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I don't want to be awake.

I don't want to be asleep.

I don't want to be anything.

I want to just stop.

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I’m just so upset at the whole world. Why does no one care to see that I am hurting so deeply inside? Why can no one close to me figure out that I am not okay? I am so far from being okay.

(via itsbulimicdyingtobeskinnyagain)

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i'd like to live my life, fulfill so many things, but i have depression. i know it sounds like an excuse but, theres this heavy weight always clinging to you wherever u go, no matter how fast or far u run, it will always be with you... so i cant. i cant live my life. because i will always want to die.

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ok so there’s a game me and my friends play called “don’t get me started” and basically someone gives another person a random topic and they have to go on an angry rant about it and it’s the best thing that’s ever happened to us at parties and car rides so I highly recommend playing sometimes with your friends

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Why is it on Tumblr Mobile™ you can close the app and open it 3 days later and still be on the same spot of your dash, but then other times you switch out of the app to respond to a text, and when you immediately come back, it’s gone, your family is gone, your house is gone, your dignity is gone.

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this is stomp dog it shows up to stomp away sadness

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the signs as beautiful things

Aries: Edison Lights, balloons, diverging roads, ripped jeans

Taurus: Succulents, architecture, cherry blossoms, lock and key

Gemini: Cityscape, freshly baked cookies, black coffee

Cancer: Polaroid Pictures, mason jars, knee high socks

Leo: Fireworks, stars, glasses, flower crowns, bonfires on a beach

Virgo: Dandelions, typewriters, watercolours, stargazing,

Libra: Droplepts on a window, peonies, rose gold rings

Scorpio: Palm trees, oversized hoodies, lightening

Sagittarius: Fairy lights, sunflowers, plaid shirts

Capricorn: Marble Top, candles, embroidery, vintage cameras

Aquarius: Silhouettes, neon lights, crystals, new paint brushes

Pisces: Waves, lavenders, pools, knitted sweaters,

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some of my favourite @danielhowell videos

(i know i havent included any videos with phil in, like the halloween baking, i might make a separate version of this with my favourite dnp collabs together, do you guys think i should??)

phil version (link doesnt work on mobile, sorry!)

send me requests of any dan and phil video and i will draw a screenshot of it like these!

(click pictures for better quality)

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Daughter tells her Dad he’s going to be a Grandpa [x]

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this is something i've been needing that i never knew i needed. ❤️❤️

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i'm such a fuckup

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LEAF HEAD LEAF HEAD LEAF HEAD

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