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16. worrier

A/n: Some little drama before the end (sorry heh)

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Can I be added to the tag list for Tranquil please?

I gotchu pookie :3

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Tranquil

summary: Kim Jiwoong - brilliant actor, Korea's heartthrob and rising star. Known as a complete gentleman with a warm smile, even warmer personality and perfect manners. Except he's actually not like that at all and only Yn - guy fresh out of fashion school struggling to get by in life - knows this, because he secretly lives with Jiwoong.

Or

The arrangement is simple - Jiwoong covers all of Yn's expenses and gives him a place to live and work in, in an exchange of his company and obedience. But living with someone as cold, possessive and tight-lipped as the esteemed Kim Jiwoong is far from simple or easy.

pairing: kim jiwoong x male reader

genre: smau, fluff, humor, angst, celebrity x non-celebrity, secret relationship, miscommunication, mutual pining, jealousy, jiwoong sounds like a major red flag here but I swear he's not, he's just dumb and emotionally constipated

featuring: zb1 members

content warning: alcohol consumption, kms jokes, cursing, smoking

status: coming soon

started: tba

finished: tba

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author's note: this was inspired by My Personal Weatherman, it's really cute and frustrating lmao you should totally watch

disclaimer: this is a work of fiction and is not meant to be taken seriously or as a representation of the idols.

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15. date?

A/n: first week of school and I already lost will to live -_-

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Could i pls be added to your taglist for your matthew ff?? tyyy <3

Of course <3

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Still can't believe I saw the loml live sjwkdjekqleokqdnfifiwkamxuwixjdwk

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14. dating?

A/n: pookies i'm going to the ateez concert in 3 days and I'm already losing my shit

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13. emotional support

A/n: happy bday to me (it was actually yesterday lmao)

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I MISS YOU.

I'm gonna assume this is meant for me, if not oh well lol

I have 1 statement and 2 questions:

1) ily 🫶

2) what sparked this?

3) how may I be of assistance in your rescue my angel pookie?

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12. for your eyes only

A/n: you know he's In Love ™️ when he finds an objectively strange thing you did totally fine

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11. lovesick (smau+written)

Matthew is hit with a mix of low quality cigarettes and liquor as he enters the establishment. The stench makes him flinch slightly and the rowdy loud customers somehow suck out the very little energy he had left. He's once again reminded why he avoids bars and pubs, but thankfully he's not here to drink and pretend to have a good time.

He looks around and spots Hao waving, Yn passed out next to him.

"Why did you let him get so drunk?" He asks as he approaches, his voice raspy with sickness and gaze accusatory.

"I didn't know he was this bad at drinking!" Hao says in his own defence. "I looked away for one second and he was completely faded."

Matthew sighs in annoyance, but decides this conversation is not worth continuing. Instead, he crouches next to Yn's sleeping figure. He caresses his hair as he whispers his name. Yn stirs and his eyes flutter open as he raises his head. He scans his enviroment before his gaze lands on Matthew and something in his eyes sparkles, a spark that sets Matthew's heart aflame.

"Morning, sunshine." He says as he smiles teasingly.

"Whatcha doin' here? You should be resting." Yn says, words adorably slurry.

"I should and I was, until someone decided to get completely wasted and now I have to take him home."

"Who?" He asks, looking around as if he wasn't the only one sleeping on the table a few moments ago.

"Take a guess, you goddamn oaf." Matthew says, not a hint of maliciousness in his words. He carefully helps Yn on his feet and leads him out." C'mon, let's go home."

The way home is short and despite his cold, Matthew doesn't have much trouble getting his roommate/best friend/the love of his life to their room.

Once Yn is sprawled out comfortably on his bed, Matthew goes to Yn's closet to find him a new pair of pyjamas. As he grabs the first pair his eyes land on, he notices a box he's never seen before stashed carefully in the back. He knows he should respect Yn's privacy, but Matthew has always been a little nosy, and this is the only chance he'll ever get to take a peek with no possibility of being caught. He looks back at Yn, hesitating, but in the end he gives in to his curiosity. He sets down the pyjamas and the box on his bed and removes the lid. It's a bunch of sketchbooks, nothing special, but it's strange Yn felt the need the hide them like this.

As he browses through them one by one, he understands why Yn buried them under his clothes.

The sketchbooks are filled with drawings of Matthew.

A/n: It's the L.O.V.Emergency

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Sangyeon announced his enlistment date. That is fine. This is fine. I am handling this well. I'm totally okay.

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Happy New year to all my pookies, bubs, pups and pugs. I love you all sm and I hope all your wishes and hopes for 2025 come true 🫶

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Merry christmas to all my pookies who celebrate it and all of my love to pookies who don't 🫶 xoxo

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the semester needs to end so i can focus on what really matters, writing fanfiction

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10. warm winter

A/n: somehow Melting point made it to my spotify wrapped and I started stanning zb1 this autumn

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9. in the middle of the night

If Yn were to describe his sleeping habits in the popular bird terminology, he would clasify himself as a slightly neurotic offspring of a night owl and an early bird. He goes to sleep late and wakes up early on most nights. Sometimes anxiety induced insomnia robs him off his already alarmingly short sleep.

Tonight is not one of those nights when thoughts run around in his brain like a hamster in his tiny plastic wheel, doubts screech and bang two huge cymbals together and worries hold a techno rave.

It's one of those nights where a single sentence haunts him like a ghost, like a shameful secret.

Because you're already in love with someone else.

Well.

Is he?

Yn tried not to dwell on it, mostly because he doesn't want to think about it and figure out Seunghwan was right. The reality of it evokes a lot of ifs. Yn doesn't like ifs, especially what ifs. But he couldn't help himself, and now he's dangerously close to the possibility of having feelings for Matthew.

Matthew... His best friend, his soulmate and proclaimed platonic husband. He's someone Yn can't afford to lose and admiting to himself he likes Matt could cost him their precious bond.

He wishes he could talk to Matthew about this. He's the emotionally intelligent one while Yn is absolutely dense. Matt always helps him make sense of his emotions, guides him through them. He understands him like nobody else, better than Yn understands himself. But Matt is the last person he can talk to about this.

Yn turns on his side, as if a new position would somehow trigger his sleep switch inside his brain. Something much different happens.

Matt is tossing and turning, sweating, mumbling distraught pleas.

Yn sits by his side and shakes Matthew's shoulders.

"Wake up." He whispers and shakes with a bit more force.

Matthew wakes up with a yelp and fear in his eyes. He looks around frantically, still not quite grounded in the real word.

"It's okay. You had a nightmare but I woke you up. You're alright now." Yn comforts as he caresses Matthew's hair. As his eyes meet Yn's, last traces of terror vanish and his shoulders relax. He shuffles forward, wrapping his arms around Yn's chest, face burried in the crook of Yn's neck.

"Thank God you're okay." Matthew says, warm breath tickling Yn's collarbone.

"Of course I am, why wouldn't I be?" Yn reassures, hands soothing Matthew's still slightly trembling body. "Was the nightmare about me?"

Matthew releases a shaky exhale.

"Yes." He says as he pulls away slightly, arms still secured around Yn. "All my nightmares are about you. That's why I called you whenever I had one. To make sure you're alright."

"You should have told me. I could've climbed into your room."

"And make you risk breaking all your bones? No way." He rejects right away.

"You always did it for me." Yn argues.

"Yeah, but unlike you I can actually climb without snapping my neck." He argues back, flicking Yn's forehead to assert his point. Yn rubs the sore spot, unknowingly pouting. If only he knew what that face did to Matthew's heart.

"Let's get back to bed. We have to get up early." He suggests and guides Yn to his bed. Yn just watches him as Matthew basically tucks him in, wondering how can someone like him exist in this world. It should be Yn taking care of him, but Matthew has always put the needs of others before his own.

"Are you really okay now?" Yn asks as he sits up, mostly to reassure himself.

"Yes, don't worry." He smiles. "You're here with me, that's all I need."

Yn lies down with a thud, staring at the cracked ceiling.

Here comes the hamster wheel, the cymbals and the rave, now joined by a loud parade of ifs.

A/n: the amount of times i googled words to cofirm they mean what i think they mean is ridiculous

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