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[ofhomeland]

this has been a long time coming, and i’m sorry i haven’t posted anything sooner but:

THIS BLOG IS OFFICIALLY INACTIVE.

you’re more than welcome to unfollow me, but i will be keeping it up. i won’t be deleting since maybe some time in the future, i’d like to look back and scroll through the little world i’ve created for dinah.

now, i’d just like to say that i am so very appreciative of all the relationships and dynamics i’ve built with dinah madani and i am extremely sad to leave that here on this blog, but

I AM NO LONGER COMFORTABLE WRITING THIS CHARACTER OR BEING IN THIS PARTICULAR FANDOM.

with the events happening in the world, i am severely uncomfortable writing a character that has anything to do with law enforcement and i am equally as uncomfortable writing a character who is part of the punisher series! 

but i just wanted to explain myself instead of completely ghosting everyone. i’m still around on tumblr, in a different rpc, and if anyone else here has any final fantasy characters, you can find me over at @getturked​ & @ofturks​. it’s been a great run, and i love you all. stay safe and please remember BLACK LIVES MATTER.

[ofhomeland]

this has been a long time coming, and i’m sorry i haven’t posted anything sooner but:

THIS BLOG IS OFFICIALLY INACTIVE.

you’re more than welcome to unfollow me, but i will be keeping it up. i won’t be deleting since maybe some time in the future, i’d like to look back and scroll through the little world i’ve created for dinah.

now, i’d just like to say that i am so very appreciative of all the relationships and dynamics i’ve built with dinah madani and i am extremely sad to leave that here on this blog, but

I AM NO LONGER COMFORTABLE WRITING THIS CHARACTER OR BEING IN THIS PARTICULAR FANDOM.

with the events happening in the world, i am severely uncomfortable writing a character that has anything to do with law enforcement and i am equally as uncomfortable writing a character who is part of the punisher series! 

but i just wanted to explain myself instead of completely ghosting everyone. i’m still around on tumblr, in a different rpc, and if anyone else here has any final fantasy characters, you can find me over at @getturked​ & @ofturks​. it’s been a great run, and i love you all. stay safe and please remember BLACK LIVES MATTER.

[ofhomeland]

this has been a long time coming, and i’m sorry i haven’t posted anything sooner but:

THIS BLOG IS OFFICIALLY INACTIVE.

you’re more than welcome to unfollow me, but i will be keeping it up. i won’t be deleting since maybe some time in the future, i’d like to look back and scroll through the little world i’ve created for dinah.

now, i’d just like to say that i am so very appreciative of all the relationships and dynamics i’ve built with dinah madani and i am extremely sad to leave that here on this blog, but

I AM NO LONGER COMFORTABLE WRITING THIS CHARACTER OR BEING IN THIS PARTICULAR FANDOM.

with the events happening in the world, i am severely uncomfortable writing a character that has anything to do with law enforcement and i am equally as uncomfortable writing a character who is part of the punisher series! 

but i just wanted to explain myself instead of completely ghosting everyone. i’m still around on tumblr, in a different rpc, and if anyone else here has any final fantasy characters, you can find me over at @getturked​ & @ofturks​. it’s been a great run, and i love you all. stay safe and please remember BLACK LIVES MATTER.

[ofhomeland]

alright so after a series of unfortunate events, i’ve decided to make dinah private & selective from here on out. she’ll also be incredibly plot based so basically, i won’t be starting new things with anyone unless it’s heavily plotted or there’s heavy ooc interaction and you know how i work and how tired i am + the fact that i can’t be here all the time and may even ignore messages, though this is never with any ill intent. most of the time, i just don’t have the energy. 

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i really love when ppl don’t read my rules and soft block me anyway. well guess what happens when you do that? i see that i’m not following you anymore and assume it was tumblr’s doing (ESPECIALLY if we were friendly with one another) and then i end up following again!!! which is hella awkward!!!! it clearly states in my rules, that if you can’t handle just unfollowing or hardblocking, please don’t follow at all. i’m so supportive of people making their dash a safer place, and i DO support softblocking if that’s something you need to do to make your dash more comfortable! but you can easily not follow me in the first place if that’s something you do 

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@draqnking

365 Days of Captain Swan [Day 298]

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i’m awake but at what cost ....... i’m going to be here, trying to queue replies up for my long ass work week while also working on this little shithead over here. did i say no more single muse blogs? yep. do i care? nope.

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♡ 𝙸𝙼𝙰𝙶𝙾

❝        i    don’t    know    how    you    can    say    that  .        ❞                    he  knows  that  he  hasn’t  been  the  best  as  of  late  ,  frequently  snapping  ,  giving  dinah  attitude  for    no    good    reason  .    he’s  lucky  that  she’s  even  stuck  around  this  long  ,  not  that  many  would  ,  but  life  has  settled  down  ,  his  father  is  satisfied  enough  with  how  he’s  been  getting  on          ❪    which  ,  of    course    means    potentially    sabotaging    his    only    fucking    relationship    ��          with  a  heavy  sigh  passing  his  lips  ,  he  rests  his  head  on  her  chest  .  imago  hasn’t  been  one  to  talk  ,  regarding  his  problems  ,  he’s  never  voiced  the  immense  guilt  that’s  came  with  the  way  he’s  acted  .

❝        i  haven’t  been  good  to  you  .  i’ve  acted  like  a   fucking  monster  for  the  last  …  what  ,    few    weeks  ?    been  a  real  nightmare  ,  not  to  mention  the  serious  increase  of  bodies  in  this  place  ;  i’m  sure  it’s  making  your  job  harder  ,  too  .  i’m  just  sorry  .          i    can’t    see    myself    as    anything    else  ,          it’s  just  gotten  worse  lately  .    ❞

@ofhomeland​  /  “you’re not a monster.”

the pressure against her chest has a sigh leaving between her lips. it isn’t a sigh of malcontent or irritation. his weight isn’t too much for her, no. rather, for the first time in a very long time, she feels like she can let go. she can relax. sure, things have been turbulent & she had consciously distanced herself from imago in order to give him the space she assumed he needed, but things were finally settling down. the eggshells were slowly disappearing from beneath her feet when she was around him; it felt like home once again.

at last, through the silence hanging from the end of his sentence, dinah places gentle hands against his head, fingers carding through his hair. before thoughts are vocalized, she presses a gentle kiss against the top of his head, 

“just because you’ve been moody while working through issues doesn’t mean you’re a monster.” it’s always in the back of her head: the fact that she is his first actual romantic partner. that paired with the rest of the things he’s been dealing with — well, she wouldn’t be a supportive girlfriend if she couldn’t find a way to at least try to understand. 

“and well ... there’s a reason i took some time off from my job. so that i can actually think about the pros and cons to leaving permanently. it isn’t your fault that i still decided to pursue a relationships despite knowing, at least to a degree, about what it is you two do, you know?” another sigh, though this one is a little less content & more so annoyance at herself. “so you need to stop worrying about that — that is my issue to work out, and trust me .. it will work out.”

[ofhomeland]

I'm ngl I'm feeling HELLA overwhelmed on this blog, guys and I'm not really sure how to combat it. No, I'm not going to move dinah again but I do need to be more organized. Do I drop all threads, clear my tracker, and start over to actually USE my tracker? Like ..... hhhHHHHHhhh what do I do .... . . .

[ofhomeland]

google search: how to tell someone they mean everything to you but make it sound casual

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I'm big tired & feel like I can't get enough sleep also depression is fun but I got a new spider today and he's the best boy who was in a really nasty situation so my heart is happy

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THEY SAY I DID SOMETHING BAD

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it eats me alive.

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feel free to arrest me any time, officer.

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À Flor do Mar (João César Monteiro, 1986)

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so here’s the deal. i’m slowly but surely working on my multi. i’m going through, in order, working out the bare bones bio and if i’m stuck on a muse for more than a few hours, i’m taking them off the multi. i can’t throw every character i like onto my multi and expect to have muse for them, which is why i’ve chopped my number from 42 to 30, and now to 22. i’m still debating throwing brock & jack back onto it, but for now, i’m going to take my dog out for a while so he can get some much needed socialization, then i’ll be back to hopefully finish up my multi by the end of the night.

i’m going to drop the url here again if anyone’s interested in following! i just want to also say again that i won’t be following anyone back until everyone’s bare bones bios are done! it keeps me from jumping the gun and getting right into writing before things are complete — which then makes me feel like it’s all chaotic and then i avoid the chaos and forget about the blog all together like last time.

@levautour is the blog!

[ofhomeland]

send  ‘ you’re my weakness. ’  for my muse’s reaction