plutoeyes

[plutoeyes]

The Consequence of Audience

As I went there through the long, long wood, I felt no-thing and I was no-thing and I was at ease. The grey ash trees and their mottled plumage were as one with each other, curving and branching to form a ceiling overhead. There was wide separation between trunks, creating vast corridors stretching off in all directions before me, behind me, all around me. O, what praise I could sing of that never-ending dusk fall I spent between those oaks! None came with me, none came upon me, for I was alone and I was at ease. Yet came the day the trees broke, the corridor ended, and I was thrust upon the rocky expanse that was the Great Dark. There I saw first face and heard footstep, few and far between, but I was no longer alone. It was a shameful deed to carry these two naked hands as they clenched hotly, now in full display for all to see. I had never noticed them in the wood, for I was at ease. Here, the taut skin seemed to stretch and sweat, almost glowing, as if exasperated of their own grip. For as I wandered the Great Dark, there was not but grey, barren rock as far as any eye could see. It did make a passerby out of an observer. I saw them trudge by, fingers dipped into their open mouths desperate for wetness, the lolled tongue. There, in the wood, I was the watcher, but here I am nothing but displacing air. Yet, within the smothering toil of my apathy, I had heard the bell. Murmur of God between their slick, bent fingers ruffled the hair on the back of my neck. My muscles groaned against the weight of the skin around them, aching to be set loose. All at once, I saw, from where I stood, there rose a great dome atop a hill on the horizon before me. Yes, I saw it there with mine own two eyes! The white exterior peered at me with flat orifices obscured through the mist, barely distinguishable from the dark sky behind it, as though all the world beyond the dome was cut from the same slab, only slightly effaced. The convex roof sat atop a disk, held up by great ionic pillars circling the temple. Steps radiated out and down the slope, like ripples in a pond escaping a dropped stone. It was greater than life, greater than the wood, greater than all else which filled this dark, and my gullible delight was that it was all mine. Yes, all mine! One could follow me to it but they could not follow me in. My hands stretched outwards with an audible cracking in the bone as I crept forward there. I could not tell you the rest. I would not even attempt, for it would change no-thing. To know if I did go completely naked into the theater of the divine. If I did need for no-thing, want for no-thing. If I was then full to the brim, cylindrical pull slid through my gaping jaw into my endless throat. If I saw it there, shimmering through the veil like pearlescent oil over crystal water. If it heard me singing with every atom that formed me, through every orifice and wound I had, polytonal in my begging for it to complete me with the fifth. If it looked into me, saw how I needed to know what God knows and to be with him. If it spoke back to me in flat dissonance, “how couldn’t ye?” It would be of no good to speak these things to you. In what way I was still returned to the ground, even if beneath it, intact with my puerile need to repeat my-self and my mistakes. Who would not climb the wall for a peer over the edge? The cautionary tale is the fool’s errand, and I am no fool. I am as my hands are; twisting in on themselves and bursting at the seams. I can-not contain the ache for sensation, just as I could not contain the grief as I fell, nor the agony as I crawled my way back to this rocky countryside, and lo! I am on my way there again now. I am, I am, I am! But I will not tell you the visceral details, as you already know them. You all do.

It’s happening to every-body.

[plutoeyes]

‼️ Please don’t skip taking a look 🍉🇵🇸

���️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 Here is my story 🍉🇵🇸

“My name is Eslam from Gaza, I’m 29 years old, and I’m a children teacher from Khan Yunis in the Gaza Strip. a mother of two daughters, Hanaa 5 years old, and Alma, 10 months old. My husband Rasmi is the director of 3 language and training centers. In this war, our house was completely destroyed and razed to the ground, and my husband’s centers were blown up. He lost his job, and we were completely displaced, and we are now homeless and jobless, My two young daughters constantly suffer from diseases due to malnutrition and water pollution.

Danger and death surround us all day and all night. We have lost everything and depend on donations to survive and, most of all, to have any hope of escaping this genocide and evacuating to safety in Egypt. The cost of daily living continues to rise significantly in Gaza - imagine that we cannot find the type of milk for our daughter because of its high price. There is no kind of detergent and this is the cause of skin diseases for my two little girls. We bought a piece of soap for $30! ، and detergent is 100$.

Attached for you are pictures of how our lives have changed since October 7th.

Please help. Any funds raised will be used in daily survival and if enough is raised, to be able to evacuate Gaza.

[plutoeyes]

Yuki

[plutoeyes]

!!!

[plutoeyes]

[plutoeyes]

oatmeal and a run with louie 🍓

[plutoeyes]

capris are sooo in this summer

[plutoeyes]

got bae'zel brainrot and its terminal

[plutoeyes]

Hate when I want gay media recs and they give me 'heartstopper' when in reality I want two middle aged gross looking women or men, both with slight alcohol problems, railing eachother to death

[plutoeyes]

lingering eyes and unspoken praises.

[plutoeyes]

not accepting any sim reqs atm but really cool suggestion so I made u a rq shironuri lookbook feat miku (^u~)b

L: hair (107 ver!) / earmuffs / glasses / bow necklace / tank / shirt bow / skirt / gloves (osha recolor) / tights / shoes

R: hair (138 ver!) / hair pin (misaki!) / white face makeup / tank / skirt / eye mask / pearl belt / shoes / socks (low ver!) / ribbon / gloves / bouquet (R ver!)

+ fuller view

[plutoeyes]

Chunky Yaye videos via nolly babes

[plutoeyes]

I want my gay rights now! - Marsha P. Johnson (NYC Pride Parade, 1973)

[plutoeyes]

Astrophel’s main 👑✨💖🦋

[plutoeyes]

adelia cham for prestige mag id dec. 2023

[plutoeyes]

Okay, sure you love "feminine rage" and "the monstrous femme" but are you normal about Black women in media who are anything other than the sassy supportive best friend?

[plutoeyes]

New Simblr Alert

Sul Sul! My name is Vanessa and I've been playing the Sims 4 for five years. I'm a black Maxis mix player who is heavy into storytelling through different media forms and decorating.

I have been debating making content for the Sims 4 for a better part of this year; after several months of debating, I finally decided to bite the bullet. I can't wait to get to know all the lovely Simmers in the community and share my Sims stories.