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no no no no no but like. they were. they were supposed to be partners. nathaniel was supposed to stay and be a raven he was supposed to be the three to jean's four he was supposed to be his forever partner but he wasn't because somebody loved him enough to escape before he could risk being killed by his own father so nathaniel escaped but jean was sold to the ravens and he was permanently half of a whole he got a number that wasn't supposed to be his and in the end there's no universe where nathaniel saves jean. maybe he makes it easier. maybe they are slivers of light for each other inside the nest but this is the only universe where jean lives to see outside the nest and he must do it without nathaniel by his side. they are always going to love each other but sometimes it will hurt

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i want us all to sit and think more about the "he was jean’s misplaced forever partner, an unfulfilled promise jean had stopped believing in years ago" quote. those words are in jean's pov. are jean's thoughts. he lived for years thinking mournfully of nathaniel, of what he could have had. imagine him meeting neil for the first time and watch him talk to riko without holding back, without fear. i know that maybe he believed that neil would have suffer in the nest because of his bratty attitude but i also know that one part of him was selfish enough to imagine a life where nathaniel was his shield in the nest, of nathaniel talking back to riko because of him, of nathaniel protecting him, of nathaniel making his life more bearable.

little does he know that if only neil were in the nest he would have never left jean behind.

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Neil Abram Josten. 19 years old. Milport Dingoes striker.

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Neil Josten my beloved (he’s the cure to my art block)

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Andrew Minyard

*that’s it that’s the post

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Day 1678 of me still not being over the fact that, day one, Neil was able to tell the twins appart because of Aaron’s flat ass.

What a legend.

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there's something very funny about wymack recruiting neil and seeing him as this jumpy, cagey asf kid with alarmingly absent parents and then watching him befriend the monsters, speak three languages, start fights with riko moriyama, be incredibly apathetic to violence, join the perfect court and reveal that he uses alcohol as pain reliever because it's too dangerous for him to go to a hospital, unite the team and fall in love with wymack's other problem child, all for him to turn out to be the son of kengo moriyama's right hand man.

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Guess what trilogy I finished

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what was mary's plan? take nathaneil and run, but what about after that? she knew abt the moriyamas but never told nathaneil. was she planning on running til the day she died? did she really think that would be better than letting neil stay? their whole relationship, from mary's side anyway, was based on a lack of faith and trust. she didn't think neil would be good enough at exy to join the ravens, so she took him and ran. she never told him about the moriyamas, even as she was dying, and she was constantly questioning that neil never said anything incriminating will they were in other countries. neil says they never had a meaningful conversation during their time on the run, which lasted 8/9 yrs. why did she never take him back to her family in england? we know why neil doesn't seek them out after she dies, which is an entirely valid reason, but even if mary and stuart had some great big argument, he seemed really upset that she died and about neils fate, otherwise he wouldnt have killed nathan.

i think in the wesninski household, mary had very little control over anything except neil. he was completly in her care she had no other job. even nathan had no use for her except publicity-wise. i think neil was good enough for the moriyamas, and mary saw that at the audition, and she realised what would happen the next day. she was desperate, if neil left she had nothing to control. nathan had no use for her, her time might come to an end, so she took what money she could and ran. lets face it, 5 million dollars is a lot, but not enough to get by for years if youre constantly getting new identities (22 in 8 years amounts to 3 a year for 7 yrs and 1 for 1 yr, bc we know he kept neil josten for a year before psu) plus the cost of moving even if everything you own fits in a duffel bag.

she was desperate bc she wanted needed to control neil for as long as possible and ended up dragging him down with her, fashioning a reality in which he was completely dependent on her to the point where after she died he was so completely naive that he walked right into riko moriyamas hands

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nicky + the twins headcannons

andrew was a little blindsided by nicky taking custody. after tilda passed, andrew was expecting to go back into the system and he was ready to fight tooth and nail to stay with his brother and keep them both safe, or make luther and maria regret taking them in everyday the twins spent under the hemmick's roof.

andrew gave nicky a really wide berth for a really long time. in his mind, an adult man he doesn't know flies halfway across the world, leaving behind what sounds like a happy life, to get two underage boys alone in a house with him. at first, there's no "this is my cousin, this is my family." he doesn't know this person. he's never known this person. but he knows nicky's father. and andrew doesn't want that person alone with his brother.

neither twin really thought nicky was going to be a good guardian. both were expecting to fend for themselves a lot more than they ended up having to.

nicky spends the first several weeks cataloging every little detail about the twins that he can. aaron likes spicy food, andrew does not. andrew tears all his food into tiny pieces for some reason and aaron eats like a normal human being. andrew has a major sweet tooth. aaron also likes sweets, but prefers salty snacks. both twins always seem to be cold. both twins like to color-code things. both twins are right-handed and have horrific handwriting.

all the twins' teachers tell nicky that the boys are incredibly smart but don't seem to engage with their full potential. andrew excels at english and writing based classes while aaron flourishes in math and science.

nicky bakes a (pretty okay) cake for the twins birthday and presents it at breakfast. it's the first time someone actually bakes aaron a birthday cake.

nicky would purposely say or do things to get negative attention from the twins because he saw the way they would make eye contact across the room/the table when nicky would annoy them. he decides that letting them have a common enemy may help bring them a little closer than making an enemy out of each other.

it's nicky that teaches the twins to drive.

aaron and nicky bond over television shows.

nicky remembers the first time each twin chose to spend time with him. aaron sat down beside him and silently watched the show nicky was finishing. andrew helped nicky clean up the kitchen on their birthday after nicky made them the cake.

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Happy belated Halloween! 🎃 🧛

This art features Vampire!Andrew and Witch! Neil. It was so much fun to do, love drawing these two as always.

🌟If you’re interested in seeing my lineart and a gif I made of this, you can find me on Twitter

@/viichel

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NEW ANDRIEL COMIC PAGE! ✨

I just read a incredible fanfic this days that makes me feel so cozy and warm omg I almost wished to die (jk haha) hope u enjoy

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I'm fully aware that Neil is an unhinged scary little gremlin but it's just so adorable how happy he is whenever he gets to kiss Andrew

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When your ex is on stage and starts his gig with this.

I got inspired by jjk fanart wich got inspired pete wentz audio. Also by this one fic where Andrew had a band with the monsters, but after their breakup Neil was a solo artist and had a relationship with Riko and it was amazing.

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who is this diva

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happy halloweekend! 👻 i just know andrew would love a couple's costume 🐈‍⬛🍬