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Uncertainty Seeks a couplet in selfshot by Nikita Nicole (silenceinnoiseart)

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halt in the hades

of environ’s vice-like grip.

to melt into it, svelt into it, tilt into it and tongue flick life slights again, I don’t know why I do. stilted until between hilt and hip I sense a paranoid womb loved heavy by no other who is not a mother-other and a sham to boot.   anoint the boob like silly silly did little coo’d. mmm, my brain tastes good with solitude, too.

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her time were sinews and the slides of tonsil

and the squaring  into sections,  sector pectorals  white lines, not shapely not shapely until.  

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Dark deepened by de-leaved forest trees piling after & next to & around eachother. standing safely whipping breeze, they whip freely

Breeze whipping above the sound of one creeks -eerie naked trees stretching.

The cold whipping tree singing, creek,bending shadows white bleeding all through.

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Everybody's living and b l u e (bore) while I drown in it (blue)

spin in it forgetting about them.

them, I mean the home-goers who are what? for fun?

for fun.

Hm, Reading out loud, giving voices to dying Tradition.

Trading happiness for a Proper angst. Grammatically correct, absolute,

thin-to-read, flinging language, trashed in=exchange for class.

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WFMD

Words From My Diary:  Out of Context Concepts We all know that communication is a huge part of feeling empowered, though. So, at the same, I don't blame myself for feeling guilty. Even that is okay. I have not sought new conversations. I am neglecting those around me when I worry excessively. I feel that. I'm an artist. I'm not perfect, and I don't understand everything, but in the moment, I know when not to dismiss my instincts. I trust them to the fullest. Even as I know I will be challenged again because of said instincts, later. Maybe even in more extreme circumstances." "But I just ran out of compassion. Can someone whose most cherished attribute is a near-endless deference to compassion actually turn against this? My answer is yes. People change in an instant, as the situation warrants."

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