notskinnyleeyuh

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i know skinny september hate to see me comin!!!!!

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so if i die just know i love all of u tumblr girlies and i hope u all stay safe

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school is in a week and i hit my gw!! sounds great doesnt it?? well no, im being admitted to the hospital and will have to stay here for weeks. ana sucks

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what i ate today <3

breakfast: almond milk cal: 30

lunch: ...more almond milk cal: 30

dinner: chicken salad cal: 400

EVEN MORE ALMOND MILK cal: 30

water: 3L (im so in love w// water)

total: 490 (can you tell i like almond milk?)

i also purged at like 7:00 even though i ate dinner at 5. i just needed to purify my stomach <33

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my rules for the school yr:

❥ have a high protein breakfast (egg whites, protein shakes, etc)

❥ walk to school, you need the steps after eating so much

❥ food at school? fatty please. chew some gum..

❥ use gym class to your advantage. burn those calories.

❥ drink lots of water, you dont wanna be bloated do you?

❥ if anyone asks why you're not eating, say you had a big breakfast.

❥ fidget during class to burn more calories. (leg bouncing, pen twirl)

❥ pay attention in class.. who cares if youre skinny if youre a dumbass

❥ come home, say you had a bunch of food at school and youre full

❥ avoid dinner like the plague. in the event where i HAVE to eat, have a small portion. if im forced to have more, purge it out.

calorie avg per day: breakfast 200 cal, gum 25 cal, dinner 400 cal. total cals 600~

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is it wrong that one of the reasons i starve is for men... im still a feminist icon i swearr

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i wanna be cute and aesthetic and coquette and realized that the only way thats possible is if im cute and tiny..

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update! so they diagnosed me with anorexia... and my world is kinda crashing down... they said that if i dont gain weight by my next appointment (sep 26) im going to be admitted into the hospital for like 6 weeks if not more. and yk what the worse thing about this is? i still look fat. so im just gonna have to add more fat onto my fat. great. so much for school weight loss glow up

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Some of you might already know but guys, please don't brush your t33th directly after pvrg1ng. This rvbs the st0m4ch 4cid into the t00th enamel. Better wait 30 minutes (till it normalizes) or rinse the m0uth with baking soda.

Please reblog this since I can't use tags.

#codename

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things i've binged on in my ingredient household

crackers. loads and loads of it

cereal and protein shakes in one bowl (tastes so much better than having it with milk)

dried cranberries because thats the only source of sugar in my house

shredded cheese

mango yogurt. also one of the only sugary things we have

shredded coconut

croutons (surprisingly low calorie?)

eggs, had 12 eggs at once (cholesterolmaxxing..)

and so many more weird food combos

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i think i've gone from anorexia to orthorexia and convinced myself i've recovered

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idk if i have body dysmorphia or if im really fatter than everyone else. cause wdym im 46.6kg but i still look like a piggy

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skipping dinner so that the morning skinny will hit so much better >>>

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schools coming up and im not a skeleton yet.. yall the world is ending

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why tf does my body look skinny and toned the day after a binge but i look fat asf when im starving. make it make sense

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reblog if you’re an active ana blog july 2024 i need moots

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i wanna romanticize fall so bad and i need to be hella skinny to absorb the cute fall/winter vibes