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Right now I find myself wondering whether you ever even cared at all, whether our friendship ever actually meant anything. It's just, you should've lost a friend too but it seems like you don't care and don't miss me at all, so I'm guessing to you it was never real in the first place and 'best friend' was just a word with no meaning behind it. I hate seeing you with them and thinking that once, that was me. And because I'm such a failure, it's not me. And I hate it because I still so badly wish that it was. I'm so sorry for everything. I miss you like hell.

- Exract from a text I'll never send

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(CW: Suicide Implied)

I wrote this poem as a result of everything that happened to me this summer:

Please let me know if any of you can relate to this. I’m trying to open up about my journey with mental health and I hope me speaking up can help someone else.

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I don’t know how to forgive myself for letting him use me

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All I’ll ever be good for is being used, and used, and used, until no one needs me anymore. And when they don’t need me anymore, I just sit on the sidelines, until they’re ready to use me again..like the good little doll I am..

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I am not a person, just pain and trauma wrapped up in the body of a sex object

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Padhle PADHLE padhle please padhle phone neeche rakh padhle bhai exam hai padhle padhle PADHO padhle iss baar bhagwaan madad nahi karega be padhle nibba nibbi love story baad me karle abhi padhle jai mata di sirf student of the year me kaam karta hai padhle tu 3 idiots ka raicho nahi hai bhau padhle yeh gatekeep gaslight girlboss apne marks ko kar bhai abhi todhi der padhle phone tere scrolling ko miss nahi karega behena PADHLE acha padhne ke baad Maggi kha liyo treat ke liye uske liye toh padhna padega na tujhe TERE BAAL BILKUL THEEK HAIN EXAM KE BEECH ME KAATNE KI ZAROORAT NAHI HAI PADHLE daydream about your marks being the highest and not your fictional boyfriend railing you PADHLE

Padho padho padhle maata PADHO keep that phone down RIGHT NOW

Chalo Okay tough love hogaya

(Padhle BC)

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do you ever just go shaam gulabi nain gulabi wakt gulabi hai gulabi yeh shehar out of nowhere?

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Here you go, bio/biochemistry/premed students. Glycolysis summarized.

Just remember, The main aim of glycolysis is to synthesize thousands of ATP molecules used for various cellular metabolism.

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I fucking hate exam season in India. Fuck the boards, fuck the entrance exams, fuck the admission process and the competition for percentage, just.. fuck this shit

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if we don't get Shraddha K as lead in Aashiqui 3 alongside Kartik Aryan I'm gonna fucking riot!

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I tried to be more silent, to be nicer

smile more, walk faster

love more

all I learnt was to pretend.

– to be accepted by others.

lunebordeaux, 23/04/20.

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daily reminder that a woman's place is in:

the lab

space

engineering

academics

leadership

EVERYWHERE

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THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING I HAVE EVER SEEN

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who's with me, when im alone

who will be here, when all are gone

who watched me, when i drowned

who spoke of me, when i wasn't around

who waited, when i didn't turn back

who told me, it is sincerity i lack

who stood for me, when i fell

who came after me, to hell

who will touch me, when im covered in mud

who will wipe, my tears and blood

who cares, if i walk or fly

who cares, if i live or die

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Morocco, you have still made history. You knocked out 3 major European countries & raised the flag not just for Morocco, but also for Africa, the Arab world, muslims & Palestine! We'll never forget what you've done for us all