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"Symphony of Surtr"

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I watched before my eyes

the earth turned to ash.

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Trees screamed my name,

seas shed their last tears.

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Mountains of stone

fallen soft into hollow abyss.

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Fate, a black cauldron of which

under eternal doom burns it red.

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Where were the gods

with all the devils ever present.

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I closed my eyes and cried,

tasted the end of everything.

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My precious moon was

cracked with silver stardust bleeding.

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Even the sun dried out,

died and garnished midgards sorrow.

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DLMC 12/9/2024 more or less about Ragnarok. Inspired by the song "Ocean Planet" by Gojira. I took the photo on 8/30/2023 when we saw them with Mastodon in Bonner Springs Kansas. Hell of a good time.

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"Lack of Significance"

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Slip out of those clothes and

fall into oblivion.

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Speck of dust clutching

with the world's loosest grip

to the clean glass of new spectacles.

I give but a gently blown kiss

to you so I can trace your demise.

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Who did you think you were

performing for?

What did you imagine

was resting in the forefront

of my mind, my ambition,

my purpose?

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Like many others,

like those weak and

insignificant,

your dreams were only

as tangible as your own

dying breath.

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Lost between the fingertips

which never reached for it.

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Accept the fact that

your great fall

met the apex of its descent.

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The bell has tolled.

No one thinks of you.

Not a tear has been shed.

You are forgotten.

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DLMC 12/01/2024

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"Nocturnal Intoxication"

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Slip away and

Back to me.

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Rooftop bar won't contain

either of us anyway.

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Midnight struck,

and I'm drunk and hooked

on you.

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Dark hair,

dark eyes

and a past I don't care about.

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But to kiss you,

in your worn out denim

under a tired moon

in a broken city

that won't fix itself anytime soon

Is just too damn romantic

to defy reality.

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Will you love me,

will you acknowledge

the flavor of our affection,

or will you be but

another creaky-leaky

pipe dream in this

Lonely plumbers heart?.

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Moon, may you shine on our work,

lunar love story where

morning is the only thing that

never comes.

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I don't want to have

kissed you but once.

Your taste is eternal,

You are the rouge to

Have polished my deadly tooth.

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Make forever mean something with me.

Love me until dawn finally frees us both.

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DLMC 11/17/2024

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Halloween 2024

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Trooper & Talon

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"Revenant"

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I've jammed the needle

far past the vein.

I taste toxins my lips have

never touched.

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I've left home to better understand

why I'm wrong,

why I'm flawed,

why I'm still here.

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I've bathed in waters soft and hard,

basked in sunlight

that spoke in an unfamiliar tongue.

Still my hair has split and fallen,

skin has paled and peeled away.

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The clouds have picked up speed

in their conquest of the heavens.

My pneumatic mind vibrates,

rattles the viscous dreams from my eyes.

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Here I am back home,

with nothing to show for my travels

save for some sepia memories

which blend in with all else I've forgotten

like bits of wildfire ash

caressing twenty year old asphalt,

once smooth and black, now

cracked and sad.

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No longer is there comfort

in closing my eyes.

No more does sleep bring revenue

to my soul.

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DLMC 8/10/2024 inspired by the song "Ocean Planet" by Gojira

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"A Man Can Dream"

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Jetliners nose dive

one after another.

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Canons emerge from

the oceans surface.

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Artillery rounds

are launched in my direction.

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Everyone is faceless,

friend and foe alike.

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The sky bleeds,

the clouds are blackened.

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I'm in fatigues again

and I'm naked thereafter.

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I'm afraid.

I'm always afraid.

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I die every time

I close my eyes.

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DLMC 8/9/2024

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Chicago 8/6-7/2024 one of the nicest and largest cities I've ever been to. First time ever having Chicago deep dish and I'll just say I have a reason to come back!

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Hello folks, been awhile. Writing has slowed because life has sped up, and has had me very involved with well, many things outside of my writing life, and my Tumblr presence for that matter.

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I originally had planned to have this book out last year before Xmas, but that didn't happen. I tried to make it happen in the beginning of the year via Amazon kdp but that fizzled as well, as whoever prints for them didn't do a great job and I couldn't get the issues fixed. Their support is non-existent.

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Finally, through Barnes & Noble, I've self published this little book. I'm happy with it and I'm happy to share it. If you decide to indulge, you not only have my genuine thanks, but my wish for you to really enjoy it.

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https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/metal-memoirs-david-candito/1146045520

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Happy midsommar

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Just a Midwestern man and his Brazilian boy. Juninho Trooper Candito!

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Great writer producing a great poem

Come, be my swimmer

we’ll recline

identities slipping from lanyards

skin scalding on concrete poolside retreats

You a salvation, still thirsty

like an upturn t-

ea

Baptism never as sweet as the way your legs

lock in the aqua blue

Hours eating hours

while the sun devours the shadows

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These are my two out of three of the things I love most in my life. When they leave me, so will an enormous part of my heart. Trooper & Talon.

Trooper is my boy, named after Clone/Stormtroopers from Star Wars lore. He found us in Rio De Janeiro Brazil in January 2023 when he jumped out of a bush at me. I carried him home and he's been with us ever since. Flying internationally with a cat is something I don't plan to ever do again.

Talon is our sweet little girl, named after Darth Talon, another Star Wars character relatively unknown. She is the sweetest creature as well as the nuttiest cat I've ever owned. She's so lovely, friendly, playful and needy and well, kind of chonky. She found us in a cat cafe in Kansas City, KS.

They are each other's opposite in every way. They live beautifully together and complete each other.

They complete us.

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"Talon"

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Spontaneous little sister,

purrfect pal to your chill

little mister.

Boyfriend, brother,

it's one or the other,

whatever the case,

we're all glad we didn't miss ya.

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Jet black and

noodly in the arms,

silky and smooth with

Precious chonky charms.

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Never thought I'd say,

never thought there'd be another day

that I'd fall in love again,

and it's happened, yes,

in the very best way.

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Wide-eyed little friend,

not everything is a toy...

But I digress, I don't mind,

for you give me so much joy.

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DLMC 5/31/2024 my cat Talon, named after Darth Talon from the Star Wars universe.

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"Wind Wraith"

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I remember when my

unbroken skin

could graze against granite.

Whether weathered by time

or tribulation,

I miss most the rock

which felt me back.

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And you weren't a stone at all,

were you, love?

Now, but a memory,

desperate to keep from fading

like the imprint of a fossil

crudely excavated

by the sweating hands of an amateur.

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I remember yes,

when my unbroken skin

were something tangible,

something other than

a hollow vestibule, keeping company

with only the wind, when its breezy mood

so chooses.

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The seasons,

like the love I felt before I fell

have all fallen away.

A harmless haunt here, I remain,

so that even a grain

of your legacy may stay.

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DLMC 5/30/2024

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"Feminine Steam Engine"

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Couldn't tell you

All the fucks I've had

the displeasure of working with.

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Couldn't show you enough

finished products to be proud of

prior to the signature on

that thin piece of paper

saying I belong to someone else.

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And I do belong to her.

Revolve around her.

Am indebted to her,

and all the favors she does me.

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Woman is strong.

Woman works harder

than half the hard assess

I've taken bullshit from,

no excuses,

not a lick of complaints,

no reports of pain,

wont stay inside

even in the rain.

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She keeps me in line

does so looking mighty fine.

Child of the sun and ocean,

kicking ass and taking names

under pine needle and snow fall.

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There is no contest,

there is no discussion.

She completes my life,

she is my wife.

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DLMC 01/09/2022

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"Feinting Dawn"

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One day

the sun will fall

beneath the floor of the stars

and yet our horizon

will be eaten by a jaw of flames.

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The ocean,

once the strongest body

helping mountains keep their composure,

will freeze with fright.

with nowhere to run

will it wave itself back into the void

this realm breached from.

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Our souls

will shed our skins

as our eyes do shed

current tears,

currents of strife,

memories of pain

memories forgotten,

memories stripped

from the brain

as you disperse into dust.

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Amid dead planets

and stars now receiving

broadcasts from decades past

will your sacrifice,

will our destiny in death

give birth to life,

after life.

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Humanity rejects its history,

who among us is to say

earth hasn't been here before,

and before that, even.

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We are a significance

smaller than the mind of a god

could determine.

Yet so many of your voices

are louder than I care to hear,

opinions my sanity

can entertain no longer.

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I yearn for the night

which survives

the strongest dawn.

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DLMC 4/3/2023