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I spend my free time viewing her Snapchat stories

studying her social media profiles

dissecting.

trying to figure out what she has that I don’t.

why he chose her over me.

why or how she is better than me.

how she managed to seduce him and get him excited and wanting more

in a way I never could.

or maybe I did

or could have

but never had the confidence to test out.

I replay her laugh,

keep track of her outfits.

I notice she doesn’t show much skin.

is it all psychological?

was he just never attracted to me?

is she just bold in a way I could never have the nerve to be?

why.

I just want to know why.

or how

did she offer to get on top him?

I wish I didn’t care

but then I wouldn’t be me.

- camila.

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I wrote this about 2 weeks ago and thought it should be shared with the world.