and only in that moment you remembered of the girl waiting for all of you on the other roof.

“come on, it’s time to go” said leo before you all got out.

you met april on top of the building and she tried to hugged donnie but you went in the way pretending it was you who wanted it.

she growled in your heat without getting noticed by the others before you all decided to take her home to make sure she would’ve been okay.

-☆彡

you explained everything to master splinter before you decided to play video games. it was raph turn, he had just got to your high score but he didn’t say anything as all he wanted was beat leonardo.

“oh, so close to my high score.” distracted him leo before pushing bottoms to make him loose.

before you knew it you all started fighting, raph started to strangle leo as he made him loose again and again, mickey tried to keep raph away by his arm while you jumped on raph neck to try and strangle him.

as you continued your fight you heard beeping sound and you all stopped to look towards donnie before he screamed at all of you.

“it's not supposed to do that! run!”

you all screamed as you ran away but even if the brothers where loud donnie could still heard your threatening.

“if i survive this i’m gonna kill you!”

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[05/06/07]

a/n:

5415 words, i know it’s shorter i’m sorry.

i just had some difficulties in the making but i hope it’s still good.

kinda tried to make the reader see the perspective of april, but it’s not gonna be ‘all good’ now ehehehe.

thanks for all the hits, and likes on ao3,wattpad and tumblr.

thanks for your time <33

-sa:)

[plzcallmesa]

sixth chapter coming tomorrow yay!!!

[006]: metalhead

summary:

“donnie tries to improve his weapon while you change your opinion on a redhead, even if only for five minute.”

masterlist of DOLONIA ༄ [raph x reader]

[plzcallmesa]

Leo and Donnie bonding?

does this count?

[plzcallmesa]

shitting tears.

i've read one too many fics about leo not making it back from the prison dimension

[plzcallmesa]

DOLONIA ༄ [raph x reader]

[005]: i think his name is baxter stockman

masterlist

[04/05/06]

tw:swearing???

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after all those days of fighting and making ‘friends’ you couldn’t help but feel the need to let yourself loose a bit. you’re head was still hurting but not as much as the other days and all you needed was some distraction.

so when the boys came to you begging you to skate and eat pizza with them all day you just couldn’t say no.

even if deep down you knew it would’ve cause a lot of chaos.

you started with a movie marathon, making leo see spider-man for the thousandth time to educate him on spiders, again.

you all cried as you made the boys see the perks of being a wallflower, they started the movie complaining about the plot and ending it complaining about you making them watch it so late.

“your comfort movies has no comfort in them, why?” screamed mickey as he cried.

before you knew it leo was making you watch his favourite episodes of space heroes, you had to hold raph as he tried to break the tv while leo repeated every line of the serie by heart.

while all of this happened you eat a lot of different types of pizza trying all the things that you had never tried before.

donnie was supposed to trow it away but with all the things that you did you made him wait for the last moment, that never came.

after all those movies mickey suggested the idea to skate, at first you told him no without hesitation but after some begging from him, that convinced all his brothers, you couldn’t help but agree.

you all helped build different types of obstacle, and you didn’t even thought about the time, until you all felt like you had been working for hours.

still mickey’s puppy eyes forced you to do one last jump and, after some complain, you all agreed.

“guys, guys, get in your spot” screamed mickey from the top of the ramp.

you all went down crouching one near the other as raph complained again.

“alright mickey, but this is the last time.”

“but don’t flip me this time” was quick to add donnie.

“eat to much cheese”

“don’t tell me leo, i’m about to trow up” you talked as you waited for mickey to jump.

“and now the kid goes for the world record, he will attempt to jump three mutant turtles AND a human” explained mickey to the invisible audience.

“i can’t believe he talked us into it” murmured raph from his place near you.

“well, his puppy eyes are quite convincing” you commented looking towards him.

“YA! BOOYAKASHA!” screamed michealangelo as he skated down the ramp.

what you didn’t notice was that master splinter had walked into the room, you had disturbed his meditation with your chaos and he decided to came and see what was all that screaming about.

“what is going on in here?” he asked with a deep tone.

you all got up at his voice not thinking about mickey and the way he was already coming down. leo screamed ‘sensei’ ready to apologise, but before anyone could say anything mickey scream echoed and you turned towards him to see him falling against you.

you closed your eyes as you prepared for the impact, when you opened them up you found yourself under a turtle’s plastron. you moved a bit to see donnie under your legs, raph was on top of you trying not to put his weight on you as mickey was on him.

you couldn’t see leo but you were sure he wasn’t in better condition, as you tried to get out of this situation you felt something touch you and you voiced your thoughts.

“guys i think i just touched someone’s foot.”

as you finished your phrase your eyes blocked on raph’s one he was with his hands near your face and his body was slightly moved to your right, you made eyes contact and you felt yourself get hot.

probably cause you had two turtles on top of you.

“how many times have i told you not to skateboard in the lair?” asked master splinter.

“uh never?” you said more as a question looking at the other boys, you and mickey looked at each other.

“none sensei” answered him.

“ i shouldn’t have to tell you” at this you all got up and raph put an hand in front of you to help you.

“you’re right sensei. we definitely should’ve known better and we deserve to be punished. eh,some.” you silently clapped your hands at leo talk before your sensei moved his body towards him.

“and what do you think would be a fitting punishment?”

leo turned around to try and get some help but he found his brothers ignore him, donnie was whistling looking around, mickey hummed with his focus on the ceiling and raph was reading a comic.

you didn’t know what to do and you copied raph placing your head on his shoulder to pretend to be reading with him.

understanding that he wouldn’t get any help leo quickly thought about something.

“well- uh- we should clean up our mess?“

leo looked in front of him to see his sensei glaring at him, and he understood that his idea of ‘punishment’ wasn’t enough.

“and then, think about what we did” he tried with a smile, that was whipped out as soon as you all talked.

“yeah,sounds about right”

“we were wrong”

“wouldn’t want to do too much”

“no worries”

“yeah, that’s enough”

“what about being grounded for a week?” talked splinter, and even if it was a question you knew it didn’t have all that possibility as a response.

“i’m not sure that’s-“ tried to reason leo, but before he could continue he was interrupted by mickey.

“i’m cool with the thinking”

“yeah, same” you agreed.

“really that’s not necessary” continued donnie.

“maybe next time.” ended raph.

“you’re grounded for a week” decided your sensei and you all groaned at his response just wanting to make this week end.

a noise came from behind you and whit out turning around you knew it was the ramp falling, you put your head down in annoyance before tilting it up again stopping your groan.

“now clean, everything.”

“ay sensei” you murmured all together.

it took you sometime to put everything back in place but after you finally decided to sent donnie to take out the garbage half the job was done.

you put all the things that were creating the ramp and put them back were they belong, you did al lot of work and with all that pizza in your body you all let yourself fall on the sofa.

after only some minutes you decided to get out before realising that you couldn’t you groaned before re-taking your spot.

you didn’t know what to say and after some time donnie left the room saying something about trying a new invention.

you put your hand to your head as you began to feel bored before realising that you still had you bandage on.

“wait, donnie!” you followed after him not giving the boys a glance as you ran to the lab.

you arrived in front of the turtle seeing his confused expression, you pointed to your head before talking but he had already understood.

“can you check it?”

he only hummed in agreement before he made you sit on his chair; he towered over you as he started removing the bandage.

for some seconds there was silence and you lost yourself on the wall in front of you, you didn’t realise that your ‘doctor’ was calling you until he moved an hand in front of your face.

“oh sorry, what where you saying?” you asked bringing your focus on the terrapin.

he took another chair and he put it in front of yours as he answered your question.

“i asked you how is your balance? it’s one the side effect that you could have after a concussion.” he was looking you straight in the eyes and you had the impression he was searching for something.

“oh well, i think at first it was a bit off but it’s all good now.” you replied not missing a bit.

“do your eyes hurt? do you have headache? neck pains?”

“no,no and no.” you finished your sentence with a smile in his direction and you watched as he tilted his head giving you his best ‘are you serious’ look.

“alright maybe i’ve a little head ache but nothing that i can’t survive.” you admitted with your eyes towards the ground.

he sighed before taking a bottle of pills and putting it in your hand.

“those are for the headache, only two for day one in the morning and one before going to bed, if the pain gets bad take one. alright? and you don’t have to wear that the bandage anymore.” you could see the worry in his eyes and you had a flash of memories.

you suddenly remember that day as you were experiencing it now, it all felt vivid as donnie was taking care of you while the others waited outside.

you blinked a few times before re-connecting with reality.

“yes, thanks donnie.” even if the conversation had came to an end you felt the need to stay there in that chair.

“what was that new invention you were talking about?” you suddenly asked before he could got up.

a smile took place on his face and you watched as he started naming all the things that he need to creat it.

you spent some hours watching donnie work as you read some magazine, you kept on going back and forth from the boys in the living room and donnie in the lab.

you played some games with mickey (no video games cause you were still grounded) and you laughed as he lost at every single one.

raph continued to do some workout but he couldn’t take his eyes off you even when you left to go in his brother. you closed the door just in time and you didn’t hear mickey talk to the hothead as he watched his brother looking at you with heart in his eyes.

“dude, you totally have a crush on her.”

“i do not” he replied not missing a bit.

“oh you sooo do” singed the other turtle.

“shut up mickey” talked raph before starting a chase with his brother.

you spent some other time with donnie, you set on the chair with your head laying on his desk as you watched him built something.

you didn’t realise you had gotten lost in your thoughts again until donnie called you for the third time.

“gonna show the others what i made, come with me?” he asked with hope in his eyes.

“sure” you smiled back at him as you went to the living room again.

when you arrived you saw mickey laying near leo, the leader was looking bored as his brother was reading a comic. raph was walking in front of them but his brother voice stopped him.

“guys, guys, wanna see what i made?” as he talked you could feel the excitement in his voice and you couldn’t help but smile even more.

“this is how bored i am” raphael looked to his other brothers before moving his eyes on you.

“obviusly not because [name] has something to do with it” murmured mickey with a low voice.

leo laughed at his brother comment and they gave each other and high three and knowing glance before moving their focus back on the conversation.

“yes donnie, i do.”

“okay okay-“ as he started explaining you walked some more to sit on the step in front of him.

he asked you if one of you remembered when he was scrounging in a military junkyard, something that you not even know he did and you titled your head with a confusion expression before you all answered with a plane ‘no’.

“well, i found an incredibly advanced A.I. microchip, made from…get this! self-assembled chain-linked copolymers!”

“oh ehm gee, are you kidding me?“ you asked with your most sarcastic tone as you pretended to understand the situation.

“that’s my favourite kind of copolymer” added mickey.

“mine too! and i used it to make this.the most advanced music player in the world.”

alright this got your attention, before you knew it you were squished between three turtles trying to take a look at the object, you didn’t realised you had space out that much at the lab, you didn’t even realised he had finished his invention.

“woooo” you all said together looking at the object.

“so who wants to try it?“ asked the ‘scientist’.

you were about to put your hand up b ur mickey beat you to it as he screamed an ‘i do’.

“toss me the ‘t-pod’” he continued.

“the ‘t-pod’?” asked donnie in disbelief.

“turtle, pod, t-pod” he explained with his finger looking at all of you like you were stupid. “ i’m so good at naming stuff”

you gave him a pay on the head as you talked to him.

“i admit you’re getting better”

“don’t encourage him” said raph as he tried giving you an hard glance.

you shushed him with a movement of your hand as you all moved near donnie to take a good look at mickey.

“you’re really gonna plug an advanced peace of military technology directly into mickey’s head?” asked raph to his genius brother. “what if it melts his brain”

“it won’t, and even if it did who knows the difference”

you were about to make a sarcastic comment including raphael but mickey pushed one button and started screaming.

“what, what’s wrong?“

“mickey, you okay?”

asked you and donnie both really preoccupied for him.

“it’s polka, make it stop, make it stop” begged mickey.

you both rolled your eyes and you watched as donnie walked to him to change his music.

he started to dance around and even if you were chuckling to raph it was the worst thing ever making him decide that he needed fresh air.

“that’s it, i gotta get out of here” he didn’t even ask as he dragged you with him by your wrist. you were about to protest but leo interrupted you.

“where are you two going? we’re a grounded.” he reminded to his stressed brother.

“technically i’m being kidnapped.” you tried.

“i don’t care. i gotta do something or i’m gonna go nuts. let’s find a skate spot”

at raph phrase you’re focus moved and you realised that it had been a lot since the last time you went to skate with the boys. your eyes had a sparkle as you repeated his word.

“a skate spot?” you asked with a smile, your hands in fist under your chin as you tried to contain your excitement.

“ a skate spot? i’m totally in” screamed mucking not noticing the tone of his voice was higher than normal.

“what’s splinter gonna say?” tried to reason leo.

“i don’t know what’s going on cause they sneak out when i was asleep.” he tried to do an impression of his father and you had to admit was kinda convincing.

as leo responded you mentioned to the other brothers to come your way already knowing how this would end.

“real mature, but i’m your leader. and as your leader, i say nobody’s going.”

you rolled your eyes as he tried to sound agute when you all knew he only wanted to go out as much as you.

“well as yar followers, we’re going anyway” talked back raph.

you tried to took one of mickey’s headphones but he slapped your hand away as he continued tapping to do the music.

“well as your leader, i’m going with you. to lead you, away from bad stuff” it sounded more like a question than a statement and you chuckled as he tried to sound convincing.

mickey screamed and he fall to the ground, you knelled near him taking his head in your hands to make him look at you.

“what’s wrong?” asked leo on the other side of his brother’s body.

“it’s back to polka, we’ve gotta get some more tunes to this.” you slapped him on the face before getting up.

“ouch” he replied rubbing an hand on the same spot.

“that’s for making me worry” you walked in front of the others before taking raph by the wrist and dragging him out of the lair.

the others followed behind and they took a good look at you both before sharing a glance.

“how much do you think it will take?” asked mickey with a low tone.

“i say one month and they are together.” talked donnie.

“i think it’s gonna be one year before they end up together. they’re still totally obvious after all this time, they’re gonna need more than a month.” leo copied his brother voice and tried to not make you hear any of it.

mickey nodded at his brothers words agreeing.

“i agree with both of you so i bet two months and they’re gonna knew each other feelings and a little more than a year and they’re together.” mickey moved a lot his hands as he talked exaggerating everything this caught hit brother attention, the one walking near you that gave him a confused glance.

mickey tried to look normal as he put down his arms as fast as he could smiling at raphael.

raph replied with a roll of his eyes before turning his focus back to you, donnie and leo gave mickey a slap con his head as he almost got caught, and they choose to stop their matchmakers’ talk to concentrate on sneaking out.

after you left the sewer you went running on the roof searching for a skate spot, you were joking with the guys as they helped you on the largest jump.

mickey suddenly changed topic “ehi donnie, thanks for all the new songs”

“wait, what new songs?” asked donnie as he jumped near his brother to take a look at the t-pod.

“keep it down you guys” scolded them leo.

“what the? it’s got thousand of songs and it keeps downloading new ones every second.”

you and raph jumped near them to talk and raph asked him a question.

“so?”

“so i didn’t program it to do that. it’s reconfiguring itself somehow. it’s that chip!” explained donnie.

you all jumped in front as you heard mickey scream of happiness behind you,you couldn’t believe what you just heard, that chip was awesome.

“guys, we’re ninjas remember? we move swiftly and here’s the important part, silently.” shushed you leo, he was on the wall on your right and you looked at him as he talked.

suddenly he screamed as he fell down not seeing the end of the roof. you watched him break a lot of things and do a lot of noise, at the end he fall on a opened bin and you watched him from above as raph teased.

“that wasn’t very silent leo”

you laughed as you all ran to leo to help him get up, you put his skate back on his shell as it felt like it was better to let him use his feet.

“come on” was the only words he spoke before making you continue your searching.

-☆彡

after some time you found the perfect spot, just as raph and mickey were about to jump down you and donnie noticed a man wearing a strange armour walking down the street.

“who the heck is that guy?” asked donnie pointing the man.

“i don’t know but he needs a beat down.” responded raph.

“hold on raph, we don’t know that he’s gonna do anything wrong. he- he could be on his way to church.” tried to reason with him the leader.

“wearing powered battle armour? what kind of church is that?” talked back raph trying to find a sense on his brother response.

“a really awesome one” intromise mickey.

as leo face palmed at mickey’s response you talked moving the attention on you.

“i’m with raph on this one, i call dips for the first punch.” you said with a smile.

“look it’s my call, so no dibs and i decide who gets a beat down.” confirmed leo stopping you in your tracks.

just as he finished his talk you watched the man using fire to try and open a door, you moved your eyes on leo to wait for his signal that came after some seconds.

“that guy needs a beat down.” confirmed him.

“oh yeah” you smirked before you all jumped down ready to attack.

you came behind him and you watched as he couldn’t open the door, all your excitement to beat him vanished as you walked near donnie and leo.

“it’s just kind of sad” said donnie with pity.

“yeah, i don’t know if we should pound him or by him an ice cream cone.” continued mickey.

“he looks really desperate” you added with the same expression as leo took out his katana.

“halt villain” tried him with his deepest voice.

you face palmed at leo words and raph talked voicing your thoughts.

“‘halt villain’? when did we start talking like that?”

“yeah leo who do you took me for?“ you asked incredulous.

“we’re hero, that- that’s how hero talk” continued him.

“you will fell the fury of my powered battle-“ the ‘villain’ started talking but he stopped as he took a good look at all of you. “holy cow you guys are turtles!”

“geez, thank god someone here as eyes” you said sarcastically.

“that’s right, we’re the turtles of justice” said leo ignoring your comment, you cringed at his pose and his comment and all his brothers did the same.

“wow, i mean just…wow” said incredulous raph with a hand against his head.

“blue you left me speechless.” you added coping raph’s tone and expression.

the man started to ran against you and you all ran back but just as you took your sword mickey stopped you all.

“wait!” he screamed, you all looked at him as he took his t-pod to put it in a safe place.

it was an easy fight and you all gave him a punch, as he made the alarm ring raph pointed a bin and before you knew it the man was trow inside it, just before the sound of the police siren.

you al ran away from the blue and red lights, you decided to go back home without wasting more time on a skate spot but you all used your skate to arrive at the man hole.

you had to use the water of the sewer to go back to the lair but it was clean water so you didn’t mind, the turtles could stay a lot under water but you had to take some pause, they didn’t mind.

they waited for you each time you were a little bit too far behind them, giving you zero pressure as you continued swimming.

under the water you almost didn’t had any light but it didn’t change things to much for you since you had to keep your eyes close most of the time.

stil you had a lot of moment to look at raph’s skin making contact with the water, you had to keep the urge to feel it under your finger tips as the green texture felt like it was calling your name.

raph gave you some glance as he watched the blue of the water around you, the light reflected on your sling giving the impression of you being the source of it.

he loved the water, and the way everything was quite under it, but he had to admit that with you it felt even better.

after some more heart eyes from the both of you, you arrived home.

leo was the first to go out and you all followed behind, as raph head came out from the water he opened his mouth using a tone fat too high for the moment.

“we made it home!”

“shhh! it’s 2am” scolded him leo.

“and splinter’s still asleep, this is epic” said excited mickey.

“it’s not epic, it was a really bad idea.” complained leo.

“what? why? it went well” you responded not understating.

“yeah, we got out there and stomped a sleaze ball, so what’s the problem?” asked raph with no care.

“that he’s gonna now, and we’re gonna be grounded forever.” explained leo.

“no we’re good” talked back raph dismissing his brother with a hand. “right donnie?”

“yeah sure, it’s gonna be fine.”

“totally fine” you continued.

“super fine.” added mickey.

“yeah yeah whatever let’s just go to sleep alright?“ tried to end the conversation the leader.

you all hummed in agreement as you all took your skate to place it back in your room. you all said a quick goodnight as you ran back to your room, falling asleep as soon as you touched the bed.

you woke up at the sound of your alarm like every morning but as you tried to stop it you quickly realised how tired you were.

get up and go to the kitchen had been more difficult then the other times, even eating had felt like it was a burner and after finishing your drink you remembered the activity of the night before, risking choking as you made eye contact with your sensei.

he let you have breakfast alone and you shared some glance with the boys sharing a message ‘he can’t know’.

you put all the plates and cups in the sink before going to the dojo were your sensei was waiting for all of your to start your daily training.

as the training started you noticed how you couldn’t do almost anything as the need of sleep was tacking over.

you already were less trained than the boys so you accepted not being on the same level at them but the way you were all acting today made you feel even worse as you were the only one almost not moving.

master splinter was scolding all of you but you didn’t have time to listen as you tried to get up only to fall against donnie, as he helped you getting up again he loose his balance making you roll down together.

you arrived near the other brothers and you all kneeled one near the other in front of your sensei.

“mhm is there something you wanna tell me?” asked master splinter with a knowing tone.

“something we wanna tell you? nop” responded mickey.

“you all seem tired” continued his dad.

“we’re not” said leo dismissing the question with an hand.

“wide awake” tried to assure donnie.

“fresh as daisies” added raph.

“us? no way.” you talked trying to look sincere.

you heard a yawn on your right and before you tilted your head to look you felt a presence fall against your side bringing you down, it was mickey who had fallen asleep and was now using you as a teddy bear.

“so you would not object to a little randori.” asked your sensei.

“well-“ started mickey who you had awoken up as master splinter talked.

he gave each of you a smash on the side to trow you down; he hit you too knowing that you were a muscular girl, but he did it with less force as he knew human skin didn’t do much as a protection.

“i hope you’ve learned turtles that truth isn’t the only thing that hurts.”

“ay sensei” you all read ponded together mixing your voice with your groan of pain.

-☆彡

you decided to relax a bit after the training of the day, april came by to gave you some pizza and you thanked her (something that she seemed to appreciate) for wasting her time to came there even if she couldn’t stay a lot.

splinter had told her about your punishment and she left without saying too much even if he told her that she could stay as much as she needed.

she said goodbye to all of you, she gave donnie heart eyes after not caring about him for the whole time and your hate towards the girl came back in a second.

you tried to not show it as she was leaving and you decided to lay on the sofa for a bit, you watched as the boys all followed you to the living room and they all seat in a circle.

raph was down the sofa under your leg with mickey on his left, near mickey was donnie and between the space under your head and donnie was leo.

you started joking around talking and showing each other things. donnie talked about a newest invention he wanted to try sincerely sling for all of your opinion and you watched as his brothers gave him their thoughts.

leo said that whatever he wanted to do the important thing was not blowing up the lair so he could do anything except for that.

you could see donnie smile with the eyes as leo speech was full of ‘leader’s words’, making it a lot more sad that that.

raph gave him a pat on his shoulder moving the focus on him as he started asking leo about the next patrol that you would do at the end of your punishment.

you remained silent only adding your point every now and then to not interrupt their family talks; some times you would zone out a bit, but raph made sure to put an hand on your legs to shook it to take you back to reality.

mickey talked about pizza and all the new type he wanted to invent (some where really disgusting and you had to beg him not to), and you noticed how he tried with all his heart to not recall the redhead entrance with pizza during that day.

you appreciated it but it made you feel even worse as he looked almost sad, you gave him a look and he stopped for a second.

“it’s okay” you said without giving any context to the others and you smiled as he started speed talking not keeping emy thing back.

raph eyes were kept on you as he watched your interaction with his brother for the thousandth time, it never failed to amaze him how you felt perfect for all of them.

he knew how you felt about your spot on his family and everyday he tried his best to make you change your mind about it.

he moved his eyes on his brothers keeping his focus on the conversation that went on for hours, after some change you found yourself laying on raph legs as he sat while reading his comic.

leo was watching space heroes some meters away from you but you weren’t focusing on anything he was saying until raph scolded him for repeating the whole episode.

“would you shhh? this is the best part” responded leo only to be stopped by the change of imagines.

“we interrupt this program to bring you breaking news. we’ve received shocking footage of an assault on the T.C.R.I. office complex in brooklyn.” said the robotic voice on the tv.

“ at last i will have my revenge” said the man on the tv, you had to take a double take as you saw his figure on the screen,a metal armour around him. you started to walk towards leo slowly as you kept your eyes on the imagines.

“who are you?” asked someone of the vittim of the attack.

“you’ll never know. i’m thing that hunt your nightmares! i’m the nameless shadow who-“ continued him, his voice was slightly deviated by the tv and his armour making it sound rather metallic.

“baxter?baxter stockman?”

“no” the ‘villain’ tried to sound convincing but he failed.

as the man continued saying his name to everyone else you had sat near leo and all the other turtles has arrived behind you to look at the screen.

“i think his name is baxter stockman” commented raph as the victim continued to shout his name.

one man, who you supposed was his boss, asked stockman a question.

“is this because i fired you?”

“that copy machine was already broken when i- i mean i don’t know what you’re talking about!”

“how did he upgrade his armour so fast?” asked leo taking a good look at the man’s metal body.

suddenly the image stopped and the answer was in front of your eyes, you all turned towards mickey who had became speechless as you waited for an answer.

“he has the t-pod?”started donnie making mickey take a step back.

“i might of dropped that during the fight” replied mickey with an hand basins his head.

“you drop it during the fight? nice going mickey!” donnie tilted his body towards and his brother making you start thinking about stopping them.

“it’s your fault”

“how is it my fault?”

“you know i can’t be trusted with nice things.” replied mickey and you decided that that could be the end.

you walked between the brothers as you talked putting distance between their bodies, as you watched donnie about to go crazy.

“alright that’s enough; we have a problem let’s solve it.” you said moving your eyes on leo asking him to do something.

“so the A.I. chip is upgrading the armour the same way it upgraded the t-pod?” asked him.

“and if it keeps going there’s no telling how powerful he’ll get.” continued donnie.

“this has gone way too far. we’ve to tell splinter about this.” tried to reason leo.

“what? that we turned some nutjob into a super villain?” talked back raph not understating why his brother would say something like that.

“well yeah.” you responded with a determined look.

“do you know what he’ll do to us for that? i mean, he pounded us into the ground just for being sleepy.” he replied looking at you and leo .

“look we beat stockman once, we can beat him again. we tracked him down, grab the t-pod, and get back here before splinter knows anything.” tried donatello.

“if my opinion counts for anything, donnie’s right.” replied mickey from his spot on the sofa.

“hey thanks mickey.” started donnie with an happy voice “but it doesn’t”

“didn’t think so”

“okay so, five minutes and we go?” you asked.

and they all hummed in agreement, as you said after five minutes you were sneaking out of the lair again running on the roofs.

you heard stockman try different names that you had to admit sounded one worse than the other as you jumped down circling him.

as mickey commented one of his idea stockman focus moved from his nicknames to all of you and you took out your swords ready to attack.

“you guys again?” he asked.

“all right stockman nobody wants to hurt you” said leo ignoring his question.

“we don’t? did i miss a meeting?” asked raph sincerely confused and you mentally facepalmed at that.

“we just want the t-pod” continued leo giving his brother a glance.

“give up my source of power? why? so you can laugh at me again? trow me in a dumpster?” asked him angry.

“well if you put it like that-“ you had to admit that in his place you wouldn’t give it neither so you were about to try and reason with him but he started to get up ready to fight and raph growl could be hear from near you.

“sounds good to me” he said smirking as he ran towards stockman.

“alright” you said after watching raph get trow against the wall. you all attacked but after donnie and mickey you went down watching leo cut one of his arms.

his cut arm became a strange thing that attacked leo and you tried to get up from your place on the floor as you felt your head start to hurt again.

“why everyone hates my head?” you murmured to yourself as you touched the spot that hurt.

you watched as donnie and raph tried to fight only for the thing on leo head to hunt them with lasers.

you were about to follow them but you watched as mickey was caught by stockman, you jumped in front of him trying to fight it but you were trow away.

you manage to fall on your feet and as you were about to attack again raph leo and donnie came back ready to help you.

you all tried to get a good hit and hurt him but he was a lot more powerful, as you all jumped together against him he caught you in his hand and he took you out trowing you in the dumpster as a payback.

“foolish turtles! did you really think you could defeat me?”

“well yeah” replied mickey not missing a beat.

“i’m sorry are you blind? do i look like a turtle to you?” you sassed.

“all my life, people have laughed at me. the other kids in school, my co-workers, the woman who fixes the copy machine! how was I supposed to know you don't pour toner in the top? but when they behold the power of this suit, they won't be laughing anymore! they’ll tremble in terror!” he did his whole villain speech and you all looked at him angrily.

“bro, as long as your happy” you shrugged sarcastically.

he was about to comment but his suit made a strange sound and it started dividing in two creating a red light.

“what’s happening?” asked leo sincerely preoccupied.

“stockman and the t-pod. they’re merging, they’re becoming one single identity.” replied donnie as he looked at all the new upgrade of the suit.

a red light was point on you and you all rushed out of the dumpster as you started running away from him.

your scream could be heard on the street. as he followed you trying to hurt you in some way.

“the stockmanpod is right on top of us!” screamed mickey.

“stop calling him that, that’s a stupid name” replied raph still angry about mickey’s loosing the t-pod.

“leo, plan?” you screamed, you could keep up well with the turtles but you didn’t know how much you could resist. for now it was all adrenalin and you knew that it wouldn’t last forever.

“let’s split up, he can’t follow us all!” suggested leo.

“no way” replied mickey as soon as those words left leo’s mouth. “he’s gonna follow me!”

“why would he follow you?” asked leo not understanding.

“they always follow me”

“they always follow him” you and mickey both said together and leo had to stop the urge to roll his eyes.

“stop being paranoid and just do it” replied leo.

you all took different direction and you run on top of a roof to start following mickey from above.

you heard him scream about how he was in fact following him but you kept your focus on not falling down the street.

after some turn and some escape mickey arrived on a street and you saw a delivery guys with pizza on the back of his moto.

“mickey, pizza!” you screamed trying to keep up.

“pizza? all right?” his confused expression changed on one of understanding as he took the food from the guy.

“i’ve got you now” said stockman only to be stopped by you jumping on his back.

you put your sword on the metal and you scraped it feeling the the armour break under the weapon, not seeing the way part of the chip came in contact with it.

“oh yeah? well i’ve got hot cheese” replied mickey before trowing pizza on his face you jumped away following the guys down a manhole.

you arrived back to the lair were everything was dark, you could only see the guys’ eyes as you tried to put your feet on the right place to walk down the stairs.

they started arguing about being silence causing a lot of noise and as leo put his food down the last step the lights turned on showing splinter’s figure.

“sensei!” talked leo.

“and where’ve you been?” he asked with an hand stroking his beard.

“nowhere?” said raph making it sound like a question.

“how did you get so hurt?” continued your sensei knowingly.

leo didn’t know what to say and he started blabbering nonsense as he tried to find an excuse.

“uh- ehm- well- i- we-“

“were” you added

“hit” continued raph.

“by…” said donnie.

“a bus” ended mickey who was still down on all four.

you heard mickey and donnie say something about your excuse but you kept your focus on their dad as you waited for his next words.

master splinter raised an eyebrow as he took a good look at all your bruises before talking.

“enough! tell me what happened”

you want to the dojo where you took a sanitiser, you went to the boys and as they explained the situation you tried to wash their cuts.

you gave each of them a wet towel to clean up, you took one towel for yourself as you set between leo and mickey to listen to the conversation.

“and then i threw hot cheese in his face and ran away.”

“very resourceful, michelangelo.” complimented him his father “but I'm still highly disappointed in you all. the first rule of being a ninja is ‘do no harm.’ unless you mean to do harm. then do lots of harm.”

you all put your heads down in shame as everything that happened finally hit you, you had created a real ‘villain’.

“you’re right sensei. i guess we did make a mess of things” said leo.

“so, what do you think would be a fitting punishment?” asked master splinter.

you gave leo a hit with your shoulder and he understood what would be the right answer.

“we need to clean up our mess” he replied.

“yes, you must stop this stockmanpod” confirmed sensei.

“but sensei that guy has already kicked our butt, and now he’s even more powerful. how are we supposed to stop him?” donnie sounded really sad and you wanted to reassure him that everything would be okay but you were more afraid than him right now.

“i know, i’ll hit really hard.” responded raph.

“brute force is not the answer. you’ll need to rely on your ninja training” said master splinter.

“excuse me sensei, but ninjas never had to go up against guys in armour.”

you put your right hand on mickey’s face moving it to the side to make him look at the picture behind you sensei.

“i mean ninjas always had to go up against guys in armour.” talked mickey trying to save the situation.

“nice save” said raph sarcastically.

“sensei what was their secret?” asked leo trying to find something to help you against stockman.

“they understood that you do not fight the armour, you fight the man inside.” he said pointing a drawing with his hand.

you all looked at mickey with a plan forming on all of your minds, you watched mickey look at all of you and you thought that he understood but he talked making you realize.

“why are we all looking at each other?”

you all rolled your eyes as your sensei told you to go end this mess, you throw the towel on the side of the room before taking your weapons getting ready to go.

-☆彡

“are you sure this is gonna work?” asked donnie taking a good look on the streets waiting for his brother.

“like sensei said: don’t fight the armor, fight the guy inside. and one thing we know about bad guys, they love chasing mikey.” responded leo.

“i love chasing mikey” you murmured looking at the wall in front of you.

suddenly mickey’s voice interrupted the silence of the night as he ran in your direction.

he had missile behind him and you throw yourself to the side to avoid getting hit by one of them.

you watched mickey save himself thanks to his weapon, you jumped in front of stockman circling him again.

you all threw your chains around him trying to stop him and mickey jumped down in front of him to have him a piece of his mind.

“now who's trembling in terror?” asked he watching stockman’s struggle with the chains.

you watched as stockman succeeded on getting free and he decided to take mickey and throw him against a wall.

you all screamed the terrapin’s name before realising the situation, this man had just come here and hurt your little brother, to say you all were angry was a understatement.

“that’s it, you’re going down!” you and raph ran towards him ignoring donnie and leo calling both of your names.

you all fought against it but he was really powerful and after some good hit from your side he took the upper end trowing all of the turtles on different sides of the roof.

you were tied with one of his arms and you closed your eyes as you felt it squeeze you, when you reopened it you found yourself falling down before two strong ,green, arms saved you.

“gotcha!” said raph as he helped you up.

you turned around seeing donatello and leonardo looking at stockman walking towards you.

“any last words?” he asked ready to win the fight.

“just one” responded leo.

“bees” you said with a smirk.

“bees?” asked the armoured man.

“bees!” screamed mickey from behind as he ran against him trowing the bees on stock man’s face.

he moved trying to not get hurt by the insects and you saw what you were looking for.

“the t-pod!” said leo pouting it.

you all got ready and one after the other they all punched him, he was on the side of the roof and you took a side jump on a wal before using your legs to jump against him making him loose his balance and fall down.

you went to the side of the roof to look down at his broken armour, you jumped down near leo as he broke the A.I chip.

“so we'll call it a tie?” asked stockman hopefully after his armour went off.

“wanna call it a tie, raph?” asked leo with a knowing smirk.

“not yet.” he responded sharing the same expression.

stockman tried to object as raph took his body to throw it in the dumpster as payback.

“now it’s a tie” confirmed raph.

you all jumped and laughed at the realisation that you had won another fight before deciding to head back to the lair.

you went to the dojo as soon as you arrived and you all told splinter about everything

“you all showed wisdom and great skill in defeating the stockmanpod. i am proud of you all.” complimented you your sensei.

“does this mean we're not grounded anymore?” asked leo hopefully.

“yes” nodded master splinter with a little smile, you al smiled back and you were about to thank him as he talked again.

“but first, randori!” he said taking out his wood stick, you all started to ran away from him not noticing the way red veins made their way up your sword.

just as they were about to vanish they changed color becoming electric green, looking too much similar to something you were really familiar about.

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[04/05/06]

a/n:

fifth chapter finally!

7940 words, oh sh1t.

i’m really really sorry about this late update guys,it’s been ten days.

i promise i’m gonna try to post the next chapter as soon as i can.

also i want you to remember that english isn’t my first language so sorry for every mistake.

thank you for all the likes and views both on wattpad and tumblr :]

thanks for your time <33

-sa:)

[plzcallmesa]

i would cry

Imagine your a villain in New York City and you see this mf and he says “this looks like a job for doctor delicate touch”

Then he fucking beats you to death

[plzcallmesa]

[plzcallmesa]

again guys i’m really sorry about the updating, i know it’s already been some days since the last chapter.

but i swear chapter five is coming, so just be patient with me ;)

for those that didn’t know i’m having some trouble at home right now (now it’s my friends too, slay) , but i promise i’m gonna update as soon as i can.

thanks for your time <33

-sa :)

[plzcallmesa]

DOLONIA ༄ [raph x reader]

[004]: new friend old enemy

masterlist

[03/04/05]

tw: swearing? mention of blood.

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you were patrolling with the boys, you decided to do it every night to check on the city, hoping to find clues for april’s dad.

after some days of boring, were nothing happened you decided to have fun a little bit as you jumped from roof to roof; you loved seeing the boys do all their crazy tricks and sometimes you tried to copy some of their actions.

“check it out” screamed donnie before jumping from a building to another.

michealangelo did the same jump but with different tricks, and after he arrived on the other side they complimented each other, waiting for leo to do the same.

“alright guys, check this out”

“wow”

“impressive blue, very impressive” you clapped your hands to make your point as raph prepared for his turn.

“who’re you kidding?”

he said before tilting his head both sides, he made grunting sound before jumping but at the last moment he put his right arm around your waist dragging you with him.

you screamed as you and raph fall against his brothers making a pile of turtles on top of the roof. mickey made a pained sound at this and raph laughed as you gave him a slap for taking you with him.

“ehy what was that? you didn’t do any flips” asked donnie

“oops”

you were about to respond with some sarcastic comments but a noise made you stop.

you ran behind a wall and you all took out your weapons getting ready to attack whoever was behind that corner,after some seconds of wait you all followed leo as he was the first to come out of the shadow.

you pointed your sword in front of you ready for a fight but the only thing that you saw was a kitten.

“don’t give up leo, you might actually win this fight”

you gave raph a punch on the arm as you walked on the front to take a good look at it.

“awwwww” said mickey coping your action “it’s a little kitty”

you lowered yourself near him as you watched the cat get cuddled, you put your hand out giving him some pat yourself before noticing the collar.

“and his name is…”

“mittens” said a voice from far away.

“good guess” said mickey before realising “wait, who said that?”

“mittens”

“i think that’s the owner”

as soon as those words left donnie’s mouth mickey got up from his spot on the floor ready for his new mission, take the kitten back home.

you all stopped him making him think that something was attacking him.

“what? i’m returning mittens to his owner”

“are ya an idiot?”

raph saw your hard glare at this and he changed his mind.

“wait let me rephrase that, ya’re an idiot!”

or maybe not, you thought.

“you can’t show yourself to a human”

“why not?“asked mickey not understating the situation.

“because they’ll freak the heck out that’s why”

“no they won’t, i’m not so scary”

“mickey it’s not about being scar-“ you tried to reason.

“ya’re an ugly green mutant armed with ninja weapons” blocked you raph.

“look this guy will see that i’m just a regular cat lover dude like him, next thing you know we’ll be best buds, this is gonna be awesome”

you tried to stop him but he pretend to not hear you as he arrived in front of the owner’s window

“no”

“don’t”

“mickey!”

“stop”

you watched as mickey plan failed, even if you couldn’t hear clearly you heard the insult that the man trow his way making you feel even worse for the little turtle.

you jumped down near mickey and you gave him an hand to got up watching him keep his head low ashamed.

“someone wanna help we with these?” asked before showing the angry cat on his shell.

“no” they all answered together making you roll your eyes.

you approached him, slowly you put your hands on the kitten’s body and after some try you freed mickey of him placing the cat on the road; you watched as he ran away probably back to his owner and you turned around to talk with the guys.

“face it, human will never understand you; heck we don’t even understand you.”

“it’s just how human are mickey, they sucks.” you tried to console him.

“yeah, but i bet that guy dosen’t”

you moved your eyes to watch on the same direction and you froze as you saw a photo of a martial artist.

“chris bradford, the martial artist super star with a chain of dojos across the country, he is your soulmate” talked leo not believing a single word.

“sorry mickey is this your coming out?” you asked in the silence.

“no,maybe, we have so much in common” he responded to you coping his pose.

“what if you stopped standing like that?“

“ well that would be less, but still a lot”

mickey started talking, daydreaming about their future friendship and after that he showed you his secret kata that you forgot right after he made.

“face it mickey chris bradford is the last person on heart that would be friends with ya; well, tied for last, with everyone else on earth”

“raph go nice on him” you warned.

another noise came from up the walls of the alley and you tilted your head up just enough to saw a lot of ninjas circling you.

“ninjas in new york, other than us?”

“donnie you do know we have eyes too right?“

he didn’t responded as you all took out your weapons ready to fight against these new treats.

you thought that they would be an easy fight like the kraang, but after some good hit that were hurting a little too much; you realised that they were trained well and you changed your tactics to have the upper hand.

you and leo shared a smirk as you fighted one near the other, you felt a shell behind you but you didn’t even turned around as he talked.

“why are ya all so happy?”

“it’s just nice to be fighting people, instead of robots, aliens, or weed monsters”

you gave a kick to a ninja leg before adding your point. “you forgot big spiders”

no one had the time to answer you as a figure fall at your left, you turned around seeing someone with a metal mask, they kicked leo and raph first but after some seconds you all went down.

mickey was about to be the last but leo jumped just in time to help him and everything stopped at the sound of the incoming police.

you held eye contact for a little while until ‘big man’ and his ninjas decided to leave you alone jumping away.

you copied their action jumping down the manhole just in time, and you held your breath as you heard the voice of the policeman up on the street.

as you walked down the sewers towards your home you and mickey decided to repeat everything that happened.

“[name], [name], did you see how i kicked that ninja’s butt”

“yeah, you did that ‘yahtha’! it was crazy!” you talked copying his pose as you kept walking.

“yeah but when you did that trick using the wall, now that’s what i’m talking about”

“i mean, it was noth- who am i kidding i nailed it!”

“oh yeah!” mickey agreed before putting his hand out for an high three.

“but when that ‘mandalorian wannabe’ arrived he really crashed my ego for a second there”

“totally, but we were ready to kick his butt” consoled you michealangelo.

“obviusly, and-“

as you continued your rambling about the fight with all the excitement in the world the others brothers looked at you like you were both aliens and they kept their voice down as they talked.

“are you understanding something?“

“who- me? leo what i’m supposed to understand from that?”

“i don’t know donnie, you are the genius not us”

“yeah, ya’re the nerd between us” said raphael with an accusatory tone.

“and that matters now, because…?”

“cause they’re obviously talking about star wars and those things, [name] always talks about them”

“and you know, why?“ asked donnie.

“uh, cause she always talks about them i literally just said that”

“don’t you think it’s weird how you are the only one to know this, when do you guys talk about those things anyways?” interrupted leo.

“during our online time, ya know?” responded the hothead keeping his gaze on the pats in front of him.

“right because best-friends have a lot of alone time, were they hold hands, talking about their little secrets…” continued leo sharing some glances with donnie.

“what are you saying? and how do you know we hold hands?”

“ i didn’t, and i’m just saying that you guys are really close lately”

“leo’s right, and we’re your brothers so…” tried donnie who just wanted his brother to realise.

“listen here guys, i don’t know what’s got into yar head but we’re just friends, alright? so stop whatever this is, right now.”

he did a last humming sound before walking far, leaving his brothers behind.

“how is it possible that they still don’t understand?”

“sincerely donnie, i don’t know”

-☆彡

you were reading your book as you lied on top of raph shell; he was doing some push ups using his sai and he always asked you to sit there to make things more difficult, after all this time you doubt it was a challenge still, but it was one of your things and it didn’t hurt anybody to be this close.

as you kept your eyes on your books you heard mickey get crazy over a magazine about his new idol, chris bradford.

you were the one that found that paper as you went out to take another look the stars; at that moment it had looked like the best idea, but now, as you heard his scream of excitement, you started to doubt a little of your choice.

“ i wish me and chris bradford were friends” he said not realising he was talking out loud.

you laughed a little as you saw him biting the magazine,laying on the floor and kicking his legs, he looked like an high school girl with her first crush.

“mickey, you already have a human friends”

you huffed at that, as you had finally succeed on forgetting she was there, donnie trow you a glance as the redhead opened her mouth, but he didn’t said anything.

mickey looked at her not understanding and your face broke into a proud smirk.

“me” she stated proudly and you had to stop the urge to roll your eyes.

“april, you don’t count”

“[name]’s right, we saved your life, you have to like us”

she was about to open her mouth, probably to say something sarcastic against you but she didn’t have time as raph talked over her.

“too bad there’s no place for freaks to meet people where no one gets how hideous they are.”

you gave him a slap on the head before smiling a mickey, as you where about to talk april interrupted you.

“wait there is, the internet.” she said as she shoot you a dirty look.

“i don’t think it’s a good idea to give mickey access to that” you tried reasoning with her.

“well, i think it is; donnie can i see your laptop”

“yeah,sure; just a sec”

as raph continued to do his push up, you watched as donnie started to push some buttons and it reminded you of his screen, he was probably trying to hide that; and at that thought you had to bite your lips to keep your laugh under control

donnie moved near april to gave her the laptop and you watched as he had a sad expression on his face, or maybe it was shame; you felt bad for him, he was your best-friend and you wished the best for him, even if the best was an ed sheeran’s variant.

“it’s a site where you can make friends with anybody online.”

mickey pushed april aside and she fell over donnie making him blush, she excused herself as she moved from that position and you moved your focus on mickey who was watching the screen waiting for something.

at one point his eyes took an heart shape and a smile broke on his face.

“chris bradford is on here, he’ll be my first friend” he said before clicking some other buttons.

“mickey, people don’t always respond immediately-“

a sound blocked her from saying anything further, and you smiled at mickey’s happines.

“but sometimes they do” you said from your place, voice high enough to let everyone hear you.

“oh no way,chris bradford has accepted my friendship, i have a friend; thanks april!” mickey hugged the redhead and you and donnie both remained open mouth at that.

mickey than decided to got up, forgetting about donnie’s computer on his lap and making it fall, donnie caught it on time as he asked his brother a question.

“where are you going?”

“to hangout with my friend, chris bradford?”

“wo wo wo, stop right here mickey” you called from your spot.

“this guy’s famous he probably has thousands of ‘friends’” tried to reason april.

“yeah i have to agree with ‘carrot’ this time.” you said with a slight smirk.

“yeah well guess who’s his 5286?”

“you?”

“daniel ramirez, and i’m right next to him, later!” that was mickey’s last words as he ran out of the lair to meet his new ‘friend’.

“well this gotta be interesting” admitted the red head.

“should we go after him?”

“eh he’s gotta learn somehow”

you were a little preoccupied for him, mickey had always been the more ‘innocent minded’ between his brothers, he was always positive and tried to see the best in everything. even if they were all older he always felt like a little brother to you and your instinct had always been to protect him.

“right [name]?”

“uh? oh sure”

even if you cared about him you knew raph was right, so you didn’t esitate to answer. cause if you stopped him his curiosity would only put him into more danger; he needed to understand. and that chris bradford dude couldn’t be that bad, right?

as soon as mickey left the lair leo came into the living room, after some seconds of silence the leader felt like it was too much and he looked around a little bit before asking.

“where’s mickey?”

“he wanted a human friend and april had the amazing idea to show him the internet so now he’s going to see chris bradford” you said nochalantly whit out letting your eyes leave the book.

“what? when he’s gonna came back“ asked leo a little tense, sending daggers at april.

“relax leo he’s gonna be here befor patrol, scout’s honour” you said with an hand on your chest.

“you’ve never been a scout” tried april.

“do i look like i care?” you responded hearing raph chuckle under you.

“well blue, what do you say to a little bit of relax ?”

“i say i accept it” the leader watched you with an amused smile as he responded, he moved his eyes down a bit to look at his brother whit out making obvious the conversation going between their eyes.

“perfect” you responded showing him where was the controller of the tv.

as he turned it on he was surprised to see it was already on space heroes and he looked at you in surprise earning a shrug of your shoulder.

raph couldn’t help but smile as he looked down; he liked the way you fitted in his family, you seemed to be perfect for every one of his brothers, bering able to fit like a puzzle.

he asked himself how he’d gotten so lucky to have you, you were always there for everything, even to remind him that not all human have to hate them, cause to you they were family, and you can’t hate family.

after some times of laughing and chatting mickey came back from his meeting, just in time for patrol.

“what did i say” you said to no one in particular revolving your phrase of before.

you didn’t even had the time to ask him how it went that he started to talk and explain, you looked at him listening to every words as the others prepared for the late night activity. you had already ordered a pizza for when you came back making donnie ask april to go get that.

leo explained that there wasn’t a real plan for tonight and that he just needed to get back to the ninjas’ attack place to take a good look around.

you said your goodbye to splinter and april before running out of the sewers. after some minutes you arrived back to the place and you used the stairs to went up on the roof.

donnie and leo went to the side to look down and you were behind them,ready to follow them but mickey caught your arm and dragged you back.

“wait [name] i have so much to tell you”

you smiled at his enthusiasm and he made you sit near raphael to listen to him; after some minutes you heard leo say something about fairness but you didn’t lose your focus on mickey as he finished another part of his story.

“and then?“ you asked to keep him occupied.

“and then chris bradford put on his hakama; man, that guy can rock a hakama!”

raph put an hand on his face as he responded to mickey, his voice filled with sarcasm.

“yeah, maybe he’ll wear it again when he takes ya to the prom.”

you chuckled as mickey ignored his brother and he continued his talk.

“and then after that he-“

“oh enough! ya’ve been going on about this for three hours, i’m surprised [name] still have something to ask” said raphael exasperated.

“oh, someone sounds jealous” teased mickey. “just can’t admit that you’re the ‘r’ word”

you shared a glance of confusion with raph at this before mickey explained.

“rong?”

you all realised his mistakes and you noticed that donnie and leo were still listening to your conversation.

“i’m not wrong”

“well-“ you started.

“oh yeah? if you don’t want to talk about my friend i got two others brothers who do” he jumped behind the duo as he talked ready to start again but he was interrupted by them.

“actually, i’d rather talk about anything else” begged leo.

“like the concept of the silent ‘W’, perhaps?”

“i’m with donnie on this one” you said laughing without noticing raph eyes on you.

he was mesmerised, he didn’t even realise that he had been distracted until he heard you call his brothers name bringing him back to earth.

“mickey wait” you tried as he went away.

raph was confused for some seconds but then he understood what happened, his brother went to see his ‘friend’, again.

“well then, i guess we‘ll se him back home.” talked leo.

you all hummed in agreement, and you decided to keep going with patrol for a little bit more before going back, you walked for a little while on roof doing some cool trick.

after some more time out you decided to start heading back and as you arrived you noticed april wasn’t there anymore, you waited for mickey to came back and as they all relaxed you went to the dojo to train some more.

you stopped on the left side of the room, looking to the punchbag, you closed your eyes taking a deep breath before forming fist with your hands.

you opened your eyes before start ‘fighting’ it, you took your left hand punching it at the same height of your stomach; you repeated the same movements with the right more high near your face; you ducked down before turning around giving it a kick with your foot; you went back up ready to start again before a voice talked behind you.

“ya are better than what i remembered”

“well i like to think that after years i’ve improved at least a little bit” you responded to raph with a smirk as you continued punching the bag.

he smiled back moving near you to watch you better, you moved your eyes to look at him before keeping fighting, he didn’t say anything as you kept on looking back and forth between him and the bag.

“alright you’re creeping me out, what do you want?” you asked finally stopping.

“n’thing,i’m just looking at your left punch and how it’s completely wrong.” he said back.

“what are you talking about?“

“yar right punch is perfect but the left one is a little clumsy, maybe ‘cause of the accident, still ya’re risking breaking it.”

“then show me how it’s done big boy”you replayed with a smirk.

you started moving to the side thinking he was gonna do a punch and show you how to do it, but he went behind you moving you back in front of the bag.

your back was against his plastron and he moved his arm on your waist to keep you still; he put his foot between yours to put you in the right position and his left arm went under your left one to guide you, he noticed how you had stiffened and he thought that he did something wrong but as he started to do some steps back you moved again relaxing.

“try punching with yar right hand, slowly.”

you did as he said and he hummed to let you know that you did good, his breath went on your neck and you blocked for a moment, he asked you to do the same with your left one and you noticed the difference.

“see, ya turn yar hand like this with yar left, it’s wrong and ya risk hurting yarself real bad, got it?” as he talked he moved your left arm to show you better and you concentrated on the feeling of his touch on your skin.

“yeah, thank you” you said still looking at his hand on your arm.

you put your hands down but you both remained still, you slowly turned your head to the left seeing his figure behind you. he watched you and he realised the way you were pressed one against the other, you were both feeling hot, probably for the sweat, and you were both still keeping eye contact not daring to move.

you we’re about to turn around as someone busted in the dojo interrupting you.

“[name], raph, you can’t believe what just happened- “

“oh shit- sheesh” said donnie taking a good look at the both of you, you had both moved as soon as you heard mickey talk but you knew they had still caught you.

“uh- we were just uh- i- well- you know, training”

“sure” said leo trying to not point out the blush on both your cheeks, silence filled the room after that but mickey made sure to put an end to it.

“i learned chris bradford’s secret kata”

“what? show us, now!” you screamed with a smile.

“okay okay so-“

the next half hour was mickey showing you the ‘death dragon’, you,leo and donnie were in the front looking at mickey like he was a god as raph leaned against the tree at the center on the room.

the lesson was interrupted as a sound filled the room.

“it’s rad-brad,that’s my little name for him, he wants to get together for a little b-ball, can’t wait to find out what the ‘b’ stands for” as mickey talked you all walked behind him, but before raph could start to move you took him by the arm to drag him with you; you stopped between leo and donnie under raph as you looked at mickey’s screen.

mickey tapped something before getting up ready to go out, leaving you all perplexed.

“you’re going now?” asked leo.

“sorry dudes, human friends’ stuff, you know how it is” he said walking out of the room, before coming right back.

“oh wait, no, you don’t” he laughed as he went out leaving you all in the dojo.

“well, what do you guys want to do now?” you asked moving your eyes from the spot where mickey left to his brothers.

“try the death dragon?” talked raph trying to show no interest.

“oh yeah, i knew you liked it” you said getting up.

you all started to try it a couple times not even thinking about the time, you and donnie tried together and you thought that you had it but it didn’t felt right so you let raph and leo try instead.

as they tried it one last time splinter walked in just in time to see leo success and you were ready to gave him an high three as splinter stopped you all.

“where did you learn that?” he asked alarmed.

“mickey learned it from his new friend.”

“the man who thought him that kata is no friend, it comes from the shredder.”

that name made you feel cold in a second as you all repeated the name incredulous.

“you mean bradford his one of his students?“ leo asked wanting to be sure.

“it must be”

“guys-“ you started.

“so bradford’s pretending to be mickey’s friend just to get to you” explained leo realising.

“yeah so-“ you tried again.

“ohh, what a relief everything makes sense again”

“GUYS” you screamed making everyone look at you.

you shared a glance with raph before talking and he understood immediately talking with you.

“mickey’s in trouble!”

“you must go” told you your sensei and leo started to gave orders.

“donnie go track bradford’s location, raph find a way to infiltrate, [name] you’re with me i need to do a patrol near the manholes to make sure they don’t know where we are. we meet up as soon as we can.”

“got it”

“alright.”

“let’s go”

you followed leo out and before you noticed you were out up on the roofs, you noticed that leo wanted to talk about something, but you didn’t know what as you had always founded all the brothers more difficult to understand than raph.

so you remained silent as you moved from a man hole to another, looking at all the one near your home.

at one point you heard him talk alone and you couldn’t do this anymore.

“okay blue what’s going on?”

“uh-what- i- well- we-“

“came on i know you want to tell me something so just say it; i’m not gonna hurt you, am i?”

“alright, i just noticed that lately you and my brother are getting a little more close so i wanted to ask if-“ he started with confidence.

“omg why everyone keep telling me that” you interrupted him

“i don’t think you want me to answer that” muttered leo under his breath whit out making you hearing him.

“we’re just friends alright, i guess we’re more close than others but that’s it, stop it with this already, okay?“ you talked whit out hearing his talk.

“okay geez” he said, you thought it finished there but leo had other plans as he took another breath before continuing with one last phrase.

“but you will tell me, right?”

“omg yes, i will- would; yes i would” you responded giving him a glare.

he snickered at you reaction before continuing your patrol, he understood that you and raph still didn’t have any idea of your feelings but it was obvious to everyone that you’ll eventually be more than friends.

it was true that lately you had spent more time together but it had always been like this, you could both understand each other like no other and you matched each other vibes whit out even trying.

in his mind you were the perfect couple and the fact that you both still didn’t even had an idea of your feelings was making it even more fun to play match maker.

you kept on doing small chat as you keep patrolling but after some minutes donnie and raph arrived with a map and some rope.

they showed you the place and the plan to infiltrate before running to save their brother.

-☆彡

you arrived on top of a building, it had the ceiling made of glass and you looked inside for mickey as you heard raph arrive behind you, and leo and donnie after him.

when raph arrived he put his hand on your shoulder to see inside before laying against the glass, leo arrived and you watched as they did an handshake, donnie made an opening in the glass and you entered.

you put the rope to help you went down in silence, you used the shadow to hide from the ninja as you kicked them putting them down in some seconds.

“dudes that was sporadic!” screamed mickey.

you all silenced him as donnie facepalmed at mickey’s incorrect use of the word. leo went down to free him and you watched as he gave him a pat on the head. you leaned towards raph without noticing at this and he looked at you smiling at his family, coping your expression.

“come on, we’ve to go” talked leo still patting mickey.

you used the rope to went out and you ran back home thanks to the roofs until you arrived at the manhole and you went back home.

you pretended to not notice the guys following you but you all knew and you took them in your territory.

you all hided in one of the side tube of the sewer and you silently took a ninja to put him down.

the only left where bradford and his friend, they took out a red light and they point it up to show all of their ninjas tided to the ceiling with a rope.

they were afraid but they didn’t want to show it as bradford’s friend talked.

“show your faces”

you watched as leo and raph appeared from the water in front of them as mickey and leo appeared from behind, you jumped from a tube to another making a sound causing them to look up and see you.

“they trapped us”

“take them down.” said chris before they both started fighting.

he attacked raph and leo first as his friend attacked the other two, he trow them to the side and you took it as your chance as you jumped down on his shoulder trying to suffocate him, sadly it didn’t worked much as he made himself fall on his back falling over you.

you lost your breath at the impact, you got up as soon as you could trying to fight even if your head kept hurting like hell.

after you saw raph on the ground you went in front of him to protect him from chris but he fight you with ease trowing you against the wall making you hit your head again.

“you fucking hate my head uh?” you talked as you regained your breath watching leo get trow, thanks to raph he had a soft fall and you couldn’t help but smile trough the pain as you thought of the hothead protecting his brother.

you watched as donnie signalled you to change enemies and leo accepted, you pointed your words to the ground to help you got up as you ran after leo and raph at the center of the room.

as mickey and donnie took chris down thanks to their weapon you were succeeding on kicking his friend’s butt.

raph slided his leg down making him lose his balance as leo kicked him away towards you, as he got up you gave him a punch on the face and a kick in the stomach to make him retreat.

“they knew we were following them.” said chris to his friend.

“that’s right” responded mickey.

you watched behind the man in front of you to see mickey kick chris and you smiled proudly at him, you watched him

trow chris towards you and you smiled as they both fell to the ground.

“hit it” you screamed to donnie and leo.

they moved something to make the water of the sewer arrive, and you watched as chris and his friends were dragged away by the dirt water.

“well, that didn’t seem vary fair” said raph as he put an arm around your shoulder.

“no it wasn’t” said leo coming near you getting a chuckle out of all of you.

“high three” said mickey and you all put your three fingers up to do it.

as you put your arm back down you noticed black spot and you made a confused look towards that direction.

raph noticed it, moving an hand in front of you to make you get back in your senses. you started to understood what was happening when your vision became more black.

“oh shoot” that was your last words before falling between raph’s arm, he moved one of his hand behind your head to keep you in place but he felt something on it and he took it away noticing blood, a scared look made it’s way on his face as he and his brothers took you back home.

-☆彡

you opened your eyes to the profume of hot pizza, it felt like it was calling you and as you tried to get up you felt an hand on your back helping you.

“woah, easy”

you put an hand on your head closing your eyes as you set up and when you opened them you found yourself back into the living room’s lair.

you looked around a little bit before noticing everyone looking at you, raph was near you and you realised that you had been laying on his lap, he had a worried look on his face like everyone else.

“wha-what happened?“ you asked still holding your head only now noticing the bandaid around it.

“ya had a concussion, scared us real bad, but donnie fixed ya up” explained raph.

“yeah [name], we were all worried about you” confirmed leo.

you moved your eyes towards the leader before moving it again on donnie.

you spent a second remembering everything that happened and what the guys told you in those moments after waking up before talking again.

“thanks donnie” you said smiling towards him.

“no problem” he responded with the same expression as you.

“so, pizza anyone?” leo asked before putting it at the center.

“oh yeah”

“yep”

“sure”

you all took a slice and you leaned your still hurting head on raph shoulder as you eat trying to find some comfort on your situation.

“uh sensei, aren’t you hungry?” asked donnie making you notice only now master splinter sitting on the side of the sofa.

“i feel we’re celebrating to soon.” his response came after some seconds of thinking leaving you a little bit surprised.

“too soon? the bad guys were swept away in a river of raw sewage and [name]’s is all patched up, by my watch that makes it the perfect time.” raph side hugged you as he talked about you but your focus was still on your sensei.

“shredder knows i’m alive; and worse, he knows about all of you. it’s my worst nightmare come true.”

you couldn’t help but gulp after your sensei finished his talk, you were starting to feel really scared about everything that was gonna happen to you in the future and the never ending feelings in your guts was only making it even worse.

“so it’s not over?“ asked leo hoping for a positive answer.

“oh no, it’s just the beginning.”

after master splinter’s words you all put your head down in sadness but raph’s arm kept on hugging you making you feel a little more safe.

a sound made you look up, and you looked up to see mickey watch the computer screen in shame.

raphael moved you gently before going to sit near his brother and you watched the conversation from your spot, even if the distance blocked you from eating anything.

“how ya doing mickey?” asked raph

“this is all my fault, i should’ve never thought i could’ve been friends with a human”

“oh don’t be so hard on yarself”

“so it’s not my fault?“

“of course it’s yar fault!”

mickey sighed in response and his sad expression came over again. raph sighed back at this knowing what he had to do before talking.

“if ya tell the others i’ll beat the green off ya. but ya’re an awesome guy” he patted his shell in a comforting manner as his brother responded.

“bradford didn’t think so”

“well [name] do, so if i had to choose between a psychotic killing machine or the best girl in the world…”

“you know what, you’re right thanks raph”

“anytime” raph gave him one last pat on the head before getting up back to you.

he was surprised to see your eyes on him as he came back, his brothers where talking with his dad and he set near you taking a slice of pizza before putting an arm around you.

he smiled in your direction as you put your head on his plastron, the pain had began to fade away and he was giving you a feeling of comfort.

he looked down to see a plate with two slice of pizza on the side.

“who are those for?”

“mickey, he didn’t eat” you mumbled looking at the same plate.

he only hummed back as he made a mental note to gave it to his brother. he looked at the top of your head thinking of how much you loved his family and his heart melted.

even with your head screaming at you, you thought about keeping some food for his brother; proving for the thousandth time that you were the goodest person he knew.

and he couldn’t help but hope that it would always stay like this.

*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･''･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*

[03/04/05]

a/n:

6363 words, i literally thought that this was the shortest chapter???

sorry for the late update i got some trouble at home.

anywaysss

so: leo’s playing matchmaker and we love him for that; the turtles and reader’s relationship is everything to me cause i know they’re gonna do everything for each other (foreshadow??).

well i don’t think i have anything else to say, see ya next chapter.

thanks for your time <33

-sa :)

[plzcallmesa]

i know it’s been some days but i promise the new chapter of DOLONIA is coming.

i’m really sorry to keep you guys waiting but i had some trouble at home, still thank you for the viewers on wattpad and all the likes on here.

lots of love <3

-sa :)

[plzcallmesa]

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