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waiter!! one badge for me and the other one for my bestieeeeeee please!!!!!!

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Been really in the mood for some Jurassic World redesigns.

First one is just a personal recolor of the Dominion Parasaurolophus. I think the model in that movie is basically perfect, I just really much prefer the colors from the previous movies. Second version includes some blue from the original.

Second one is yet another Giganotosaurus redesign. This one I tried to kept closer to the OG than some of my previous redesigns, I based it on the Chameleon anglehead lizard since I thought their spikes looked similar to the Giga.

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(questioning) p-did culture is previously being able to communicate with the people in your head, and then when you started freaking about about possibly being a system after learning what it is suddenly a (literal) wall goes up in your brain and brain fog increases by a lot and now you cant hear anyone barely anymore and also cant think clearly like you used to :(

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Hello! We saw you talking to The Question Mark System about headspace and communication and the such and was just wondering if you had any tips about communication specifically? I don't think we have a headspace (to be fair it's not like I can go back there and look myself lol) so there's not really any gathering around a table per say, but even then, it's hard to try and get clear communication other than just assuming things through feelings and vague thoughts. Thank you in advance, we appreciate this blog a lot as well :-]

i'll be assuming for the sake of this response that for whatever reason, headspace is completely impossible. (i'd recommend looking to systems with aphantasia too, if headspace creation is impossible/difficult for you, but you still want one. even if you don't have aphantasia, it could still prove useful! they may also have better communication tips than me if you send asks to them, lol)

i'm going to assume that you're starting from nothing when it comes to headmates too.

we never *actually* started from nothing. like we had headmates introduce themselves to me before i was ready to accept being a system, so i already knew some basic information about them when i was finally ready.

despite that, we still have some advice!

the brain puts a mental block between headmates, so it is hard to communicate. communication is still possible, but everything might feel all muddy and fuzzy. they'll try to talk, but no noise comes out. they try to share their emotions, but in the process, the emotion is dulled out to the point where you can't feel much of anything.

you say that you can only communicate with them via vague feelings and thoughts. that's how it started for us too (when i reached out to them myself. because i repressed my headmates for a couple years so they couldn't communicate with me easily anymore)

so, i believe the best course of action would be to ask them simple questions about themselves. questions that the mainly feelings/opinions based communication you have going on now will work fine with.

for example: ask them their favorite color! maybe they can't speak yet, but they'll respond by projecting a specific shade of pink. or maybe it seems like they didn't respond, but you start thinking of the color green.

as you interact with them more, it should get easier to understand them. it will get easier for them to communicate with you. the block that the brain put between you and your headmates will eventually start to wear down.

and then the more the block wears down, the more complicated questions and conversations you can have.

i will say. there are quite a few systems who *only* communicate via emotion sharing, and are unable to speak. this might make it trickier, but is completely normal and possible to understand. you just gotta play with the hand you've been dealt! it is still completely possible to have strong communication without speech!

there has been times when i wasn't sure if i was saying something, or if my headmate was talking to me. in those cases, i would empty my mind, calm myself, and ask them if they said that or if i was talking to myself. this especially happened in my first year of syscovery. it could also help with how your main method of communication is so vague currently. do some light meditation before reaching out to them, so your mind is clear enough to talk.

in fact, i'll make it its own paragraph. learn to meditate, and meditate each time you want to reach out to a headmate! (if needed, i can try to make a post about how we meditate? we have slightly different types depending on what we specifically need.)

oh, also! if you have *any* ideas on their names and/or appearances, or even things that they showed interest in, i would highly recommend doing little doodles for gifts! or write positive little notes for them! (even if they can't front to see it in the real world)

it might not necessarily help with communication for all systems, but i remember whenever i would do doodles of my headmates, they would pop in for a moment to either compliment my work, or say that i drew a feature wrong lol. it also makes them feel appreciated and safer to interact with you.

sending positive energy towards them may not always reach them, but there is times in which it will, especially if you do it a lot!

the time it will taks to improve internal communication will vary system to system. the most important thing, though, when you're first starting out, is to make sure you're being consistent with reaching out to them. i always tried to do it once a day, before i went to bed, until i became confident enough in my abilities.

i hope this helps at all? if needed, the tag #internal communication may have some more stuff to help! :3

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Fuck - and I can’t stress this enough - yeah.

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Logdogs! They're the feral ancestors of the domesticated pencildogs. Lots of animals have a commensalistic relationship with these creatures, using them for a range of things such as transportation and camoflauge. ^_^

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Perennial Host

A perennial host is an alter whose role as host is permanent. A perennial host may have other roles, but they will always be the host until fusion or dormancy.

A perennial host will rarely, if ever, be able to leave front, but they will always at the very least be co-conscious. They will likely have trouble accessing headspace, if they're able to at all.

This role is intended and made for P-DID systems to describe a role the dominant-alter may have, but may be used for any kind of system

Coining Date: August 17th, 2023

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Digital Dream

#00c0f0 | #e8bdbd | #7e46e1 | #1c1f8b | #0f103a

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My epic headcanon the bong wasn't "cut" from the original sketch Ford just stole it

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Idk why but, Dipper with any Tree pokèmon. Because pine tree, ik bad pun.

BUT, Bill with Giratina

That's clever, I honestly wasn't thinking of Dipper with a tree Pokémon, but I'll have to look into it!!

And I'm sorry to disagree with the second part, but I feel like Bill wouldn't really have a Pokémon. He's from a whole different dimension, and I like to think Pokémon weren't a thing there. Though, I do like the idea that when Ford inevitably has to explain the concept of Pokémon to him, he just decides that Ford is his Pokémon

I could totally see Bill playing cards with Arceus though 🤞

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THERIANS AND OTHERKINS ALL OVER THE WORLD!

I'm going to host a THERIAN and OTHERKIN Minecraft server! You will be able to become your theriotypes and play Minecraft with them!

For now, the server is still going under maintenance. I'm adding mods to make sure the majority of therians is included.

I'm also adding some fantastical creatures so that otherkins can join too!

Please share so that when the server is complete, others can play too!

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Could you make a sea dragon (leviathan) otherkin flag?

Hello hello! Yes i can! Im assuming its a creature from subnotica? {No idea if i spelt that right}. As thats the results google gave me ^^;

Sea Dragon {Leviathan} otherkin flag!!! I hope ya like it! If you use this just use credit ^^

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another gravity falls animation! :3 hope yall enjoy!

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🌀Open the door, please.

This is definitely a normal Welcome Home vide... oh...

I ACTUALLY HAD THIS IDEA IN MY MIND FOR A WHILE NOW SO DHAJKLGS

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Veronica open the noor 😔