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i would pay a million trillion dollars for an older man to hold me like this just once 🥲 ˚｡⋆

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ive proven to myself i can lose 5kg in a month i just need to do it again.

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I don't know how people can be anorexic and don't smoke

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eating is so overrated anyways let me focus all my mental energy towards thinking about food and calories and eating

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me when math class happens

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remember..

your morning skinny is someone else's bloated.

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I really need therapy but it's so expensive also I'm from Argentina and our economy is bad.

I just have music, Minecraft, myself😞, the bad habit of having addictions(I quitted smoking cigs and weed, but my ed is an addiction I think so I'm incapable of living without an addiction or misery) and Tumblr<3

I want to quit the gym especially for my ed and social anxiety and then I could focus more on programming but I really shouldn't, I need to workout to be healthy and stuff idk idk also whey protein is so tasty and has only 157 calories and 40g of protein, but is only recommended if you workout(?) also I'm not 15 anymore so I should try to be the healthiest unhealthy person I can be, I'm an adult now(so much pressure and guilt) I feel weak.

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I remember that I used to don't eat for 24 hours and have for dinner a huge plate of spaghetti with salt and oil and I did that for a long time like only ate that for weeks