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　　　　❝ 𝗶 𝗴𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝘂𝗽 ｡ ❞ ━━━ sit down , just for a moment . for a split of time .

　　　　you give up . the act of giving up roots from multiple different occurrences , emotions , and/or influences . when a being gives up , they assume they leave something behind . something valuable to their soul . but do they ever ? in this case , in our case , giving up on shifting means leaving this behind . but what does ' this ' essentially mean ? does it mean the methods or the community as a whole ? the messy scripts or the affirmations ? i'll put it out gently for you , lay it down on the table like an ancient map ; giving up on shifting doesn't exist .

　　　　but why not ? if a person can give up on their studies or even a person , then why not this concept ? let's look at the handful of people who are labeled as ' anti shifters ' or the other handful of people who have shifted without realizing it . they don't believe in shifting , but somehow they shift regardless of their beliefs . why ? because shifting is the ground root to a lively tree . it'll stay regardless of what someone is going through . it's not a train to catch nor a taxi in the heart of NYC .

　　　　

　　　　that's not what we're here to discuss . i caught your attention of a second , and let me use that second and stretch out to something more . something greater than itself entirely . you're giving up . you're giving up and it feels hard right now to even digest the thought of leaving shifting behind but at the end of the day , it won't be hard to acknowledge the fact that you did it . you gave up . you gave up without a single thought of who you're sacrificing and all the opportunities that you're looking away from . do you still give up ? maybe you do . maybe my words have no weight and i'm just a girl typing away behind my laptop , frustrated from my own life and yours . why do you give up ? let me be the spokesperson of your reality , let me use my marketing skills in the benefits of you . stay with me now .

　　　　

　　　　

　　　　think about the hand of your loved one . just think about it . think about how it looks . isn't it comforting ? think about holding that hand , slipping yours into their calloused ones . or maybe they're not calloused , maybe they're smooth . they're your loved one's hand regardless . think about them squeezing your hand three times , perfectly or imperfectly . think about how this could translate to ' i love you ' or even ' i miss you ' .

　　　　imagine them pacing outside a closed door , yours , hoping they can be let in . imagine them looking utterly defeated when that door doesn't open , and you're not there . imagine dark circles under their beautiful eyes , imagine looking into those same eyes . the eyes you want to get lost without a map in . focus on those eyes , what color are they ? brown or blue , green or grey . maybe even purple . don't you just love those eyes ?

　　　　imagine you both now , you both at a party . a party that deserves a pre - game . it's bustling in there . it's chaotic and a party nonetheless . you're not next to them . maybe you got lost in the music or you're finding your way to a corner . now imagine your loved one watching you from afar , smiling to themselves as they notice how lovely you are . not only from how you appear , but also the way you carry yourself when alone .

　　　　 they love you , dear angel . they love you so achingly well . just imagine going to them , hiding in their arms away from the world . seek their comfort when you feel overwhelmed by everything from this reality . go find them . go on , they're waiting for you .

　　　　 ' but venus , i don't care about having a s/o . ' fine , you don't . maybe you have different motives to shift , like we all do . some want to be in the arms of their s/o while others want to become the best actress to grace hollywood . let's talk about the second instance .

　　　　 close your eyes and focus on the darkness behind . there , you find your inner child . younger you , per say . the little version of you from back when you were a kid . when everything was innocent and you weren't fretting over small yet big issues . that version of you welcomes your arrival with a kind smile and hope in their bright eyes . their eyes carry a type of emotion , nostalgia maybe . what did they want to be when they grew up ? maybe a teacher ? maybe hold a royal status of some kind ? whatever it is , that version is still you . cherish that hope in those eyes and bring yourself to gain awareness in another reality where you make that kid happy .

　　　　 yet , it's not always about little version of you . sometimes it's about the present , not the past . the you from now . this moment . that you has different motives , changed ones , ones that this reality can't solve . but there is a solution to that dread , and it finds itself in another reality , a reality where everything you want comes true . doesn't that sounds perfect ? perfect in the sense that you will find your one true happy ending , non disney way but your own way ? if yes , go get it . go grab it and keep it near you , because it was always yours in the first place .

　　　　

　　　　 so whenever you think about giving up on shifting , think about the youthful kid who wished they could be everything all at once , or the frustrated teenager who pleaded to start over again , or the star crossed lovers who promised in another life .

　　　　　　　　　　　　　 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵𝗹𝘂𝘃 ✶ 𝘃𝗲𝗻𝘂𝘀

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Best thing about shifting is no one can take it away from you. It's not phone that you can confiscate, it's not wifi that u can Disconnect, even if you get grounded you can still shift. YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO GETS TO DECIDE TO SHIFT OR NOT.

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People ask me how I am not sick of spending thousands of years with the same man

I breathe the way he says my name

I feast on his laugh

I drink his sighs

His existence is my lifeline

I can count the moles on his body in my sleep, and I'll wake up with constellations in my mind

If he wouldn't be there, I promise you, I never would've existed either

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the tension theo and i had before we got together should be written in history books. put up on billboards. you’ll ask economics and they’ll be like “yeah this will fix inflation”. then you’ll turn to the other side and hear the scientists whispering to each other before one stands up on the table to announce “yeah this is the cure”. i’m being so fr. literally. the UN should have called us ??? like yes we’ll agree on world peace. psychologists would look at the way he holds my hand and find the solution to commitment issues. artists would paint us (obviously). and poets would sit and stare at us and come to the conclusion that, yes this is a literary movement. taylor swift could write a 10 minute song about the sole way we hold eye contact for one second. this is fact. and it’s researched and proved. then tested in focus groups where everyone voted yes for true love. and yes before you ask me. this fact has also been peer reviewed in at least 17 countries. this man. MY man. insert a fat ass smile. he will forever prove to me that i deserve to be loved loudly and proudly. no hiding. no lowkey bullshit. he loves me in bold font. full caps LOCK. and i will never, ever settle for anything quieter. goodnight ! press post ¡

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shifting found you for a reason btw

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every time i watch horror i remember why i don’t watch horror

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AN ACCURATE TLOU SELF MOODBOARD

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counting his moles like they’re constellations

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put your shellphones on

spongebob bikini bottom mermaid princess dr

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S𝐭r𝐚n𝐠e𝐫 𝐓h𝐢n𝐠s D𝐫

🌙 moonlight guide us

A𝑛d L𝑒t's G𝑖v𝑒 𝐴 𝐵i𝑔 𝑊a𝑟m W𝑒l𝑐o𝑚e T𝑜 𝑆a𝑑n𝑒s𝑠

E𝑐o𝑢t𝑒 𝐶h𝑒́r𝑖e, 𝑗’𝑎i p𝑎s l𝑒 𝑡e����p𝑠

⠀—⠀⠀୨୧⠀𝐓o ⠀an ⠀eternity ⠀with ⠀𝒀ou ⠀୨୧

୨୧ hazel hargrove is a seventeen year old girl and the unfortunate twin to billy hargrove. she was the former queen bee at her school and ruled the school with an iron fist. she is quiet, sweet and oddly terrifying. hazel talks strangely, in metaphors not many people seem to be able to decipher. she lives more in her head than the real world. hazel loves history, art & photography. now that she is moving to Hawkins she is not excited on starting a new chapter in her life and she is least excited about falling in love with someone from hawkins.

𝐼 𝑤a𝑙k𝑒d w𝑖tℎ 𝑦o𝑢 𝑜n𝑐e u𝑝o𝑛 𝑎 𝑑r𝑒a𝑚

— ୨୧ The Soul selects her own Society ୨୧

୨୧ twins are sometimes the same or polar opposite from another. and the ladder fits onto the hargove twins: because they are starkly different from another. hazel is softer around the edges, while billy is spiky. he demands attention, hazel asks for your attention. but both can be mean, if they want to be. hazel especially towards bullies, which made her the queen bee at her old school. she was feared and demanded respect. she is utterly kind, even if she looks grumpy in the morning.

hazel is dreamy, strange and sweet in a way that makes you think you didn’t earn it. but she’s not always easy to be close to. dometimes she disappears into her own mind for hours. occasionally hazel says things that seem cruel but are really just too honest. she doesn’t mean to hurt—she just… forgets that not everyone lives half in metaphor. and she doesn’t like to explain herself. not because she’s hiding anything, but because she knows most people won’t understand.

A𝑙l tℎe l𝑒a𝑣e𝑠 𝑎r𝑒 𝑏r𝑜w𝑛 𝑎n𝑑 𝑡h𝑒 𝑠k𝑦 𝑖s g𝑟a𝑦

— ୨୧ and the , record is faded down ℘ ꠹ᭂ

life in california was simple and easy. billy and hazel both loved the water. as children they were often surfing, even if neil wasn’t too happy with it. the kids were water rats. both denied it. they were contempt in basking in the sun all day and chasing another with water guns. it was evident that they loved california, as they demanded to visit the big towns and beach every break. they loved contributing to small businesses. they co-ruled their old high school & were great “monarchs”

hazel is perhaps the only thing in billy’s life that stops him from falling apart. sure they had arguments, they were siblings after all. but who else is able to make hazel laugh while she is sobbing over a roadkill? billy was able to. who could be the only one listening to a man vent without judging him for feeling that way? hazel always offered an ear if billy needed it. and when max came into their life, nothing changed. billy was still hazel’s number one and vice versa.

coincidentally both of their favorite colors is green. she made him read the princess bride aloud to her when she was sick. in the end he ended up liking it and stole one of hazels copies. billy had gifted her seven after that. hazel steals his heavy metal cassettes: he can tell because when he searches for them he finds them a day after. not on the spot where he left them though. both hate mushrooms and but love garlic. she was the ying to his yang.

H𝑒a𝑡h𝑐l𝑖f𝑓, i𝑡’𝑠 𝑚e, 𝐼’𝑚 𝐶a𝑡h𝑦

— ୨୧ Which is right ..? I love or loved you . . .

now that she is in hawkins: it isn’t her plan to fall in love. she is scared of falling in love actually. her standards can only be so high after reading the princess bride so often. hazel is dead set on finding a man that is like westley and not like her father. because she has to prove the universe right that she in fact has good taste in men.

but hawkins has some pretty men…like the dark haired basketball player from her high school. jude sawyer. didn’t help he was friends with one of the most infuriating man she has ever met. arthur kline, the mayor’s son who looked like a cherub. but he was far from innocent. then there was eddie’s best friend and dustin henderson’s big brother. jesse. to describe him in one word he is a : himbo. all those three seem to be interesting to hazel, but if she is gonna act out on it is another question.

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Things I learned after a year of consciously using the loa and shifting regularly

You make the rules: whatever you assume to be true for yourself will work. If you assume subliminals give you instant results, they will. If you assume you need affirmations to get what you want, then you do. If you assume you have to do 6,969 steps to shift, you will. If you assume it will take 3,838 Earth days, it will. You are the one in control of everything.

4D and 3D are not separate, both are you. The 3D’s only role is to reflect your 4D. They are not two distinct dimensions.

Manifesting and shifting shouldn’t feel like a heavy obligation or an act born from desperation, but something pleasant and effortless.

Shifting into a completely different reality and manifesting a pen on the floor is exactly the same thing: there are no “bigger” or “smaller” desires; we are the ones who give meaning to what we want.

From the moment you assume something is true, it’s DONE.

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what it like spending a day in my hogwarts dr

hi I'm cat and I'll like to yap about my hogwarts dr

The feeling that hits when I think of waking up in hogwarts, cold autumn morning as I walk to the great hall with friends. The fresh crispy air and the comfy uniforms. My dorm in the morning, still dark because not much light gets through that depths of the water, doing my skincare and make up as I get ready for school.

As I leave my dorm (btw whichs smells of vanilla cookies) My dorm’s at the very end, so I get to walk the full length of the green-lit common room corridor, listening to the muffled voices of my friends already waiting in the common room.

The morning walk to the Great Hall is one of my favorite parts of the day. The corridors are still quiet, as students shuffle past in sleepy clusters. The autumn air is crisp, carrying the scent of rain and old stone, and my breath fogs slightly as I walk. We pass by the Hufflepuff common room and the kitchen before crossing a bridge into the other side of the castle.

Your breakfast depends on the time you get there, for us we were in luck. We’re early, so the Great Hall is quiet, the ceiling a pale, stormy grey. The seats on the tables were pretty much empty, just couple of students sitting around.

The earlier you are, the better the food, today it’s fluffy scrambled eggs, crispy bacon, and stacks of toast amongst the other foods. If you’re late? Congrats, you are going to get cold sausage and a shit congealed porridge.

My first class being potions, the dungeon classroom is a cavern of candlelight the flames flickering greenish in their glass jars as im making god's knows what kind of potion. As a slytherin I have class with gryffindors.

And having potion class with Gryffindors is fun because most of the time their shit explodes.

The breaks in between the classes as me and my friends are walking through the halls, full of students. There's ways to avoid the traffic if you take the more selected halls but it takes longer.

In afternoon it’s time for Care of Magical Creatures. The October wind is brutal, but our charmed cloaks keep us warm as we trek down to Hagrid’s hut. Today’s lesson? Some random creature that I never heard of and it does even exist here

(spoiler alarm they probably aren't friendly)

After that class i have a free rest of afternoon till dinner, it gonna be a feast in great hall. The charmed ceiling making a illusion of dark sky with stars, the candles lighting up the hall, some wax probably dripping down on the tables. I can hear rain hitting against the windows, occasionally even see bolt of light or two.

(side note- does anybody else feel embarrassed when you get to great hall for dinner first and you are the only person beside the teachers, making me feel like a fat ass like damn)

I'm turned around but I catch sight of Nearly Headless Nick floating near the Hufflepuff table, demonstrating his death to a group of horrified first-years.

"It was a mistake any wizard could make. Who was tired and caught on the hop. One piffling error, and then, to my terror, I found myself facing the chop."

He tilts his head dramatically, letting it flop to the side. A first-year shrieks, and Nick grins, clearly clearly very pleased with himself.

He does this every year.

(He's so happy to traumatise kids somebody help them)

By the time dinner is done, it pretty late. But I have astronomy and having astronomy at midnight means the castle is eerily quiet (besides the occasional snores from the portraits- why the fuck so many of them snore?) The path to the classroom is calm, the halls aren't so crowded anymore and the lights aren't so bright.

The tower is freezing, but the sky—the sky. There’s no light pollution here, just endless stars. Much clearer then anything you'll see in muggle world.

We learn about confusing pathways of the stars and milky ways, the prophecys and how to tell it. One of the classes that also goes into the depth of how religion, spiritual and beliefs are treated and occuring in wizarding world and society.

By the end of the class im tired, but I'm with my friends and have perfect opportunity to sneak around the castle, somewhat learn it ways. I'm casting revelio at every corner and laughing with my friends. Trying to avoid the teachers and the known poltergeist Peevs and the portraits who like to snitch.

We found new rooms and halls, new secret hideaways and paths to Hogsmeade. We got a bit brave and left the safety of Hogwarts and went outside. Even found a spot close to the black lake and watch the sunrise and then lazing walked back to our dorms by the time sun was completely up. My dorm still smells like vanilla cookies when I finely collapse into my bed.

yo bro I miss hogwarts, I miss home

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I GOT YOU GIRLL!! lemme get to work.. [inset me cracking my knuckles and pulling up to my imaginary desk]

virgo rising— virgo risings are usually describe as reserved, diligent, over critical, and attentive. you come off as very clean a sort of polished. virgo risings tend to have a calm, thoughtful sort of a mind. you are very observant always aware of your surroundings. virgo risings also tend to be very helpful! you enjoy being useful to others and often step in to help whenever needed or not. virgo risings are also ruled by mercury, you process things very quickly and don’t speak up unless you having something very wise/worthwile to say. alright!! that’s the end i couldn’t added more but i don’t wanna make it too long..

aries venus — aries venus’s are bold, passionate, and very fierce. do you fall in love very easily?? because that’s a common for my aries venus’s, but there’s also no hesitation in your actions when it comes to love (we love a girl who knows what she wants) you’re drawn to people who are assertive, passionate, and also very rebellious. aries venus’s can also be impatient when things don’t go their way immediately as they want it, they can get a bit frustrated, also this placement can get very jealous and possessive if they begin to feel ignored or challenged by fellow people.

pisces moon — (okay i’m actually excited, because i’m also a fellow pisces moon) — sensitive. pisces moon is definitely one of the most sensitive, intuitive, and so deeply in touch with their emotions placements! they are very empathic, you feel what other people are feeling without them even having to speak a word, you have a soul that just instantly understands pain and love on a whole different level. also very highly imaginative as if they’re in their own world, pierces moon live in the past—often romanizing memories of past relationships. in relationships you love unconditionally, pisces moon often need much reassurance, and my pisces moon are easily hurt. one rejection could ruin your life or harsh words, pisces moon may withdraw and shutdown when overwhelmed or hurt. to end it, you’re also very highly creative, emotionally wise, and you have a calming aura

taurus sun — taurus sun’s are steady, grounded, and deeply connected to the physical and sensory world. they’re usually calm, you can always depend on them, and slow to anger. you have a practical approach to life and you don’t like rushed! taurus sun’s are always patient and persistent. taurus sun’s love comfort, pleasure and security. you have a eye for design, love for good food, music, or anything luxurious. are people often looking for you because you’re so smart, because taurus sun’s are very reliable and trustworthy. also very stubborn. you try your best to avoid drama or unnecessary conflict. taurus sun’s love their peace! taurus sun’s also take time to build trust, you want to feel grounded in love. physical, emotionally, and practically. touch and physical presence are also important for taurus!!

cue to me running back and forth !!!!!!!!!!!!!! because the fact that you took your time writing this for me ☹️☹️☹️☹️ hand me a tissue (because clearly i’m sensitive). anon, girlie, my fellow empathic pisces moon sister. i thank you and hug you virtually because this ??? historic documents. i’m gonna store this in my memory box, tie it together with a cute pink ribbon and kiss it goodnight. ALSO this made so much sense like are you in my walls ??!? && apparently i obtain five different personalities topped off with brown hair and two left feet. uhmmmm yes and yes. thank you for taking your time to explain this to me. we are like this now 🤞🏻 no take backs !!

this is us btw

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TAKE NOTES TEAM

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me asf when my s/o turns away for one sec

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GIRLIE when you mean help decipher your birth chart could you be more specific i want to help you out </3

i mean explain it to me like i’m three because what does it mean ??? moon is in pisces ???? girl what does rising tell me !! insert shrug and a confused face