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Fasting as long as possible because i suspect i will be fed a calorie dense meal soon.

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Ughhhh this is the 4th account …

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You don't deserve to eat.

you deserve to feel clean.

you deserve to be beautiful.

you deserve to be desired.

You deserve to receive looks and favors simply for being beautiful.

But that won't happen until you're skinny enough.

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Really wanna discuss the dangers of glorifying obesity the same way proana glorified thinness in the earliest 2000s especially with the popularity of the movements at the time. But I also dont want to be cancelled for calling out pro-fat culture. But all I have to say right now, I guess, is if you're going to support fat people who eat themselves to death on camera and literally glorify it, then I have to ask. Do you support Eugenia Cooney? As she turns to bone before our eyes, most anorexics are terrified for her. I mean, body positivity though,right? Same problems(like organ failure) on opposite ends. Just... think critically. Im done being complacent as I stack on the pounds.

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Sick of being the fatty on the bus that everyone pulls away from. I know im dosgusting and Im trying to stay in my own seat, sorry im a fucking whale mate. (222lbs, even after losing 60 lbs its not any easier)

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my dash is SO DRY lately soooo ->

REBLOG IF UR AN ACTIVE EDBLR BLOG AS OF: APRIL 2024

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Net 825 today <3

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Honestly? Shoutout to those of you who are completely fucking lost in life. Those who don’t know what they want to do with life. Those who are stuck in a certain part of life and can’t get out. Those who are reaching for dreams they feel are impossible to reach. Those who feel like they’re accomplishments are being overlooked. Those who feel like their enough just isn’t enough. It is. You can make it. You will make it. There is an opening at the end of the tunnel.

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My planned calories for the night will have me at a net of 631, plus 3 cups of water. I may indulge more and go up to 800 but then workout some more to shave off some calories

Im at like net 4 cals rn? <3 i ate an 80 calorie made good rice treat, and also burned 83 calories, but im also finishing my 5 cal gatorade from last night so about 4 or 5 cals net. God i feel beautiful

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omgg this diary is so cutee <33

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Im at like net 4 cals rn? <3 i ate an 80 calorie made good rice treat, and also burned 83 calories, but im also finishing my 5 cal gatorade from last night so about 4 or 5 cals net. God i feel beautiful

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binge distractions 🍓

sleeping

video games

mobile games

watching shows

watching movies

watching live streams

watching youtube videos

scrolling social media

making playlists

walking trails

doing makeup

styling hair

styling an outfit

self care treatments

reading manga

reading comics

reading books

reading smut

cleaning

organizing

playing with pets

studying a language

writing short stories

writing poetry

window shopping

making wishlists

calling a friend

gardening

foraging

online quizzes

discord chats

arts and crafts

skills classes

having sex

masturbating

making pinterest boards

running errands

day trips

museums

parks

antique shops

thrift stores

libraries

nature centers

might add more to this later but yanno

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Pür gum - 5cal(1 piece)

Zero sugar powerades/gatorades- 5cal

1 frog gummy- 4cal

⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊⋆ - Under 10 Calories - ⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾⋆⁺₊⋆

Coke Zero - 0 cal

Sparkling Ice Caffeine - 0 cal

Vitamin C - 0 cal

Sugar Free Ricola - 0 cal

Tea - 1 cal

Black coffee - 2 cal

1/4 Cup Cucumber - 4 cal

1 Low Sodium Pickle - 5 cal

1 Cup Arugula - 5 cal

1 Celery - 6 cal

1 Cup Kale - 6 cal

1 Cup Spinach - 7 cal

1/3 Cup Green Cabbage - 7 cal

1 Crispy mini - 7 cal

1/2 Carrot - 8 cal

1/4 Cup Bell Pepper - 8 cal

1 Tbsp Egg White - 8 cal

1 Tsp Pb&Me - 8 cal

1 Cup Lettuce - 10 cal

1/3 Cup Broccoli - 10 cal

1/4 Cup Cauliflower - 10 cal

1 Cup Vegetable Broth - 10 cal

Monster Energy Zero Ultra - 10 cal

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"ill start tomorrow-"

thats why you're still a pig.

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If you can give in that easily you clearly dont wanna be skinny lol

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