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Have a bunch of seulyong fics drafted,,,,, I'm back to thinking up new plots but lacking the motivation of actually writing them out properly🤡🤡🤡

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Carry My Name

Chapter 12

Nakamoto Yuta X Park Sooyoung

“Yumeko~” Yuta sang calling his daughter’s name, smile mirroring hers as they sat in their private jet heading home. Sooyoung sat beside the two, sideways as she watched the baby immediately warm up to her father, something she was worried about. She feared Yuta might have become unrecognisable to Yumeko, but to both parents’ relief the baby was quick to get back along with her father.

Yuta had feared it the most. He never thought he would be such a girl dad before, but ever since Yumeko’s birth he hated being away from his daughter for too long. The pain he felt during the weeks separated was doubled as he’d fall asleep looking at the two empty spots on his bed, praying for the day they would no longer be vacant.

As the baby cuddled into her father’s chest, evidently sleepy, Sooyoung moved closer to her husband and laid her head on his shoulder, her arm placed over his holding their child. “I can’t wait to be home.” her voice came out softly as to not disrupt the baby’s sleep. “I can’t wait to sleep with you again. To eat with you, bathe with you. I can’t wait to go back to our room, our kitchen, our table, our couch. Everywhere that I was with you.” she looked up and smiled, pouting a bit noticing her husband’s teary eyes.

“I wish it never had to be this way… and I wish I could promise you it won’t ever happen again…” at that Sooyoung sat straight, looking at her husband shocked, until a few seconds later she realised she shouldn’t be. Whether she was a Nakamoto wife or a Park daughter, her life revolved around the same society, the same laws, the same constant fears. And as the realisation set in her, as well as the apologetic look in her husband’s eyes, something in her shifted.

She moved closer to him again, this time grabbing his arm with both hands. “Yu-san, I don’t want to work anymore.” this time Yuta was taken by surprise. “I want to be with you at all times. I want to be around Yumeko at all times. I don’t want to spend a single minute away from either of you.”

“Sweetheart, what are you saying?”

“I mean, I know I should be used to this life by now, but I’m not. And I’m scared, knowing something like this could happen again at any time, it scares me to be away from the people I love.”

Yuta never expected this, for Sooyoung to leave the company she built herself just to be around him more. He never wanted to be the type of husband who caused their wife to quit and stay home, and he’d hate to be the reason behind it even.

“Sweetheart…” he tried speaking, thinking of what to say. “My love, you’ve done so well with your business, I’d hate to be the reason you stop just like that. If you do want to spend more time with Yumeko, then keep the business and just don’t lead it, but don’t quit it entirely, please.”

Sooyoung sighed, turning to her husband and cupping her hand on his cheek. “I know. I know fully well what are my options. I thought about everything, but end of the day I choose to be with my family at all times. Whether I remain as the founder or sell it off completely I’m yet to decide, but I know my final decision is to be with you and our child anywhere and everywhere.” she finished and noticed his sad eyes, smiling at him before pressing a soft kiss on his lips.

“Don’t worry yourself so much about this, Yu-san. I know it seems like a rash decision, but it’s something I’ve been thinking about all the time I was in the safe house. Every moment I spent there alone, I kept thinking about how much I wanted to be with you, hugging you, holding your hand. I wanted to sit there knowing, not matter how dangerous your work could get, you’d return to me every single night. And, God forbid, if anything happened… I’d have no regrets of our last moments together.”

“Don’t say that.” Yuta finally spoke up. He got up in a haste, gently putting Yumeko in the bassinet before sitting back down, and immediately hugging his wife tight. “I never want to hear you speak of that.”

Sooyoung stopped smiling, suddenly feeling all the emotions she had bottled up exploding in her heart. “I can’t help it… I thought of every possible scenario, an-“

Yuta tightened his hold, stopping her from continuing. “I know, sweetheart, I know this was all you could think of, and I’m so sorry for putting you in that situation. But please, don’t think of death.” he pressed a kiss onto her scalp. “I promise you, by any means whatsoever, I will always come home every day to your arms. Our home will never have a missing voice. I know its until death do us apart, but I don’t plan on that happening until we’re old and on our final breaths.” he cupped her face with one hand, pushing up to look at her tear streaked cheeks. He wiped them with his thumb and leaned in to kiss her, slow and soft, his arms then moving to drag her onto his lap.

Their kiss was quick to turn passionate this way, almost as if they were back to their long honeymoon phase, when they worried about nothing but relishing every second they were in each other’s hold, hands feeling up each other’s bodies, both focused on just giving the other pleasure.

Which almost could have happened if not for the soft whine in the plane, reminding both of their current location and situation. Sooyoung was first to pull away from the kiss and turn towards the bassinet, realising it was time to feed the baby who was now strong enough to just pop her head up out of the bassinet. She couldn’t help chuckle at the baby’s annoyed expression, and looked at her husband to see him smiling just the same.

The couple looked to each other, sharing a quick kiss before Sooyoung got off her husband. “Sorry, mother’s duty calls.” she joked before taking out Yumeko, then sitting back next to her husband who pulled out a blanket to cover her up as she unbuttoned her top and began feeding. Once both mother and baby were settled, Yuta smiled and kissed his wife’s temple.

“Never apologise, what you’re doing is amazing.” he kissed her cheek this time, causing her to turn. “You’re very hot as a mum.” he teased, causing Sooyoung to lightly hit his arm. Yuta simply laughed before looking down, slipping the blanket off slightly to look at his daughter, something about the sight causing his heart to swell with love and adoration.

“Seriously though, I never thought about how it felt to be a dad, but here I am enjoying every aspect of our babygirl. I love everything about her, even when she poops, and everything you’re doing for her.” he looked back at Sooyoung with a loving smile.

Sooyoung smiled back, albeit a little weakly. “Even quitting my job?” she watched his expression, until he finally sighed and nodded.

“Yes…”

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where to find a jaehyun leaving prada bags on the table for me😭

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interrogating jaehyun about unconditional !!

a/n: if ur from cali, pretend you’re not!!! posting this in honor (memoriam) of our king’s enlistment ☹️ if you hear someone violently wailing in the streets, thats me T-T

a/n: jaehyun- it's not literal

yn- ok got it!! (proceeds to ask very literal questions about the song)

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Carry My Name

Chapter 11

Park Sooyoung X Nakamoto Yuta

The day had ended, with no call or signal or clue about what had happened. As night fell, everyone in the house, including mother and baby, had simply gone to bed with the decision to silently wait and take no action on their own. Of course she cried herself to sleep, her baby next to her with her hand over her body as always protectively. At this point she took the advice and just lived in the moment, though her heart still ached and yearned for her beloved.

The car was so silent, it was too easy for it to park out front of the house without anyone sleeping to have been woken up. There was only one person in the vehicle, who moved so quietly, like a panther, they almost passed the all guards except for the only one who remained awake to watch the cameras. But noticing the car plate, he too remained quiet.

Sooyoung’s bedroom door was shut, but with all the experience, it was opened just as quietly, and the man stood there staring at the figure sleeping in bed. His heart sank at the sight of the mother and her baby, and he took a few seconds of just watching them, processing the growth of the baby as well. Slowly he stalked into the room, shutting the door behind softly, took off his coat and whatever else extra he had on, left in just his pants and tank top, before heading to the bed. He finally saw her face clearer, and his heart ached further seeing the evident stress and worry on her face even in her sleep, especially the tear streaks left on her cheeks and pillow.

His fingers gently moved some hair away from her face, and once confirming she was deep asleep, he lifted the covers and slid under behind her, arm instinctively wrapping around her waist as he held her close to his body.

“Yu-san…” he peeked to see she was still asleep, and was simply talking in her sleep.

“Shh… rest sweetheart.” he whispered back.

“I miss you.” she mumbled again, shifting closer while still facing her baby.

“Me too.”

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Sooyoung woke up at the sunlight over her eyes, feeling a deep sadness inside as she almost always did whenever she had the same dreams of Yuta being back with her. Last night’s hug felt so real, she felt worse now feeling the cold air surround her. She was too tired to cry anymore as well, and laid for another minute thinking about who would be the one to call today to give them an update, Jaemin or her father-in-law. But she was quick to snap back to reality when realising one thing, as she looked ahead and noticed her hand.

Yumeko was gone.

Gasping loud she shot up, pulling the covers off to see if maybe she had slid under them. With nothing in sight she looked around the room, and noticed the balcony had been opened. Her heart beat loudly, blood pumping as if in her ears. Not only was it impossible for the balcony to be opened by a four-month old baby, let alone for her to make it that far, but considering the emergency lockdown, it would have had special locks on that even she wouldn’t be able to open.

“Yumeko!” she yelled as she jumped off the bed and ran towards the balcony. Except, before reaching, a shadow appeared entering inside the room, with her baby in hand. The sunlight from behind made it hard to see their face, but just by the silhouette of the man Sooyoung went still as she made a guess.

“She’s here sweetheart, don’t worry.” the man’s voice was enough to answer her, body still frozen in shock. “She woke up earlier, I didn’t wanna wake you so I took her out of the room.” he further spoke as he neared her.

“No…” she stepped back, causing him to stop walking. “Shit I’m losing my mind…” her hands threaded her own hair as she tugged on them harsh.

She saw the sad look in his eyes the moment she said that, and watched him as he instead walked around her to the crib and placed Yumeko inside before coming near her. Sooyoung continued walking back until her legs hit the bed, and she sat with her hands gripping the sheets hard while he suddenly got down on his knees in front of her.

“You’re fine, sweetheart.” he spoke, only making her shake her head until he reached out and held her hands in his, pulling them to touch his face. “I’m here. It’s all real, you’re not losing your mind my love.” he turned his face to kiss inside her palm. “I came back for you, just as I promised.”

“Yu-san…”

He shifted closer, his hands now cupping her face with a smile. “Yes sweetheart, it’s really me.” he rose on his knees so his sight levelled with hers, their eyes locking as Sooyoung finally processed the presence of her husband.

Without another word, she jumped at him, Yuta easily catching her in his arms, her legs wrapped around his waist as he stood up carrying her. She finally let go of her tears, sobbing loud into his shoulder where she also nuzzled into his neck to inhale his scent she had missed so long.

Yuta couldn’t help himself and let go of his tears too, kissing into her hair while turning and sitting on the bed himself. Their hug tightened, both feeling as if letting go meant losing each other. Yuta started combing his fingers through her hair while his other hand went under her sleep dress feeling up her body. He missed his wife so much, even though he knew she was safe, all he wanted to do all those months was to feel her again, every inch of her. He’d been watching her the whole time, he knew about all the breakdowns she’s had, how depressed she had been, and all he could do was watch and wait.

“I fucking hate you…” he felt relieved hearing her finally speak, albeit surprised at the choice of words. “You should have called, yesterday… they said you’d call if everything was fine… you fucking asshole.”

Hearing her swear made him chuckle through his tears, hugging her tighter as he kissed her neck. “I’m sorry sweetheart, it’s protocol to signal, but I wanted to see you so bad I totally forgot and rushed over as soon as I could.” he gently pulled her off, heart breaking at the sight of her broken face as he held it in his hands and wiped her cheeks. “I’m here now, don’t be sad anymore please.”

Their eyes met, causing her to tear up again. She couldn’t help it, not having seen her husband in so long, Sooyoung was overwhelmed at the thought of finally being with him again, taking in every detail of him.

She suddenly remembered the most vital factor at their time distanced. “What… what happened?” she managed to ask, noticing his sudden confused look. “Did you figure out, about my dad? What happened with him Yu-san?”

Yuta sighed, visibly tired from having to deal with all that back home, he didn’t want to think about it anymore. But he knew he owed her an explanation. Grabbing her waist, he shifted back on the bed until the center and laid back, pulling Sooyoung to rest on top of him. His hands returned to their places before, one under her shirt and another brushing her hair.

Sooyoung understood his exhaustion, and waited for him to speak. “It took us a while to collect evidence, and find him. He hid away, he knew we were after him, he knew he was screwed after trying to threaten you. It was stupid too, all because of some business shit he got himself into, seeing you succeed made him mad. But once we did locate him, I sent counter threats, which honestly was generous of me. He didn’t believe it, and Jaemin found out he was still trying to locate you. The day before yesterday I was getting fed up, so I decided to surprise him, in my own way.”

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Carry My Name

Chapter Ten

Park Sooyoung X Nakamoto Yuta

Yumeko was now 4 months old, almost two months since the baby was last held by her father. By now Sooyoung was barely getting by herself, unable to bear the pain of being away from her husband for so long. She never thought of herself as such a clingy person, but she couldn’t help it. Yuta was her first experience at a normal life, at love, at everything. She was sure if not for Yumeko, she would have done something drastic by now.

She looked at the baby playing on the blanket she had laid across the grass in the backyard, the place where she often found herself the most. Yumeko seemed to love the outdoors, even though the infant could barely move around, she loved her tummy time outside. And seeing her baby happy made Sooyoung happy, as she noted the familiar smile on the baby’s face.

Just like her father’s. Albeit completely toothless, Sooyoung could see her husband’s smile on their baby. It was a bittersweet feeling.

“Madame!” Sooyoung turned at the sudden rushed call of one of the maids, behind her two guards. “You have to come inside! Sir has signalled for maximum protection for tonight!”

Before she could process, Sooyoung was quick to grab her baby and run inside while the maid cleared the blanket and toys coming behind her. Once inside the guards were quick to lock up all doors and windows, and she noticed the few extra security ones in place as well. For the past few weeks she had been here, this had never happened before, and now as she placed Yumeko in her crib, questions about what danger was lurking flooded her head.

Especially, what danger was Yuta in.

She frantically turned to the guard posted at her bedroom door. “What happened Shohei? Why the shutdown? Is Yuta alright?”

“Madame I can’t say, but sir has ordered we stay alert for tonight.”

“I AM THE BOSS’S WIFE!” here voice unexpectedly raised. “YOU WILL ANSWER TO ME AS YOU DO TO HIM! Now what the fuck is going on!?!”

Despite his literal existence as a mafia guard for a high profile family, Shohei almost stepped back in fear before clearing his throat as he thought of a response. “I’m sorry madame, I really can’t say because we aren’t told what happens back home. But… I can only guess based on experience, this might mean they’re moving in on the enemy as we speak.” He gulped seeing her expression grow more worried.

“And? How will we know what happens?”

“If we get a call tomorrow, we’ll know it’s successful.”

“And if we don’t get a call?” his silence was enough of an answer as Sooyoung walked back into her room, kneeling at the bed with her hands clasped together as she prayed for her husband. She knew they were the strongest mafia, but she couldn’t help fear the worst.

Please… Please let him come back to me safe and sound…

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She couldn’t sleep at all, no matter how much she tried, as the fear of losing her husband grew by the minute. She had put her baby to sleep right next to her as always, one hand over her protectively. Soon enough she heard her morning alarm, rushing up immediately to turn it off, freshen herself, and change out of her sleepwear, before checking on Yumeko.

She paced around her room, waiting for a guard to come to her door as she was instructed to wait in the morning. Once she heard the soft knocks, almost half an hour later, she was quick to open the door and looked at the different guard, Sungchan, with hopeful eyes.

“Well?”

“Well… what?” he somewhat sleepily replied.

“Did we get a call or no?”

“Oh… well, no, but we should be getting it by tonight latest.”

Sooyoung huffed shutting the door. She couldn’t wait that long, she needed to know about her husband’s whereabouts and state right away or she felt she’d lose it completely. At the soft sounds of Yumeko babbling, she calmed herself and picked up the baby, freshening her up this time before leaving the room with the guard. Every maximum security lock was still in place, some windows shut completely while others had locked grills. It felt like a prison, and she prayed more for some good news to come soon so she could leave this place.

As she sat to eat, feeding Yumeko first while her coffee was being made, another fear entered her mind. As the realisation set in, she turned to one of the nearest guards and asked. “What happens if we don’t get any news by tonight?” her voice shook, anxiety filling every crevice of her mind and heart.

Sungchan seemed nervous to respond himself, after having seen how emotional she had been about everything, but he knew he had to answer too one way or another. “We wait for a signal from Mr Na, or the elder Nakamoto himself.”

She knew the chances of that weren’t high, but neither was the success of Yuta’s operation against her father. She knew their team was stronger, but that didn’t stop her having awful thoughts. What if they did beat them, but at the cost of her husband’s life? Or what if Yuta surrenders for her sake? What if she is the weak link of the Nakamoto group?

For the next twelve hours, Sooyoung had set her baby in her play zone with music whileshe paced around the whole lower floor, waiting for a signal or call or something indicating news from home. She couldn’t rest or eat, taking sips of water when needed before going back to staring at every device in the house which had not been used ever since then arrival, she knew they probably couldn’t be, but she still couldn’t help it.

As sunset neared, one of the maids come in and sigh. “Madame, it’s been too long. Please eat now, you’ll get sick if you keep going on this way, we know you didn’t even sleep last night.” she spoke pleading but also slightly strict. Sooyoung turned towards her, frustration evident all over her face.

“Do you think I can eat with what’s going on? How can I pretend to live normal when any minute a call can change my life?”

“Madame, for your baby’s sake at least, please eat at the very least.”

“I CAN’T!” she raised her voice yet again, unable to hold in her emotions anymore. “I CAN’T STOP BEING THIS WAY AND THERE’S NOTHING TO DO ABOUT IT PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME BE!”

Yumeko’s voice had taken over this time as the baby was frightened by her mother’s outburst, leading the maid to pick up the baby and run out of the room to soothe her. Seeing that, Sooyoung realised how crazed she had been all day, and it just reminded her back to the promise she made to Yuta, the night he had revealed everything to her.

“But you have to promise me something too. Take care of yourself and our baby. I can’t live knowing you two are suffering in sadness, so please promise me, you will stay strong for yourself, Yumeko, and me.”

She failed to keep that promise, as she heard her baby’s cries go quiet. Her heart pained as she realised she caused her baby despair, sitting back as she broke down hugging her knees. “I can’t take it anymore… it’s my fault… I shouldn’t have agreed… I regret it…” she cried, not caring who was or wasn’t there to hear her.

“Madame.” she heard Shohei softly call her. “Please calm down. It doesn’t matter what you did or didn’t do, what you think was right or wrong. What matters is you keep it up for the future, for yourself and your child. And whatever happens back there, your current state has no affect to it.”

Sooyoung’s cries slowed, a tissue appearing in front of her which she accepted and wiped her face with before looking up at the man. “You’re awfully wise.” she managed to softly speak.

“Part of being in this life for long, madame, we learn to live with it.”

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this has got to be the worst day ever. nothing has gone in jaemin's favor today.

he kept missing steps during practice, prolonging practice for the rest of the boys. despite them telling him "it's okay" and them reassuring him that it happens, jaemin still felt bad for keeping his members from their plans after practice. he could also tell that the members were starting to get frustrated too, everyone falling quiet and focusing on the choreo. mark and jeno softly give jaemin advice, and all jaemin can do is nod in gratitude.

also, this morning he woke to the pleasure of one of the Lu triplets' chewing at his favorite rug in the living room. he scolded them before inspecting the damage and seeing that it couldn't be saved. he couldn't hide this corner, since the two corners hidden under the couch are also chewed up. normally, this wouldn't bother jaemin as he loves his babies and he knows they're just cats at the end of the day, but he felt especially bothered and upset by this today. it should've been a sign for how the day would go.

to top it all off, jaemin spilled his coffee down his pants as the lid of his coffee wasn't secured. luckily, he had a spare pair of pants in his bag, but it didn't make him feel any better.

"let's call it for today," mark tells the choreographer and the group.

'thank you's and 'good job today's are said across the room as jaemin sighs looking at his phone. of course, it doesn't recognize his face, adding to jaemin's irritation for the day.

upon opening his phone, he receives a message from you:

my princess 💝👑: hi baby! i hope your practice is going well and you had an amazing day ^~^ love u

jaemin hasn't been able to speak to you all day from how busy he was, he realized you don't know how shitty his day has been. he gets in his car, and starts driving autopilot to your place.

when you hear the beeping of someone entering the code to your door, you tense up in a quick panic and look towards your door.

"it's me," you hear the familiar voice of your boyfriend jaemin as the door opens.

"jaeminnie!" you exclaim getting up from the couch to greet him. you help him take off his jacket before giving him a kiss and pulling him into a hug. "how was your day?"

"not great..." jaemin mumbles into your neck. you try to let go of the embrace to read his face, but jaemin hugs you tighter. he needs this.

after he lets go, you grab his hand and lead him to the couch. you pull him to lay his head on your chest and rub his back and neck to comfort him. with the way jaemin's hugging you back, you know he needed this more than anything else right now.

"what happened?" you whisper into his hair.

jaemin only responds with a hum. you know he'll tell you when he's ready, but right now he just needs to be here with you in your arms. because every time he is, all his worries fade to grey and he can forget about everything outside of this. you are his comfort person, his escape, his home.

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This is me Aya.. ‏🇵🇸

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Hope you get rid of taeil in all of your stories especially on irregular that was my favorite 😭

Oh Lord, Irregular........

I mentioned I wud take him out whenever I find in my stories, considering he's never a mc it shudve been easy, but you just reminded me Irregular is gonna be HARD😭😭😭 I'll def get to it, just gotta figure out how to replace bcuz taking out the character gonna leave major hole in the story😭 (maybe I should switch him to Hansol🤔🤭)

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