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I know people who progressed college at 23, and didn’t have a salary job till 30. I know people who progressed at 27 and already had a salary job.  I know people who have kids and are still solo. I know people who are wedded and had to wait long years to have kids. I know people who are in relationship and adore someone else. I know people who adore each other and aren’t together. There are people waiting to adore and to be adored. My fact is, the whole thing in life ensues according to our time, our clock. You may gaze at your friends and some may seem to be gaining or some behind you, but they are not, they are living according to the stride of their clock, so be tolerant,

You’re not dipping behind, it’s just not your time.

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Understand that if you have to persuade someone to love you, than it’s not a genuine love. Cognize that if you have to keep crying and struggling for them to love you back, all you are doing is further validating that you are nil without this soul.  But you are something. You are never ever just nil.

You are more than part of a whole, or piece of a relationship. You can be whole without them. You can be full without vexing to scratch at their heart. You don’t need this soul in your life, if all they are doing is running out the door.

Don’t put your-self down a gash just to make them stay. Don’t misjudge your own heart and your own affection. They have no business vexing to hold your heart when all they are doing is convincing you that you are nil if you don’t have them.

Please, don’t date the soul who you have to plead for.

Date the soul who already knows you’re gorgeous. Who already knows that your heart is adept of self-less love. Who already knows from day one, that you are it for them. Date the soul who adulates to wake up with you every lone dawn, and who would never fantasize of taking benefit of your love.

Date the soul who tells you they will constantly stay and who means it. Date the soul who would never walk out on a elegant heart like yours. Date the soul who would never have to plead for, because you know deep down that they would never leave you.

Date the soul who will stick by you through all of the gloomy days and rough nights. And who knows that even on the gloomy days with you, that those days are better than any day spent without you.  

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“there are many things in life that make you joyful, there are many things that have the opposite side. if you're careful to focus on what makes you happy and decide to go out there and do it, then your quality of life can improve dramatically. you've been taught to be happy all the time. not everyone on this earth feels happy all the time. life is filled with ups and downs while attempting to have more positive experiences. you're afraid of what others will think. it's surprising but most people don't think about you half as much as you think they do. THIS IS YOUR LIFE and you get to choose what makes you happy - nobody else. aside from breaking the law or other dodgy behaviour, you must decide to do what makes you happy no matter what others think. and generally, when you do things that make you happy you'll find out you were more afraid of your imagination that their true reaction anyway. you don't know if you can do it. Trying something innovative is always going to push your cosiness away. there is a time when everyone starts to learn something new and they suck at it. every great, good ordinary musician, actor, dancer, business person, and sports star has failed along the way of their journey. you don't think you have the time. being busy is perhaps the biggest excuse for not doing the things that make you happy. but if you spend your life focusing on the things you think you have to do rather than the things you want to do, well.. that's a little backwards. when you make the things you love a priority, then they'll get done. where else in your life do you put everyone else ahead of what you truly want as well? you think that you're gonna live forever. life is short and you wake up each morning with a decision. either your going to do the things that make you happy or you're gonna scrape though another day in survival mode. once you've started doing more things that make you happy, your life will get a whole lot brighter. it's time to do what makes you happy. no one else is going to create your life for you. you can choose whether to fill your life with things that make you joyful or persistently put them off for another day. do want you want.

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Out of sufferings I'm sure we all wonder why bad things happen to us. Why do we have to receive that phone call or text or see that facial expression that makes people ask "what's wrong, what transpired?". It happens. But we must keep in attention some conditions make us that much tougher. If you look back on all the hard times, the awful days, heart-breaking memories, they may have been sad but look where you are today. Because of those hardships you have become an even stronger person than u were before. All of this is just a reminder: you are loved; you are cared for, there is always someone who would be willing to pray with or for you. Who knows, maybe something good will come from all this. Acceptance is the hardest. It will take a lot of time and patience; I believe you'll get through it all. I most likely haven't known you your entire life, but I have known you long enough to see how amazing of a person u are and to know you is a complete honour. As humans, we learn to find strength in pain. We have friends/family to talk with, music to blast, blank pages to fill and express every feeling inside of you. We handle situations differently but we all seem to be there for one another when life gets tough and that's what makes us so wonderful, we can come together and help one another any and every chance we get.

"Out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls; the most massive characters are seared with scars."

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I am not a graceful person. I am not a Sunday morning or a Friday sunset. I am a Thursday 2am, I am gunshots muffled by a few city blocks, I am a broken window during February. My bones fissure on a dark basis. I fall from classiness with a dull thud, and I say sorry for my stroppy sadness. I sometimes believe that I don’t belong around people, that I belong to all the dive days that didn’t happen. The way light and dusk mix under my skin has become a blizzard. You don’t see the lightning, but you hear the echoes.”

And this kind of explains the complete me.

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Sometimes I don’t know what it is I’m made-up to do. Sometimes I wake up and I see all this time that I have and all the hours in a era and I flop with disquiet. I ask myself at the end of each era have I prepared enough? Did I achieve enough? Did I do something to alter a life today in a optimistic way? Did I work on something concerning a delusion of mine? I think of all the trails of people I cross because I know that my tenacity here is more than just to walk the terrain meaninglessly it’s more than just to feel his shattered heart, it is to write these sonnets and tunes, to reconcile others - life is complex but it’s also beautiful it’s this weird beautiful that’s kind of unpleasant at the same time. We need to know that there’s something out there or something more for us to get towards, something more for us to accomplish and I think we need to emphasis on all the time we do have, instead of the time we don’t - prospects don’t lead to discontent what leads to discontent is not trying because what’s shoddier…. expecting something and it doesn’t go your way? or just sitting there doing nothing never trying? I’m raving; my head tends to take over. But I guess I’m just saying is that time is valuable, we overcomplicate everything, hearts break, try and fail, fail and prosper - you have a tier worth sharing, life is more than the box we ruse ourselves in being put down by our own opinions - get out of your cranium, get into the world.

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beaming for the sake

““How are you?” The interrogation kind of stops you. Because you’re okay. Your domain is still whirling and you’re still beaming and you’re okay. But then occasionally you’re not okay. Not even one petite bit. And you don’t really slumber at night anymore because your crib is almost as void as your arms. And there’s a cosmos on your wall where his snapshot used to hang. And occasionally you can’t even eat because he’s vanished and the vile feeling in your gut just becomes a everlasting part of you. And when you kiss someone new their lips are mistaken and their hands don’t heave your hair and their physique doesn’t feel pretty right underneath your nomadic hands. And sometimes you cry and you don’t think you’ll ever stop. But you don’t say that. They don’t want to overhear that. So you continue to beam and say “I’m fine.”” 

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LOVING SOMEONE :-)

When you love someone, the whole shebang about them twitches to become enormously better. You look at them like it’s the foremost time all the time, and I know they say that apprehensions stand for anxiety but it’s not the anxiousness in your gut but more of a cordiality in your ambiance whenever they are on your mind or in front of you.  Even if you reviled music, you’d still love the descant in their giggle and the song in their expression. You can walk downstairs to buy few essential chucks and within the few feet you will find something that’ll run by again you of them. It’s as easy as seeing their desired flush or a odder order coffee the same way they will. And as you twitch every day, you desire the sun would certainly not set so you’d never have to miss a banter you could have if nap wasn’t necessary. When someone loves you, they will discover their way to you and you won’t have to ask them to come meet you in the internal of the city just for five minutes. They will want to. They will want to listen to you tirade about your current vein and listen to you when you are strained about everything, even when it is completely nothing. They will touch you with tenderness, kiss you with the suppleness they dwell, and when you are close ample to feel their heartbeat, you know it’s for you. You’ll be able to see the power in their eyes and the intensity in their emotion whenever you are together, ample to lithe up the world and even the sea can’t scald you out. It’s always a extraordinary moment with them, even if it’s the humblest things such as taking a gait or sipping tea on a frosty day, and even that’ll be more than conventional. And as this person endures to stay in your life, you will recognize how admirable people are of love, especially yourself.

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WAR:-!

Every hurtle sacked signifies in the final sense, a prudence from those who hunger and are not fed, those who are taciturn and are not arrayed. This world in munitions is not spending money alone. It is spending the sweat of its drudges, the prodigy of its experts, the hopes of its pro genies. This is not a mode of life at all in any real sense. Under the mists of war, it is humankind hanging on a cross of iron.

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FAUNA

Earth is just not what we know; warm equator and poles covered with snow, rotation and revolution around the sun and which brings night and days of fun. Ozone, rain and layers of protection. work through till the end with an intention. who knows the reason behind them; why the rivers flow? Why the winds blow? Why are we born to grow? the truth is fauna is wiser than we know

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EVENING RAIN :-)

Today I loved waking up to the sound of rain. I loved the swoosh of cars out on the street as they hiss by on their way to deliver their denizens to some place dry. I love memories of yellow raincoats and neoprene boots and walking to the stable to do the routines in the rain but inside my own little vault of guard. I love rainy days spent on doorways and galleries with comfy chairs, hot nibbles, and warm jumpers. I love the sight of blossoming shrubs in the rain, each bloom somnolent in gratitude of the gift of water from the atmosphere to the earth, as if they are all busy excluding the dewdrops, keeping track of the dues of presents so as to be able to opine the earth when the time comes to repay it with more tinges, more flush, more seasonal. I love the way the day just feels like board playoffs and inglenooks whenever there is a good rain.

Today I love hot chocolate in the quiet of a rainy DUSK . It’s a grey din kind of muffled and throbbing soft that feels good. I love supping at my cup while I reckon the gifts I get from life and make plans to repay those gifts with delight.

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RETRIEVAL :-!

“I don’t think retrieval is a straight road. I don’t think it gradually gets better. Some days, you feel like hovering, like everything is lenient and warm and the dusks are long without being wretched. Some dusks you wake up with so much subtlety, with wings mounting out of your back, with your slithers touching the stars from your boudoir window. Other days, however, you wake up wanting to croak again. Everything feels dense and dawdling and your slithers will twinge with coldness. These days, you won’t bother. You’ll latch yourself in your tiny world, feel the heaviness of the whole world descend into your crust. These days, you’ll sit in stillness in digs full of noise, feel your chest squeeze. These days, you’ll text everyone and tell them you miss them. These days, they don’t  reply. These days, your associates make fun of how inaudible you become, how you certainly not say a thing.

These days, you tell them you’re worn-out. You tell them you haven’t napped. You don’t tell them about the scorch in your trunk, how living became a problem. How soft loss looks, how frequently you think of rambling onto busy lanes in rush hour.

These days, though, will pass. One day, you’ll wake up feeling bright again, feel the stars at the tip of your slithers, instil yourself to vex again. One day, you’ll overlook what all that heaviness felt like, what thinking of demise felt like.

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doing great :-)

The cosmos poultices and expands, there are more stars in the blue than figures we have names for, moving gas hulks look like lollipops, we move without stirring, you are never the only one conscious at night, the city carries lifeless objects to life, serenity can still bloom in gaps– I don’t know if there’s a being accountable for these little wonders but because they occur there is still something good out there and I hope that’s reason ample for you to believe in healthier days.” If you’re elucidation this and you’re not blissful right now, you will be.
I don’t know what you’re working through.
Everybody have their own type of nightfall that they’re vexing to make sagacity of, but no matter how shadowy it gets, you’ll do it.
Things will get healthier, you will get better.
Life will become cheerful, and you’ll look back on days like these when you couldn’t look onward to the next hour, let alone the next day. 
When you do, you’ll smile, maybe even giggle, and it’ll hit you.
You turned out just fine

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Life is too petite to fall for people who don’t adore you loudly, or for relationships that don’t set fervour to your humanity.

Our while on this terrain is temporary, and in the short years we must love audaciously.

The soul you’re meant to be with will test you, will thrust you, will make you foolish and joyful and muddled, and show you what factual, intricate love is.

The soul you’re meant to be with will horrify you because they make you sense something. So this is what you must to know about love—you must constantly hunt the person who jolts you. Don’t settle for luxury because it’s accustomed. Don’t be gratified with what you know because there’s a domain out there waiting for you. And life’s too petite not to chase that.

Fall for the soul who horrifies you because they have new-fangled ways of viewing at the domain, because they are diverse, because there is nearly unexplainable connection that is hauling you rear to him or her, no matter how ample you try to repudiate it.

Fall for the soul who horrifies you because you sense something when you look into his or her eyes; and because terrifying is a change, a test, and both of those possessions will help you grow. Fall for the soul who terrifies you because what the netherworld else is our tenacity on this terrain than to love and love stupidly, audaciously, completely?

Life is too petite to clutch yourself back from feeling something intensely. Life’s too petite to repudiate your emotion the inclination of tumbling into someone, and giving them your soul. Life’s too petite to fictitious that you’ll find love where it’s relaxed and laid-back, because in all authenticity, love will never be laid-back. And that’s the most striking part.

Life’s too petite not to chase people that jolt you, because those individuals are the ones who will change your life. And we’re all searching for that love that will change our whole lives.