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✨ Happy Imbolc✨

To celebrate this wonderful time I baked some Rosemary Lavender Shortbread

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☀️Sun Salts☀️

These salts are super easy to make and are good for any sun magic, an offering to solar deities, solar bath salts, cleansing, energy, positivity, healing, creativity, protection, and more 🌞

What you need-

🔆A mortar and pestle

🌼Sea salt

🍊Dried orange peel (and/or orange essential oil)

🌻Chamomile, marigold, sunflower, or any yellow petaled flower (dried)

🌾A dash of cinnamon powder

Instructions:

🔆Gather your ingredients

🔆Combine them one by one in a mortar and pestle until the salt changes color (yellow or orange) or until its powderized

🔆Let it charge in the sunlight (sunrise-sunset) with your favorite sun crystal

🔆store in an airtight bottle and enjoy!

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Reason #1951

I want to recover to stop apologising for asking for what I need

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I’ve talked about this before but I’m needing the reminder myself lately so I’m gonna talk about it again;

recovering from depression is fucking scary

depression takes over your life. it becomes your one constant, your one known variable. it gets its claws in you and drags you down as far as it can, and eventually, you accept it. it’s like a form of stockholme syndrome; you live with depression long enough and you begin to see it as your companion. and fighting off that companion, forcing it to let you go and dragging yourself back up can be terrifying.

this is normal. but you cannot give in to those feelings.

get help. take your medication. and when you feel yourself getting better, when you begin to see the light at the end of the tunnel, when you realise you’re having more good days then bad, do not baulk. do not slow down. do not start giving in to your old habits, your old ways of thinking. do not halt your own progress.

it’s so goddamn scary, to realise you might defeat your depression one day, because you have no idea what life is going to be like afterwards. if you’re dealing with it for the first time, you might not remember who you were before it, and you don’t know how to be without it. believe me, you will work it out. you will get your personality back, and even if it’s not the one you had before, that’s okay.

if you’re dealing with it for the second time, or the third or fourth, it’s also scary because you don’t want to finally be happy again only to have it taken away from you the next time it hits. and maybe it will come back. maybe it won’t. but either way, every day you can live your life without depression is a good one, and will help to heal you, and keep you going for a little bit longer.

recovering from depression is scary. but I promise it is so, so worth it.

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- The Oresteia by Aeschylus

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What's the most unique item you've ever used in a spell?

I guess my own hair :)

But I have another one planned and I want to use a rose pedal from my grandmother's funeral wreath and some ashes from the Wicker Ritual at Castlefest. (along some other things of course)

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𝐏𝐨𝐞𝐦 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐀𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨

𝐖𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐨 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲.

𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐤, 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐤. 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐆𝐨𝐝 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲.

𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲,

𝐢𝐭‘𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲.

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Ares: I only feel one emotion and it is anger

Aphrodite: last night you drunk texted every one of us a thousand heart emojis

Ares: out of anger

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𝒯𝒽𝓇𝑜𝓌𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝑜 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈, 𝓈𝓊𝓂𝓂𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝒾𝑒𝓁𝒹𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇 𝒸𝓇𝑜𝓌𝓃𝓈.

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Apollo, god of knowledge

Burgtheater, Vienna

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Apollo, Greek god of healing, medicine, music and poetry

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Apollo and the Muses hit me hard last night, I’ve been wanting to do a pice of Apollo for a while and last night it all came out at once! This is just an angle of the piece ☀️

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Hermes: *walking around still disappointed six hours after visiting an aquarium*

Poseidon: what did you think a tiger fish was, Hermes?

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