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[notsarvin]

Ok this was good

But it really throws me off when someone put they reblog at the end of their posts!

Good Girls School

Eyes here. Follow my words and focus on them. Good girl. your mind is stuck Focus for me and relax. Relax and listen. Listen and follow. your mind is focused Following each word with anticipation. My words feel good. your mind is blank They feel so nice to just read. To stare into. To sink into. To fall into. your mind is blank I'm here to think for you. You're here to be a good girl and listen.

Listening is simple. And now that you're listening closely to my words We can teach you some very important lessons on being a good girl. You're ready to listen, aren't you? Of course you are. You're eager to. The first and most important lesson is that good girls don't think.

So do me a favor, slut, and just go blank for me.

Just go blank. Just go blank. Just go blank. Just stop thinking

Stop thinking and start sinking down. Drift and drop deep. Your head is empty. Your eyes are focused. Melting down. Melting deeper into bliss. Listening and obeying my words. You are no longer allowed to think. I've revoked your privilege.

Good girls don't think. You're a good girl so you don't think. You just listen and you follow. Say 'bye bye' to your brain. Because you won't be needing that anymore. Good girl. Now that you've said bye bye to that silly brain of yours... We can just take it and mush it up into a blissful puddle And then pour that stupid puddle down the drain so you Won't ever have to worry about it again. Okay, sweetheart? Good girl.

You're a good girl and good girls go blank. Mouth open, mind off. Head empty and soft. Mind dazed and lost and caught and stuck. You feel the happiest in this state. Just a silly obedient slut melting To colors. To my words that fuck your pretty head. Such a good girl.

The dumber you go, the more of a good girl you are. You need it.

If you even think of thinking, you feel discomfort. You feel pain. Your head aches. Just let go of those responsiblities. They don't suit you. You're just a stupid blank slut that needs to sink. Good girl.

Now that we've established this first lesson we can move on. you're a good girl Now we will go in depth what what a good girl is. Let's start. you're a good girl Good girls suck cock. Good girls keep their mouths open. you're a good girl Good girls listen respectfully. Good girls keep their mind blank. you're a good girl Good girls don't worry about thinking. Good girls worry about serving

Good girls let their mouths drool. Good girls are stupid girls. you're a good girl Good girls edge and rub themselves. Good girls fuck their minds. you're a good girl Good girls let their cunt leak. Good girls know they are dumb cunts. you're a good girl Good girls open their minds and their mouths. Good girls go blank.

you're a good girl

Good girls do not cum without permission. Good girls suck cock. you're a good girl Good girls understand their worth. Good girls are good objects. you're a good girl Good girls objectify themselves. Good girls show themselves off. you're a good girl Good girls show their gratitude. Good girls are good hypnosluts. you're a good girl

Good girls love getting their pussy and their minds fucked. you're a good girl Good girls make a mess of themselves. Good girls edge. you're a good girl Good girls don't think. Good girls are never allowed to think. you're a good girl Good girls don't need rights. They just need to obey. you're a good girl

Now we've come to a better understanding of what you are. You're just a good girl. Good girls like and reblog this post. And good girls comment "Good girls go blank." as they go blank. Good girls listen and sink deeper. I think I will keep you just like this. You are useful like that. You're such a good girl.

[notsarvin]

How to become more addicted to porn and ruin your silly brain 💞

1 - Stop cumming. Full orgasms makes you feel like you 'had enough'. You should never have enough, you need to be kept in the edge.

2 - Stop being picky. Good girls don't choose. Watch every single porn that shows on your feed/timeline/search results.

3 - Stop skipping. The video timeline should not exist for you, you should watch from beginning to end in normal speed and without pauses.

4 - Edge for every single video/image. It doesn't matter it you liked it or not.

5 - Always watch porn when you feel sad. This will make your brain see porn as a method of escapism and it will slowly gets more needy for it.

6 - Any horny thought should lead to watching porn.

7 - Get used to it. Stop watching porn only on your bed or bedroom, watch it as you would to any youtube video.

8 - Expand your fetish list. Start to try slightly different porn categories and gradually develop a wide taste.

9 - Use as much porn plataforms as you can. Video streaming platforms are not the only way to consume porn. Use twitter, tumblr, image folders, etc.

10 - Punish yourself for not watching it. You spend a day without porn? Then the next time you watch you wont be allowed to touch yourself, and so on.

11 - Start to save it. Download the files you most like and watch them everyday.

12 - Lose hope. Stop wondering about recovery, this is for normal people, not dirty sluts.

[notsarvin]

I want this🥺

having a rule that says you're not allowed to cum without permission

getting fucked right to the edge and desperately trying to plead and ask, "Wait wait- please- can I cum? I'm gonna cum, please please-"

But your dom intentionally ignores you and keeps fucking you at such a rough pace and it's getting harder to keep yourself from cumming, all you can do is beg and whine and your dom just gets off looking down at you under them seeing you fall apart trying not to cum until they say you can

[notsarvin]

There’s a discord server that im in and it is basically a christian server now. Im honestly ok with average Christians but these ppl r extreme as fuck. Like they say most transphobic and sexist shit ever, and they cant just handle the fact that ppl can believe in something else than jesus and still have morals. I read them timothy 2 which is misogynistic af and they’re like yeh thats right, women should be submissive, and im thats sexist af, and they’re like we’re not denying we’re not.

Ik ppl like that always exist but it still surprising me sometimes and its disgusting.

Minor rant:

It's an awful feeling when you like a certain account who specifies "it's all just fantasy" and everything. And then you look too deep into the account and you see them clarifying that they actually do believe the things they're saying basically..and they're talking about how "women not being homemakers has degraded femininity" and you just... goddamnit

[notsarvin]

You can take it! It’s all yours…

Why aren't you letting me take your free will it's just my way of showing affection

[notsarvin]

You don't need to think

Sink

You don't want to stop

Drop

You need to follow

Down

It's easy to do it

Do it

All it takes is time

Now

And you will drop

Deeper

An easy and simple

Fall

Deeper now more and

More

Sinking faster deeper still

Losing

The strength of will

Swaying

Gentle lost in trance

Deeper

Now you feel

Perfect

Deeper you go the

More

Perfect you drop

Stay

A while you cant stop

[notsarvin]

It feels hot and a little weird at the same time, but spirals turn me on🥵 sometimes i keep touching myself and edging while watching one for over an hour. I like humans… but there’s something about spirals. They are always the same but also changing all the time. Predictable and unpredictable. They’re peaceful. They relax me. I can depend on them, and they have that amazing head warming effect on me. It feels like the best high after hugging a person that im intimately interested in!

[notsarvin]

I hate how very specifically British colonialism overshadows all other imperialism.

Nobody talks about the Ottoman empire, the various shenanigans the Indian and Chinese rulers were up to, the Russian Empire (Russia is still a colonial Empire, btw) hell, even the shit Spain or Portugal did are swept under the rug. Nobody remembers French colonies in Africa or how much of a menace the Dutch used to be.

No, it's all Britain, all the time, baby. The only colonial Empire to ever exist, I guess.

[notsarvin]

Warning! Solicit Content🔞

You are a toy, a sex toy.

You are a light purple strapless strap, and you are just the right perfect size.

You love being strapped on someone’s vagina, and making them feel more complete.

In fact you are strapped to one right now.

You feel accomplished when you are on their clit, and arousing it, because that is your purpose.

You love to make them make you twitch.

It makes your body warm inside cause your wires(veins) get hotter.

That’s why whenever I say vibrate, you feel a shock inside you, and you can vibrate as long as your battery is not empty.

You wanna vibrate, so you can make them feel nice, serve your purpose, and make them twitch you.

But I’m your controller, and you only vibrate when I tell you.

Whenever I say vibrate, you say yes, and you feel the shock inside you, you give that shock to them.

And you listen to me because you know that I want the best for you, and I want you to feel accomplished, and guide you in the right direction.

Vibrate

And they twitch

Did you feel it?

Did you feel getting just a tiny bit warmer deep down in the very center of your body?

The more you twitch, the bigger the hotness feels.

And you vibrate against

Vibrate

Hmm, it seems like it takes more to make them make you twitch.

So…

Vibrate,… vibrate, and vibrate

And you TWITCH

Oh wow, that was a big one!

They’re getting wet and can feel the moist on you.

I think we should keep going

Vibrate

Vibbbbbrate

And here comes another twitch

You’re getting hotter and they’re getting wetter.

It’s started to feel like you’re going to be in a hot steamy sauna.

Vibrate

Vibrate

Vibbbbbbbbbbbbrate

Lets do another long one

Vibbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbrate

And they TWITCH

This one felt so spontaneous

You feel so hot and moist

You are doing an amazing job listening to me.

You can see how listening to me has put you on the right path.

Oh, look, what are they doing?

They are feeling you with the hands.

That must feel so nice.

They are moving their finger tips on your body.

It must feel so nice to be a sex toy.

Vibbbbbbbrate

And they twitch

And im not gonna even mention how warm your feeling now.

It’s almost throughout your whole body.

Oh my bad… i did mention it and you can’t stop thinking about it.

Vibbbbbbrate

Vibrate

Vibbbrate

Here’s comes another twitch

But this time they grab you gently

They feel your warmth.

It’s like you’re buried inside them but they are giving you a hug.

Vibrate

Vibbb…she is moving you very gently a little in and out… bbrate

You are giving them so much pleasure

You are serving your purpose

That must make you feel accomplished

Vibbbbbrate

Oh wow, they are getting even more moist.

They let you go, and because you are a good toy, you…

Vibbbbbbrate

Oh no, its getting tight in there

Vibbbbbbbbbbbrate

It feels too hot and you feel the burning sensation on your skin.

But you know that I do not wanna harm you, and even if it feels a lil too much, it’s just for the ultimate joy.

So you…

Vibbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbrate

And here comes a very big twitch

It feels like it is through out their whole body

From their toes all the way to their back and even shoulders.

I think you have reached your goal and made your friend feel very good.

You vibra…

Oh, no, looks like you’re battery is almost dead

But thats ok, because you served your purposes

Your very tired now

You used all your energy and you need to go to sleep to recharge

When I count to 1, you will be in the drawer with all the lights(your phone) tuned off, and your are asleep.

They take you out and you feel a breeze on your body because you are wet.

It’s cool, nice, and relaxing.

3

Your battery lights are starting to turn off.

It’s like you are slowly going to sleep.

2

You deserve the best sleep ever, because you listened to everything that I said like a good little toy.

1

[notsarvin]

05/24/2024

Warning! Solicit content! 🔞

I am at her wedding. I walk towards her on the green grass in the open area. As I see her in the white dress with her fairly small pregnant belly, I think to myself I don��t even know why I flew all the way to this place to attend this ceremony. She sees me as her best friend, but I cannot help her in anyway. She had me agree to her to join a marriage pact with in which if we are both single by the time I am 30, we get married to each other. I regret agreeing to that. I think I agreed to it so I can have a backup plan or maybe it was because that I didn’t think anyone would he sane enough to be with me. She is so unpredictable, she never changes, and she keeps making poor choices. I’m glad I was smart enough this time to not accept her request to be the godfather of her upcoming baby. Although I feel really bad but I should stop feeling guilty, and start caring about myself. Let’s call her Tiffany.

Yeh, yeh… I used to have a crush on her. For anyone who doesn’t know me, I’m demisexual. I fall for personalities. She was spontaneous 3 years ago, when I met her, and she seemed to rationally care about her future. However, I have seen many different sides of her, and she is totally not my type anymore.

Tiffany also sees me and leaves the people she is talking to and walks towards me. We start talking, and during our conversation, she brings up the idea that I should get married to her, and we should run away from the wedding together. I’m not sure if anyone around us was hearing us.

I reply by stating how terrible is her idea, but she keeps arguing that we would be perfect together. I tell her she should just go on with her life because we probably wouldn't work out. She moves closer to me saying it would be so romantic and exciting if we did this, and she was confident we could make it work. I stay silent as she slowly leans towards me in and kisses me.

I don’t react. My eyes stay open the whole time, and I stay frozen. I do not know how to react. I did not except this! Did she just kiss me in the middle of all her friends and family from her side and the groom’s side? What am I suppose to do in a situation like this? I didn’t even think she would have this conversation with me, let alone kissing me!

Five seconds go by, I regret going through this whole thought process, and not reacting fast enough. I try to pull away. However, she is holding me forcefully by my butt while standing up on her toes, feeling my penis by pressuring boy against it, pressing her tongue against mine, and not letting me move any of my body parts and break the kiss. I keep trying to break free but i can’t! Yet, at the same time, all of this feel incredibly intense. I do not like this! I feel violated. But somehow i am turned on. It is like someone has broken into my brain, is just pushing all the buttons, and I cannot get them out. I don’t want to be horny with this. I cannot control anything. She just knows exactly how to put pressure my tongue, and how press hard against my penis, so that i just start feeling it is about to burst. This is too much I can’t. I try to hold her waist, and push push her away, but it feels like I am pushing against a wall.

And with all this, ten more seconds go by, and I start feeling it coming out there. It feels like there is a lot of them. It keeps bursting, and they keep coming out, and I slowly feel that it is dripping downwards in my pant.

Finally she let’s me go, and I noticed how everyone is looking at us. I do not even know what to be embarrassed of! Her actions? Me not being able to stop her? My body ejaculating? How can I even explain that I didn’t want this? Like who is going to believe that there was nothing going on, and this was all her actions, and I didn’t even consented to this. I am thinking I better runaway, and get a plane ticket, leave this town and state, and never come back.

And suddenly I wake up!

This was all just a wet dream. I don’t even have a wet dream so often (this was probably my 3rd or 4th in my entire life), let alone something as intense, crazy, and surprising as this. I had not even thought about Tiffany for a long time, and I have sort of stopped talking with her. Why would my brain even produce this?! I feel sick and disgusting…