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hi  !!  audrey is being moved to a private multi  !!  friends & rp partners please feel free to ask for the url  !!

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 *   🌹   ‘ here we are, with our future before us, and i only want to spend it with you. ’

          ❛     you sound like you’re proposing.     ❜   spoken only after a moment of debating the great risk of freaking him out.  tone purposefully kept light and amused   ,   an attempt at exuding the energy of someone who has not imagined getting proposed to at great length   ,   and does not have binder upon binder of hypothetical wedding plans stored away in a hidden part of auroria’s castle.   a very aloof girl.   almost directly against this unspoken claim   ,   though   ,   her hand continues to grip his tightly.  too tightly to be anything near casual.   a little like she might just be dragged along if he tried to run away.   he wouldn’t   ,   not in such blunt manners   ,   but she shuffles the conversation along anyway.  risk has never been her strong suit   ,   and baby steps only go so far.   ❛    that’s very sweet.  say more sweet things to me about our future   ,   please.    ❜

 *   🌹   featuring :   @outlivespast as christian ozera .

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  *   🌹   ‘ boy, you are not a morning person. ’

       the temptation to slam the door in his face has never been greater  ,   and audrey has to assume he can tell   ,   by the not - so - subtle sliding of his foot into the doorway.   eyes narrowed   ,   feet clad in bunny slippers only tell - tale to a rare few who’ve come close enough to see her before an extensive morning routine.   it’s not a sight that’s new to christian   ,   but it might be in the newer context of them.   the last time she genuinely debated turning him away was in the time of christian and audrey.   separate   ,   not christianandaudrey  ,   the way she thinks of them now.   if it were even two hours later   ,   the thought would leave her warm.

❛     do you have any idea what time it is   ?     ❜   she resists the urge to hide every imperfection in plain view.   the mess of her hair and ill - fit of pajamas   ,   but it’s a close thing.   and of course he knows   ,   but doesn’t seem to be experiencing this harsh reality to quite the extent audrey is.   actually   ,   he doesn’t look tired at all.   ❛    you know my eight hours are very important to me.     ❜

  *   🌹   featuring :    @outlivespast as christian ozera .

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hey quick question why isnt everything pink

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outlivespast.

he’s almost taken aback by the fervor in her tone. if he didn’t know her so well, an incredulous look would probably follow. the thing is that he does know her, even if jealousy occurred regardless. he can guess the track of her thoughts, following something like: i’m the jealous, emotional one in this relationship. maybe with a magnifying glass resting above a collection of her biggest mistakes and a list of her mistakes. however, he never could have anticipated the glee in which she confirmed what she already claimed to know. “usually.” he admits with a shy shrug. sometimes the feelings sneak up on him, but mostly… it could be seen as doubt, he supposes. not in her, but it could come across that way. “they can offer more than i can.” a tainted record under his own belt, a compulsive need to run into danger if the people he loves are in it, deep-rooted insecurities related to i love yous. maybe, most importantly, he knows how she feels about her responsibility. “it’s hard to claw your way back into society with an ozera attached to you.” he finally admits, even if she already knows this, as if it hasn’t been a topic of discussion dozens of times. 

what does she need offered    ?    there’s a long list of things that are always in her technical grasp    ,    money and power and her favorite   ,   softest silk are always only a question away.   they’re not the things he’s talking about    ,   though    ,   nor are they the things that come to forefront of her mind when she thinks of what he does come with.   her joy is softened at edges but still present as she considers him.    ❛     well   ,   for starters   ,   you’re being ridiculous.     ❜   and in her head this is both honest and sounds more insensitive than she wanted it to.   this feels very on par for her   ,   but she still reaches down to take his hand   ,    laces their fingers.   the thing is   ,   she’s well aware that as different as they are   ,   neither of them are strangers to insecurity.  it just doesn’t look the same.   audrey has spent a grand majority of her life pushing every flaw she knows she has down her throat until they weren’t able to be hidden anymore   ,   and then she’d exhausted herself trying to repeat that when it hadn’t even worked the first time.   ❛     i’m not saying i don’t care   ,   but i think maybe there are more important things than what auradon thinks of me   ——  major example   ,   my relationship    ,   with someone i like   ,   that likes me and not my very shiny tiara.     ❜

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love women who dont subscribe to modesty like at all… when someone tells them they’re good at something and they like “yeah i am” “i know” that’s so hot

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   *   🌹   “Can we get out of here?”

she doesn’t know if it’s a little shameful   ,   the comfort she finds in shared misery.   it remains   ,   nonetheless   ,   easier to feel out of place when she’s not the only one.   she might never stop wanting to carve her own space in atmosphere she used to meld into with ease   ,   she may never stop trying to fit the shape she used to.    there’s only so much effort one can put in before growing weary.   there is relief   ,   too   ,   that evie was the one to ask.   audrey never would have.

❛     getting tired already    ?     ❜     how easy it is to tease   ,   to keep up an appearance of not knowing the truth.    as though they don’t share the same tired eyes.   soon after comes nod   ,   the easy way her hand finds evie’s.    ❛     i have a few people i need to say goodbye to   ,   then we can go.     ❜

   *   🌹   featuring :    @girlfaired as evie grimhilde .

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every day i want to stress that while audrey definitely can be mean and petty and she is a very intense person,  the main character of the descendants movies is one of the only people audrey really really doesn’t like and how she acts towards mal isn’t a very good example of how she acts towards people in general

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thinkin about how although my first thought was slytherin if i think about it and as i continue to think about it my heart says hufflepuff audrey

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    *   🌹   ‘ i mean, sure, i have my bad days, but then i remember what a cute smile i have. ’

❛     you do have that going for you.    ❜    she agrees   ,   voice quiet.    the next time the back of hand brushes his in an unintentional lack of space between their steps   ,  it’s almost without thought that she links their arms.   grounding in touch   ,   princess is no stranger to seeking comfort.    it’s only rare that she announces it over a quiet sort of taking.   there are few people she’s ever willing to turn her back to without wondering about hidden knives.   she’d ruin her lack of worry thinking too hard   ,   now   ,   and so it’s pushed to back of mind.   ❛     what would you suggest   ,    if i’ve thought long and hard about how pretty i am and have yet to feel better    ?     ❜

    *   🌹   featuring :    @roadtaster as mike waters .

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    *   🌹   ‘ i’m so glad we’re having this rehearsal dinner, you know? it’s so rare that i get to practice my meals before eating them. ’

unforgivably   ,   it does tug a short laugh past lips.  it’s not that she doesn’t want this.  the shared jokes and barely restrained smiles in something that otherwise feels all too much like obligation.  something she’s supposed to enjoy , and doesn’t.  there is a longing locked tight in her chest  ,  for comfort  ,  for her arrival at a table and never doubting that she’d be welcome in her seat. doesn’t everyone want to feel like they belong  ?  especially if they once knew the feeling like the back of her hand  ?  and yet  ,  isn’t it safer still to not risk losing it again  ?  it’s easier  ,  when there’s nothing to slide through fingers.  there’s nothing in her hands.  reluctant is the curve of painted lips  ,  ❛     hush  ,  you’ll ruin the romance of it all.     ❜

    *   🌹   featuring :    @dogfearing as carlos de vil .

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     *   🌹   ‘ do you ever wonder what your life looks like through someone else’s eyes? ’

❛    i’ve been told by some people that i wonder about that exact thing a little bit too much   ,   actually.    ❜   her gaze pointed at him across the room  ,  though she suspects that’s not quite what he was going for  ,  if the judging gaze towards walls and decor several shades of pink is any indication.   her life might be subject to seeming reasonably disastrous  ,  a flip from the perfect image she’d spent so long crafting before. her room  ,  however  ,  and by extension the rest of the look she’s chosen to indulge in.   ❛    my life you’re free to comment on  ,  my very well curated style is off limits.    ❜

     *   🌹   featuring :    @outlivespast as christian ozera .

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if audrey played animal crossing she would have all pink villagers

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WHAT  BEAUTIFUL  THING  ARE  YOU ?

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At least that's what you call them. Have you ever really looked at the person you love? How their bones move under their skin or the scars hidden under their hair from a childhood accident. There’s nothing quite as beautiful as their honey-soaked brown eyes or the sun-flecked freckles on the shoulders of your lover. I’ve seen the way you smile, how you hide your teeth with your hand. You think they stick out wrong. You think what makes you different makes you ugly. But that couldn't be further from the truth. You hold so much inside you. Nobody can love the way you do and that’s ok. That’s what makes love interesting. Love your cleft chin and your calloused hands and anything else your body gives you the same way someone else would. There will always be someone who finds you beautiful.

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✰ * º ❛   friends sentence starters   ❜

‘  *reading obituaries* suddenly i wish i was reading my own name.  ’ ‘  you don’t even have oven mitts on!  ’ ‘  wow. i could so easily freak out right now.  ’ ‘  do you think it’s easy for me to see you with somebody else?  ’ ‘  hey, you remembered to put clothes on this morning.  ’ ‘  no more falafel for you!  ’ ‘  we were on a break!!  ’ ‘  you’re such a tattletale.  ’ ‘  i love you goddesses!  ’ ‘  everyone i know is either getting married or getting pregnant or getting promoted and I’m getting coffee. And it’s not even for me!  ’ ‘  it’s   ’ ‘  this is all a moo point. yeah, it’s like a cow’s opinion, it doesn’t matter. it’s moo.  ’ ‘  so, the ebola virus. that’s gotta suck, huh?  ’ ‘  my gynecologist tried to kill me.  ’ ‘  you can’t tell, but i’m trying to break the tension by mooning you guys.  ’ ‘  boy, you are not a morning person.  ’ ‘  yeah, well, i’m a slut.  ’ ‘  how you doin’?  ’ ‘  i am warm… for your form.  ’ ‘  i’m really looking forward to you and me having sexual intercourse.  ’ ‘  are you saying that you don’t wanna get with this?  ’ ‘  hey, you’re a pathetic loser, right?  ’ ‘  sometimes i wish i was a lesbian… did i say that out loud?  ’ ‘  if i were a guy and… did i just say, ‘if i were a guy’?  ’ ‘  i guess things were just going to well for me!  ’ ‘  i don’t have a plan. i don’t even have a ‘pla.’  ’ ‘  he’s so pretty i want to cry!  ’ ‘  prepare to feel very bad about yourself.  ’ ‘  i’m sorry that’s who i am. i’m a positive person.  ’ ‘  no, i’m a positive person. you are like santa clause on prozac at disneyland, getting laid.  ’ ‘  i’m hopeless and awkward and desperate for love!  ’ ‘  she was nice. i mean, she’s a little slutty, but who isn’t?  ’ ‘  honey, this is not your fault. just because you guys had a fight, it does not justify them sleeping with someone else.  ’ ‘  from now on, i am not getting out of this chair, ever. okay? from now on, this chair is the one.  ’ ‘  i wish i could, but i don’t want to.  ’ ‘  alright, i took the quiz and, it turns out, i do put career before men.  ’ ‘  look at him, he’s so cute. i just wanna go over there, grab him, and kiss him!  ’ ‘  i think, if it was a little colder in there, i could see your nipples through that sweater.  ’ ‘  what’s wrong with me… oh, don’t open that door.  ’ ‘  let me think, let me think… oh, i don’t care!  ’ ‘  i have no idea what’s going on, but i’m excited!  ’ ‘  i tend to keep talking until somebody stops me.  ’ ‘  when i first meet somebody, it’s usually panic, anxiety, and a great deal of sweating.  ’ ‘  are we greeting each other this way now? because i like it.  ’ ‘  it looks like you fell asleep with a hanger in your mouth.  ’ ‘  you wanna play twister?  ’ ‘  once, i got dumped during sex.  ’ ‘  here we are, with our future before us, and i only want to spend it with you.  ’ ‘  welcome to the real world. it sucks. you’re gonna love it!  ’ ‘  hey, you cry every time somebody talks about the titanic.  ’ ‘  if worst comes to worst, i’ll be your boyfriend.  ’ ‘  who loses 57 coin tosses in a row? you know? heads, she wins. tails, i lose.  ’ ‘  shut up! shut up! SHUT UP!  ’ ‘  i’m so glad we’re having this rehearsal dinner, you know? it’s so rare that i get to practice my meals before eating them.  ’ ‘  you always believed in me, even when i didn’t believe in myself.  ’ ‘  you’re fake laughing too, right?  ’ ‘  it’s sunday morning, i am not running on a sunday.  ’ ‘  ugh, dammit. why did i open my mouth?  ’ ‘  wow, we really are bitches.  ’ ‘  so why don’t you be a grown up and come and watch some tv in the fort!  ’ ‘  i don’t know what i’m gonna do with my life.  ’ ‘  i’m full, and yet i know if i stop eating this, i’ll regret it.  ’ ‘  kill me. kill me now.  ’ ‘  i want to sit in a comfortable chair, watch television, and go to sleep at a reasonable hour!  ’ ‘  what must it be like to not be crippled by fear and self-loathing?  ’ ‘  a stripper at a bachelor party, that is so cliché. why don’t you guys get a magician?!  ’ ‘  i’m curvy and i like it!  ’ ‘  i don’t share food!  ’ ‘  if i have to, i’d pee on any one of you.  ’ ‘  the fridge broke so i had to eat everything.  ’ ‘  you can’t have s-e-x when you’re taking care of the b-a-b-i-e!  ’ ‘  you’re over me? when were you… under me?  ’ ‘  these are just feelings. they’ll go away.  ’ ‘  i used to think of you as somebody that would never, ever hurt me.  ’ ‘  i mean, sure, i have my bad days, but then i remember what a cute smile i have.  ’ ‘  offering people gum is not cooking.  ’ ‘  i bought him a $500 watch and he wrote me a rap song.  ’ ‘  you know you should go outside and be with the three-dimensional people.   ’ ‘  no, inside good. outside baaaaad.  ’ ‘  they’re always saying ‘let’s go here, let’s go there.’ like we can afford to go here and there.  ’ ‘  i hate my job. i hate it. oh, i want to quit, but then i think i should stick it out.  ’ ‘  you think i have $1200? i’m home in the middle of the day and i got patio furniture in my living room.  ’ ‘  neat! i’m gonna die alone!  ’ ‘  okay, could you just stop talking for a second?  ’ ‘  i’ve sort of had feelings for you.  ’ ‘  today, it’s like there’s rock bottom, fifty feet of crap, then me.  ’ ‘  why am i friends with these people?  ’ ‘  i eat by myself in the alley because everyone hates me.  ’ ‘  i’m a lone wolf. a loner. alone. all alone. forever.  ’ ‘  my life is an embarrassment! i should just go live under somebody’s stairs.  ’ ‘  if i died, the only way people would know that i was here would be the ass print on this chair!  ’ ‘  i always thought if you and i got married, that would be the one that stuck.  ’ ‘  hi, i make jokes when i’m uncomfortable.  ’ ‘  i am not ‘blah’, i am a hoot!  ’ ‘  i just realized i can sleep with my eyes open.  ’ ‘  up until i was 25, i thought that the only response to ‘i love you’ was ‘oh, crap!’  ’ ‘  if the homo sapiens, were in fact ‘homo’ sapiens, is that why they’re extinct?  ’ ‘  do you think i need a new walk?  ’ ‘  you don’t own a tv? what’s all your furniture pointed at?  ’ ‘  just think of it like this: the third day. monday, one day. tuesday, two day. wednesday… when? huh? what day? thursday! the third day!  ’ ‘  eye-contact? i hope you were using protection!  ’ ‘  you were right, and from now on, yo make all my decisions for me.  ’ ‘  you said your boss wants to buy your baby?  ’ ‘  why god, why?!! we had a deal!! let the others grow old! not me!!  ’ ‘  last night i was finishing off a pizza and she said, ‘a moment on the lips, forever on the hips!’ i don’t need that kind of talk in my house!  ’ ‘  you’re druuuuunk. mom and dad are gonna be maaaad! …maybe i’m a little drunk.  ’ ‘  let her know i like her? are you insane?  ’ ‘  what’s it gonna take for you to forgive me?  ’ ‘  isn’t that just kick-you-in-the-crotch, spit-on-your-neck fantastic?  ’ ‘  you’re crying over a doritos commercial.  ’ ‘  that fake british woman is a real bitch, but she sure can dance.  ’ ‘  i think it’d be better for my ego if we didn’t stand right next to each other.  ’ ‘  seriously… good luck on marrying me.  ’ ‘  there is no ‘us’, okay?  ’ ‘  i fell for you and i get clobbered. you then fall for me and i again, somehow, get clobbered.  ’ ‘  it’s just not worth it.  ’ ‘  we are never gonna happen, okay? accept that.  ’ ‘  you know what? you’re the one who ended it.  ’ ‘  i ended it because i was mad at you. not because i stopped loving you.  ’ ‘  imagine the worst things you think about yourself. now, how would you feel if the one person you trusted the most in the world not only thinks them too, but actually uses them as reasons not to be with you.  ’ ‘  you were worth the wait.  ’ ‘  that’s our baby.  ’ ‘  you deserve to be with someone who appreciates and who gets how funny and sweet and amazing and adorable and sexy you are.  ’

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Audrey’s outfits in Descendants