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I'm gonna fucking scream if someone tells me that erasing queer rep isn't 'bad' or that queer rep should be erased just because straight people think they're being oppressed.

Especially when it comes to hoyoverse's games. You wanna know something? THEY'RE A FUCKING CHINESE BASED COMPANY. OBVIOUSLY THEY CAN'T JUST SAY THAT A CHARACTER IS A LESBIAN OR GAY OR ANYTHING BECAUSE OF CHINA'S FUCKING LAWS ON HOMOSEXUALITY. DO RESEARCH FOR FUCK SAKE.

Anyway, I love implied or canon queer / trans characters. Please ignore how pissed I sounded when talking about hoyos queer rep.

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Guys.. there's something in my room and everytime I look up at it, I think it's gonna fly at me.. I think it's a mosquito.. but Idk.. I don't wanna know what it is anyway..

I'm actually freaking out rn.. please send me help..

Edit: It's gone, now. It was a moth apparently.. it didn't look like one, tho..

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With this whole drama with that person still happening, I'm scared that they're gonna target Vince next just because I'm his friend.

So, if this person does, I NEED everyone to let me know so I can prove that Vince isn't a rapist (that is if they target him next, which I hope they don't)

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Honestly, if that person that's been accusing people of being rapists says that I am a rapist (when I KNOW I'm not), I won't really give a fuck (I probably will knowing me)

Anyway, if that person sees this, then hi!! Just so you know, you're a disgusting and sick person!!

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Tw: attempted suicide

When I was a kid, I used to LOVE sayori and if someone said that they loved sayori more than me, I'd have a mental breakdown and would try and kill myself when I was at home.

(I promise that I'm okay now, but I still remember the look on my dad's face when he found out what I tried to do).

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Has anyone else had to listen to their sister / sibling(s) yap for hours on end about their f/o or is it just me?

(I can't a day without Vicky yapping about Cipher (hsr) to me 💔)

Anyway, y'all miss me? I'm sorry for starving y'all of posts for like three days. I couldn't be bothered to post

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A - Amygdala's rag doll by Ghost and Pals

N - Nothing New by Rio Romeo

G - Groan by Dazey and the Scouts

E - Emo Boy by Ayesha Erotica

L - Lovers Rock by TV Girl

Don't question my music taste, it's quite horrible

MOOT / TAG GAME !

mission— spell your real name / name you use on tumblr with songs you like >< ready, set, go !

m — my love, mine all mine (mitski)

i — i love you, i’m sorry (gracie abrams)

c — coraline (lyn lapid)

k — killshot (magdalena bay)

i — i know you (faye webster)

e — either way (ive)

tagging— @puma-riki @flwrstqr @liwinly @woniefication @lilificationn @stvrriki @okwonyo + anyone else who wants to join !

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Hi! And welcome to Angel / Angie / LeyLey's or whatever the fuck you wanna call me, relationship advice!

Today's topic is about breakups and how to cope after them!

Note: I'm not a professional at this, I'm just going on what I've dealt with / learned from my previous relationships that were pretty toxic and abusive.

Question one: What is a breakup?

In simple terms, it's basically when a relationship comes to end. Every couple have their own reasons to break up. Some couples might break up due to personal reasons, family issues, financial issues, cheating/having an affair, loss of feelings, it's abusive/toxic or both, they feel like they're being pressured to be in the relationship and they aren't ready for one.

There are so many reasons why couples do it.

Question two: Why do some people stay in relationships when they're not happy/or when it's abusive?

Well, for the reason why people stay in relationships when they're not happy is because they want their partner to be happy. It can also be because they're scared of being alone, attachment issues are also another reason and there are many more

Now, about the reason why people stay in relationships when they're abusive, it's often due to fear. The abusers will often use threats and try to use intimidation on their victims to get them to stay and they might even try and use emotional manipulation. It also can be that they're trauma bonding or that they're emotional attached to their abuser.

Question three: How can you cope after a break up?

I don't have much to say about this because I was usually the one doing the breaking up, but, I would recommend that you talk to people, especially those who you can trust, try new hobbies, just focus on yourself and block your ex-partner. It'll help a lot. Trust me.

I hope this was okay. I don't know how to write advice to others, and I'm pretty drained from my day out with my siblings, their friends and my partner, so I apologise if it's sloppy.

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I love telling myself that I'm normal about my favorite characters when I giggle and kick my feet the moment they're on screen

(This is a draft btw, idk what I should post 💔)

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Probably, maybe???

We'd probably bond over our trauma anyway

Also, please don't ask me why I have a picture of Ame in my gallery

the og post was way too long so I'm making a new one

thanks for the tag @lombolica !! :D

You're stuck in a room with the last character in your gallery how safe are you

very safe

the worst thing that could happen is him being clumsy, so I think I'm alright (unless monsters find him I guess)

tagging (no pressure): @flaretheidiot @lemonic-whimssyy @wibbly-wobbly-blog @cryptidanathema @virtualunease @aurlworthfightingfor @angrysheep @sugarplumanderson @time-travelling-chaos @fateisnotafactor @monstrousmaws @sinfulauthor @idkaguyorsomething @vampireopossum and anyone who wants to do this!

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Here's my persona for anyone who wants to draw me fanart of me and Lucy :3 (She doesn't look like me irl because that would be boring, so yeah. Also made this on a picrew because my pixel art of my persona is far from done)

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More facts about Ellie because she's a sweetheart (lies) ^_^

Tw: Threats, sh (not just by cutting btw), murder, mentions of abuse/neglect & sa and rape, Ellie just being herself cause she can be.

She has a 'habit' of threatening to gut people. Usually people who she doesn't like.

There's an actual AU where she is in Billy's place. But, she doesn't kill people, the only expectation was when she murdered Tatum.

She was originally meant to be autistic, but I decided against that and left it to be ambiguous so people could headcanon her as being autistic.

Due to her being sexually abused, neglected and raped, she had developed BPD and psychopathy very early on so she was fifteen, she was diagnosed with BPD and was diagnosed with psychopathy when she was eighteen.

She is... very clingy, especially towards Billy (he doesn't mind since he understands why she's very clingy)

If you are ever to annoy one of Ellie's friends, she would probably hunt you down, gut you like a fish, take a picture of your gutted body and send it to Billy (She's okay I promise, just a little insane)

She liked to cut herself and teddies she owned, and if she wasn't satisfied with what she did, she'd bash her head against a wall (I will blame her father since I hate his guts)

If she really wanted to, she would play with kitchen knives and pretend that she was killing someone, mainly her father.

When she was ten - thirteen, she would wait to her parents to go out for the night before she'd run downstairs to get a knife and she'd go and murder people, and she was very brutal with how she did it as well.

I'm sorry if these are really brutal and disturbing, I never really intended for them to get this brutal, so I'm sorry ( • ᴖ • ｡)

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The more I think about it, I'm starting to realise that my father isn't a good man at all, he's probably worse than my step-dad was.

I hate my father more than my step-dad but it's for good reasons why I do, reasons that I'll probably explain later.

Anyway, fuck you dad and your bitchass excuses. I hate you and I'm tired of making you seem like a good father when you weren't at all

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Facts about my Scream oc (Ellie) because I can (˶ˆ꒳ˆ˵)

Tw: Mentions of death, rape/sa, child abuse/neglect, attempted suicide

She's a canon lesbian and had a crush on Christina Carpenter before she found out she (Christina) and Billy had a fling.

Her favorite artists are Julie Dotron, ICP and Nirvana. She's quite picky on artists she likes btw

She has a little sister who she adored with her whole life, and when she found out she was killed, this caused her to go and find her little sister's killer and kill him with the help of Billy.

She has BPD, psychopathy and suspected C-PTSD

She actually helped Billy and Stu kill Maureen (Sidney's mother) since she had a similar situation like Billy had when his mother left him due to his father's affair.

She hates her father due to him raping, sexually abusing, and neglecting her from the age of two until she was fifteen.

She taught herself how to gut people after she did it go her father when she was eighteen.

When she was thirteen - fourteen, she'd try and kill herself by overdosing, but it failed everytime she tried.

Sometimes whenever she's bored, she'd grab knives from the kitchen and stab them into the counter to imitate her stabbing someone.

She had a cat called Kitty (it was a nickname the cat got since its real name is Death Kitty and why would you even call a cat that anyway?)

While her motives are never stated, it's pretty clear that she's doing as revenge for her little sister.

She was the one who helped frame Cotton Weary, since she used to frame people all the time as a child.

That's just general facts about her since there's a lot more that needs to be written about her before more facts come out about her

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They said, "March, will you serve me lemonade?" - Cherie

I said, "Yes, Cherie, I will. It's the day of the parade. And you look even more pretty than you did the day that you killed my mother." - March

I love my ocs, even though their relationship is based on Billy's and Sidney's relationship and that Cherie is HEAVILY based on Vince and March is based on Rody from dead plate.

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Lucy headcanons !! :3

I just noticed that I misspelled red 💔

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I lowkey wanna make a character analysis but the problem is that idk what character I should do it on.

(I'll probably do Lucy because I fucking love her with all my heart).

There's also a spider chilling on my ceiling, I think it might be Randy but I can't check because it's too far away from me (it's at the other side of my room).