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i don't even want a kiss in s8. i want a scene where eddie is so emotionally drained and buck is there because of course he's there and eddie is hurting enough that he just wants comfort and exhausted enough to not fight letting himself have it and he just walks over and leans all his weight onto buck and buck just holds him quietly and it's just a little glimpse into the deep trust and intimacy and partnership between them that we already know is there but rarely get to see manifest physically

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9-1-1 ▸ Eddie laughing at his coparents taking care of Christopher 2.17 | 3.02

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THIS. WAS. HILARIOUS.

And so apropos of them.

For those of you wanting more 911 on Family Feud, PLEASE read this story! 🤣

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HE'S BREAKING OUT OF THE CLOSET GUYS

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911 HIATUS REWATCH One Scene Per Episode - 'Tomorrow'

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insane actually that in buck's season 6 coma dream bobby says "so basically, you were buck." and buck emphasises, "yeah, i was buck" then bobby asks, "and that's enough?" and buck realises that "yeah, i think it is" and it was this super fucking profound moment where buck acknowledges that being buck—being himself—is enough. that there are people who love him for exactly who he is. buck. that's what motivated him to wake up. the fact that he’s buck, and that's enough. it's not just. that's what people who know me call me. it's that's what people who love me for me call me. and then in season 7 his LI only ever refers to him as evan. hmmm. hmmmmmm. what are we doing here.

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no but im still on buck wearing eddies lafd shirt on accident bc ofc they do laundry together and it got mixed up and there’s DIAZ in big bold yellow letters on bucks back and eddie just. kind of stutter stops and bucks like what and eddie tries to cover it up, that quick jump of how right that seemed needs to be tamped down quick, so he’s just like, nothing it’s just. I think you accidentally grabbed my shirt lol, and buck keeps it on bc well he doesn’t have another shirt (and he doesn’t want to change lbr. bc it feels right to him too. to have eddies Name plastered there around his shoulders, displaying to the world what buck always feels an undercurrent of anyway, that he’s eddie’s) and they’re on a call and eddies almost forgotten about it bc the shirts hidden now under jackets and gear but bucks about to go into that building and he’s wearing eddies name, and they have dinner planned after this, and eddies getting less and less good at repressing the thought of how natural it would be to start kissing his best friend goodbye and hello and good luck and thank you, and he doesn’t have time to process it all but those four letters are under that jacket and bucks about to go where he can’t be right now but in some ways (shirt or not) he always carries a bit of eddie with him so without much thought he tosses out a “be careful out there diaz” and shoots buck a little grin and buck takes a moment but immediately catches on and that dopey little smile appears on his face that eddie loves and he just says you too diaz. and they can’t stop smiling at each other and the rest of the team just look at each other like don’t even ask it’s just another buck and eddie thing

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sorry idk who's the ultimate op as apparently that ig account had reposted it from somewhere. but genuinely. what are we all doing here

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Not to be irredeemably Catholic on main but I would start foaming at the mouth if we saw Eddie pray the Rosary especially if it was with Bobby.

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Okay now I'm thinking about Orpheus coded Buck and how this is when he learns he's cursed with having to stay behind and that he's not allowed to follow everywhere Eddie goes, no matter how much he loves him. Loving him and being loved by him comes with the price of knowing he has to stay behind if Eddie goes. If he can't get Eddie out with him next time, he doesn't get to go too.

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Do you think Simon Bolivar ever got pegged?

i think it would be shortsighted and counterproductive to try and pretend that manuela saenz didnt absolutely 100% peg him sexually and intellectually

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911 usually: firefighters dealing with extreme trauma both on the job and off

also 911 usually: how’s this group of gay people going to defeat the 22 MILLION BEES

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I always knew that there was a part of you that I could never touch. That pain of losing your family. I could imagine what it must be like, but I can never really understand it. The best that I could do was to love you, and hope that that was enough to keep you here.

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Buck in 2x02 the second Eddie uttered the words I’m all he’s got. His mother’s not in the picture:

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I really want a fanfic where Chris says he doesn’t have to call Buck “Dad” for him to be his Dad, and that “Buck” is just another word for it at this point.