nyxmorgenstern08

[nyxmorgenstern08]

Give me a dare

I can do it

Hiding the truth

Is what u made me an expert in!!!!

U fucking bitch

[nyxmorgenstern08]

Has Marilyn Monroe ever felt this

God can't u give me the power u gave to the Rodrigo kid?

I feel as if this happens to everyone

Loss is that inalienable pit

But why do I keep falling in it?

When will I have had enough

Well will I stop putting on the concealer

To cover the blues

To paint the greys

But this way

I know u enjoyed me

As I slipped and fell

Into that pit

That I always thought was heaven

But u made it hell

[nyxmorgenstern08]

I wanna cry

I wanna die

Can I please say goodbye ?

Your words just hurts me

As I bleed like red wine

The broken shards of the glass that broke tonight

Are deep embed in my memory

Forever to remain mine

The dagger that you holded

Were so shiny

I was mesmerized

But Beauty and the Beast

Is not how every tale bides

I wanna cry

I wanna die

Can I please say goodbye?

Ta da Tadda Ta da datta do-doo-duddu tamatie

Please don't leave me

I will beg for your mercy

Tonight

I never meant to for

The truth to just hide

I will cry

I will die

Don't say goodbye

Lies.are all you tell

They are all you know of

My bones are exhausted

By taking your blows

Are they burn me

I am charred

That I hold my breath so long

Still I can taste the metallic ash

on the tip of my tongue

I wanna cry

I wanna die

Can I please say goodbye?

Stay one more night. (I have to leave)

I won't survive my life will crumble. (U will be alright)

Like sand on the coastline. (Another wave will

soon arrive)

Patched up

Ur my answers. (They are all fucking lies)

I wanna cry

I wanna die

Still I will stay, but I know

I can never say goodbye (sigh)

[nyxmorgenstern08]

Lived a hundred years just to spend a night with someone else.

Now your gone,with no trace of yourself

My room is empty and my closet is halfed,like me

But baby,never forget cause

And all I remember,is you build a shrine 

All I remember is i needed time

All I remember,is how you were once mine

All I remember is the clock striked nine

All I remember,is the red tinted wine

All I remember is you were divine

The shadows are faded,All messages read

God can't help me,I lie to myself

Ur artworks intact,on the same old shelf

I need a Chance just for u to come

To get it back cause

All I remember is our souls they were twine

All I remember are ur mad cooking dine

All I remember us on amphetamine

All I remember photos of us online

All I remember

[nyxmorgenstern08]

I stand on the seat beside you

In your black porche that you stole from ur dad

You said that you did it for me

And so I believed

As I sank in the blue of your eyes

we drive into the sunrise

With me in your hoodie

Feeling lighter than ever.

I know tomorrow another girl

Is going to be in my place

You are going to tell her what you told me in the same way

Just to drown myself

But it doesn't matter

As I sink in you eyes

Anyway. .