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Happy Belated Birthday Tadapi !!! ☺️🥹

This was very late but I really wanted to make a birthday art for Tada. :D

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Tadapi is such a sleepy head on his off days. Good thing Ai is a good boyfie. 🥹

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It feels so good to be loved by the one you love. 🥹

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Ainosuke is just too cute !!! 🫠

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There is only one thing on my mind whenever Ai is being a hubadero 😔🔞 Tada suffers like this.

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It's still early to ......

The new sk8 merch is feeding my tadaai delulu heart. Dang. 😭

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Loveydovey tadaai Ainosuke enjoys being Tadapi's wifey 🥹

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Aichirou Shindo X Tadashi Kikuchi

It was a mistake Aichirou will take to his grave. But he would be lying if he said he didn't want it. Part 2

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Aichirou Shindo X Tadashi Kikuchi

It was a mistake Aichirou will take to his grave. But he would be lying if he said he didn't want it. Part 1

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Aichirou Shindo x Tadashi Kikuchi

Aichirou is not honest. In the end he's just a Tada simp.

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Aichirou Shindo x Tadashi Kikuchi

Aichirou is confused but I know what he truly feels. u.u

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Loveydovey mikorei 💕 🥹

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🫠 I've been listening nonstop to ruler of my heart.

Better luck next time [I gave up].

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Better luck next time 😔 [I gave up]

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Happy Birthday Reishi! 🥹 They have been in a relationship for twelve years! [Aaaah]

Also Happy K project anni! 🥰

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POV: When you can never improve drawing backgrounds because you have only one brainrot and a that is drawing good looking dudes. 🥹

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What if "I love you" was easy to say?

Pairing: Aichirou/Tadashi

Fandom: Sk8 the Infinity

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Aichirou is bored. His colleagues were talking about random things that were uninteresting to him. He was wondering when they were going to call it a day. 

"Yamada-san, is it true that you are currently seeing someone younger?”

Aichirou ears twitched with attention. 

“No. It is not my cup of tea.” 

“But you’ve tried it?”

“Yes.”

“How was it?”

“Nothing special.”

“Well, I could understand why some people like to mess around with teenagers.” Representative Honda teased. 

“Some of them can be so innocent you know, it is irresistible. The curiosity; how sensitive they are. How about you, Shindo-san? Have you ever engaged in that kind of thing?”

Aichirou’s lips trembled slightly. He felt targeted. Color disappeared from his face as he tried so hard not to let his nervousness show. Confessing what he truly feels was not an option considering he’s constantly looked down upon the interests of these colleagues. If he tells them he harbors sexual feelings towards someone part of the age group in question, he thinks he’s going to die of embarrassment. 

He doesn’t respond. He only glares at Mr. Yamada. 

“Well of course, Shindo-san wouldn't engage in such things after all, he has very expensive tastes. Of course doing it with some random teenager won’t cut it.”

Aichirou remembers Tadashi. The way his downcast eyes flutter, the way he raises them to glance at him. He remembers how gentle the younger man touches him; his smell; his closeness, the way he appears to fit in his arms. His diligence when he’s summarizing his paperwork, the way he takes care of him. Most of all, the way he can dismantle Aichirou’s guard with just a faint smile. Aichirou starts to feel disgust rise from the pit of his stomach.

“Speaking of that, Shindo-san, your secretary is pretty cute.” Representative Onoda says excitedly. 

“He's truly beautiful even with all that hair covering his face. Did he ever get scouted to be an actor or an idol? Maybe I should ask him to work for our talent agency?”

“Now that you mention it, he has the height too right? I’m not into idols or actors, but I can totally see your vision Onoda-san.”

“Right?”

Aichirou is silent for a while. He sighs, irritation clear in the way he runs his fingers through his hair. 

“He has a cousin who is a newbie actor.”

“Really?”

“Yes. 

“Do you think, what his name again, Tadashi,  is attractive  Shindo-san?” Representative Honda asked. 

Aichirou was surprised. He was not expecting such a question. 

“With that permanent scowling face of his, I dont know.”

“Oh but we’ve seen him smile Shindo-san.”

“Yes. He thanked us for our help at your previous election and gave us gifts.”

“Yes, he cut his hair, remember? For your campaign. Maybe some of those votes were because people were charmed by him. Ah, I envy you Shindo-san. I also want a pretty boy as secretary. Such eye candy is good for the heart.”

“Aw but I guess even if he looks like that, given your taste, he’s out of your range. But what if you try?”

“Try what?”

“Hooking up with him of course. It will be easy for you. That  pretty face compensates for the fact that he has the same thing as us between his legs.”

“Disgusting.” Aichirou says without hesitation. 

Hearing his own thoughts from the mouth of his colleagues made him feel disgusted. Seeing that he was already agitated, they changed topics. 

Feeling like a target was on his back, Aichirou had no choice but to excuse himself.  He goes out of the room and is welcomed by Tadashi who walks to him.

“Good work Aichirou-sama.”

Aichirou clicked his tongue and walked without waiting for Tadashi. Tadashi follows him outside the building. He opens the car door for Aichirou and then goes to the driver seat.

Aichirou doesn't want to think about his conversation with his colleagues. What brought  that though? 

The questions were like a personal attack forcing him to confront the disgusting, inappropriate desire he harbors but refuses to acknowledge.  Tadashi was someone that was too young for him and someone who he views as inferior and a mere tool for their family’s prestige.

What if you try?

Such a disgusting thought. He would never chase after a servant. He would never desire someone like Tadashi.

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Aichirou clicks his tongue. He began watching Tadashi’s cousin’s dramas and surprisingly came to admire him. He was good. Eyes glued on the screen, he couldn’t help but think how the two of them looked so alike that they could be mistaken as twins. For Aichirou though, Tadashi had finer looks. 

“Tadashi, your cousin's name, the actor, what was it again?”

“Hirotaka master. His name is Hirotaka.”

“You look so much alike.”

Tadashi flustered.

“No. It's impossible. I don’t think I resemble Hiro-nii that much.”

“I guess you could say that. Because if you open up more, you'll be more popular than him with those looks of yours.”

Tadashi was completely caught off guard at Aichirou’s words. His master said it with such seriousness like it was an undeniable fact.  

“He has your untrained physique. As you are now, you're completely miles ahead of him.”

Tadashi could not help but bite his lip. He felt relieved. Aichirou looked up at him and was surprised  Tadashi looked upset.

“What's wrong?”

Tadashi tried hard not to let his emotion show on his face but he could not control  the tears that started forming at the corners of his eyes.

Aichirou stood up and went to him. Dismissive eyes stared at Tadashi as if he was irritated by the mere sight of Tadashi’s tears. 

“What's wrong?” Aichirou asked again.

“Nothing. Aichirou-sama I…”

Aichirou wiped the years that formed at the corner of Tadashi’s eye using the tip of his thumb. 

Tadashi raised his eyes and gazed at his master. Their eyes met. Tadashi’s stare was so arresting that it  forced Aiichirou’s to be frozen in place. An onslaught of invasive thoughts harassed him then: like how he wants to lick the tears off Tadashi’s eyes and make out with him until both of their lips turn violet due to all the biting and sucking. An awkward and heavy feeling starts to swell at the pit of his stomach just by thinking of such things. He wanted to touch Tadashi so badly that he had to clench his hand and turn on his heels to go so that he won’t do anything shameful. 

Aichirou tries to summon composure. All the self control he could muster however was blasted to smithereens when he was stopped from leaving by a tug from Tadashi. He looked back at his secretary looking so adorably devoted to him and felt his stomach churn. What if he falls down on his knees right then and there and profess his love to him, status and propriety be damned, what then? What if “I love you” was something easy to say?

“Master I’ll get you something to drink, wait here.” Tadashi left Aichirou looking so conflicted and so turned on Aichirou had no choice but to bite his fist so he could control himself.

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Shipping Merch Internationally for the first time

Last August I attended Citrus Con. In participating in the event, I was given the opportunity to ship my merch Internationally. It was quite an experience so I had been thinking of writing about my experience shipping merch  internationally for the first time. After some busy weeks, I finally have the time to sit down and write an entry dedicated to that experience. 

The intricacies of shipping…