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Ive had quite a bit of people reach out to me this year. Ex friends, ex partners, people who were never friends. Usually to apologize to me or to clear the air or just to catch up. I'm turning 23 soon (I share a birthday with Misaki lol my one and only flex). I'm not going to be touching the s*kaiichi hatsukoi fandom or j*njou romantica fandom outside of my discord server for a long time.

I've made lots of great friends and made a lot of enemies too. But I'm officially moving on. I've been diagnosed with C-PTSD. When those people reached back out to me, I was flooded with memories of being cyber stalked for years and sent horrible messages when I was just 16. Most people never even wanted to hear my side because they were scared of being at the receiving end of the hate train too. But now that I'm grown and actually touching grass and shit, staying off Tumblr and whatever, I realized those people were also stupid kids who I hope have grown up too.

Well I hope they've grown up and also moved on.

I still love sihjr deeply. It's always a part of me and I still love talking about it! But I'm not gonna touch this fandom again til I'm able to live with my C-PTSD properly. A lot of fucked up things happened here lol And I'm sorry to people I've also hurt. Hope you're recovering well.

Anyway I'm still gonna be active on discord and don't expect me to post art again. Maybe I'll post a meme sometimes. Idk.

That's all 🇲🇽

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I NEED USAGI PINNED DOWN NOW

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if only my big strong usami akihiko were next to me in bed, shirtless with a thong on- he would protect me

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We all know Kisa does the grapefruit technique on Yukina.

But I headcanon that Ritsu would attempt it as long as Takano is blindfolded (bro takes off the blindfold to see wtf Ritsu is doing and gets whiplash)

Cursed sex questions:

Who can you imagine trying to pull the grapefruit technique on their partner?

And

Who can you imagine playing cbat or something as equally bad during sex?

Edit to add what the grapefruit technique is:

Warning for NSFW audio though

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the mclovin id scene from superbad but it's ritsu and takano during the oda ritsu scene

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first love always hurts

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lmao

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after all these years, this scene still pisses me off lmaoooo

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idk if anyones made this yet but im still in my reread and made it past the first few kisa no baais so i edited this lol

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oh god i have a lot of unfinished fics on my ao3. i kinda wanna delete them all/orphan them... but i wont cause somehow people still read them and i have comments

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Ignore all my old posts Lowkey hating nostalgia. I was wrong. They are the best. I love them now

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every early chapter interaction with ritsu and yokozawa feels like this

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AAAAA! NO WONDER PEOPLE ARE HOMOPHOBIC, THIS SCARY AF!!!!!

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God I wish I was Kisa so bad

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When Shinobu like 60 and Miyagi is 77, Miyagi still gonna be like “So I’m dating this kid”

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practicing drawing sihjr again ft ritsu and kisa