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love no more – jack hughes

requested: no lol but it’s 2:30 am so you got some sad writing from me

inspired by love no more by cody lovaas.

“jack, what the hell are you talking about?” you groan, your head falling into your hands as jack paces in front of you. you’re sitting on his bed helplessly while his mouth acts faster than his mind.

“how long are we going to do this for?” he asks. his voice is laced with a venom you’ve never tasted before. sure, you’ve argued before and it’s gotten nasty, but the tone he’s using has you ready to cower in a corner. you feel like a little kid getting lectured by a parent. “act like we’re still in love when we both know we’re not.”

you lift your head from your hands, and it seems even he is shocked at his words. you stare at jack, and his eyes that are icy cold stare hard back into yours. “you don’t mean that, j. tell me you don’t mean that,” you plead, grasping onto one of the only things that has kept you going to this point.

“y/n…” jack’s voice trails off. “i - i don’t know. i don’t know. all we’ve been doing lately is just running in circles. we aren’t getting anywhere, and right when we get things sorted out we start fighting again. i’m tired, y/n. i’m so tired.”

you can’t meet his eyes anymore, feeling like someone has their hand on your heart and is slowly tightening your grip causing your chest to tighten. “i am in love with you. i’m in love with you more than i was yesterday, and i’ll be even more in love with you tomorrow, so please,” you beg. the tears have started to blur your vision, but you can still tell jack has his eyes on you. “please, we can work this out.”

jack shakes his head, his tongue darting out to wet his lips before he speaks. “i can see how hurt you are, y/n. i can see how much pain there is in your eyes, and god, do you even realize how much that hurts me? knowing that i’m the reason for your sadness? this isn’t love.”

and that’s when the punch lands you right in the gut. jack admitting it isn’t love, because he could have just said he fell out of love with you right then and there and it still would have hurt less. ��please,” you whimper, as if that will possibly do something. “we can figure this out.”

jack kneels down in front of you, and taking both your hands in his he kisses them, letting his lips linger on your skin. “you are my first love, y/n. you are everything that went right in this world, you know that?” he looks up at you. “please, please don’t cry. this is what’s best for both of us.”

“you don’t deserve this,” you sob, pulling your hands away from his grip. “you don’t need to worry about a girlfriend in michigan when you’re in jersey, i get it hughes, i really do.”

“i need to let you go,” he whispers. his eyes close, because that’s one of the final blows. “we haven’t been the same since world juniors, and that is way too long. but we’ve both been trying to mask it, have you noticed that?” yeah, you did. you just refused to believe it. but it doesn’t seem like he’s getting to you as close to home as he was wanting. so finally, he lets it out. “y/n, i was using you.”

“what?” you gasp through your tears. you can barely look down at the boy on his knees in front of you. he goes to grab your hands but you snatch them away. “what did you just say?”

his hands are tied behind his back. he doesn’t know what else would work besides this. “i used you,” he swallows hard. “you were intoxicating. i let you fill me up to the brim because of how lost i was, and i absolutely drained you. all the fights, all the pointless bickering. hell, i haven’t been in love with you for months.”

“how long,” you whisper, but jack’s eyes are still trained on the floor trying to ignore you. “jack hughes, how long?”

“four months,” he says it like it’s nothing. like it doesn’t even bother him, and that might be what sets you over the edge the most. how easy it is for him to lie to you, but of course you don’t know that in the moment.

“so for four months, everything was fake? all of the i love yous, the compliments and all the little jokes? all of it, j, huh?” all he can do is nod. you scoff, your left hand pulling at the ring that adorned your right ring finger. “i guess this was fake too.”

you drop the promise ring he had given you for your two year anniversary onto the floor in front of him, finally getting the courage to push yourself off his bed. now that was the final blow for you. jack stares at the floor in front of him hearing your footsteps get farther away until he hears the front door open and close. officially closing what had been the best chapter of his life. the love of his life walking right out of the door.

it wasn’t that he fell out of love. it was the complete opposite. it was that he loved too much – too much to the point it destroyed you. and he hated how much he wrecked your entire life. maybe, just maybe if he had the life of a normal eighteen year old boy, he would be able to love you correctly. but with all the flashing lights, the people screaming his name, and all of the priorities he had to keep up with now, the only option he had was to break your heart before he could do any worse, before he could fuck up while you were thousands of miles apart. because that might have hurt more – maybe. he couldn’t stand the fact that you weren’t the same girl you were two years prior, and he felt guilty for it. so before you could break his heart, he ended things with you. because if you truly love someone, you will let them go.

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** = personal favorites!

jack hughes

close call

since the beginning **

surprise

dating jack hughes

fate **

better than gold **

show me you care

jitters

bambi on ice

sweet baby **

spencer knight

pink **

puzzle pieces

goodbye summer nights: one

danny weight:

secrets **

trevor zegras

rumor

case mccarthy

colder weather **

dating case mccarthy

usntdp

all roads lead home: all chapters found here

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give me willy/freddy you coward

C'est fini

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Men's Hockey RPF Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Frederik Gauthier/Mitch Marner Characters: Mitch Marner, Frederik Gauthier Additional Tags: Cheating, Angst, Toronto Maple Leafs Summary:

"Mitch thought of all people to ruin this, it would be himself."

In which Mitch shows up at Freddy's to find him in bed with another person.

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Men's Hockey RPF Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Characters: Travis Konecny Additional Tags: Masturbation, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Hair Kink, Hair-pulling Summary:

Travis is bored and home alone. When television and Social Media don't suffice, he turns to pleasing himself.

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Sorry, peeps! I didn't know that my asks weren't open, so if you wanted to send in a request you can do it now!

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Blacklisted Players

Here are the list of players I refuse to write about.

If there is an asterisk (*) next to a player, it’s not that they’re a shitty person, it’s just I don’t like them.

- Patrick Kane

- Jonathan Toews*

- Jonathan Quick*

- Ryan O’Reilly

- Alex Tuch

- Drew Doughty

- Evander Kane

- Jamie Benn*

- Tyler Seguin

- Austin Watson

- Brad Marchand*

- Casey DeSmith

- Robin Lehner

- Ilya Kovalchuk*

- Tyler Bozak

- Brenden Gallagher

- Thomas Greiss

- Andrew Shaw

- Max Domi

- Jack Eichel

- Noah Hanafin

- The Tkahuck’s

This will continue to be updated, be aware of that.

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Hey Guys!

So this is going to be my writing/request blog!

On here I will be writing hockey rpf stories. Most likely they will be one shots/small works between 1,000-5,000 words depending on how into the request I am because lets be honest, not everyone is into the same things. However, I will try my best to fulfill all of your needs.

The guidelines/information for my requests are as follows:

- m/m unless it’s a gender bend of a current NHL player. For example, I'll do Mitch/Auston where one or both of them are female.

- I will write smut! Actually, it’s my favorite thing to write. So, don’t be afraid to ask.

- I won’t write any player that I know to be problematic or I straight up do not like. If a master list of players I won’t write would be helpful for you guys, I’ll be happy to make one.

- Types of fic I won’t write: Anything with scat/vomit, death of a main character, mpreg, military, rape, furry themed things, tentacle/alien, underage, and possibly a few other things I can’t think of now, but those are the main ones. 

- Please be specific. If you want two players to do a certain thing or you want a certain sex position, go ahead! Anything you want to see, I promise I will write it. Chances are if you request something and it doesn’t contain material from the list of things I won’t do, you’ll get it. 

- Please be patient. I’m a student with a very busy life that doesn’t always want to write. If you’ve made a request and I haven’t responded, please understand that I will get to it eventually. I’m hoping that I can complete requests within a week tops.

- Teams/Players I’m most familiar with: Toronto Maple Leafs, New Jersey Devils, Nolan Patrick, Dylan Strome, Connor McDavid, Keith Kinkaid, and Travis Konecny.

- Au’s I’m most familiar with: A/B/O, Vampire/supernatural, Soulmate, and College/University.

- What is written doesn’t have to follow real life. Like, if you want Dylan Strome on the Leafs we can put him on the Leafs. This is your imagination, I’m just here to put it on paper for you.

If you have any questions, comments, or concerns, feel free to send me a message!