pastelbandaidangel

[pastelbandaidangel]

everytime i feel like i have found a community i find a way to disappear through the cracks

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I just gotta grind it out for another 4 hours today and then i can go take my exam tomorrow morning and i will be free. I just want to turn off my brain.

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my hands are so numb it feels like a pin prick when i type - does anyone else like have their body numb when they are very stressed. it feels like my body just wants to shut down and not be here

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hell has a name - depressions bed at the 3am - saying that im okay with this- and that I really can't complain its just . . .

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i hate how i have to wash my hair- its so gross- but i also hate the feeling of wet hair- but i also have no energy to blow dry it. i guess i will be in claw clip jail for the foreseeable future

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weekly landmine forum reminder post is here!

come join us at minefield v2.0 - we have 23 forums and subforums, currently 51 members, a chatbox, a fun theme, and plenty of space for long-form rambling about whatever you love.

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i love u chat.gpt please make it so i never have to think a thought again

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if i was trapped in a claw machine would u spend all ur cash till u fished me out? or do you hate me? And other such situations like this.

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pespi zero is so superior

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enter every room black tentacles of smoke first

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ahckkckckckcckkck when the chicken tastes like chicken

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"chat" i say as i talk to myself

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me feeling bonita with my new set

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tmi + s3lfh4rm (post no pics)

sometimes when i wonder if im sick enough to be here i remember that when we were first together i begged him to cut my back with my blade and he actually did #cringe how insane must i have sounded - surprised he stayed

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there’s nothing u could do to me i wouldn’t do to myself…..

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