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new year's resolutions

- make money

- buy a gun

- kill myself

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I don’t wanna be here anymore..

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since my last account was deleted ill be reposting some photos here

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block dont report!! pls

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15/01/2025

i remember that this felt really good

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Ordering new bl@des as a birthday treat for me!!!!

If my mom gets nosey about what is in my package im honestly gonna tell her im ordering uhh… “personal toys” CUS HONESTLY SHE WILL REACT BETTER TO THAT LMAO

Tell my mom im getting stuff to cvt myself:😠😡

Tell my mom im jackin it:😄🫡

Honesty is not the best policy:3 lie to her LIEEEE

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I want to cry, but I can't. I physically can't.

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tw:sh

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did only a few but whatever

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the feeling to die is overwhelming and the urge to relapse is eating me alive

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i’m being serious when i say that my life would be 100% better if i was skinny. like genuinely. i wouldn’t have to worry and spend an hour and a half (sometimes more like??!!) trying to figure out what to wear just to go buy groceries. i wouldn’t have to overthink that my bf might find me heavy. i won’t have to be anxious going to parties. and i can wear whatever the FUUUUUCCCCKKK I WAAAANT and look good STILL

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Wanna look like this when I stand up…

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FAKEEEE ALL!! SFX MAKE UP PRACTICE TWW!! MAKE UP! FAKE BODY!

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i luuuvv my bf :3

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I'm sure being alive isn't supposed to be this painful

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I'm so replaceable

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"But you were fine 2 seconds ago"

yeah and now im not

"But you said you were getting better"

yeah and now im getting worse

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I'm so sick of feeling like this every fucking damn day