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Some stories from GSI's

So a really sweet gsi, who apparently has a picture I drew of him on a pizza box (lol) as his profile picture, was telling me about how we don't always look our age and he has gone through some pretty funny shit. Once he went to help out at a boy scouts camp-thing and the kids were doing some activity, and my gsi, J, was sitting on the side. And apparently some boyscout counselor went up to him and said "Hey, buddy, whatcha up to?" I cried when J immediately said, "And so he was probably 15." He's 26. Also when he was about to ask his then girlfriend's parents for her hand in marriage, he just wanted to grab a casual meal at mcdonalds, and some lady tried to buy his meal. Poor J forgot he had no cash and before he could pull out his credit card someone thought he was a hungry little boy.. It's... It makes me cry deeeeary me. HAHAHA. He's an adorable guy, too. Hahah

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What does it mean when I get uncomfortable when I'm in a study room and a pile of girls walking in makes me more uncomfortable than a pile of boys, but the piles are both equally as annoying.

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/Goes to sleep drunk at 12, wakes up at 2 am thinking it's at least 7

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Took my medecine. Already feeling better.

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I'm feeling very not okay. Anxiety and depression, anxiety and depression. And then I remember I skipped on my medecine. And then I also remember that it's really fucking late. Gonna take a shower, slap on a mask, and code. Sigh..

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Backstory: the piano man is a very cheerful person who lives in the same hall as I do. We've only shared pleasantries so far, but today I've found out we actually have mutual friends. Small world. We talked for a good hour. I've invited him to lunch.

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Have most of my project planned out. But I gotta clock out. 3 AM me is not a good one. Drunk programming starts there. But T just meow told me not to sleep yet. Seg faults are the absolute worst. Today was not as bad as yesterday. Not at all. I was so incoherent and obviously under-nourished. I realized this morning that all I ate yesterday was one packet of ramen and crackers. Ate more today and got myself a gatorade so my brain doesn't flat line on me. Okay his problem was found. Oprah.

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Nine goddamn workspaces.... my laptop is going to die

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Really cranky. Tired as hell, I want wine.

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And so I switched to F's sweat pants

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Once upon a time

A girl who dressed nice one day to impress her mirror programmed a bit at the twiddle dums's, A and F, apartment. As was walking past a bed, a big bad sharp chunk of bed post slipped itself past her tights and snuggles itself into her thigh.

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E's birthday

Ate some delicious cake made by a good friend from scratch. We had pistachios. So the night was already set. There was also apple cider beer, rum, and tequila. Everyone who was going to go hard realized they had to be not hungover the next morning so only N and I drank past the buzz. I got super duper tired by after 30 minutes of cards against humanity and when I started to throw whatever card I just picked up to play (and whined) we switched to ssb. Last two survivors took a shot. Had to white flag it at some point though. I didn't eat close enough to the beginning of the party and ended up puking the rest of the night away and slept before everyone else. Though I am happy that my chum buddies held my hair back and rubbed my back and wiped my face and hair. Felt like a dumb sick baby, but nonetheless heart warming. Daiquiris for me until my stomach grows stronger. ☻

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Installed a new windows desktop manager and I'm really happy with it. Plus notepad++ isn't all that bad of a text editor? I'm so used to vim that anything else is really annoying. N and I were rough housing like dumb shits after Japanese and he underestimated his strength and overestimated my balance. Our classmates lol were really shocked and worried that I flew to the ground. Oops Considering our massive height gap, he's the only one I can tackle to the ground and then get whupped back.

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puddingtea replied to your post: whenever I feel like a little whiny 6 ...

you are holding up better than i am. pilates, a face mask, AND you took out your contacts? pfft.

on top of the world /puts on sunglasses

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whenever I feel like a little whiny 6 y/o I know that the time of the month is peeping from the horizon

I could type many things that would be wah complaints, I really could. But, shucks. Today was devoted to cleansing the bad waves from my room. Was talking to mama and she informed me she had unhealthy snacks I've been on the search for (forever!!) waiting back at our cozy home. The dust I brought back to life made me pull out a mouth mask. Did my laundry, took a shower, and treated my face to a vitamin c mask. Self help. I've done a bit more of my comp arch proj and tomorrow is devoted to studying for linear algebra. Gonna do some bed time pilates, pop out my contacts and SLEEP.

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Just kidding I remembered I wanted to fix my sleeping schedule.. Body clock rings in after about 5 hours. That. Needs. To. Stop.