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what if i made an ellie from tlou2... haha just kidding.... unless...
#* ooc โธบ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ .#i accidentally found a sick psd and made a sicker graphic . AND i have a url#the noggin is movin#game based btw
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โ ย ask meme ย :ย ย MABEL,ย ย a podcast by becca de la rosa and mabel martin.ย ย episodes one (the letters)ย through seven (king in the labyrinth).
iโm going into the ground for you.
i know youโre real, youโre right there โ only you arenโt, youโre not even close.
you know some of my secrets, i know some of your secrets.
you hear me, so iโm real. at least a tiny bit.
if i met myself on the street, would i know me?
you with your distance, you with your high ground.
thereโs too much white noise in our heads.
iโm making you an accomplice in this. iโm making you culpable.
live inside yourself for long enough and youโll start seeing anything external, anything even remotely out of the ordinary, as a sign.
nothing can we call our own but death, and that small model of the barren earth which serves as paste and cover to our bones.
thereโs something a bit fairy tale about it.
i didnโt tell you this before, but you were in my dream last night.
itโs a weird feeling to miss someone you never even met.
you know how sounds get stuck in the walls of old houses.
i think about it and itโs like my ribs close up on themselves. like my heart forgets how to pump blood.
weโre microscopic. we disappear so easily.
have fun, but never, ever let your guard down.
life is unfair. life has no obligation to be fair.
iโll tell you, and then the spell will be broken. the princess will walk out of the tower.
it used to be interesting, and then, like everything else, the slow march of time killed it.
you cannot have this one last piece of myself that i have kept.
i am not moon and mirror, i am flesh and bone.
you have to follow the rules, you invented the rules. you have to follow them.
i used to talk to the girl in the mirror when i was a child, all the time. i knew, always, that she and i werenโt the same. i knew that her face wasnโt mine.
catharsis. god knows iโm due for some, right?
have you ever seen a moon so red it made your blood look white?
thereโs more than one way to kill someone.
i am not myself. i donโt think iโve been my real self for a very long time.
weโre bad gods. we let all our works rot into the ground.
the house isnโt haunted, but it is a haunting, in itself. it remembers everything.
you have to tell it whoโs in charge and make it fear you. and then it will listen. isnโt that how you get anything done?
#the mabel pod is surprisingly good u guys should check it out#* 05 โธบ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ๐ฌ ๐
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itty bitty baby knives compilation... im in tears he was so teeny tiny....
#where are the conrad rpers. PSPS#* 03ย โธบ ย ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐ฅ๐ฌ ๐#* 04 โธบ ๐ซ๐๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐#knives is such a big huge baby... the way he yells sorry at rem like. THAT IS HIS MOTHERRRR!!!!!!!!
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how about a reverse starter call. i think everyone should send me stuff for vashu<3
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[pulls you down next to me as a captive audience] the thing with writing characters in a horror setting that are action/crime-genre based is really interesting because like. you lose a lot of the main pizazz that makes Things Scary -- which is the inability of the protag to Deal With It. (re: ethan in re7 when he is trapped in a location with no experience/weapons VS re8 where he has both weapons experience and skill) when you put in characters with guns and the working knowledge of how to survive in most all situations --- you are contractually obligated to forcibly make the situation unfair. that to me is by far the scariest part of any horror story. but now you have a new problem: the characters refuse to acknowledge their fear because theyre just THAT repressed. how do you show fear for people struggling to gaslight themselves out of it? how do you imply the gritted-teeth steps forward because there is simply no other option? how do you point out that weariness in their step?
writing....is hard.
#* ooc โธบ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ .#to reiterate: WRITING EXTREMELY NICHE THINGS IS HARD#like. these characters have NEVER interacted in canon btw. this is me playing with my oc dolls at this point
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writing....is hard.
#* ooc โธบ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ .#i say this knee deep in a personal fic im writing for a horribly miniscule fandom#but also in general. writing hard#come say hi or send any old prompts i might reply to something at SOME point lol
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psst hello. tyrannical torture tyrant#0964 on discord !! lmk who you are if you add me xx
#* ooc โธบ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ .#another WEEK before i get wifi.. sorry i cannot have nai muse without my 3h video essay on
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every time knives drops his stupid "vaaash~" line vash should legally be prescribed to hit him with a spray bottle of water. forcibly rehabilitate your freak brotherclone
#* ooc โธบ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ .#NO! BAD KNIVES! PERSONAL SPACE; KNIVES!!!!#i meant hit like spritz him but this sounds like vash just uses the bottle to bonk him on the head which. equally good
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a manga panel redraw
#genderless entities who deleted your save file but know your mom wont get it even if you complain(you made ONE save your entire playthru)#* 04 โธบ ๐ซ๐๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐#* 03ย โธบ ย ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐ฅ๐ฌ ๐
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๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐
๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐.
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐.
#nudges#i still need to finish abouttt 2-3 volumes tho jncdm. still no net sigh#the rpc is gonna be dead by the time i get back#* 03ย โธบ ย ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐ฅ๐ฌ ๐#promo tbt
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still on semi hiatus but god knives in trimax is so.... i wont let you use your power... i will meld with you to keep you alive.... of course i love rem i love her so much i'll cry with it...i'll keep this pain inside and let it kill me... it seems i cant do this alone...
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๐ ย * ย โ ย ๐จ๐ต๐ฎ๐บ๐ป๐ ๐ธ๐ผ๐ฌ๐บ๐ป๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ท๐น๐ถ๐ด๐ท๐ป๐บ.
โ ย are we actually doing the right thing?ย โ โ ย are you bleeding?ย โ โ ย are you even sorry?ย โ โ ย are you still mad at me?ย โ โ ย are you sure youโre gonna be okay on your own?ย โ โ ย canโt we just be friends again?ย โ โ ย can we pretend this never happened?ย โ โ ย can you help me with this?ย โ โ ย didnโt you listen to what i just said?ย โ โ ย did you ever even love me?ย โ โ ย donโt you believe me?ย โ โ ย do you trust me?ย โ โ ย do you understand what that means?ย โ โ ย do you want to talk about it?ย โ โ ย havenโt you heard the news?ย โ โ ย have you ever cared about anyone other than yourself?ย โ โ ย how did you do that?ย โ โ ย how will i ever be able to repay you?ย โ โ ย is it my fault?ย โ โ ย is there anything i can do for you?ย โ โ ย was all of this just a lie?ย โ โ ย weโre gonna survive this, right?ย โ โ ย what are you doing here?ย โ โ ย what do you want from me?ย โ โ ย what have you done to them?ย โ โ ย what makes you think iโm going to help you?ย โ โ ย when was the last time you ate something?ย โ โ ย when will it stop?ย โ โ ย when will you ever grow up?ย โ โ ย where were you last night?ย โ โ ย who did this to you?ย โ โ ย who the hell are you?ย โ โ ย why canโt you just let it go?ย โ โ ย why didnโt you tell me sooner?ย โ โ ย why did you leave me?ย โ โ ย why donโt you come home with me?ย โ โ ย why would you do something like that?ย โ โ ย will you call me when you got there safely?ย โ โ ย will you please tell me what happened?ย โ โ ย will you stop doing that?ย โ
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trimax update i am obsessed with eepy knives
#i had more but i do NOT have internet in the new place yet sigh#* ooc โธบ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ .#will be back soon!!#also really want to make a vash but im being so brave abt not doing it rn
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โ your โธบ โ you're fumbling. something you hate to admit you do more often than not, these days. โ your stun-gun won't do a thing. โ it doesn't sound threatening, even to your ears. when your view's been ceiling and sand for this many weeks, well ... it's hard to muster up enough SPARK. you wish you could cross your arms without pain glancing up your tendons : but you can't bear it, so you cannot even make your distaste known. โ i do not want your filthy pudding.โ
@plantknife || i'm a baby sister instead of an older one but i know some stuff.
"You don't need to stay." She's not looking at the door, focused completely on her task but she knows Vash can hear her even if he pretends otherwise. "I'll be fine, I've got my stungun!"
Which is in fact two rooms away, not that either plant needs to know that. "And he's not going to do anything. Are you, mister Knives? Not when there's pudding waiting for you after I'm done!"
#ic : threads *#* 00 โธบ ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐#stungunpudding#incredible url choice
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vash <3
is this a safe space to drop my vash playlist do u think..
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post 98 vash & knives but they act like the most hateful siblings ever. knives is barely recovering but of COURSE he's gonna try to kill vash's friends at every opportunity just in case THIS time it sticks. vash is forcing him to play with the other kids by repeatedly threatening to shoot him again... and he DOES. the sixth time knives gets shot in the knees (Year 1 Of Rehabilitation) he whinges about the permanent damage his evil evil baby brother vashuu is causing him (because vash is a Horrible P-) and vash is like yeah haha. You know what? It's almost like I'm not even cutting your limbs off. You know. Like an asshole. Don't you think that would make me an asshole? [THREAT] and then knives shuts the fuck up for a blessed 2 whole weeks.
#something hilarious to vash giving in to slap fighting his insane brother into normalcy#vashes vashes come on pspsp. one of you has got to want to play MomBrotherJailWarden Vash#* 01 โธบ ๐ฆ๐๐ญ๐ ๐#* ooc โธบ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ .
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A Writer's Take on Trigun: Knives' Plan Defeats Vash's Beliefs
Knives mocks Vashโs inability to save people by having characters like Caine and Midvalley commit suicide right before Vashโs eyes. I mean, there is literally nothing Vash could have said to stop Caine or Midvalley. And because saving others is so important to Vash, he takes the death on as if it wasย hisย fault and mistake. He feels like a failure because he couldnโt save Caine. And Knives wants Vash to believe that if Vash had died, these other people wouldnโt have. (You canโt save everyone.)
Knives plans to show how even Vashโs friends will kill those closest to them. He does this by assigning Wolfwood to kill Vash. I really donโt think Knives expected Wolfwood to succeed in beating Vash, but it would have added to Vashโs torment to have Wolfwood try.
And finally, the closing act is to prove to Vash that evenย heย has to kill to save others, and Knives does this through Legato. For Knives, it was imperative that Vash shoot Legato dead himself. It wouldnโt have had the same effect if Legato had made him do it. Knives scores a goal in this because Vash does shoot Legato and he does it to save Meryl and Milly, driving home thatย โyou canโt save the butterflies without killing the spider"ย mindset.
If you watch that episode, "Sin,โ through most of it, Vash is having his beliefs shredded by Midvalley and Legato, and because Vash already feels responsible for othersโ death, they know just how to hit him where it hurts. They tear Vash down by arguing that Vashย hasย killed people, even though not directly, that heโs his friendsโ and humankindsโ real problem, that he is the same as Knives. โYou can deny it,โ Midvalley says, โbut you are a monster. You and [Knives] are exactly the same breed.โ
Itโs to tear Vash down and hit him hard before the ultimate act: Vash killing someone. And Legato even tempts Vash into itโand how tempting it must be.ย
And itโs so crazy, because Knives succeeds!ย He made Vash kill someone, which completely uproots Vashโs morals and identity. Knives beats Vashโs belief system. But like I mentioned in my Vash posts, itโs because of this experience that Vash learns what to do about Knives, so, very indirectly, itโs because of this experience that Vash can โdefeatโ Knives.
โPeople have many different ways of thinking.โ Itโs a war of ideas.
And even before the Gung-Ho-Guns, Knives was trying to attack Vashโs ideals. I mean, yeah, he killed Rem, but he then went and killedย Remโs only relative. And what does he tell Vash? โNow everything that connected you and Rem together is gone.โ Knives thinks that by physically defeating Rem, by getting rid of everything about her, that he can win over Vashโs morals! But heโs wrongโฆ .
Keep reading
#very good post. my apologies to op for digging it up after 8 years i have worms in my brain#* 01 โธบ ๐ฆ๐๐ญ๐ ๐
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