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namimiss ko pamangkin ko hehe, uwe nga ko cavite bukas

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Happy Valentines! (kahit na may sakit ako ngayon huhu)

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— Trista Mateer, from “i still forget we’re not even friends”

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so i finally went to cabuyao last saturday. i didnt know what came to me, i just felt like going so i did. i was supposed to go to marinig pero di ko na tinuloy. i just stayed in centro mall. it was where she had her ojt. sa cabwad un eh if im not mistaken. had 3 bottles of beer sa centro mall foodpark. contemplated yet again if i should go to marinig so i asked mga trike drivers kung malayo pa. sabe saken mga 30 mins away pa. i opted not to go because i feel like theres not enough time. hapon na ko bumyahe papuntang laguna eh. and sabe saken 9 ang last trip nila pabuendia. maybe i was just making an excuse para di tumuloy don. or maybe i was scared of the possibility of actually seeing her by any chance...oooor maybe it finally dawned on me that there was no use of going there because why would it matter? it wasnt like it would make any difference. but the thing is, even when i was walking inside centro mall, i felt uneasy. my eyes were constantly wandering, searching as if she might be around the place. i wanted to go to cabuyao because in my mind, it made me feel a lil bit close to her. i dont think ill ever go back tho. however, my friend says otherwise. told me i might go again next weekend haha. but no, i wont go back. there's nothing to go back for...

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for as long as i'll live, i'll love you.

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she's my favorite kind of art.

Museum dates where she stares at the art and I stare at her.

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I accept your absence, my love, but my soul cannot fathom a world without you. That is my confession.

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I hope you know it was real for me

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i'm mr. loverman :)

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please let me be with my lover now

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“You’ve been criticizing yourself for years and it hasn’t worked. Try accepting yourself and see what happens.”

— Louise Hay

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all i want is a night ride somwhere

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Sometimes you have to accept that some people can only be in your heart, not in your life.